episode_0074

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Since she asked me to pay attention, I’ve been literally in her arms most of the time.

Just that alone made me feel relieved and it was strange how I could easily fall asleep. Since I was originally someone who didn’t sleep much, this situation where I fell asleep while in her arms was a bit strange.

“That’s right… .”

I still couldn’t control the sounds that came out on their own. But it felt good to be held by her as a cat.

The boy didn’t know it now. Even his ability to turn into a cat was a blessing. However, nothing was more important to the boy than being held by the girl of the fake story.

On the contrary, worrying about other things was a bit worse for the child.

When you don’t know when this sun will disappear, why bother worrying about anything else? To the child, everything else was just a luxury.

“You like it that much?”

I don’t know how she knew that purring was a good sign, but she was right. It was good. It was fun to be held by her.

Like this, it wouldn’t be bad even if I fell asleep.

…I forgot something, but it didn’t matter.

Young White Tiger. Ah, what should I do with this young white tiger?

Pure white, with black markings here and there. Even a plump belly. I still wondered how a child who didn’t even eat properly could have such a plump belly.

And look at that plump tail. I couldn’t help but laugh when I thought about it growing so big that it popped.

Every time I gently stroked his head, the groaning grew stronger and weaker. It was an undeniable fact that this child loved me more than anyone else.

No matter what anyone says, I could say that this child was my cat.

“Okay, should we just get married like this?”

At my words, Shidong was startled.

“Huh? What do you mean! People with divine powers can’t marry each other!”

“No, well… . As long as it’s not a direct line, it doesn’t matter.”

“No, that’s true, but… .”

Perhaps, the reason why the child behaved like that was obvious. It was probably because the child seemed like an illegitimate child to them, whom they considered dirty. That’s usually the case.

There aren’t many collateral lines that can change to this extent. Even if they did, most of them would only be able to change to the level of a person. In that case, it was likely that they were other children of the direct line.

However, the only child officially known to be the Baekho family is Baek Yi-han. That’s the only one.

“Just kidding, just kidding.”

I hope it will be possible later, much later. That was the only thought that lingered in my head.

Early in the morning. On the lap of the master? No, on his stomach. He was curled up inside and fell asleep, then woke up.

It seemed like the same time as usual. I got away from her and stretched a little. I knew what I had to do. She told me that today was the day I was leaving this house, so yesterday was enough to keep my eyes on her.

Certainly, I felt a little less impulsive than before. Perhaps it was because I had completely cut off one of the emotions that could be called affection. Perhaps it was because I had made an egg and thrown it into the invisible hole of my heart.

I know why I lost control of my powers as I became darker. It was simple. The liquid was eating me up.

Affection, if I fall later? It could turn into malice. When the thought of hurting her crosses my mind, the only thing that dominates me is the thought that I absolutely do not want to do that.

Well then, there was only one thing I had to do.

All the things that had that possibility, all the feelings, they’re completely eliminated, one by one.

-“No… No…! Yeon-ah-!! Please!!”

It’s noisy.

When I was having the hardest time, the thing that seemed to be by my side spoke to me. There was no need to focus or listen to what that thing said.

Certainly, since I came out, I felt all the emotions come back to life.

That much, it seemed to mean that if I didn’t cut out these roots, emotions would keep coming back. If that were the case, then I could always harm the things I cherished, just like I did to Gaju.

From my perspective, it was right for that to disappear. No matter what people around me say, it had to disappear.

-“No, no, Yeon-ah, you don’t have to do that, please… !”

As for affection, I have almost succeeded in completely destroying it. Now, I just need to get rid of the roots and completely cut off all the feelings I have, such as disgust, anger, and hatred. That’s all I have to do.

“Hoo… .”

One. Two. Three.

I cut off each and every light of emotion that I see before my eyes. That way, until nothing remains.

The most brilliant. Except for that which gives me strength.

-“Yeon-ah… … .”

“… .”

Now, looking at it, I felt nothing. The emotions brought by that brilliant light, the seeds, they could no longer be planted here.

Open your eyes quietly.

In front of it, it was already a mess.

…what the heck?

She slowly opened her eyes. Thinking of Yeon-i sleeping on her stomach, curled up in a cat-like state, Bong-seon-hwa felt better.

However, soon I opened my eyes to a feeling of emptiness.

When I turned my head, I saw a person sitting there. A young and youthful face. White face and white hair. It was Baek I-yeon, whom Bongseonhwa cherished and loved dearly.

“Huh. Get up, are you meditating?”

I came over and knocked on the child, but there was no response.

“Oh my, are you sleeping? Yeon-ah! Wake up! It’s morning!”

Even though she deliberately shook her body, Baek Yi-yeon did not react at all. Looking at her, Bong Seon-hwa felt that something was wrong.

“Yeon-ah? Yeon-ah… !”

When the child, who would normally respond by grumbling, did not respond even though she shook the balsam flower and called it, she quickly pushed her ability into the child.

If the child is in the same condition as last time, it’s a big problem. If there are those damn things inside, and it turned out like this…!

“Please, please…!”

However, contrary to her wishes, Baek Yi-yeon had no luck or anything. It was a relief, but there was something even stranger.

“… . Feelings… ?”

The young white tiger, the young white tiger that used to purr, didn’t have any emotions at all. Normally, when his own fire entered and the moment he was seen, the child’s reaction would have been as if he had met the sunlight and was excited.

But now there was no response. It was like an empty glass.

There was no way. How did he turn it back? How did he make this child… overflow with emotion?

What was the reason for this? She didn’t understand. Wasn’t it fun? Wasn’t the child having fun? So why was the child killing his own emotions?

Bongseonhwa tried to come up with some logic, but it was immediately rejected. No matter how much she thought about it, there was no answer. But what she was worried about was… .

He was a child who would not wake up.

“Yeon-ah- Wake up… . Please… !”

After Bongseonhwa had been screaming like that for a while, Si-dong opened the door and came in, startled. It was because the little Zhu-jak was crying.

“Miss…! What is going on…!”

“Yeon- Yeon-i… won’t wake up… what should I do? what should I do… !”

“Huh?! C-Calm down, Miss. Are you breathing?”

“Yeah… … . S-I’m holding my breath… But- But I won’t wake up… !”

“… First, I’ll bring the master, please stay here and take care of this person!”

The engine started running quickly. It was embarrassing for her as well. It was rare for a young girl to cry. For her, who had always lived bravely, to shed tears like this… it was a big deal.

So, she ran to her lord. To tell him about this as quickly as possible.

When she heard about the incident, she couldn’t help but feel embarrassed.

“… . What? Why won’t that kid wake up?”

“I don’t know. It seems like the young lady tried using her ability, but it seems to be meaningless.”

“… . Haa, let’s go for now.”

The trick also went towards the child.

The child still had his eyes closed, and my child was sitting down. Jujak was confused by the sight.

My child was crying and not waking up. A child who had never shown tears before was crying.

“ㅇ-Mom, what should I do? I don’t feel any emotions from the child… !”

What does that mean? The child hasn’t even woken up yet, and you can’t feel emotions? Jujak couldn’t help but feel embarrassed. The child, soaked in tears, seemed to be unable to think properly.

“Me- Me… . I didn’t do anything wrong… ㅇ-Why? Why do you keep your eyes closed… Huh? Mom… !”

“Impatiens!!!”

“Hic!”

“Calm down.”

“ㄴ-yes… .”

She took a deep breath at those words, and began to calm her mind. … Now it was time to figure out what the problem was.

So she pushed her abilities into the child. At that moment, she saw inside him. The child’s inner self that had nothing left.

I found a child who was throwing everything away, except his abilities.

“Ugh… !”

She, who almost got swallowed up by the darkness, gasped for breath as she climbed out. This wasn’t it.

It’s not a curse, but this is not it. What kind of education have you given your child to grow up like this? Twins are something that has happened for hundreds of years.

So, what Baekho is following now is a rule from hundreds of years ago that has not been improved upon. Cheongryong and Jujak are flexible. Hyeonmu is the type that just needs to do a good job, so he doesn’t care about emotions or anything.

However, Baekho was clumsy.

Literally, it was a divine being for whom only what they experienced was the truth. Why did they overlook that? Why didn’t they help when they heard the story of the illegitimate child?

I would have made my concerns clear. If you had helped me then-

-Cracked.

The trick is to grind your teeth. What should you do? Is there a way to overcome this situation?

She couldn’t tell. She had never seen a human being this broken in her life.

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