episode_0072

#72

Late at night.

I opened my eyes to the sound of rustling and saw the manager getting out of bed.

Where was he going?

He quietly opened the door and stepped out, followed by the sound of the refrigerator opening.

Gulp. Gulp.

The sound of drinking water followed.

It seemed he couldn’t sleep for a moment.

I slightly opened my eyes and placed my hand on the empty bed.

It was still a little warm, probably because the manager had been lying there just moments ago.

The manager’s embrace had been warm too…….

But today…….

For some reason, it felt a little cold today.

This was all because of that bastard.

Park Dong-chul.

I had secretly hoped that today would finally be the day the manager and I could be together…….

Even the other members seemed to have coordinated their words, clearing the way for us.

Eun-chae even went as far as secretly leaving emergency contraceptive pills on my desk—who knows where she got them.

Since even the kids knew, I thought today would finally be the day we could happily be together…….

But Park Dong-chul’s phone call, which came while the manager was out dropping off the members, shattered everything.

“Why don’t you pick up the damn phone faster?”

His voice was laced with anger from the very first word.

“……I’m sorry.”

“Does have any other schedules today?”

Even if I lied, he’d find out immediately with just a little digging.

“…No. Nothing.”

“Good. I like honesty.”

He already knew the answer before asking. He must’ve called the agency. If he mentioned being PD Park Dong-chul, they’d tell him right away…

It pissed me off even more that he asked despite knowing.

It felt like he was testing me.

“It’s nothing much, but I’d like to see you today.”

“……Today?”

“Yeah. Right now, to be exact.”

My hands trembled at the word “now.”

Today was supposed to be just for the manager and me.

“What, you don’t want to?”

“……No……. No.”

“Heh heh heh…….”

But I couldn’t refuse.

I was afraid of Park Dong-chul.

If he got angry…… I had no idea what he might do.

With his anger issues, the best way to stay on his good side was to obey without resistance.

“Don’t look so reluctant. I’m not asking you to meet me empty-handed.”

“…Then…?”

“I’m planning to film a new reality show……”

“I’ll do it.”

I answered before he could even finish.

“I haven’t even explained yet? Do you even know what it is?”

“…I’ll still do it.”

“Wow~. I like your decisiveness, Ha-rin. Huh? Straight to the point. I like that you catch on quick.”

“I really…… want to do it.”

“You know what you have to do if you want it, right?”

“……Yes.”

I realized I wouldn’t be able to see the manager today.

But if this could secure us a spot on a network variety show…

The manager would surely be happy too.

But instead of calling me somewhere, he said he’d come to the dorm.

He was probably targeting the other members…… but thankfully, none of them were at the dorm right now.

So, without thinking much, I carelessly agreed to let him come.

“Then text me the dorm address for my GPS…… Oh, and what about the ex-manager?”

“…Huh?”

“The ex-manager. If has no schedules today, does that mean he’s off too?”

“Well……”

I didn’t know how to answer.

If I said he was off, he’d find some other way to twist things.

“Whatever. I need to talk business anyway, so let’s meet with the ex-manager too.”

“……At the dorm?”

“Yeah.”

I didn’t naively believe him, but…

I foolishly thought, *There’s no way he’d do anything in front of the manager.*

But that illusion shattered the moment Park Dong-chul and the manager arrived at the dorm together.

Park Dong-chul didn’t care if the manager was watching.

If anything, he flaunted it, touching me right in front of him.

“So, Ha-rin, what’s your relationship with the ex-manager?”

He even asked about our relationship.

…Even though he already knew.

But if I admitted it in front of the manager, he’d think I’d given Park Dong-chul leverage over me.

“………Nothing.”

“Nothing?”

“Yes.”

“No relationship at all?”

“……Yes.”

So, I denied my relationship with the manager.

……I’m sorry, Manager.

But to secure this opportunity…

“Then you can work today, right? In front of the ex-manager.”

“……Huh?”

“You don’t mind, right, ex-manager? Just sit back and watch.”

“…….”

I never imagined things would go this far.

No, I had considered the possibility, but I never thought he’d actually go through with it.

No matter what, doing it in front of the manager was…

“Th-that’s…… I……”

“What, you can’t do it in front of him~? Is that it? Well, if that’s the case, I guess I’ll have to look elsewhere~. Let’s see, which other group was it that wanted to film a variety show……”

As Park Dong-chul pulled out his phone, panic set in.

Should I give up now, or grit my teeth and go through with it?

If I only thought about the manager, the right choice would be to refuse.

But if I thought about , it wasn’t that simple.

We’d finally gotten another chance.

If I let it slip away now……

“PD-nim.”

“Hmm?”

So, I kissed him myself.

I leaned in, pressed my lips against his, then pulled away.

“I’ll take good care of you today, PD-nim.”

I’m sorry, Manager.

But…… I have no choice.

Just like at the hotel or the broadcasting station.

Just one more time.

……I did my best to kiss and serve Park Dong-chul.

While working, I completely detached myself.

I’m a terrible actress—if I’m even slightly uncomfortable, it shows.

Park Dong-chul notices instantly, either smirking and threatening me or flying into a rage.

……That’s what really scares me.

If this man changes his mind, no matter how hard I try, it’ll be pointless.

So, it’s better to just… forget myself and play along with whatever Park Dong-chul wants.

Even if the manager was watching, there was nothing I could do.

Since the manager had allowed it, he’d just have to endure.

No matter how much it hurt, enduring it was his role today.

That’s what I thought, but…….

*Tap tap tap tap tap tap…!!*

“Hngh.”

*Squelch.*

The manager watched me have sex with Park Dong-chul, masturbated, and came.

I’d never seen the manager like this before.

I didn’t want to see him this way…

“You’re… excited.”

“Ah….”

He didn’t deny it.

Instead, when our eyes met…

I saw an indescribable desire in his gaze.

The same filthy look perverts give me when they stare.

That’s what I felt from the manager.

The manager… wouldn’t look at me like that.

Especially not while watching me have sex with Park Dong-chul…

I quickly erased the thought from my mind and forced a smile.

Park Dong-chul wasn’t done yet.

The manager probably didn’t want to be seen like this either, so I shouldn’t stare and make it worse.

I continued to serve him.

It would’ve been better if we’d gone to a room.

At least then the manager wouldn’t have seen.

At least then he wouldn’t have seen me acting so cheaply…

Throughout the sex, Park Dong-chul seemed oddly conscious of the manager.

Was it jealousy…?

First, doing it in front of the manager today.

Then constantly trying to compare his dick to the manager’s.

It felt like he was desperate to prove his was bigger.

And honestly…… the manager’s *was* much smaller.

Today was the first time I’d seen it in person. I’d assumed all men were at least Park Dong-chul’s size, but apparently not.

It looked more like the ones I’d seen on the boys back then.

Not that it suddenly made me dislike the manager or anything.

But Park Dong-chul kept fixating on this “weakness,” insisting on comparing himself.

Park Dong-chul… really had nothing to boast about except his dick.

Admittedly, he *was* good at sex.

Probably from all the experience he’d gotten seducing girl group members.

His dick… felt full, so it wasn’t bad.

He knew all my weak spots too…….

“……Hngh.”

I reached between my legs.

I was wet again.

Carefully, I slipped my fingers into my panties.

“Hngh……. Ahh…….”

Holding my breath, I touched my sticky folds.

“Manager……nim…….”

I called out quietly, but he still hadn’t come back in.

I couldn’t get over how anticlimactic it had been earlier.

Why…….

“Hahh…….”

Why… did it have to end like that…?

Park Dong-chul left, and the first chance I had to be with the manager… Why…?

*Squelch……. Squish…….*

“Ahh……!”

I bit down hard on the blanket to muffle my voice.

But my hand showed no signs of stopping.

It moved on its own, beyond my control now.

Manager-nim…….

Manager-nim… Manager-nim…….

Aren’t you excited by me?

Or is it just that you don’t have the stamina?

No… That can’t be.

Park Dong-chul can go three or four rounds easily. There’s no way the manager, still so young, would finish after just one or two.

Then… does he really not feel anything for me?

Park Dong-chul’s words came back to me.

“If a normal guy saw his girlfriend getting fucked by someone else, he’d throw a punch, right?”

“But jerking off while watching? That’s just messed up no matter how you look at it.”

“From where I’m standing, the ex-manager is definitely a pervert.”

I didn’t want to believe it.

I wanted to deny it.

Because the manager wouldn’t be like that.

Getting turned on watching me with Park Dong-chul but not when we’re together?

That’s… impossible.

But.

“Hah……hngh……!”

*Squelch…….*

My body trembled as I came lightly.

When I pulled my fingers out, they were soaked.

Some of Park Dong-chul’s cum must’ve mixed in too.

Not the manager’s… but *his*…

When I used my hand on the manager earlier…

It was so sudden, but right before he came, some of *his* cum dripped from between my legs.

And the manager… saw it clearly.

He came while watching another man’s cum leak out of me… Was that just a coincidence?

Maybe it really was…….

“About that sponsorship we talked about before… Let’s do it.”

No way.

Was the manager agreeing to the sponsorship because……?

No.

That can’t… be.

“Hngh……!”

I heard the manager’s voice from the living room.

He still hadn’t come back in. What was he doing?

Moving carefully to avoid making noise, I quietly opened the door.

The manager was sitting on the living room couch.

*Tap tap tap tap tap…!*

In the darkness, only his phone screen cast a faint glow.

With earbuds in, he stared intently at his phone.

*Thud thud thud thud thud thud thud thud…….*

A rhythmic sound kept coming from his direction.

The manager’s hand moved busily.

*Tap tap tap tap tap…!*

“Hngh……!”

*Squelch. Splurt.*

*Drip drip drip…*

Something spilled from his body onto the carpet.

“……Manager-nim.”

I covered my mouth.

Even in the dark, it was easy to tell what he was doing—what had just spilled onto the carpet.

A sight I hadn’t seen earlier when we were together.

“Hahh…. Hahh….”

Breathing heavily, flushed with arousal.

The manager was masturbating to something.

Not with me. Alone.

For what felt like hours, he kept going, listening to something.

His face, illuminated by the phone’s glow, was more excited than I’d ever seen it with me.

That expression…

Looked exactly like the one he’d made while watching me with Park Dong-chul.