episode_0070

I opened my eyes to the commotion outside. No one came to wake us up. I thought maybe they were leaving us to rest freely because of what happened yesterday.

My body felt heavy. I thought the old man was crushing me, but that wasn’t the case. It was just the fatigue from last night that had built up in my body.

yesternight.

When I thought about it, my face turned bright red. I couldn’t help but feel embarrassed. I wonder if my voice leaked out without me knowing it.

I’ve never screamed like a cat in heat, so I guess you all don’t know.

The old man was rough in many ways. He was also big. Rather than saying that they had a relationship, it would be closer to say that they were used unilaterally.

Well, that’s what it was like from the looks of it, and from my perspective, um…

Anyway, I think it was an equal relationship.

I sat up. No matter how much blankets I had spread, my knees and arms were pushed around because the mattress wasn’t soft enough, and the pain was no joke.

Seo Hye-bu, to put it simply, was in pain all over, not just in the shin area. It may not have been a good decision to leave everything to the old man.

How much has piled up? You shouldn’t use people as masturbation devices, you damn old man.

If you asked me if I remembered exactly what happened last night, I could only shake my head. There were a lot of cuts in the film.

Honestly, I didn’t think my mental strength was lacking, but I think I need to revise that assessment a little.

If you had asked me what it felt like to have fragmentary memories before last night’s events, I would have shaken my head from side to side, but now I could nod in complete agreement.

If I had known this would happen, I should have at least screamed. I was busy swallowing my screams and quietly accepting it, but it seemed like the old man thought I was okay.

Honestly, as an adult and a fellow human being, it’s worth considering what kind of ripple effect that would have if someone with the physical strength of an old man were to go all out.

Well, the fact that I was so attractive that I lost the ability to even consider such trivial things was a sign that I was attractive, so isn’t that a bad thing?

As if it were a good thing, you’ve done a great job, and you’re still breathing and living. That’s good…

hmm…

No matter how much I thought about it, it didn’t seem right. The man who was soundly sleeping felt annoyed and pinched his side.

The firm skin, without a single ounce of fat, followed my hand. I raised my fingernails and twisted them.

“Kkaaaak!”

The savage, with his ugly body exposed without a single covering on his lower body, raised himself with a pitiful scream.

Hmm… I can’t believe that’s what was going on inside me. I definitely wasn’t in my right mind last night.

Even though I could clearly tell the size just by feeling it, I went so far as to provoke it. Well, it was entirely the fault of the old man who tried to get me out of there.

I was trying to move on, but suddenly something came to mind.

The moment I took the initiative, the old man counterattacked. His words and actions shifted the responsibility to me as if he had been waiting for it.

Although the only things covering her body were tights that were torn and rip here and there and panties that were barely hanging on her left thigh…

In contrast to that disheveled appearance, I regained my cool-headedness and reached the point where I solemnly declared that the old man was a planned criminal.

This is annoying. You haven’t thought about what you’re going to do to me from the beginning. You haven’t planned on raising me and eating me, even though I’m still a few steps away from becoming an adult.

In that situation, wouldn’t that kind of response be impossible?

It wasn’t just plain annoying. It was extremely annoying, gross, sinister, and low-quality.

He moved the hand that had been pinching his side to his lower body. He placed his finger on the inner thigh, which was less trained, and pinched it.

Of course, there were more vulnerable spots that were clearly visible. But since it was the part that had been hurting me so much the previous night, I didn’t want to provoke it and prolong the experience until the morning.

“Ouch! Why are you here in the morning, Danhwa? ”

How can this guy be so shameless? Didn’t the perpetrator originally say that he doesn’t feel guilty toward the victim?

I didn’t even think about it, and I let my desires run wild until stars burst before my eyes and my mind flew away, so the old man’s mind might be filled with memories of last night’s sweet love time.

“No, I guess I’m just a little upset because the person who was so wild last night is sleeping soundly next to me.”

I got up to change my clothes. The tent wasn’t that low, so my head didn’t touch it. Instead, my body swayed for a moment.

I couldn’t put any strength into my lower body because the old man was playing with me so hard.

If I were to divide it into good and bad memories, it was honestly a good memory, but it was hard to shake the feeling that it was used as a means to satisfy the old man’s desires.

That’s right. When both parties are fully conscious, it’s a consensual relationship, but when one party’s consciousness has flown off to a faraway place due to climax, it’s not a consensual relationship, but rather a one-sided act of masturbation.

According to my fragmented memory, I reached climax about 5 times. I remember the first two times perfectly, but after that, the posture, breathing, and speed were all different.

The deep handprints on my ankles and waist were a measure of how well the old man had used me.

How far had I gone? There were more than ten stains scattered all over the tent floor.

‘Gulp.’

“Ah…?”

“Oh my.”

An unfamiliar sensation that I had never felt before came over me. If I were to divide the evaluation criteria into pleasant and unpleasant, it was a sensation that was significantly biased toward unpleasantness.

Something lukewarm and sticky ran down my thigh. I lowered my head and took in the unidentifiable thing with my eyes.

hmm…

I knew what this was without even having to hear an explanation. There was a breath that the old man took in as the basis for my judgment.

“What are you thinking?”

Since I provoked you, it’s OK to have sex. It’s also OK to keep going hard even though I passed out.

But, isn’t it true that I’ve been irresponsibly peeing inside without using a contraceptive? When did that happen? I’m sure I made sure to do it outside at first. But I guess it felt so good that I forgot about it later.

“Danhwa, that wasn’t on purpose.”

“You happened to poop this much inside. I see.”

“That, that’s…”

I diligently wiped away the spilled liquid with the tissue I had picked up at the rest stop. I didn’t show my emotions with my facial expression. I thought it would be more effective that way.

“I guess so?”

Finally, I stared at the old man and asked him a question. The old man looked uncomfortable as if he was sitting on a bed of thorns, and as if he realized something belatedly, he started to hurriedly pick up his underwear and pants.

The old man’s eyes couldn’t stay still and rolled around here and there.

‘Trrr, trrrr.’

Judging from the cold sweat he was breaking out in, it seemed his excuses were lacking.

“Shorts, I like you so much…”

“I did it because I liked it?”

The old man’s head dropped.

“Then you shouldn’t have done that. What are you going to do when you have a child?”

“Of course you have to take responsibility!”

The old man answered confidently.

Take responsibility…

When I first decided to have a relationship, I didn’t assume that much responsibility would fall on you. Isn’t it the apocalypse?

It was because neither the old man nor I, with a minimum of common sense and a sense of reality, thought that we would poop inside like this.

Once you have a child, you can’t move. Your capable partner shoes become your incompetent burden shoes.

Not only during pregnancy, but also after birth, all sorts of problems are scattered. The probability of survival itself plummets compared to the previous period.

“Are you sure you thought and spoke correctly?”

I asked the old man again, clearly showing that I was reprimanding him.

“Sorry. Really… I have no excuse.”

The old man’s head sank so low that it seemed as if it might have rolled on the floor.

Well, I didn’t mean to be so timid. But I finally felt like I had to bring the old man back up to the surface, as if he was going to dig into the ground.

“Now, raise your head. It’s not just your fault. It’s not like I provoked you without any countermeasures.”

“Still…”

“Because it’s a safe day. It’s okay.”

I spoke while gently patting the old man on the shoulder.

The old man’s dark complexion brightened just a little. Of course, if we were to distinguish between light and dark, he was two steps further toward darkness.

“If this happens again, be prepared. It won’t go over like this next time.”

“Be careful.”

I decided not to believe the old man’s promise. The way he showed me was too extreme to trust his words that came out lightly.

If the same situation came up again, it was obvious that he would throw away his reason and do this and that to me.

Next time, I thought I should work hard to save up before going to the main broadcast. If I waste the old man’s energy elsewhere, the relationship might end before he loses his senses.

Of course, I’ll only do it on safe days like this. I won’t let the person who stole my first kiss and my virginity go out alone.

It was right to have the child when the conditions were truly safe. No, I’m not saying that you have to do it. I’m saying that if you’re going to do it, then you should do it.

Is this just the old man’s partner and lover?

As someone who is somewhere in between, if my uncle can’t find a suitable spouse and decides to leave me behind, I can give birth to him out of consideration for our loyalty.

Well, it wasn’t like I really loved you more than anything or that I liked you so much that I could die without you or anything like that, that’s why I did this.

I am extremely rational. I am not an emotional person who would give up everything for a stupid feeling called love.

Of course, kissing and having sex with an old man made me really happy! But that’s because I have this body and it’s natural for me to go crazy when a man and a woman do things like that.

Anyway! I don’t know what you’re talking about, but anyway, that’s what happened.

“Ahem…”