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#67. Agent Shin Misi’s Record of Defeats 5

Slowly, but surely. Yookyung changed without even realizing it. On the day of the Episode 1 filming, she wore a tight white T-shirt for the first time in a very long while.

It was the first time she had worn clothes that emphasized her figure like this outside the house since her youth. Yookyung, who thought she looked like a sight, felt strange at Dohyeok’s compliments.

‘What is he saying, really…. To an old woman like this. Even so, it’s true that I feel self-conscious.’

She went to a drinking party, led by Dohyeok, dressed exactly as she was. Why was it, his touch that barely grazed her that day wasn’t bad at all, surprisingly.

She began to think that perhaps the compliments he had given were sincere.

‘…Even if it’s sincere, nothing changes. In my eyes, Dohyeok is just a child.’

Yookyung, who had married early and had the experience of bearing and raising two children, tried hard to admonish herself. But her body couldn’t do the same.

Until she met Dohyeok, Yookyung had masturbated only about once a week. Remembering the face of her husband, who had since left her side, and recalling the sensation of his gentle embrace, she slowly caressed her private parts.

Was it because she had lived building a wall against any ‘possibility’ other than her husband? Not only did her desires not accumulate much, but she also didn’t enjoy what she considered vulgar acts.

If she had any experience at all, it was with Entertainment Bureau Director Choi Junhak. Her experience with Choi Junhak was, simply put, the worst.

He forcefully awakened Yookyung’s libido, and because of that, Yookyung also suffered for a while. Whenever she stood before Junhak, she desperately endured the throbbing sensation in her lower abdomen.

As time passed, Yookyung returned to her original routine. Everything seemed to have returned to its place, but in reality, it hadn’t.

Even though her standing within the company had grown stronger than before, she couldn’t pinpoint Choi Junhak’s promiscuous nature. Although it was only for one day, she couldn’t dare to defy him, who had suppressed her to her core.

The female warrior who fought in the brightest places to eradicate corrupt organizational culture was, in fact, merely dancing in the palm of her closest superior’s hand.

‘Forget it… please. Forget the mistakes… now, go back, Shin Yookyung. I never did anything with another man…….’

She firmly sealed her past mistakes deep within her memory. Resolving never to bring them out again, she severely limited her desires, only out of a desire to apologize to her husband.

Several years passed like that.

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“Again… I will ask, Agent Shin Misi. How often do you masturbate per week?”

“W-well… I didn’t do it much originally…. But at some point, the frequency increased…… I-I think I do it… five times.”

“………Five times?”

Shin Yookyung, now Shin Misi, sat on the bed with her legs spread. Slowly rubbing her swollen, red clitoris with her fingers, she gazed at the camera in front of her with pathetic eyes.

Choi Dohyeok, who was sitting beyond the camera, cleared his throat and stood up. Seeing this, Shin Misi frantically waved her hands with a flustered expression.

“—A-actually, I do it two, two or three times every day…! Lately, my desires have been building up too quickly…… Ugh, hngh—!!”

“Tell me in detail what kind of masturbation you do and how. Look at the camera in front of you.”

“What kind of masturbation… he said…… H-hoo, ooh-ooh-ooh—.”

Contrary to Yookyung’s wishes, the filming returned to square one. She opened her quivering mouth, unable even to cover her legs.

“I… masturbated while looking at my son. My son is so cute… I-I just couldn’t help but think such thoughts……. It shouldn’t be… but the urge to put my son’s penis in my mouth keeps appearing…. Hngh……….”

No, Doyoon-ah. Mom doesn’t think that……. It’s not because you resemble him……… Ah, ah……….

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‘…Honey. Even though we’re at home, stop taking off your clothes and cover up a bit. The kids are here too.’

‘Whyyy~. Are we not having a hot night today?’

‘Of course we are. But you’re too vulnerable when you’re drunk. Go inside, I’ll put Doha and Doyun to sleep and come back.’

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‘Mom. Stop drinking. You’re not even a good drinker. Put your clothes on properly too, quickly.’

‘No, my chest feels squeezed. This is the kind of appearance I show to my son. How meticulous I usually am…….’

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I didn’t mean to. Perhaps Mom, I might have wanted to tempt you…. Thinking that if it was my son, he might accept a mom like this…….

Subtly…… exposing my nipples too……. You used to like it, didn’t you? Always clinging to Mom’s breasts…….

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See, Doyoon-ah. Mom can accept you completely. We promised, didn’t we? I’ll come to your room tonight, so let’s make love tonight.

Mom will lovingly wrap around Doyoon’s penis. …It’s okay to ejaculate freely between my breasts, this time…….

‘How is it, Writer Shin? Compared to your husband. Well… perhaps it’s a bit lacking to be with someone like you?’

—Gasping in fright!!

I-I-I’ve never seen a size like this! How can such a hideous penis…… Please, get away from me. Stop it!

If you come any closer, I’ll scream. I’ll report you………! Choi Junhak, I’ll expose everything you’ve been doing behind my back!

No………. My voice isn’t coming out……….

Please…….

Stop— With a muffled sound. Ugh, ugh— Gasping for air. You… dirty bastard……! You drugged my drink and………!

You’re less than human, you bastard. How can you forcibly… kiss someone’s lips……… A gasp of alarm!

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No, not there……. Please spare that place. Please forgive me… Director-nim. I won’t be able to be Shin Yookyung anymore, stoooop—!!

‘…Writer Shin, are you sexless? Why do you seem so dry? It can’t be helped. I’ll loosen you up—.’

No, no, no, no, no, no, don’t come—! I said don’t come!!

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‘Yookyung-ah. …Uh, I’ll put the kids to sleep. Haha, it’s a bit embarrassing. It’s my first time suggesting this…….’

‘Huh? Uh-uh… Okay. I’ll wash up and go…….’

‘You’re busy these days, aren’t you? It’s okay. Tell me if it’s too hard.’

‘Nooo! Who says it’s hard. I’ll be the main writer after this program ends~!’

Even when she tried to ignore it, there was an undeniable truth.

She returned home in a furious state from work. She had tried to expose her superior’s atrocities and true nature, but no one was on her side.

She had tried to do something against Choi Junhak, but things got tangled up strangely. This wasn’t the picture she wanted.

Yookyung’s underwear, which she took off to wash, was wet. The moment she saw Junhak’s bulging crotch, she recalled his hideously erect penis and was rendered speechless on the spot.

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Yookyung pulled down his drawers to serve her husband as always. Her husband’s was embarrassingly small compared to Junhak’s.

But she knew. That she wasn’t someone whose heart would change merely because of penis size. True love is from the heart. That’s why she loved her husband even more.

‘Huuuh……….’

In the early morning, after her husband had fallen asleep. Yookyung was scared. Her senses seemed dulled after just one sexual encounter. She, who had easily felt pleasure before, now needed much more time to reach climax.

‘With such a gentle husband by my side, I…….’

She couldn’t forgive herself for having changed, even just a little. With a conflicted heart, she fell asleep, and the next day, upon encountering Junhak, she froze once more.

Far from burning with resistance, the piercing, throbbing sensation in her lower body was extremely unpleasant. It was as if her body instinctively told her that she couldn’t defy him.

Unable to fight back, she forgot. She buried all her past mistakes related to Junhak deep in her mind, in a place where they could never resurface.

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“Doyoon-iiiiiit… Th-thinking of him while gently caressing my aroused clitoris, nghhh— It, it makes me come quickly, because……”

On days when adult Doyoon’s face particularly overlapped with her husband’s, Yookyung would soothe herself and calm her body. Every day, she would lightly reach climax by imagining her son filling her completely.

…That was how it was, until she met Dohyeok.

He had a familiar scent. He instantly enveloped her entire body with the strong scent of a male.

Then, the scent of her son relatively began to fade. Memories she thought were sealed began to trickle out.

‘…………Small.’

As she entered the bathroom to wash Doyoon, she unconsciously evaluated his penis. And then she immediately regretted it.

‘No, what kind of thoughts am I having about my own child……….’

To forget Dohyeok, she focused even more on her son. Doyoon’s private part, which she touched for the first time since he was a baby, wasn’t much different from her husband’s.

As a result, Doyoon trembled continuously from Yookyung’s touch and repeatedly ejaculated.

‘Again…? Did Mom feel that good? Mom feels the same……. I love you.’

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‘Sex might be a bit… difficult. Ah, he’s my son, after all. More than anything……. Ahaha, right. How could I do that with my son?’

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‘Haaah………. I wish Doyoon were just a little bigger. Then, I’d be sorry to Jiyeon, but I’d also get a little bit of qi…….’

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‘Hnghh……. Dohyeok’s… was so big. Last time, I was even forced to be filmed at a restaurant……. Like a fool, I couldn’t say anything……. Ah……… my nipples got bigger…….’

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‘You idiot……. This is just like before. Get a grip, Shin Yookyung. Get a grip, ugh……. When it felt like my throat… was being penetrated all the way to the back, I felt like I couldn’t resist at all, and my mind went blank……….’

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Ugh, ooh, hngh, hngh……….

Squish, squish, squish, throb…………….

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Ah, haaah, unghh—. Thinking of Dohyeok’s penis, that enormous penis, I’m coming, —A deep, drawn-out moan—!!

Squish squish squish squish squish squish—!

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‘Mom, are you asleep……?’

…………Doyoon? Haa, haa………. That’s right. I told him to come to the master bedroom in the early morning. To accept everything from my son…….

Listen… but Mom’s throat feels very itchy right now……. Can Mom swallow your penis all the way, Doyoon? Aaaah……….

Yes, it’s okay. You can put it in deeper, right…? I’ll wrap my whole mouth around it, so just a little more, a little more insideee……….

Ungh-ung……. Ah… already ejaculating……….

Your penis… got small again. I’m sorry, is it hard to continue today? Mom will do it for you again next time. Yes, next time, definitely……….

Definitely again…………….

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“Ah, ah, my son’s penis isn’t quite doing it… So… I’m masturbating while imagining the Leader-nim’s huge penis…. G-hngh… Ooh—! I’m coming, imagining a deep kiss on my vaginal opening with the tip of his glans… My mind is melting, a high-pitched, ecstatic moan—♡♡!!!”

“Does it come back to you a little now, Sunbae-nim…? What kind of person you were?”

“I wanted to forget, I wanted to forget, but why does it keep coming back……… Aaaah……….”

Shin Misi crawled on the floor and finally reached the Leader’s grace. Placing his veiny member on her face, she took a deep breath and savored it.

Sticky precum flowed again from between the gaping cracks. She stretched out her tongue and made a lewd expression, as if she had forgotten she was in front of a camera.

“Your mouth-vagina is skilled now. It’s tight yet clenches well, —A grunt of pleasure—!!”

“D-don’t… talk— Gurgle, oh, oh, gurgle…!”

As the thrusting intensified, Yookyung’s body gradually lost strength. Her windpipe was blocked, and capillaries burst in her eyes, but the Leader showed no mercy.

Dohyeok slapped Yookyung’s blurring cheek with a crack and shouted loudly.

“I’ll turn your entire throat into an erogenous zone, Sunbae-nim! To the point where you can’t even breathe without a penis…!”

“—Violent gagging!! It’s too intense, gasp, mercy……….”

“Shut up and open your mouth. I’m about to cum—.”

“Hiiik… Ugh………! Ungh, ungh, gulp… gulp…… gulp……… guuulp………….”

The white fluid filling her mouth dripped and spilled out. Dohyeok embraced the exhausted Yookyung with one arm, making her face forward.

“Smile, Sunbae-nim. Your son is watching.”

“Ah, no… not that……… A long, throaty moan! My clitoris…! If you keep rubbing it, I’ll come again—!”

“……Call Doyoon.”

“Haa… haa…… Why call him…….”

“Let Doyoon hear it too. Let him know how lewd his mother is.”

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-Mom…? I haven’t seen you for a while… Are you filming?

“Ah… U-ungh…! Just d-doing… something… Huh? Wait, don’t touch me—!”

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