episode_0066

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As soon as I released the nape of Kunat’s neck, she collapsed weakly onto my bed.

Of course, it wasn’t that Kunat was tired from being beaten by me.

She fluttered down as if playing the part of a frail girl, then slowly raised herself up, looking at me with a hazy gaze.

Kunat, who was stroking the face I had hit with a suggestive gesture, slightly stuck out her tongue and licked her lips.

I looked at Kunat like that, then closed my eyes and sighed.

“Disgusting.”

“Doesn’t it feel good?”

“What are you talking about? No, don’t explain. Don’t infect me with the thoughts of a crazy bitch.”

“I like being hit, and you like hitting. Every time our bodies touch, it feels better and better. If this isn’t sex, then what is it?”

“The needle stuck in your head must be dying to caress your skull. Should I give it a chance?”

“I’m surprisingly loyal, you know. There’s no one I want to mix bodies with other than you.”

“That’s enough. It’s my fault for picking a fight with a devil.”

I shook my head and slowly dropped my upper body back onto the bed.

My head was buried as if being sucked into the fluffy, straw-filled pillow.

I stared blankly at the ceiling and said.

“You said our kids came to save me.”

“That’s right.”

“It’s quite a distance away. Did you call them?”

“Then who else would have called them?”

Kunat answered as if it was absurd.

Her attitude was as if I was saying something obvious.

“I could have helped you myself, but I have a reputation as a devil. Even if I like you, I can’t help someone who refuses a deal so adamantly without getting something in return.”

“Is there some kind of restriction? Does helping others out of goodwill tarnish a devil’s reputation?”

“No, it’s just because I feel bad.”

“I knew it.”

Kunat giggled at my curt answer and continued.

“Putting a needle in your head really pissed me off, so I didn’t touch you. Instead, I called them.”

“Um, in any case, isn’t that also helping?”

“It’s different.”

Kunat answered in a firm tone.

“To put it in a way that’s easy for you to understand, it’s like the difference between shouting ‘Fire!’ and jumping into the flames to save a child.”

“Reporting is as important as rescuing.”

“At least I didn’t dirty my hands with selfless good deeds.”

“Ha, seriously. Does a devil’s hands get dirty if they help others out of goodwill?”

“Of course.”

“Ha…”

I let out a deep sigh and slowly closed my mouth.

After staring blankly at the ceiling for a while, I slowly opened my lips and muttered in a small voice.

“Anyway, thank you.”

“… Huh?”

“I lived thanks to you.”

“… Oh?”

“What, fuck.”

“No way… you’re thanking me? This is it, the sun’s going to rise in the west tomorrow. The world’s ending, and I’m seeing all sorts of things.”

“Doesn’t that mean there’s been nothing to thank you for until now? You bastard?”

“…”

Kunat closed her mouth.

Whether she was feeling itchy from suddenly receiving thanks or angry that even a thank you was conveyed so hatefully.

She didn’t say anything for a while.

Of course, I didn’t bother trying to read her expression.

I thanked her only because I didn’t want to owe a debt to a devil.

Thank you, and that’s it.

I had no obligation to do anything more than that for a devil.

“…”

Rustle,

I could hear her moving little by little as she sat at my feet.

I could feel something heavy sinking into the cheap bed on either side of my body.

Wondering what she was doing, I lowered my eyes and saw Kunat slowly crawling up the bed on all fours.

It looked as if she was trapping me between her arms and legs.

It was as if she was about to pounce on me.

Kunat, who had slowly crawled all the way up, faced me.

Her green curtain-like hair confined my vision like a fence.

Only the beautiful woman with red skin filled my eyes.

Kunat looked straight at me and said.

“I’ve noticed you’ve been treating me more carelessly lately.”

“What?”

“Not just your hand, but your mouth too. You’re being too rude to me. If I didn’t like you, I would have started an all-out war.”

I scoffed at the sudden, presumptuous threat and said.

“What… so, is a Priest supposed to be kind to a devil?”

“That’s not it.”

“Then, should I have taken your hand and said, ‘Yes, yes, I understand. As you wish’? Something like that?”

“It would have been nice if you were that kind of person, but if you were, I wouldn’t have wanted you so desperately.”

“… You say such disgusting things so well.”

“What did I say?”

“You’ve been doing that lately. As if we were in a relationship between a man and a woman.”

“Hmm. If we’re talking about gender, isn’t it a relationship between a man and a woman?”

I frowned and replied.

“Priest and Devil. That’s the only way our relationship can be defined.”

“That’s good too. Nothing’s as thrilling as taboo.”

“You really need to stop…”

“Billy…”

Kunat called my name,

No, she uttered the word she claimed was my name in a low voice.

Perhaps because we were so close.

Kunat’s voice sounded even deeper and more attractive than usual.

Without realizing it, I stared intently into her eyes.

Her enchanting eyes, which changed color from moment to moment unlike humans, were filled with a hazy light as if shrouded in fog.

It was like she was intoxicated by drugs or hallucinations.

What is this?

Were this devil’s eyes this pretty?

…

What am I thinking right now?

“Get your face away.”

“Why?”

“I felt something strange. I don’t know what it is, but it must be your sorcery.”

“Sorcery?”

Kunat, who was tilting her head in confusion for a moment, soon narrowed her eyes as if she had realized something and said.

“Ah, that’s right. You’re already…”

“Already what?”

Kunat slowly smiled and answered.

“You’ve already begun to awaken to the charms of the opposite sex.”

“Eat shit.”

“You’ll have to feed it to me.”

“Ah, really.”

Kunat said with a bright smile.

“As I said just now, the curses and violence you’ve been spewing and wielding at me lately are somehow different from before.”

“…”

“You’ve become more rude and more childish.”

“Are you trying to fight right now? Right? You’re picking a fight, right?”

Kunat ignored my words and continued.

“Should I guess why?”

“…”

“You’re struggling. Trying not to give in to desire.”

“Shut up.”

“It’s cute how your voice is trembling.”

Kunat said with a relaxed smile.

It was a strange feeling.

The devil cannot defeat me.

I can subdue the devil as much as I want.

This was an absolutely true proposition.

But for some reason, I felt as if I was being pushed into a corner.

It might be because she was physically pouncing on me, but I felt a more fundamental sense of pressure than that.

Kunat began to put even more pressure on me with that enchanting tongue.

“You know it too, don’t you? The way you look at me is different from before.”

“Disgusting. Stop it.”

“Of course, it’s not just me. Lucia, who’s taking off her blood-soaked clothes and watching your eyes. Anna, who’s wearing thin work clothes instead of a Nun’s Habit, hammering steel and wiping the sweat from her face by pulling up her top.”

“I told you to stop.”

“Subtle yet blatant seductions… and Sola with her innocent smile that contrasts with them.”

“Stop,”

“And even me, wearing grotesque clothes that reveal my body and subtly revealing the area between my thighs as I cross my legs, which you’re curious about.”

“…”

“You haven’t missed a single one of those scenes recently. You wouldn’t have cared before. Why is that?”

Kunat’s face slowly approached mine.

As her already close face drew even closer, I couldn’t help but hold my breath.

Kunat bit her lip as she looked at me like that.

She had the face of a girl who had seen a cute little animal.

“That’s exactly how a teenager who’s just opened their eyes to sex is.”

“…”

“I’m pouncing on you, but I’m not restraining your arms. You can push me away as much as you want.”

“Yeah. Right now…”

“But, before that.”

Kunat whispered softly.

But already, my face and hers were so close that even the whisper could be heard very clearly.

The tips of my nose and Kunat’s were touching.

Unlike the sweet scent of the nuns or Elena’s flesh, there was a stimulating scent of thirst that burned my throat.

“You thanked me.”

“…”

“So, give me something in return. Not a deal or contract, but an exchange of goodwill and kindness, as you say.”

“… What do you want me to do?”

“Just once.”

“What?”

“Just be honest this once.”

Kunat slowly brushed past my face and buried her face next to me.

I couldn’t feel any fabric on her chest that was touching my chest.

I could feel two clearly separated, soft lumps of flesh squishing wetly on my chest.

At the same time, I could feel a heavy weight on my waist.

Large and soft,

The thick butt and thighs that I had been stealing glances at settled on my pelvis, wriggling and putting weight on it.

Kunat, who was hugging me from above, whispered directly into my ear.

It was literally a devil’s whisper.

“Really, you hate it?”

“…”

I could finally realize the identity of this pressure that was immobilizing me.

It wasn’t sorcery or an evil trick.

What was immobilizing me was the truth that came out of Kunat’s mouth.

The truth that I’m attracted to the opposite sex.

The truth that I want the nuns.

The truth that I find this damned devil incredibly attractive.

That truth, along with my guilt as a religious person, was suffocating me as if trying to crush me.

“You regretted letting Elena go, didn’t you?”

“…”

“I know. You did your best to fulfill your duty. Even the poor child who condemns herself as a prostitute must seem like a lamb to be saved to you.”

“…”

“But, who will take care of your desires?”

“… I don’t need them.”

“It’s obvious you’ll get caught if you lie to a devil. You should just stay silent. Billy.”

“…”

Kunat didn’t do any of the one-dimensional seductions like licking my ear like she had done before.

If it was that kind of seduction, I would have quickly shuddered and pushed her away.

She just hugged me softly and whispered.

But with just that, she could manipulate me as if playing with me in the palm of her hand.

I was aware that I was being played with.

But, for some reason, I can’t seem to shake her off.

Is it because I was injured and tired again?

It hasn’t been long since I rejected Elena’s seduction. Is it difficult to shake off another seduction again?

Maybe it’s because I was disappointed by the world I heard about from Elena.

Or maybe it’s simply because I don’t want to push her away…

I felt my whole body turning red.

I was ashamed.

If the violence I usually inflicted on Kunat was just a prank to hide my embarrassment, then I could only look like a really childish kid.

I closed my mouth as Kunat advised.

Kunat brought her lips slightly to my ear and whispered softly.

“I’ll make a suggestion out of goodwill. A suggestion that doesn’t ask for anything in return and has no strings attached.”

“…”

I neither affirmed nor denied.

I couldn’t.

But to her, silence was as good as affirmation.

Actually, it was the same for me.

Knowing that fact well, she slowly opened her lips.

Even the sticky saliva sound heard as her lips opened could be heard. A slow and seductive voice filled my ear, riding on my breath.

“Hold me.”

“… What?”

“I’ll accept it. Your desires. Your hands, your eyes, even your dick.”

“You… crazy… bitch.”

“You, who cherishes even whores and prostitutes, only have the devil as someone you can treat badly, right?”

Kunat put her hands behind my back and hugged me tightly.

“To be exact, it’s just me.”

“…”

“Treat me badly, like you always do.”

“…”

“Dominate me.”

I know.

I can’t do this.

This is a suggestion that I must never accept.

Why?

Why?

Why can’t I accept it?

“I can’t.”

“… Billy.”

I shook my head.

I must not become weak.

If the body becomes weak, the mind also becomes weak.

This is just a shrinking of the mind due to the injury.

Even though my recovery is fast thanks to Holy Power, I had even fainted.

No, if I hadn’t been rescued, I would have died.

So it’s understandable that I’m scared.

But if I’m scared, I mustn’t let my judgment become clouded.

“It won’t be as you wish. Kunat.”

“Tch,”

Kunat licked her lips and slowly raised her upper body.

Her face, which was getting further away, had a slightly surprised expression on it.

Kunat snapped her fingers once.

Instantly, clothing appeared and dressed her body as if wrapping around it.

“Hmm, that’s a shame. I thought you were really about to fall this time.”

“… Since you told me to be honest, I’ll do that.”

“Huh?”

I looked at Kunat and said with a hollow laugh.

“Yeah, it was really a shame this time.”

“…”

Kunat slowly got up from the bed and said.

“Billy.”

“Why,”

I turned my head and looked at her.

Then, Kunat’s face, which was clearly standing up from the bed, was right in front of my eyes.

“Ah, surprised… Ugh,”

Kunat kissed me.