episode_0064

“Ugh, hng, hff!”

It didn’t take long for moans to begin emanating from them as they were talking. Belka didn’t reject Usher. No, rather, she seemed to be begging, wanting him. He hated Usher for being loved by her. He hated Belka for loving Usher and not him. He felt like he was going crazy at the fact that the girl’s love, that beautiful golden light, wasn’t directed at him. Even so, he could only watch.

“Uhn!”

The girl no longer rejected him, willingly spreading her legs and opening that lewd gate to accept his flesh rod. He was granted access to the inside of the girl, which he thought he would never feel again, and his thing was digging in and tasting it. His hotly heated flesh rod was soaked in the girl’s honey water, moving in and out of the girl’s sweet-smelling pussy without any resistance.

“Hff! Hng!”

Each time her pussy swallowed and spat out his cock, the girl’s pleasure-filled moans echoed through the carriage. It was a pleasure-filled voice, unlike when he had forcibly violated her, devoid of pain or revulsion. The sticky sweat and vaginal fluids clinging to them were more welcome than unpleasant.

“Ah.”

He didn’t know he would find the sight of the girl beneath him, moaning, so satisfying. It was a reaction that was so different from when he forced himself on her. Far from the lovely golden light being fleeting, it looked at him and intensified its glow.

“Hoo, Rogi.”

Perhaps because the act had gone on for so long, even the girl’s face, which was on the verge of tears, seemed so lovely that it seemed to encourage his lust even more than quell it. Soon, when their movements reached their peak.

“Ahhh…! Ah!”

He ejaculated while suppressing his breath as much as possible, and the girl let out a louder cry than ever before, accepting his essence into her belly without any revulsion. The scene in front of him turned white for a moment, and when his vision returned to normal, he found a warm, sticky, unpleasant fluid on his hand, and not far away, a puddle of whitish liquid.

“Haa, Usher.”

The girl’s voice, which had felt so distant, regained its sense of reality. Yes, everything was just his fantasy. Even if he tried to erase Usher’s existence and put himself in his place, reality didn’t change. He was still hiding under the dark bed where even moonlight couldn’t reach, peeping at their act, and they repeated the act for quite some time. And when that act finally ended. He saw them whispering affections for each other.

“I like you. Belka.”

“Yeah, I really like Usher too.”

His heart ached. The heart that used to flutter and run around when he looked at the girl was hurting him too much. The moment their lips met, his heart felt like it would stop altogether. Soon, when Usher leaned into the girl’s arms and fell asleep. His heart was beating so hard that his chest hurt. He didn’t know what this pain meant, but he didn’t want to feel it again. As he watched them, Rogi saw it. Belka crying.

She was crying so sorrowfully that he even forgot that he was hiding and wanted to go to her and comfort her. The girl cried and cried without even making a proper sound until she was exhausted and fell asleep as if collapsing. Watching her, Rogi slipped out from under the bed. Belka and Usher were asleep, disheveled with traces of their encounter. Even so, the sight of the girl holding Usher in her arms, as if embracing him, was striking. His heart ached again. It was a painful and unbearable pain that he wanted to tear out.

He hated this pain he felt every time he saw her, yet he kept wanting to capture her image in his eyes. All he could do was carefully wipe away the girl’s tear stains, who was now asleep, with his hand. When her soft skin lightly touched his fingers, the transparent tears hanging on the girl’s slender eyelashes moved to his fingers and formed. That was all he could do, but he kept lingering.

But time no longer allowed him to be by the girl’s side. The sound of footsteps from other people was heard outside the carriage. The door of the carriage slowly opened with a creaking sound.

“A, are they sleeping now?”

“I think so.”

And then came the voices of a man and a woman with a flustered air. As they rummaged through something and lit a candle, their silhouettes were revealed. They were none other than Donar and Sif. It was a coincidence that they happened to eavesdrop on the children’s affair. When they were grilling unique foods that looked like stone with Faryar at the fireplace. Usher was horrified by the sight of it and went back to the carriage, and Belka followed him into the carriage as if it was natural, so an awkward silence flowed between those who remained.

“Hey, did I do something wrong?”

“Ah, no. We don’t know either.”

“We, perhaps she has bad memories of something that looks similar to this.”

Sif and Donar somehow excused the children to Faryar, who had a sullen expression. They knew well enough that they weren’t the kind of people to treat carelessly, having traveled with them.

“Is that so? This is a rare food, so I guess there was a cave-like place there too.”

“So this comes from a cave.”

“Well, it’s like shellfish. It mainly lives in caves where salty water flows. We found out that this was edible while mining.”

Fortunately, the dwarf Faryar wasn’t a difficult person, so they were able to move on in a good way.

“Then I’ll leave you two alone to enjoy each other!”

He winked and got up from his seat. It seemed like he had noticed by looking at the rings they were working on. Donar and Sif saw him off with flushed faces. What came to mind while grilling food was the children who had gone back to the carriage first.

“Come to think of it, Usher’s face didn’t look good. I wonder if there’s something wrong?”

“Then, shall we check on them?”

Thus, they were worried about Usher and went to the carriage where they were staying, and heard moans. Because of this, they couldn’t even enter the carriage and didn’t know what to do, so they decided to finish their meal and returned to the carriage. Because of this, they couldn’t properly look at each other’s faces even during the meal.

“…Kids these days are so fast.”

“Y, yeah.”

They knew that they weren’t just ordinary, but they didn’t expect that they were already in a relationship where they did such things. The inside of the carriage was filled with the flushed scent of the girl and a somehow erotic and sticky air, telling them how intense their relationship was, so Donar and Sif, who entered the carriage, blushed.

“Then, I’ll go get some air.”

“Okay.”

Sif was worried that the children might catch a cold, so while she was at least changing the girl’s clothes, Donar decided to go out and get some air. After confirming that Sif hadn’t noticed, he gestured to the figure hiding under the bed, signaling him to come out with him. Then, he quickly took the boy, who hesitated but approached him as if he couldn’t help it, out of the carriage. The identity of the boy was Rogi. Donar handed him a shabby scrap of cloth instead of questioning him.

“Mister. This is.”

“Just use it.”

It was a cloth used to wipe armor or something he was going to throw away anyway, but it would be enough to wipe the stuff on his hands. The reason he was able to find Rogi was because of his senses trained from working. For a knight, battles were always happening, and he had fought the same people many times, so even if the boy tried to hide his presence in a hurry, it was only so much. Even if he didn’t, if he saw the whitish liquid pooling under the bed, he would inevitably notice.

Rogi had to hide under the bed in a hurry at the voices of Donar and Sif who opened the door and came in. He held his breath and hoped that they would leave this carriage quickly. But. His hand, who was going to get some air, was gesturing to him under the bed. It was no coincidence or mistake. He had noticed that Rogi was here. When Rogi was caught by Donar, he felt like his heart was falling. Although they had fought a little, Rogi had few people as close to him as Donar.

It was because he was a person who scolded him a lot for being a troublemaker, but also took care of him a lot. Although things had gone wrong with the girl because of his advice, he couldn’t blame him because he knew it wasn’t his fault. Because of that, even the boy’s first love had ended in the worst possible way. What must Rogi have felt as he watched the girl he loved whispering affections with someone else under the bed and being intimate?

He didn’t dare to judge. He only cautiously guessed that it must have been painful and agonizing. It was a night when nameless insects were crying sadly. Finally, when even the boy’s back could no longer be seen, he knocked on the door to return to the carriage.

“Come in.”

As if she had changed all of the girl’s clothes, he heard Sif’s voice from inside the carriage, so he opened the door and went in. Then, he saw Sif welcoming him and the girl sleeping soundly, wearing the child’s clothes that had been prepared as a spare. In Usher’s case, it was okay since he was a boy, but at least she had covered him properly with the blanket. Sif had also changed her clothes while changing the girl’s clothes, so she was dressed in simple clothes. He glanced at the bottom of the bed and couldn’t see the puddle of whitish liquid that had been there. He scratched his head for no reason and sat next to the bed where she was sitting.

“Did you get some good air?”

“Yeah, sort of.”

Sif’s golden hair shone faintly as it received the moonlight coming through the window. Her emerald eyes, containing the green of the forest, also held a faint light as she looked at him.

“Don’t you have anything else to tell me?”

“Uh, I don’t think there’s anything in particular.”

He felt sweat running down his back and avoided her gaze, which seemed to pierce through him. Even if he was caught, he had a sense of loyalty, so he couldn’t say it with his own mouth. How long did the strange chase continue, with Donar avoiding her gaze and Sif chasing after him with her eyes? It was Sif who opened her mouth first.

“How long are you going to wear that armor? It’s just the two of us here now, right?”

Come to think of it, that was right. In the case of the patients here, they had been moved to the building here with the help of the dwarves. The dwarves were so pleased that Trutz was a doctor and was thinking of settling down here that they willingly moved the patients. Trutz was embarrassed as he was dragged away by the dwarves as if he was being carried on their shoulders, and asked him, Shalvi, and Odur for help, but all they could do was give him a thumbs up and wish him luck. Even now, he was probably being held up late by the dwarves and drinking beer to his heart’s content. It was right after he had taken off his armor one by one.

“Donar.”

As soon as Donar had taken off all his armor, Sif clung to him as if she was attacking him. He could vividly feel the sensation and appearance of her soft, full breasts changing shape as they adhered to his skin through the thin cloth. Moreover, Donar realized that her secret place, which Sif grabbed his hand and brought to, was wet, and he couldn’t help but laugh. Now that he saw it, her emerald eyes looking at him contained a subtle heat.

“Were you planning to do this from the beginning?”

“No. Well, what should I say? I don’t know, but I thought that the kids were doing something like that, so without realizing it.”

At Donar’s words, Sif blushed as if she was embarrassed, but she didn’t let go of his hand and body. He couldn’t help but respond to her like this. He moved his fingers, which touched Sif’s moist but warm secret place, and stroked her crack.

“Hff!”

Then, she immediately let out a moaning sigh. Already, her place was moist enough to swallow his rather thick fingers without any resistance. He was a little worried about the children sleeping in the bed next to him, but Donar no longer had time to pay attention to them due to Sif’s actions, which were actively demanding him. The time of ecstasy that had begun again was a little more leisurely and slow. Sif, who had climbed on top of Donar lying in bed, danced.

“Haa! Haeuk!”

Her actions, which swallowed his erect thing with her moist secret crack and moved up and down while twisting her waist little by little, were truly like a dance. Her breasts, which swayed beautifully following the dance, grabbed his gaze and wouldn’t let go. Eventually, he released his seed inside her at her actions, which were gradually increasing in speed.

“Hoooeung!”

Donar, who was looking at Sif’s back bending, raised his body and buried his face in her chest, which he had been concerned about all along.

“D, Donar?”

Then, she called his name in embarrassment, but his and her actions like this ended only after repeating similar actions several times. When all the actions were over, Sif was looking at Donar, who had put his head on his arm and was looking at the ceiling.

“Donar, what are you thinking about?”

“It’s like this is all a dream.”

That the long journey had ended like this, that you were by my side too. Even though it would have ended a long time ago usually, the party was still going on because there were so many people and they were caught up in the atmosphere. The atmosphere coming from outside made it seem less real. At his words, Sif chuckled and kissed him on the cheek.

“Does this make you realize that it’s not a dream now?”

“Sif, you.”

He covered the cheek where her lips had touched with one hand at the sound that echoed because the carriage was empty.

“Hehe, you were doing even more just now, so are you embarrassed?”

“No.”

As if his excuse wasn’t working at all, Sif’s laughter didn’t stop until a long time later. Donar tried to hide his flushed face in the darkness, but then something came to mind.

“But you know. Sif.”

“Yes?”

“I did tell the kids to live with us, but I also told you to live with us, right. Is there any reason?”

The reason Donar had told Usher and Belka to live with him, even if it was just for the time they were staying here, was because he was worried about them. It was because this world was too harsh for the children, who were still innocent, to live in. It was a word he had said almost impulsively, so he didn’t have time to discuss with Sif, who would be living with them, but he remembered that she had also told them to live with them like Donar. Then, Sif, who had closed her mouth for a moment, opened her mouth as if muttering.

“Is it… because of a sense of responsibility? Even if I was threatened, I made those kids get caught up in it.”

He wanted to say something at Sif’s words, which were mixed with self-blame, but she opened her mouth first.

“I’m okay. That child has already forgiven me.”

Where she looked with sad eyes, there was a red-haired girl making small breathing sounds in various colors. Sif’s words continued as he felt surprise and gratitude that the girl had comforted her more than him.

“Still, I felt so sorry and grateful that I wanted to help those kids somehow.”

She was just telling him that she had heard the suggestion he had made to the children at that time.

“Then, why did Donar start thinking that way?”

“That’s…”

He hesitated, not knowing what to say. To him, the girls were strange children from the first impression. They were children who seemed to have suddenly appeared with precious horses in the middle of the wilderness, where they couldn’t survive a day without a carriage and Hildisvini. Among the children, the girl named Belka, who woke up later, was even stranger. She always acted as if she would disappear, as if she was stepping on the world but not stepping on it, and seemed to be observing rather than joining in with people.

When they happened to have a conversation, that strangeness became even more noticeable. It was like her reaction was a beat late. It was as if she was checking if it was right to react like this, as if emotions were unfamiliar to her, and then reacting. That action was like a doll imitating human actions. Even so, the reason he couldn’t think of the girl as a doll was because of the actions based on goodwill towards others and the immeasurable and distant affection that was revealed only when she faced Usher.

How could she say that she liked him so purely? He couldn’t help but be drawn to the girl, who seemed to be untouched by anything. In particular, if it wasn’t in front of Usher, the girl, who had been acting as if she was imitating others and was devoid of emotion, smiled with her true heart, and he felt like he would never forget that moment. What should he call that.

“…If we have a child, I hope it’s a daughter.”

If he had a child with Sif, he wanted to have a daughter like that. If he could, he would protect that smile for the rest of his life.

“W, what are you suddenly saying!”

Sif’s face turned red and she hit his chest with her hand.