episode_0061
by fnovelpiaAh… it feels like a dream.
Today will probably be a day I can never forget in my life.
Now, in my arms, is none other than Ropel Teufel.
The lovely man I adore more than anything in life…
He is soundly asleep, his face nestled between my breasts, snoring cutely.
It is due to the fatigue accumulated after engaging in relations with me for a long time.
Hahaha… That’s right.
Ropel and I explored each other’s bodies for a day and a half.
…To be more precise, it might be correct to say that *I* explored *his* body.
Unfortunately, throughout that long time, he did not stop resisting me.
Truly, he was a man who remained upright until the very end.
Until the very end, he kept saying things like he already had Lilith, or that he and I were just close friends.
Since he wouldn’t stop saying things that rather ignited a fire in my chest, I ended up violating him without mercy.
At first, I felt guilt about being forcefully intimate with him, but this soon became another spice called immorality, adding excitement to the act.
Later, even his powerless appearance, repeatedly engaging in meaningless resistance, felt so lovely that I reached a point where I could no longer control myself.
In the end, with his lips held by mine so he couldn’t even cry out, unable to control his limbs, he repeatedly, and again repeatedly, expelled his seed inside me.
…Certainly… now that I think about it, I acted excessively out of sheer excitement.
Although I didn’t realize the passage of time… I engrossed myself in mingling bodies with him for a full day when I first drew him into my bedroom the day he visited my mansion, and then all day the next day, meaning two whole days.
Since the servants silently left water and food outside the room, we didn’t become completely exhausted, but still, this time I couldn’t restrain myself either.
But I didn’t regret this.
The time spent exploring his body and receiving his seed to that extent was more joyful and ecstatic than any other time.
I feel like I want to violate him again just as he is now, sleeping soundly with his face buried in my chest.
I want to put my tongue into his sweet mouth, exchange saliva, and bring his tongue to my lips to suckle on it.
I would restrain both his arms so he couldn’t even scream, let alone call for help, and keep him from leaving the bed like that.
Having lost all means of resistance, he would adorably be able to do nothing but wiggle his feet.
Against him like that, I would thrust my hips down again and again, urging his climax.
Even though he knows the person before him is not his lover, his ‘thing’ will admirably spurt out a large amount of semen for the noble purpose of leaving behind his genes.
I carefully brought my hand towards my lower abdomen.
How much semen I had received from him; his hot semen still filling my womb felt warm.
A large amount, enough to flow down my vagina and between my legs even after receiving it all.
It was such an enormous amount that it was regrettable that it was during a safe period.
If, by any chance, even one fertile day had overlapped, it would have been certain that I would carry his child like this.
However, putting aside such pleasure and desire, it is right to let him rest now.
He accepted all the sexual desire I had accumulated over a long time.
Although there was no hint of his own will in the act, I should allow him this much rest.
I look at him sleeping and gently stroke his hair.
I reach out my other hand and massage various parts of his body with a touch that might be slightly suggestive.
But he didn’t wake up. No, he couldn’t help but be like this.
He has probably never engaged in sexual intercourse with a woman for such a long time either, so he must be tired.
…He probably never mingled bodies with that girl named Lilith Tistina for this long.
At most, wasn’t all they did just spend one night together?
Thinking that way, a strange sense of victory came over me.
The days when I would feel defeated by that girl will also come to an end.
Now, it will only be occasions like this where I feel a sense of victory towards her.
Although I am using a method that is slightly unjust, unlike myself, I will not stop.
I will hold him like this again and again, engraving the mark of myself onto his body.
Gradually, I will draw him into my embrace, preventing him from going anywhere else.
Ropel Teufel is mine.
. . .
I am now back in the academy dormitory.
…Whether fortunately or not, I have now succeeded in getting out of Serafina’s mansion.
Frankly… seeing her relentlessly pounce on my body, I was worried that I might be confined to her bedroom like this.
But for some reason, she let me go easily and allowed me to return.
“The night of the second day and yesterday… it was truly enjoyable..♥
I probably won’t forget it my whole life…
Hmm? You, do you want to go back?
Well… we spent nearly two days together, so perhaps it’s enough now, in a way.
Since the most important ‘ritual’ is already finished.
If it were up to my heart, I would want to live with you in the mansion like this…♥”
I don’t remember exactly what Serafina said at that time.
From the moment she let go of me, whom she had been hugging tightly, I was in a hurry to put on the clothes I had taken off and hastily escape.
Fortunately, neither she nor the servants stopped me, so I was able to return to the dormitory safely.
…Though I’m not sure if I can be called safe after suffering such an act.
Having returned to the dormitory, I lay on the bed and couldn’t help but contemplate the events that had occurred.
The reason, of course, is concerning my future relationship with Serafina.
First of all, she violated me by force.
She committed a sexual act without mutual consent.
….Thinking logically, it would be right to report her actions to the academy and the royal family and file a complaint.
However, she is a Duchess, and since she didn’t violate me without thinking, she might have made prior arrangements.
Furthermore, as the Count of a border family, better than a Viscount but at a similar level, others might not trust my words.
Therefore, the act of hastily accusing her couldn’t help but be somewhat hesitant.
And her actions like these… also have some degree of my share mixed in.
For a not short period of time, I failed to realize her feelings and ended up driving her emotionally.
Although this act was clearly her sudden outburst, I couldn’t help but feel some guilt.
..What in the world should I do…?
Serafina’s face and Lilith’s face come to mind.
Both are precious to me.
One as a close friend, the other as a partner with whom I will now share my life.
..I cannot just hesitate like this.
Deciding something will be a dignified and right act for myself and both of them.
Yes, I have decided.
I must, after all, report Serafina’s actions now.
Even considering our past affection, her behavior now amounts to rape against me, a criminal act.
Although I also bear some responsibility, public and private matters must be strictly separated.
Whether she made prior arrangements or not, this accusation I am making now is clearly a necessary act.
I simply hope that she herself will overcome the problems she will face in the future and repent for her sins.
Just as I brought my pen to the paper to write… I couldn’t help but feel something strange.
Swish swish
…?
Swish swish swish
…!?
I rub my eyes, erase the writing, and try writing again.
Swish swish swish swish
…!!!!
“…? Oh…? Why…?”
I can’t write…?
I changed paper repeatedly and also changed pens.
But I couldn’t write.
It doesn’t mean I can’t write characters.
Writing my name and general words and sentences is all possible.
But the events that happened at Serafina’s mansion…
That is, the fact that she raped me, I absolutely could not write down.
Even if I forced myself to try and write about it, the fact does not get written down.
When I clearly try to write the sentence, ‘Serafina Serion raped me at the mansion.’
My hand ends up writing completely unrelated sentences like, ‘Serafina Serion accepted my apology.’ or ‘I just returned to the dormitory.’
Feeling anxious, this time I decide to try speaking out loud.
No, I decided to shout it out loud.
Saying, ‘I was violated by Serafina Serion’.
“..I love Lilith Tistina.”
!?
What is this?
What in the world is this?
I absolutely cannot understand it myself.
What happened to me?
…Serafina…? What did you do to me…?
. . .
This morning, I released him from the mansion.
Honestly, I wanted to share love with him freely for just one more day like this, but I decided to hold back.
This was because if I didn’t learn how to be moderate in my actions with him now, it felt like it would truly never end.
What is he doing now?
Is he agonizing about being violated by me?
Perhaps he might try to report my actions.
At the very least, he might try to inform those around him.
But all those actions will be meaningless.
This is because the effect of none other than the artifact, ‘Mujin Argilo’, has been activated.
The content of the ancient script he read while wearing the artifact, in other words, the content of the oath, is as follows.
‘I will not inform anyone of the events that occurred with Serafina Serion, which Serafina Serion does not permit.’
Whether he writes a letter, uses magic, or even just tries to utter the words out loud, he will not be able to.
He has become unable to inform anyone of the events that happened with me starting two days ago, no, even whatever I do to him in the future.
In addition to this, I took advantage of him being asleep to engrave advanced perception-impeding magic onto the artifact.
Just like with the artifact, I used one of the magic scrolls that were in the family’s treasury.
Ropel himself will probably not perceive the necklace-shaped artifact, and neither will the people he meets.
Even if he somehow becomes aware of the artifact’s existence, since he is registered as the user but I am the owner, he cannot take off the artifact unless I take it off for him.
That is, even if I do anything to him now, he cannot inform anyone about it.
Actually, I wanted to make him swear eternal love for me, but it seems things didn’t work out easily.
The artifact ‘Mujin Argilo’ is strictly an item for keeping oaths, not for brainwashing.
It exerts a certain degree of compulsion on actions, but it doesn’t have the ability to turn someone into a slave who only follows my words or to manipulate emotions.
Furthermore, because the effect sharply decreases if the user changes in a short period, in its current state, having been used by him a few times while attending the academy, the range of oaths that could be set was narrow.
Even the oath I made him take this time was chosen as the best option among the few contents that were feasible.
In fact, I couldn’t bring out 100% of the artifact’s power and there were still many loopholes, so I can’t say it’s perfect.
Since it was an idea conceived in a short time, there might have been better options than this.
But at least to proceed with the future plan step by step, this much will be enough.
The plan to get Ropel into my hands.
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