episode_0060

I carefully hugged Choi Yoon-ha, who was drunk and crying.

“Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh… … .”

She said she would apply with a light heart.

Where would such a thing be?

I knew best that she worked hard because I was watching her from the side.

And it was shocking that I failed because I worked so hard.

“No. It’s so unfair. Sob. To be honest, it’s not like I passed the first round and failed the second. I failed everyone in the first round.”

“Sure. That’s unfair.”

Honestly, I also didn’t understand this.

I think the profile I sent for the audition was much better than average.

After all, until a year ago, Choi Yoon-ha had already built up her own qualifications as an aspiring actress.

Could it be because the attached video was too provocative?

‘No.’

If you look at it that way, there were quite a few people who sent in videos of themselves acting like murderers or psychopaths.

There was no reason not to watch Choi Yoon-ha’s acting simply because it was provocative.

No, rather, if I had seen that acting video in person, I would have wanted to see Choi Yoon-ha even more.

“Ugh. Ugh. Huh.”

Choi Yoon-ha continued to cry in my arms.

If you get off to a bad start, everyone’s heart aches.

“It’s okay. It’s okay. Just take a deep breath for now. When you wake up, I’ll prepare delicious kimchi fried rice and soybean paste stew.”

“… … Yes. Oppa.”

Choi Yoon-ha shed tears and fell asleep right away.

It seemed like he was really drunk and just waiting for someone to comfort him.

“… … .”

I thought as I wiped away the tears streaming down her eyes.

‘No matter how much I think about it, it’s still strange.’

Even if we assume the worst case scenario.

Is there really a reason to eliminate everyone in the first round?

‘The acting industry is tough, but that doesn’t mean the numbers are as high as in other professions. Above all, Choi Yoon-ha never got greedy.’

what.

If applying to a project that seemed promising was just greed, then it was no different from not even breathing.

‘This is not an era where you have to start from the extremes like in the old days.’

Why on earth?

Even if I suffered alone in my head, I wouldn’t be able to understand anything.

In the end, we have to ask the people who eliminated Choi Yoon-ha directly.

[Could you tell me why my application was rejected in the first round?]

[The email has been sent.]

I tried sending some emails to her laptop just in case.

There was no reply whatsoever.

[Read]

Even if the email is marked as read.

There is no reply at all.

“Really. This sucks.”

Maybe I’ll get kicked out of the company.

I guess this is how it feels when you fail at various other attempts.

We don’t have any specific reason.

Just because those people declared ‘failure’ meant nothing could be done.

okay.

Unless there really is such a thing as a god-given power.

[Use the information access ticket from your inventory.]

[The number of viewing tickets you currently have is 1.]

[You can only see information for one item.]

[Master, you really don’t skimp on items.]

“If you save it, it becomes shit.”

Furthermore, truly successful people were not caught up in such trivial matters. It was right to move forward in a straight line toward the goal they wanted to see.

[The reason why Choi Yoon-ha failed all the auditions she applied for.]

[We will provide you with information equivalent to one viewing ticket.]

[Call Jo Mi-hwa.]

When I asked for information.

You tell me something strange.

Who is Jo Mi-hwa?

[no way?]

It’s a joke, it’s a joke.

But you must have already forgotten the person who filmed with me and even had sex with me.

But when we broke up, I thought we’d keep in touch often.

It’s true that we’ve been apart for over three weeks now, so it feels like we’ve grown quite distant.

[Seasoning/Villainess]

I contacted Cho Mi-hwa through the contact information stored in the office.

-♪♬♪♬

The bell rings briefly.

I got a phone call.

-Yes. Hello. I am Jo Mi-hwa’s manager. Jo Mi-hwa is currently filming, so if you have something to say, could you tell me first?

“Ah… My name is Kim Hyun-woo. At that time, what was it? I was in charge of filming the first episode of as a nanny.”

-Ah! Are you talking about actress Kim Hye-rin’s younger sister? I saw her acting back then. It was really great. Even without that, the director said that we should do our best and not give up on this production until the end just for the sake of that first episode.

Did the director even say that?

“I have something to talk about with Mi-hwa Noona personally. Could you please tell her to contact you after filming is over?”

-all right.

After a while.

I got a call on my phone again.

[Seasoning/Villainess]

[hmm.]

[I’m just thinking about it. I think Jo Mi-hwa might get upset and look for her name saved in the owner’s contact list.]

hmm.

But I thought it would be memorable to record it like this so it wouldn’t disappear. But it might be a bit rude, so let’s change it to actress Jo Mi-hwa later.

-Yes, hello.

“Hello. Sister Mi-hwa. It’s Hyun-woo.”

-Wow. Hyunwoo!

This older sister suddenly became excited when she heard my voice.

– Didn’t you miss your sister? Shouldn’t you be coming back to Boseong soon to film the nanny flashback scene? I’ll book a really good hotel for you this time. I’ll tell your sister. This time, let’s sleep together at the hotel I book. Okay? Even on the first day. For sure.

[Isn’t she just a horny female who wants to have sex so badly?]

[This piece of trash. Phew!]

[Master, that’s right. Let’s change the contact information to Jo Mi-hwa/Hot Bitch. That would be perfect.]

Why did you suddenly turn dark again?

“Me too. I miss you.”

To be exact, it could be said that it was the cute appearance seen on Jo Mi-hwa’s bed, or the secret taste that only she had that I miss.

But if you say it like that, it’s really trash.

All men are trash.

[…?]

-Ugh. I miss our Hyunwoo so much, too. I even thought about calling and going up for a day trip once. But then our Hyunwoo might be disappointed in me for not being able to act. At least while I’m filming the drama here, I’m going to focus as much as I can. No matter what, I’ll continue to play the role of a villain until the end.

“I see.”

-Oh. Right. What made you call? You probably didn’t just want to hear my sister’s voice, right?

“… … .”

As expected, adults are not adults for nothing.

Everyone pretended to be pretend.

“That’s it. This time, I have a younger sister I know? Her name is Choi Yoon-ha.”

-huh.

“Because he’s an aspiring actor. This time, he looked around carefully. He applied for auditions for about 6 works, including .”

-huh.

“First of all, I think I did a decent job with my profile. Since I’m an aspiring actor, I have a lot to write about.”

-huh.

“The acting video was a bit provocative. I don’t know if that was the problem.”

-Ah. That doesn’t matter. After all, no one likes things that are as stimulating as the people who film dramas and movies. If the number of viewers for all ages or 15 and up and the number of viewers for adult works weren’t several times different, they would have filmed them as adult works.

“Then it’s even more ridiculous. In all 6 works, he was eliminated right from the document screening.”

-Euuum!

Jo Mi-hwa groaned softly.

-That kind of thing is a bit rare. But it’s not like it never happens. Hmm. First of all, you said Choi Yoon-ha, right? If it’s not too much trouble, could you send me your profile and acting video to my phone right now? I’ll check it and get back to you.

“Yes, I understand. I’ll send it to you right now.”

As soon as I hung up the phone.

I immediately told Jo Mi-hwa about the profile and acting video we had applied for, as well as which role we had applied for.

How long did I wait like that?

It took less than ten minutes for the phone to ring back.

-Ugh.

Jo Mi-hwa groaned again.

His voice sounded like he wasn’t convinced either.

-That’s weird. Really.

“Right?”

-Yeah. Your profile is good. Your specs are also good. It seems like you’ve learned a lot about acting. Your acting videos were even better. You have talent? It’s funny to say you have talent in acting. Honestly, when you look at your older sister or other popular actors, you get the feeling. There’s definitely a wall of talent in acting.

Jo Mi-hwa tilted her head.

-Ha. This? You didn’t even pass the first round? You were eliminated from all the document screenings? That’s weird. Hmm. Wait a minute. Luckily, when I searched online, I found out that I know the PD in charge of , right? I’ll ask him about that.

“Are you okay? You won’t be in trouble or anything, right?”

-Ah. It’s okay. These days, young people worry about that kind of thing. They think they’re just networking for no reason. They think that things like this can cause controversy or scandal. Anyone can create a scandal to ruin their life, but it’s not as easy as you think. It’s okay. Just trust me. I’ll contact you again in a little while.

“Yes. Thank you.”

And so the second call ended.

About 30 minutes later, a third call came.

-Yeah, yeah. Sister Mi-hwa.

“Yes, Sister.”

-Huh. This is a bit ridiculous. Ugh. I can’t tell you everything. This industry is a bit small, isn’t it? That kid Choi Yoon-ha’s name is on a blacklist?

“Yes?”

-Ugh. I don’t know for sure about this either. But like I said before. This industry is smaller than you think. People who have changed jobs are actually people who stayed at this company or broadcasting station, and they’re PDs and stuff. So there’s this group chat, or something like that. Sometimes, a name on the blacklist comes up there. Now, that name, so.

Jo Mi-hwa slowly recalled the stories she had heard from the PD.

-Now, there are a lot more people applying than we thought. So, you’re saying that usually, there are more than 300 people applying for one role?

“Yes.”

I really thought there were more than I thought.

– I think there are more cases where it’s a popular work or a work that you really feel when you read it. Now, from the perspective of the person in charge, I want to read it all because I think about the sincerity of the support. But I can’t help but summarize it to some extent. Now, they usually give extra points to which acting school you went to or whether you graduated from a university.

“Yes.”

-Now, we usually organize everything in an Excel file. If this gets put on a blacklist, that name is completely filtered out from the Excel file.

“So even if there are people with the same name, they are filtered out?”

-That’s… … Well. I guess I can’t help it. There are a lot of people who support it no matter what.

“No. What the… … .”

So is it okay if it’s the names of famous actors?

No.

If that was the name, I think I would have wanted to use those people in the first place.

“How do I know I got blacklisted?”

-well…….

It was a voice that sounded a little bit troubled.

“Sister. I’m going down next week. I can make you feel really good.”

-Huh. Heuheuu!! Heuheuuung!!! Really!!!

Jo Mi-hwa immediately explained the situation.

-Usually, in cases like this, it would be when an actor who is close to the PD personally asks for it.

“… … .”

At that moment, a person immediately came to mind.

Lim Seong-hun.

– You’re listening, right? I told you I’d make you feel good, right? Are you really looking forward to it? From now on, I’ll wash you three times a day and wait without masturbating?

“Yes. See you then.”

I quietly hung up the phone with Jo Mi-hwa.