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“Yes, Marie. Could it be that you…or should I call it a story?”

A solid reason to be sure that that instinct is true.

Only this strange and strange feeling felt like a clear truth, as if it represented the world I knew now.

“Evil God, shall we talk calmly first?”

“…Yeah, that would be good.”

“Perhaps the evil spirit knowingly ignored all the truth for my sake. Evil spirit, do you know that I am always grateful to the evil spirit?”

Why did she deceive me?

Did you know from the beginning? Why on earth does she…

“First of all, let’s talk about the information that the evil spirit wants so much… In fact, I recently realized that I am the main character of this story and the very thing that makes up this world. After my mother passed away, it naturally entered my mind. It came to mind.”

The woman I knew would never lie to me, but if I were to ask her if she was really the Marie I knew, I couldn’t say for sure.

This was because she was so different from the Marie I knew.

“It seems like you are not the Marie I knew.”

“Is that so? But I am me. In fact, I am happier after realizing that it is just a story itself. In the end, the evil spirit belongs to me, and if the evil spirit’s goal is also me… in the end, it is the evil spirit that ends this life. That’s what you mean, right?”

How did this happen?

How did you become so broken, and am I satisfied with you as my child, just as long as you are happy?

Become utilitarian.

Act like a god.

Because you think of everyone first, get rid of the favoritism deep in your heart and do your best to sacrifice for everyone, Damien.

It resonated so deep in my heart.

“I’m always so scared that it’s unfair. Living with you in my arms has always been like that. Marie, it’s been so hard to read your mind for a long time, and you’ve felt a strange feeling. It’s like a strange, unidentifiable ominous feeling.”

I completely found out why this pendant in my arms has the power of purification, and what the purification that Damien was crying out for so much was.

My instincts deceived me right away, but it was clear that this entity was going to kill Marie in the end.

Damian was a more utilitarian god than anyone else.

Even if Marie is his daughter, he will get rid of her and think of everyone else first.

Since he was a being fit for a literal god, I couldn’t like him either, and he didn’t suit me or be similar to me.

“Puh, haha…Ah, ah…I’m going crazy.”

So, this feeling that resonates deep in my heart said that I want to constantly protect you because I favor you and love you.

My instincts tell me to kill you, but I want to protect you at least for myself.

The scariest thing was that I wasn’t even sure if these were my own feelings because she was simply talking about them.

This was simply the fear of the uncertainty of her control and control over my emotions.

“…I don’t even know if this feeling is real or not.”

“Oh, evil god. I haven’t done anything to you. How can I freely manipulate the emotions of the god I believe in? The evil god is the most beautiful when he is himself.”

“…I see.”

Now that I think about it, I think that Marie would not have touched my spirit.

She simply feels affection for me, even if she doesn’t know why, and has a feeling of wanting to possess everything about me completely.

“I see. Thank you for that.”

“If you want, you can kill me, the culprit of everything here. I think I can be happier than anyone else if I can leave this world to my father and not someone else.”

Where does that crazy obsession and desire for exclusivity come from?

As I thought about it, I thought of you again, whispering sweetly to me in front of the death of the World Tree.

…Ah, yes. Even for you, I feel a special favoritism compared to all children.

What is this feeling?

‘…love?’

no.

A feeling deeper and deeper than that.

“…desire for exclusivity?”

weird.

There’s no way I could ever have those feelings for Marie…

“Evil God, why are you doing this?”

As I thought about that, I began to see things that I normally couldn’t see one by one.

As usual, he was a cunning elf who acted as if he didn’t do everything, but underneath he was a very cute and lovely child.

The body that came out where it came out and went in where it went in, and its beautiful appearance attracted attention.

Even every little corner of her is likeable…

‘no no. ‘There’s no way I could have these feelings.’

I felt strange.

Since when did I have these feelings for her?

No, I have never felt anything like this before.

“Ma, Lee. It’s not good to play pranks like this.”

“Oh my, what are you talking about?”

The sight of her openly smiling and immaturely pretending not to know seemed even more beautiful and cute.

…It must be really crazy.

How crazy must you be to recognize her every move and feel attracted to her?

Marie, it was clear that she was touching my emotions.

I just felt something like that.

“I don’t want to own you. I want you to fly free and see the world with your own eyes.”

“I don’t need freedom or the world if I’m with the evil god. Is this power simply achieved with the sole purpose of being with the evil god?”

“…Wasn’t there a way that was a little more normal? Wasn’t there a way that you could do better and move forward without necessarily using this method?”

“In that case, the evil god must have looked at others other than me. The reason I simply leave behind other women who are targeting the evil god is because I really want the evil god to be happy. If I just want to be with the evil god, I don’t want anything in the world. Is it okay if I just put it back again?”

I felt like I could easily solve this problem if I used the pendant.

However, at the same time, I also felt that it should not be done that way.

I felt like I would regret it for the rest of my life, and I felt like I could only move forward if I resolved this moment with my own strength.

“Or there is a way to kill all the other women and just spend the rest of my life with the evil spirit as a believer. However, the reason I leave the others alone is simply because I want the evil spirit to be happy. If the evil spirit is happy, then who am I? “I’m happier than ever.”

Marie’s words seemed like a confession to me.

To me, who suddenly developed a crush on her, it all felt like a dream.

It felt like the world was twisted, turned over, and went astray.

“I don’t really want to do anything that the evil god would dislike. If I’m going to live with the evil god from now on, wouldn’t it be better for both of us to be happy? Because I want to be with the evil god, I didn’t kill anyone, not even other women. .”

“Yeah, it’s better than before.”

“So please choose me. I want to be with you, evil spirit. Even if you hate me and hate me, I want to be with you. Even if you strangle me with your hands.”

I could see how obsessed she was with me by watching her say that elegantly and calmly while drinking tea.

Seeing her like that, I became convinced that these feelings were not hers.

Because she wants to own me completely.

“Even if the evil spirit here rejects my offer, I will not do anything to the evil spirit. I will just woo the evil spirit every day and make it so that no one can look at me like before.”

“…It’s actually a threat.”

“The evil god said it was okay to do that, and it was the evil god who first told me about the threat?”

…I just nodded quietly.

It was also an expression that I would follow her suggestion.

“Thank you so much, evil spirit.”

And when I saw her smiling brightly, I felt that she was so beautiful and cute that I wanted to hug her right now.

Did she really not touch my feelings?

So how should I explain all of this?

Has this love that was dormant in my subconscious crawled up?

“Okay, I’ll see you again at the Church of Evil.”

“Yes, I definitely want to do that.”

So I came out of that space.

“Fortunately, the evil spirit doesn’t seem to know everything. Or is it my power that is greater?”

Quite some time has passed since it was chosen as a story.

From that moment on, I realized that the only God I believe in chose me and looked at me.

All of this is a story, and I am the main character of this story, and at the same time, I have been given the power to surpass God.

I want to own you, but I want you to be happier than anyone else.

With that in mind, I have been preparing without hesitation.

“I’ll see you again at the Church of Evil… Will we be lovers then?”

As I looked at the back door where you left, I couldn’t stop smiling.

Because I love you so much and want to own you, everything I have endured so far felt like a very valuable preparation.

As Damien’s original sacrifice, you were incapable of my abilities, but even though you knew I was the story, the feelings you felt towards me were the same.

I just tried to amplify your feelings slightly, and the small amount of affection you had for me spread and became colored with me.

And I was so excited about that.

In the end, it was because I had such a huge crush on you that it spread.

Just by wishing for it, the feeling is big enough to spread.

“…See you at the Church of the Evil God, Evil God.”

The day ended with Marie’s happy smile.