episode_0058

The first stage of Seolyoung’s treatment was not easy.

I tried to infuse my energy through my back, but my energy could not easily enter Seolyoung’s interior, as if something was blocking it.

I felt like I was a small boat in front of a huge iceberg.

My strength was absolutely lacking.

“…as expected.”

Seolyoung muttered in a sad voice.

Seolyoung’s voice, which had approached me with a small amount of hope, trembled slightly.

It’s still too early to give up.

Taeyangsimbeop had two characteristics.

One is that it is Geukyang’s inner strength technique, and the other is that the longer the fight lasts, the more internal strength is amplified.

At first, I took it literally that the longer the fight went on, the stronger I got, but that wasn’t the case anymore.

What was written in the description was just a metaphor.

In reality, the faster the heart beat and blood circulation, the more powerful the internal energy was.

There are many ways to make your heart beat faster.

After thinking about it, I slowly started talking.

“… There is still a way.”

I told you about the characteristics of Taeyangsimbeop that I know.

Seol Young-do, who had been listening to the story with an expressionless expression, began to widen his eyes a little towards the end.

“Experience increases with excitement…”

know.

No matter how you look at it, it was not a martial art that could be found in the study of the Muhak Hall.

To be honest, it was no different from a color ball.

But my words did not contain a single lie.

What can I do about the fact that the more sexually excited I am, the more my strength increases.

Seolyoung looked at me quietly and spoke.

“…Then what should I do?”

“Can I call Jeongseon?”

“…What?”

Seolyoung’s absurd voice rang out in the room.

I understand Seolyoung’s absurdity, but I couldn’t help it.

The thing that could excite me the most right now was Jeongseon.

***

“You’re calling Jeongseon…?”

“Yeah, why not?”

“…Do as I say.”

I gave permission, but I had mixed feelings.

When Seonghan told me about the solar mind method, my heart somehow trembled.

He said that the more he gets excited, the more powerful he is, so he thought that maybe Seonghan would ask him to do something.

And if that was the case, he had no choice but to allow it.

I could have done even worse for treatment.

However, the answer that came from Seonghan was far beyond what was expected.

‘I never thought he was a sodomite…’

I didn’t know that Seonghan, who was no one else, would have a tendency to like men like him.

I also felt a little sad.

As Seonghan chose the solar mind method and grew day by day, I thought that he might be the savior who would save me.

To be honest, a faint feeling of goodwill was blooming in a corner of my heart.

But you like men?

I had complicated feelings.

Seonghan stood up for a moment to call Jeongseon, and he sat blankly on the bed.

And I got into trouble.

Her current outfit was quite provocative.

It was okay to show it to Seonghan, but I was a little concerned about showing it to Jeongseon.

Of course, unlike other men, Jeongseon did not pay the slightest attention to himself.

Maybe Jeongseon also likes men.

“…”

Do Seonghan and Jeongseon become a well-matched pair?

The door opened, and Jeongseon and Seonghan walked in side by side.

I don’t know if it was my mood, but it felt like their bodies were too close.

At that level, it almost felt like they were hugging each other.

And for some reason, Jeongseon’s clothes and appearance felt different than usual.

Maybe it’s because I’ve never seen it this closely before.

My eyelashes were longer than I thought, and the outline of my body felt thinner.

Just like a woman.

“Ah, is this why you asked me to come?”

“Yes, please do me a favor.”

Jeongseon nodded as if he understood just by looking at himself and the room for a moment.

Then he sat behind him with Seonghan.

“Seolyoung, no matter what happens from now on, don’t look back. Got it?”

“…back?”

“Yes, Seonghan might end up in trouble.”

“…”

Jeong-seon told him that he must absolutely protect it.

They say Seonghan might get hurt if he’s not careful.

With that said, I couldn’t look back anymore.

Because he couldn’t hurt Seonghan, who worked hard for him.

While looking calmly ahead, I gave my back to Seonghan again.

I felt a warm, thick palm on my back again.

Just by touching it, my body, which had been frozen for a long time, seemed to slowly unravel.

However, this was the limit.

Like a ray of light in a cloudy cloud.

There was only a small hope that the weather would improve.

The relationship between his illness and Seonghan was exactly like that.

I can only see a small hope that my illness will get better if Seonghan is there.

At that time, Seonghan spoke softly.

“Help me.”

“…Really?”

“Yes, quickly.”

At that time, Seonghan’s urging and Jeongseon’s faint laughter came from behind, and at the same time, a sticky sound was heard.

“Ugh…Puh-haa…Chuck.”

It was a sound I didn’t even expect.

It sounded like licking a confectionery, and there was also a watery sound like rubbing wet hands.

Perhaps because I couldn’t see, my hearing was sensitive, so I kept imagining that sound.

And change happened.

“Haha…eup.’

At that moment, I covered my mouth with my hand, where a sound had come out.

It was my first time.

The same thing happened when these sounds came out of my mouth, and the strange feeling of warmth spreading from my back to my entire body was also like that.

It was as if time had gone back.

Before I got sick, back when I was young and had a lot of emotions.

Just as the darkness disappears in the bright light, the waves of inner energy starting from the back were gently, sometimes mercilessly, devouring the negative energy in various parts of one’s body.

The yin energy that seemed to have been blocking his blood vessels for his entire life was being absorbed into Seonghan’s inner energy very easily.

It’s as if Seonghan is filling his body.

A voice flowed out of that warmth and satisfaction.

“Aang…”

And this time I couldn’t stop the voice.

To my shame, I let out a coquettish moan in front of two men.

Even in his opinion, it was an obscene voice.

For the first time, he felt fortunate to have these two people behind him.

Otherwise, I would have noticed both my red cheeks.

And at that moment, the amount of energy I felt in my back increased.

‘This…’

Was he excited by his own voice?

Just your voice?

It felt strange to know that Seonghan was excited by his own voice.

No, it was good.

Although he thought he liked men, Seonghan was still excited about him.

Seonghan’s internal energy became stronger, and now it was being transmitted to parts of the body that were quite far away from his back.

Neck, shoulders, arms, chest and waist.

The sticky negative energy from the old syllables that had accumulated over the years burned in the light and flowed out as a handful of breath.

“Ha, ha…”

Sometimes ice-cold breath flowed out, and sometimes hot sighs flowed from my mouth.

I no longer covered my mouth.

Because I felt good every time Seonghan responded to my voice.

The facial expression, which had not changed for several years, was also experiencing a slight change.

“Hmm…, Seonghan…”

Jeongseon called Seonghan and the sound of unwrapping something was heard.

I had no idea what was being said.

It felt like fabric or clothes, but it was a little different.

And I was able to see its identity.

The bandage was thrown next to him.

Thanks to this, I was able to check without looking back.

But, bandages.

‘Are you hurt?’

When I opened the door earlier and came in, there were no bandages on Jeongseon’s body.

Likewise, there were no bandages visible on Seonghan’s body.

That means the bandage was placed in an invisible place.

‘why?’

Bandages were usually applied to painful areas or wounds.

But why did they solve it now?

Also, why did you take off the bandage now?

“Ugh…”

Has Seonghan’s strength increased once again?

I couldn’t figure out what was going on behind my back.

My imagination was stimulated even more because I could only hear the sound of dry skin, like rubbing hands.

“Ha…”

The faint moan that came from Seonghan’s mouth was so stimulating.

I was unconsciously watching that scene and became jealous of Jeongseon, who was also making it.

If you were a man too…

I had that thought inadvertently.

“Ah yes…”

And then an unfamiliar groan was heard.

Who on earth is this high, scary sound?

There was no way it was a good thing.

That’s because the timing of the moans overlapped.

In that case, all that remains is Jeongseon.

Was Jeongseon’s voice that thin?

Even if I try to remember, it doesn’t seem like that was the case.

I wanted to look back.

I wanted to make sure that the little doubt that had bloomed in my mind was real.

However, I endured it for Seonghan’s sake.

Because his own doubts were trivial compared to Seonghan’s safety.

“It’s slowly reaching its limit.”

“…Yes.”

Seonghan responded to Jeongseon’s words with regret.

Although many parts of my body were surprisingly well, there was nothing I could do about the negative energy around my dantian.

Although I eliminated countless negative energy, the Danjeon that sprayed negative energy into every corner of my body was as unshakable as a rock.

Still, it was enough.

My body did not tremble and my breath did not come out.

My hands, which were shaking, and my voice, which was weak as if I had a cold, have improved a lot.

As time passed, the yin energy would fill my entire body again, but it didn’t matter.

For now, I wanted to fully enjoy this warmth.

Instead of the negative energy, something hot was placed in one part of my chest.

A heart filled with desire for Seonghan.