episode_0058
by fnovelpia#58. The Fourth Lesson 1
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Well, sleep tight, Doyoona. I’ll go for today.
What I said earlier… just forget it. Let’s pretend it never happened.
Thinking about it, I was too harsh.
You’re not that kind of person.
I’m sorry for speaking about Auntie so presumptuously.
It was all something I made up. …Huh? No, what are you talking about? It was all a story I invented. Auntie already… ended the relationship and sent that senior away a long time ago.
I even heard angry shouting… you didn’t know?
This is getting long. Let’s stop here for today. I’ll really go now.
Sleep tight.
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《Character Info》 ※New entries updated!
1. Name: Baek Jiyeon 2. Age: 19 3. Gender: Female 4. Hobbies: Watching animal videos, pilates 5. Height: 174cm 6. Three Sizes: B92 / W57 / H91 7. Fate Resistance: 94% 8. Sexual Preferences: Masochism, Pure Love Netorare, Netorare Viewing Play 9. Erogenous Zones: Tongue (18%), Nipples (12%), Oral (8%), Vagina (4%) 10. Penalties [Unopened: 3] ⓐ Excessive Libido: Easily aroused and sensitive, difficulty controlling sexual urges. ⓑ Blind Devotion: Will devote oneself, even sacrificing oneself, for the person they love. Strongly affected by Fate Resistance. ⓒ Fate Binding: Shares fate with the most strongly bound partner. Once bound, fate does not change. 11. Inner Thoughts ⓐ Hong Doyun: ‘So… that’s what you liked so much, Doyun. I’ll keep doing that for you. ……So just keep holding my hand. I love you.’ ⓑ ??? …[Currently unconfirmable entries]
I noticed something had changed in me.
Even though I could now read others’ inner thoughts, I remained calm. I was already too exhausted to think too deeply.
Her fate resistance increased again today.
But a new detail about Netorare was added. Why had Jiyeon opened her eyes to Netorare? As of now, there was no way to know.
Perhaps it was a simple preference. Just… that she had such a preference from the beginning or something…
—No, that’s impossible.
There must have been a trigger. Some small but definite experience…
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When I closed my eyes, Jiyeon’s blurry form appeared. She greeted me… and then a curtain separated the two of us.
It was only a thin barrier, but I couldn’t get any closer.
Watching her wail in distress, I felt my penis become rigidly erect.
In our minds, intensely contrasting pleasures were deeply etched.
Time passed after that. No matter how much time flowed, a once intense memory never faded.
Instead, as worn-out memories were swept away, they remained, revealing an even stronger presence.
At the time, I couldn’t even see Jiyeon’s expression when she climaxed. I wasn’t even given the chance to see what face she made as she ejaculated.
Facing overwhelming powerlessness, I crumbled miserably.
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“Doyoona………. Are you asleep?”
Drifting somewhere on the border of a dream just before falling asleep, I didn’t realize Mom had entered.
I deliberately didn’t raise my head. Not only was I exhausted… but I didn’t want to see Mom right now.
A very pleasant scent came from Mom, who lay down behind me. Her hand stroking my back was incredibly warm.
“The editing…. there seemed to be a lot of it, it must have been hard, right……?”
“………….”
“…Want to have a drink with Mom? ………Ahaha, what am I saying? No. I’m sorry for disturbing your sleep.”
If I focused even slightly, I pictured her with her wet vagina spread open, standing before a magnificent phallus. That image terrified me, and I desperately suppressed my emotions.
Just get through this moment. Just get through today like this, and start over tomorrow.
Tomorrow…? What about tomorrow…? What will happen to me now? Chaerin won’t leave me alone…
“Gasp. Gasp………….”
Will Mom be okay? So much must have happened today……….
If I got up now… could I hear it? If I had a drink with her and honestly asked what she’d been up to, would I get an answer?
—If so.
Even after hearing that story, could I firmly tell her not to go to that senior anymore…?
“Gasp…………. Gasp, Gasp……….”
Wait, I can just check her ‘inner thoughts’. Right, like Jiyeon, I can see Mom’s inner thoughts—
“Mom… has one thing she wants to ask. Earlier tonight………. did you hear any strange noises from the next room…?”
Yes, I heard them. Clearly enough to almost understand the conversation.
But I can’t answer yes, nor can I answer no…. Whatever I answer… I’m afraid Mom will distance herself from me.
“Gasp, Gasp, Gasp………….”
I’m sorry, Mom. I don’t know what to do anymore.
I don’t know where it all went wrong. I don’t even know what choice is the right one… Choke—!
“…You weren’t asleep after all. Your breathing was too heavy, I was worried. …Doyoona, Mom will always be by your side………. Later… let’s do this.”
She gently embraced me and whispered. The feel of her skin against my back was incredibly vivid. It was as if Mom wasn’t wearing a single thread of clothing.
Mom didn’t say anything more and stood up. As she was leaving the room, I faintly heard her muttering to herself.
I love you, Doyoona.
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I love you.
I love you, Jiyeon. I love you for always putting me first, even in the smallest things. I love you for always following along, no matter what I do.
Studying together, walking home together, eating together… going to bed together……. Waking up together. I love you in every moment.
Even if you are embraced by another man, I will—.
“…Doyoona, wake up. Hurry and pack, let’s go back. Auntie is in the next room, right?”
“Uh…. Th-that, yeah. …Jiyeon, what time is it now?”
It seemed like a series of bad dreams. Someone shook me awake, and when I opened my eyes, Jiyeon was there.
She had left the room yesterday, saying she was sorry. I didn’t know where her room was.
While I rubbed my eyes in a daze, Jiyeon gathered the clothes scattered near the bed and put them in a bag.
“Nine o’clock. Come on, hurry and change. I’ll pack your bags for you.”
“B-but… but Jiyeon, what happened with your parents? Did the conversation go well?”
“My parents…? Oh, don’t worry about that. Let’s just get out of here quickly.”
Unwittingly, I left the hotel with Jiyeon.
I asked if Mom and Noona weren’t coming with us. She replied that there were too many traps in the hotel to keep me, so she only brought me out.
It was an incomprehensible decision. If we didn’t bring everyone out, there was no point in leaving.
Noona Doha, who had become Chaerin’s slave, and Mom, who couldn’t disobey Choi Dohyeok, and Jiyeon’s parents, whose fate was unknown.
I came to Midnight Hotel in the first place to end everything.
I couldn’t turn back now, with only one more step left.
“You know, Doyoona. …You have to know how to let go.”
“What…?”
“Even if it’s not for anyone else, I won’t distance myself from you. I’ll always remain by your side and be with you. For my sake, stop carrying other burdens.”
Those words sounded as if she was telling me to give up on others. Don’t think about anything else, just focus on me. Because I’m the only one in front of your eyes.
I turned my steps back towards Midnight. This time, I couldn’t listen to Jiyeon’s words.
In front of the hotel, so grand it felt imposing, Jiyeon shouted at me—.
“—I met with Nam CEO-nim. He told me to take you and leave. …If you come back, then I will officially become a part of the group as well.”
Only now did I understand the meaning of the ring she was wearing. With an irreversible offer, I was being driven further and further into a corner.
“I chose you instead of my parents. I told the President that I would personally protect you, Doyun. Come back. Let’s leave this place together.”
I see.
You risked everything too, Jiyeon. And all for me.
『Jiyeon, show me everything about you.』
I’m the same. I can’t lose the people I care about either. It’s a simple matter. I just need to go back, prepare Mom, and find Noona.
『That day, I wanted to see your face drenched in happiness.』
Ah… I’m sorry about your parents. But I can’t change my decision. Even if you become part of the group.
『But… are those inner thoughts sincere? That you’ll keep doing that for me. ……Really?』
—Even if I become unable to disobey Namgeon.
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“…Don’t go, Doyoona—”
“I’m sorry, Jiyeon.”
I’ll stay by everyone’s side. Just help me this once.
『Netorare… I was actually interested in it. Please don’t pretend it didn’t happen.』
I will definitely save them. Including you. Nothing will go wrong.
『I’m a pathetic masochistic bastard who gets aroused by Mom being taken. Insult me. Trample me.』
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“You’re going back. Hah… Yes. If that’s your choice… I’ll follow it too.”
“…Thank you, Jiyeon.”
“It’s okay…. Even though I’ll be your owner now……. I won’t do anything without your permission.”
Ignoring the marking of master and slave, Alpha and Beta, we can just love each other like we used to.
I love you, Jiyeon.
『I love you, Jiyeon.』
You too, right?
『You too, right?』
At some point, as I moved towards the hotel entrance, I felt relieved. It was as if the burdens pressing down on my shoulders had suddenly vanished.
Jiyeon was looking at me with an unreadable expression. Unconsciously, I looked into her 《Character Info》 again.
Then, an entry that hadn’t been visible last night was revealed. It was the entry that had been marked ‘???’ in her inner thoughts.
ⓑ Namgeon: The fourth lesson you spoke of… I think I can receive it. I’ll go up to the penthouse with Doyun soon… CEO-nim.
She desired Namgeon’s private lesson.
Ironically, I desired it too.
My chest ached with guilt, and my genitals throbbed. Why couldn’t we have a normal love?
If you’re listening, please answer, God.
May everything go well.
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