episode_0058

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After that, I don’t even know how I got home.

“?”

That’s because when I came to my senses, the familiar roof ceiling caught my eye.

Then soon a familiar face caught my eye.

The face of an elf with exceptionally beautiful golden eyes.

I looked at her and asked.

“Did I lose?”

Then Alia sighs and speaks.

“Ha… Should I say I lost or won? The moment Seobang stabbed the guy, his body hardened like a stone. Obviously, if the West had known how to use Aurors, it would have been a meaningless enhancement ability, but for the West now… it must be the supernatural ability of the people of this world that the West was talking about, or something.”

“….”

“….Still, he didn’t seem to understand that he had defeated the West in that way, and the reactions of the people who saw the fight weren’t bad either…”

Even though you lost, you said you fought well.

Still, when I felt that just one step, just one step, was not enough, I was upset and said nothing, and she spoke with a sad expression.

“So, West, why did you come forward at that moment? Even if the West didn’t do that, I…”

Well, just.

Just watching my woman being worked on by someone else’s man made my body move on its own.

Still, I stayed still, wondering if I had the right to say such a thing when I didn’t even win, but she held my hand tightly and apologized.

“Sorry, Seobu. I guess my greed has pushed the West too far. I never thought my unreasonable demands would lead to this kind of result. I didn’t know that the West would have to endure the gaze of such people. I just liked being with the West… but now, I finally realized that I was really selfish towards the West.”

Well, honestly, I don’t think that’s true.

Until what happened yesterday, I just thought of myself as an ordinary D-class hunter.

If I had known that she had reached the level of a C-level hunter, I would have participated in the hunting festival with her.

If I had participated, I don’t know if I would have met him, but I think he would have shown similar behavior and lost to another hunter.

Thinking about that, maybe it was right not to participate yet?

Anyway, I wanted to say that these were things I would have to endure someday since I wanted to become an S-class hunter someday.

“It’s okay. It’s not your fault.”

When I say that, Alia looks like she’s about to cry, grabs my hand tightly, and brings it to her cheek.

“West, I will pledge from now on. From now on, the West will never do anything unreasonable again. I just want the West to be here and now and by my side.”

Looking at her firmly saying those words and checking her bathrobes, I realized that there was a lot of change in this situation.

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– 53 (15up!) (The closer your score is to 100, the more you think you are loved.)

– I believe that app users are receiving more love and attention, even every single hair and every inch of their body that they cannot see with their own eyes.

– When app users turn their eyes to her and lust after her, that is her happiness.

– Her happiness lies in being loved by app users, even her dirty parts, and even the shame she feels for such actions.

– (New!) Recently, I became aware of my own ugly side. He wants to dedicate himself to the app users who love him like this.

– 20 (5up!) (The closer your score is to 100, the more you think you deserve to be loved.)

– (New!) I have serious doubts about whether I can be the right match for the user.

– (New!) I am afraid of jealousy and envy towards the app users.

– Being loved by app users as a more perfect version of herself is her happiness.

– 30 (22up!) (The closer the score is to 100, the more stable it can be even if the user’s attention drifts away.)

– (New!) We now believe in the user’s eternal interest and love to some extent.

– The average score of desire points is 33. 33pts are accumulated once a day.

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First of all, it seems like the affection part has been fully satisfied, and the obsession is now less?

The problem was that her self-esteem, which had been on an upward curve, had stopped at a certain point, and I could see that she was becoming depressed again.

‘Ugh, I guess I’ll have to focus on replenishing my diminished self-esteem for the time being.’

Because of the pain I had to go through every time I acquired a temperament, I had to pull out the temperaments that I had put off…

There was a lot to do, but taking care of her mental health seemed to come first.

Actually, at this point, I was thinking that I should use my points to improve myself rather than continuing like this.

But even if you think like that, the only way to earn points is to do it as usual, right?

So in the end, what I decided to do was still flirt with her.

…Well, besides that, seeing her suffering face was painful for me too.

“Yes, yes.”

So I casually passed over her apology, but she seemed despondent when she saw me answering without much sincerity.

“…. Of course, even if the West loses its affection for me because of this, I will have to accept it, but still, I….”

“Alia.”

Then I called her name, and she responded by flinching at my serious voice.

“Why, why are you like that, Seobu.”

“How many times do I have to say it for them to understand, so I don’t get angry about that.”

“Well, don’t lie, West. Aren’t you angry now?”

No, of course I’m angry.

How can you not get angry when you keep saying the same things over and over again about similar things?

“That’s because I keep seeing you looking depressed. I told you, don’t look like that in front of me.”

Then she spoke with a face that looked like she was about to cry.

“Then what are you telling us to do? Are you saying that we should live in peace after the West made such a thing happen?”

“Yes. Just don’t think about anything and just live thinking about how I can show myself pretty.”

“….You’re just saying something crazy. If I live like that, I might cause trouble for the West again. Still?”

“Oh, it doesn’t matter!”

It really doesn’t matter.

When she said that sincerely, Alia’s mouth became very foul-mouthed.

“I feel it again, but the West really seems crazy.”

No, this elf?

This is how I accept the words to just live my life and enjoy my beauty without thinking about anything else.

“Otherwise, do you think it makes sense to treat a cumbersome, selfish elf like me, who only cares about himself, so much? This must be because of what has happened to the West’s brain.”

So what is the conclusion?

If you look at her quietly, Alia speaks as if she has become somewhat refreshed.

“Yes, I am with my husband who has a headache, so I don’t have to worry about my headache either.”

Hmm… It seems like the story is unraveling in a good way, but isn’t the expression from earlier a bit different?

“Seeing that you don’t get angry even though I say these things really gives you a headache, doesn’t it, West.”

How are you?

Now he even talks to me internally.

“….But I think I’ll get angry if it’s just a little longer.”

“Hmph, don’t lie. Do you think I don’t know? Even if you get angry like that, you will easily forgive me if I act cute, right?”

No, it’s not wrong, but…

Why are you being so obnoxious today?

And then Alia suddenly raises her head.

“Hurry and pat my head, Seobu.”

I felt like he was doing something to me, but I still patted his head.

“Mmmmm. That’s it, West. Please make me prettier.”

That’s why I’m being pretty.

Oh, yeah. Pretty, pretty.

“….From now on, I will live with the goal of receiving more pleasure from the West than now.”

Okay, let’s live like that from now on.

You only live once, so there’s no need to live with stress.

“I will shake my butt and try to receive more love from the West than usual.”

Well, that’s the same as usual…

But more than usual…?

“In fact, do you know that people are getting used to shaking their butts in front of the West these days? Now, I don’t feel particularly excited or embarrassed by shaking my butt as much as I should. Before, I was holding back because I thought I was like an animal, but now I plan to properly woo the West.”

oh….

Now, Alia professes that she will properly use those big buttocks as a weapon.

“And um…. I will also carefully manage the condition of my armpits so that the West can like them. I like to wash cleanly, but for some reason, the West likes to be a little sweaty…”

…No, could you please stop exposing other people’s sexual preferences so explicitly?

“And the condition of the anus is well managed so that the West can play with it…”

“No, please….”

No, why are people so extreme?

How can people have no middle ground?

Then, when Alia saw me interrupting her conversation, she tilted her head and said something strange.

“Why are you doing this, Seobu? Didn’t the West first tell us not to think about anything and to live only thinking about being liked by the West? I decided not to think about it too complicated anymore. What if you live a life as shallow and lascivious as that of animals? If I am this happy and the West likes it, that’s fine.”

No, it is, but…

Is that correct?

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– 10 (5up!) (The closer your score is to 100, the more you think you deserve to be loved.)

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– (New!) I have faith that no matter what I do, I will be loved by app users. So, we want to make it more attractive to app users.

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….Hmm, but looking at my self-esteem rising, it seems like this direction is right…?

Hey, I don’t know.