episode_0057

The thick, creamy texture of Martina that can be felt throughout the body.

The dark room, where I couldn’t even see an inch in front of me, suddenly became a small light that spread out like a ray of light in the night sky and softly illuminated the surroundings.

In the end, after failing repeatedly to try to die, I had a gag made of Martina’s magic tightly wrapped around my mouth, and I couldn’t release it without her permission. It was a bonus that the saliva was flowing sideways.

This is definitely my situation.

It was clear that it was the result of physical and mental pain beyond what an ordinary person could normally endure.

No matter how harsh the environment is, the country endures it alone.

Moreover, since Martina’s terrible cravings were accumulated every day without missing a single day, it was natural that this mental disorder arose.

Actually, from that day on…

I completely closed the door to my heart.

Even when Martina approached me, sobbing, or tried to inflict terrible pain on me… I just stared into space and acted indifferently, like a doll unable to move. I locked myself like that.

I think to myself that this kind of pain doesn’t hurt anymore. I had to think of each day like this as if it were familiar.

But my efforts like this? My body, which had become a toy for Edo Matina, continued to be molested as she wished. So disgusting and miserable that I want to let go of myself.

Booby.. Booby..

Martina, who had finished her work as usual and tried to stay with me even for a brief moment, came in, put her face between the beds, and snuggled up against my body… trying to smell me.

＂It’s warm..＂

The sound of Martina’s breathing and cold body temperature.

Martina, who was slowly feeling this moment that felt like it would last forever as she was held in my arms, so naturally wanted to covet my magical power.

Ssss..

just as expected. Dark magical power began to stir in Geun’s hand, which stopped at my heart.

Martina’s magical power was not this vast when I first met her, but now it was much thicker and more concentrated than before, and the disgust I felt in my whole body doubled.

＂I like it.. Dahein.＂

I didn’t want to hear these words from her. It was so disgusting that I wanted to rip my ears off.

The pain of having my heart ripped out and ripped out by her black magic wrapped around my entire body… began to knock like crazy on the locked door of my heart.

＂Aaaah!!＂

No matter how tightly the heart and mind were closed, the range of pain that humans could feel was so different that I had no choice but to writhe my whole body as if asking for immediate death.

‘please..!’

I can see it… Martina’s eyes looking at my expression immersed in pain.

Maybe I wanted to observe this side of myself in detail… I might have brought that small light into this dark room.

Martina, who was slowly savoring this sensation through each other’s right eyes connected by pain, began to fall into excitement, rubbing her wet lower body against my restrained body as if driven by instinct.

Squishy.. Squishy..

The moment I was about to be harassed for such a long time…

＂{Sentry}!!!＂

A loud female voice is heard outside the window.

In my ears, where I was delirious and in pain due to the pressure of Martina, I heard a loud yet familiar voice vividly.

‘mother..??’

At that moment… my vision began to return to my eyes that had lost focus, and tears welled up in my eyes as I heard that sweet voice.

It was okay even if I had auditory hallucinations.

No… I wish this moment were a dream.

Just being able to hear the voice of my long-lost mother once again made me smile with such relief.

＂Dahyun..?＂

just as expected. Martina was surprised by Dahein’s sudden change in emotions.

The emotions of longing and hope, which I had never felt before, were also conveyed to Martina through her connected right eye.

I couldn’t understand.

To be exact, I didn’t want to accept it.

Until now, the only emotions that Martina had been able to feel from Dahuin were surging anger, disgusting discomfort, and the terrible pain that was spreading through her entire body.

Because she had only felt and received such negative emotions, for Martina, the past moments were distorted love and happiness, the only way to treat her loved ones and her poor expression of emotions. I myself mistakenly thought that this was something I took for granted.

However, Martina, who felt this unknown feeling of hope, seems to be in quite a shock, and uses her magic to remove the gag from Dahyin’s mouth. Soon, she is caught up in a strange feeling as she looks at that hopeful smile.

“why..”

His smile, which he had never shown to himself even though he had given and longed for so much love. The smile that I had practiced countless times in the mirror… blossomed like that.

“You’ve never made me smile..”

Martina’s cold question feels quiet.

Martina could never understand why he had changed so drastically because of the mysterious voice coming from outside the window. Maybe it was something I didn’t want to believe.

This feeling of hope and his smile shining through the small lights mixed with the feelings of jealousy and sadness rising from deep inside Martina’s heart, making her frown.

I could also feel Martina’s feelings through her red eyes that were shaking like crazy. So I was confident. The fact that the sound I heard wasn’t just my hallucination.

＇It’s not an auditory hallucination..＇

Just like that, I move my stiffened mouth with difficulty and speak quietly.

“forever..”

＂Hello. Martina…”

These words were uttered with all my might and courage.

It was obvious how Martina must have felt. Even if something happened to me, I wanted to tell her at least so I wasn’t afraid.

Suddenly the atmosphere changed.

“Why do you keep trying to distance yourself?”

Tears began to well up between her red eyes.

＂I am so good to you…＂

＂I’m giving you everything, but why…＂

Martina’s unstable emotions caused an ominous and disgusting black form of magic to begin to creep around her body. This was the first time I had experienced such massive magical power since my mother’s red magical power.

I wonder how much of my magic power she had exploited all this time to be able to emit such a vast amount of magic power, and before I knew it, her black magic power had filled this space.

Drop.. Drop..

she is crying

The feeling of maddening sadness is clearly conveyed through the discolored right eye.

She is very sad now.

Martina’s red eyes, visible through her tangled hair, were looking only at me.

It was as if he was experiencing the emotion of sadness for the first time, and he could not control himself, just wiping away the tears flowing from the corners of his eyes.

＂All I have is you..＂

“I can’t live without you..”

Dahyun has already become aware of the many positive emotions derived from the emotion of hope.

Martina felt as if all the emotions and love she had felt and received from Dahein had been denied, and she soon began to scream as if she were screaming.

“why!!! “You don’t understand my feelings!!!!”

I hoped it wasn’t true.

His pleas not to leave and his sadness and jealousy toward Da-heein, who wants to leave him behind and go somewhere else…

I hoped this moment was a lie.

These negative emotions were mixed together and conveyed through Dahyin’s right eye.

“why.. ”

“Why don’t you understand? Dahein.. ＂

Between Martina’s red eyes, who had never lost her calm expression during this time, cold tears began to slowly flow down and fall onto my chest underneath.

Tap.. tap..

Has Martina’s heart become weak at this pitiful sight, shedding tears of sadness? I decide to speak out quietly so that she can face reality.

＂This is not love.. Martina..＂

“You know this feeling I have…”

For the first time since meeting her, I speak with sincerity.

“And I… no matter what happens, I won’t love you!!!”

The moment he was about to continue speaking, Martina’s cold hand suddenly stopped him.

Quad Deuk!!

Pressure to the point where my jaw is sticking out.

Her expression became even more distorted and she looked down at me with a terribly sad face.

Tap.. tap..

She didn’t say anything and just shed silent tears.

It’s a feeling I’ve always felt, but today it’s even colder.

It occurred to me that maybe no one except me would understand Martina like this.

no..

There is only one person in this world who can understand and feel her emotions.

Sharing emotions and sensations through each other’s right eyes… I felt sympathy for her, even if only for a moment, thinking that I was the only one like that.

perhaps..

I think the reason Martina has such twisted tendencies is because of her family environment and the situations around her.

‘Okay.. not everyone will be like this from the beginning.’

I looked up again at Martina’s face, shedding tears endlessly…

At that moment I

I realized intuitively that I had made a huge mistake.

‘crazy..’

Why?

For sure..

Martina’s expression, which had been crying sadly just a moment ago, had disappeared, and she began to show that crazy smile as if she was trying to force a smile, even while shedding tears.

‘That… is really crazy.’

The fact that I felt sorry for Martina like this, even for a moment, made me shiver and at the same time, my whole body started to grow cold.

Martina’s problems were never caused by external influences.

Convinced that it was only a matter of Martina’s fundamental nature, I tried to back away little by little, as if I no longer wanted to understand her emotions or facial expressions.

＂Dahein.. I am everything to you.. isn’t it??＂

At that moment… even his tone changed to be more cool-headed than usual, and he began to question me in a voice that felt like he was being interrogated.

Martina’s anxious appearance is clearly visible in the small light…

I quickly shook off Martina’s hand, stepped behind the bed, and tried to avoid everything she did, but…

Martina gently grabs my face, which is about to retreat, with one hand and begins to slowly stroke it.

＂If there is no place to go back to..＂

“At that time, will you only look after me?”

Unlike usual, his eyes were quite sharp and focused on me.

I tried to remain silent in response to Martina’s questions, but she continued to ask questions as if she was trying to read my emotions.

He slowly says that he has found the correct answer.

“I will create a world where you have no choice but to return to me..”

＂Dahyun… Because she doesn’t need anything else but me..＂

“If that happens… we will be together forever…”