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Episode 56: I Am a Fool.

I left.

As the figure of my beloved disappeared.

Jung Ah-young’s head slowly sank.

The head that was held high gradually lowered.

Her heart sank heavily like a wet sponge.

Her head bowed deeply.

Her knees tightened and rose.

And through the gap, a face buried.

Contrary to everything sinking down,

Jung Ah-young’s shoulders began to shake rhythmically.

“Sniff…”

It didn’t take long for the sobbing to break out.

Below her knees,

Water dripped onto the cold asphalt.

The sniffles filled the back alley.

A suitable place for torment since no one would come.

That’s why Jung Ah-young was left alone.

No one would come to torment her.

No one would comfort her.

Since middle school, it had been like this.

From being so used to it that she didn’t even think about it.

She had endured countless torments.

But Jung Ah-young had changed.

She was no longer alone.

She had a boyfriend who cheered her on, comforted her, and expressed love for her.

But.

“Sob, sob, sob, fool…”

“Sob, sob, Jung Ah-young… the same woman… sob.”

The moist voice resonated.

The self-blaming voice began to harm herself.

Blaming herself for being a fool.

“Ah, ah… ahhh…!!!”

She cried out.

Even the act of crying out felt awkward for Jung Ah-young, so she buried her cries in her knees.

In the darkness, Han Se-in’s face appeared.

A resigned expression.

She put everything down, looked at Kang Hyun-ah with a resigned expression.

She followed her words, not her girlfriend’s.

If it was just avoiding the wind.

“Sniff, sniff… sob, sob…”

The moist voice sought the truth.

Would Kang Hyun-ah help Jung Ah-young?

Why would she have a reason to?

There must have been some kind of deal.

She wasn’t a fool who didn’t know that much.

That’s why she suffered even more.

It didn’t matter before.

Whether she was being tormented or not.

There was a reason she didn’t collapse.

No matter what others said, she was good at something.

-Ding dong dang.

Fifth period.

The bell announcing the start of the club rang.

The coding club.

She was interested in it, and in her second year.

She had been thinking about choosing a specialized subject.

But.

“Sniff, haa, haa…”

She couldn’t remember.

In the past, she would have run like a mad dog.

But now, she had no desire to go.

Only self-blame and negative emotions filled her.

“Fool, fool, fool… sniff. Fool…”

A fool who couldn’t even protect her man.

Instead, she only received help and caused trouble.

At the end of it all was Kang Hyun-ah.

Knowing why she had asked for help.

Jung Ah-young blamed herself even as she swallowed her tears.

“Ah…”

In the end.

Exhausted from crying, Jung Ah-young sighed.

Her throat was sore from crying so much.

Her body felt weak.

Slowly, her strength drained away.

She lay down on the cold asphalt.

“…”

After pouring out all her emotions, emptiness remained.

The tears she shed stained her school uniform, leaving a sticky feeling.

The sky she stared blankly at was clear.

Without a single cloud, just pure blue.

It felt like being underwater.

The rustling wind wrapped around her breath.

A deep lethargy enveloped her.

Using all her strength.

Eventually, she ran out of energy and closed her eyes.

-Woong.

“Huh?!”

Jung Ah-young jolted up at the vibrating sound of her phone.

The dry lips were tightly sealed.

The eyes that had shed tears were swollen.

Every time she spoke, her throat felt scratchy.

That wasn’t the problem.

The time ticking away on her smartphone…

[16:50]

4:50 PM.

The time when the 7th period ended was 4:20 PM.

It wasn’t the usual time for dismissal.

Thinking about heading straight home on time,

It was at least 30 minutes late.

Despite the missed messages piling up,

Jung Ah-young ran.

She ran, and ran again.

[Hey, let’s meet after school. Got it…?]

[I’ll be at the main gate. I’ll wait there… Please come after school ends.]

[Let’s go home together. Like usual…]

“Oh, no…”

Stupid.

Idiot.

How could she forget even this promise?

What if she leaves someone who is sad and struggling alone?

“Oh…”

Jung Ah-young, who arrived near the main gate, stopped.

It was a quiet space.

No, it was a space with only one person.

Perhaps because everyone had already gone home.

However,

The reason Jung Ah-young suddenly stopped was not that.

Han Se-in’s face.

It looked darker than usual.

His sharp eyes seemed dull.

Something dark and worn-out.

What happened?

She was so curious, yet didn’t want to know.

Her boyfriend making such a face.

The person who always smiled brightly.

Who comforted her even when she was suffering.

Was struggling.

As if waiting for someone.

He stared blankly into space.

“Ah… Se, Se-in.”

“…What?”

Did her voice reach him?

Han Se-in turned around and slowly approached Jung Ah-young.

“Are you okay? What’s this on your back? It’s really dusty.”

“….”

“What happened? Did someone bother you again?”

“….”

He still had a sharp gaze.

Emitting a worn-out atmosphere.

The words hidden in the forced smile were worries.

What happened to him?

To make him look so distressed.

Yet, he still cared for her.

Despite feeling resentful and guilty,

She was moved by his love.

Her trembling lips carried a choked voice.

“Even though it’s Friday, there’s still laundry to…”

“Sob, Se-in.”

“Ugh. Why?”

She tightly hugged Han Se-in.

Because she felt she couldn’t bear it anymore.

Because she might cause more worry to the man who always cared for her.

Jung Ah-young hugged him.

But.

“….!?”

“Ah-young?”

Sob.

A sigh escaped Jung Ah-young’s lips.

Because they hugged, she could feel his scent.

They were lovers, and they hadn’t been dating for long.

They held hands and hugged.

So she knew the scent of Han Se-in that clung to her tightly.

But.

The scent she felt in his arms now was different.

It wasn’t Han Se-in’s scent.

It was another woman’s scent.

The identity of that scent filled her mind without needing to deduce it.

Despite trying to hold on with a firm will,

Jung Ah-young collapsed once again.

“Ah, Ah-young?”

“Sob, Se-in. I’m, I’m sorry, I’m sorry… Sob…”

“It’s okay. I, I’m really okay!”

Sob.

Her legs, weakened by the release of tension, knelt down,

And the arms that held him grabbed his legs.

Literally clinging to him.

Han Se-in looked around with a bewildered face,

And Jung Ah-young kept apologizing, feeling sorry.

“It’s really okay!”

People are watching!

Han Se-in had to sweat to calm Jung Ah-young down with a troubled expression.

“I’m back.”

Sigh.

A small sigh escaped.

Was it because it was a tumultuous day?

Although fatigue was creeping in, my body headed straight to the bathroom.

I quickly stripped off my clothes.

I checked the time.

The current time is 5:40 in the evening.

There’s about 30 minutes left until my sister arrives.

There were things that needed to be done, but it was reaching its limit.

In just my panties and a t-shirt, I held my sister’s picture and headed to the bathroom.

Preparations for a happy time were complete.

I needed to satisfy the desire that filled my heart.

If I couldn’t do that, the plan would fall apart.

She’s still far from arriving.

I can do it quickly, right?

I took off the uncomfortable panties I had been wearing all day.

It was more comfortable to sit than to stand, but just in case, I decided to do it in the bathroom.

After all, Han Seyon also had feelings for me.

Putting aside distracting thoughts, I looked at the picture in the frame.

It may be common in this world, but to my knowledge, it was a strange picture.

If a man exposes himself, it’s a disaster, but if a woman does, it’s just embarrassing.

They say in places like the military, they take off their clothes and do drills.

In that sense, Han Seyon in the picture had a polite appearance.

It was a shame, though.

Because of that, there was also a sense of arousal.

The sports bra was soaked with sweat, exposing soft and large breasts.

The slightly protruding nipples were the essence of arousal.

Just that much was the best stimulation for the erection that had been burning all day.

Was it because of that?

A picture in my left hand, my erection in my right hand.

Five minutes after each had fulfilled its role.

The feeling of release quickly surged.

Compared to past experiences, it was pleasant.

However, it was not as exciting as when I was with Kang Hyun or engaged in skinship with other women.

The disappointment was greater than the act itself.

That’s why I realized once again why I hadn’t masturbated.

Still.

Today was particularly difficult to endure.

A slightly faster hand movement.

Unintentionally, a moan escaped, and I found myself calling out to someone.

It was a natural occurrence, given the woman I used as stimulation, an attractive woman.

“Ah, ah, sis…”

Han Se-in’s older sister.

Trembling, calling out to Han Seyon.

The ejaculate that was expelled while writhing.

This time, it was aimed at the toilet instead of a tissue.

However, the forceful expulsion was so intense that it splattered even onto the toilet, not just the water, causing a sigh to escape.

In that moment.

“Scream!!”

“…?”

Thud.

In a house that seemed empty, sounds of banging and a woman’s scream could be heard from outside.

A very familiar and recognizable voice.

“Sis?”

It was Han Seyon.