episode_0056

I went into a nearby motel for a bit and changed my clothes.

Take off the wig.

If you just change your makeup a little, you can turn from ‘Kim Hyun-ah’ to ‘Kim Hyun-woo’.

Even I find it amazing.

Should I say I understand why people get plastic surgery?

‘It’s just a little bit different. It’s a completely different person.’

I think I understand the saying that anyone can become a beauty or a handsome man if they just try hard enough.

Well, there are limits, though.

[By the way, Master. Are you thinking of eating Yoo Young-in?]

“Why is that?”

[I think you’re putting in too much effort.]

“Well, I haven’t really thought about it seriously yet.”

I looked at the wig placed carefully in the corner.

“There’s a chance that I won’t end up like that.”

[… … .]

It’s nice to cross-dress now.

I have some pride in that, though.

The thing called human genes.

Innate instincts cannot be underestimated.

“Well, it seems like I didn’t like Yoo Young-in from the beginning.”

Could it be something like the difference in the environment in which we grew up?

‘Wow! Our HyunA is so pretty!’

‘I told you, she’s the prettiest in the world. Our HyunA! HyunA is better than her sisters!’

‘Hehehe. Really?’

‘Of course! Of course!’

If I cross-dress.

My sisters loved it so much.

And I couldn’t be happier in the world seeing my sisters happy when they saw me like that.

In our house.

The time I spent with my sisters in that small room is something I will never forget, no matter what happens.

Because the happiness back then was real.

“When I see things like this… …I guess true happiness isn’t something special.”

They say that humans cannot give up nostalgia (the past).

That’s right.

I don’t know if it’s been embellished because it happened in the past.

Just thinking about that time gave me a little more courage.

“Okay. Let’s go.”

In fact, it’s quite nerve-wracking to take off your cross-dressing and then go meet someone.

I just feel a little embarrassed about myself rather than the other person’s reaction.

I licked my dry lips and walked out of the motel.

Outside, I saw Yoo Young-in sitting cautiously on a chair at the entrance to the motel, wearing the one-piece dress I had chosen for her.

[You definitely look like a woman when you dress like this.]

“Of course. Have you been waiting long?”

“… ?”

Let me speak first.

Yoo Young-in, startled and trembling, looks at me with a question mark floating above her head.

“… … Hey. I’m asking just in case. Kim Hyun-ah…?”

“This is Kim Hyun-woo. Right now.”

“Oh my! Is it possible to change like this?”

“That’s not what you’re saying, is it?”

“That’s true. I’m starting to feel like I’m more of a woman than I thought.”

It makes me happy to see you happy.

“Are you okay?”

“It’s not okay. I guess I didn’t really like cross-dressing. It’s nice to see myself pretty. But I still have a long way to go compared to other women.”

It could be like scratching the back of your head like a man.

I said while looking at that kind of person.

“What does it matter?”

“… … .”

“As I said earlier. Yoo Young-in, you have your own charm. There is no need to force it. Just make sure that you make the parts you like into women.”

“But still… …is it okay? Will they see me as a woman?”

“Of course. Ms. Yoo Young-in says she was raised as a man while disguising herself as a man. Even so, she is incomparable to real men. Are men animals that rush to anything that has breasts?”

“Hehe. I think I have a little bit of that too. I tried rubbing my own breasts in high school. But they were small, so I guess I didn’t feel anything.”

huh.

It seems like you’re more of a man’s type.

“By the way, what about me as a man? I still have no charm, don’t I?”

“That’s right.”

Yoo Young-in looks at me blankly.

no.

He said it while staring straight ahead.

“Well. I can’t say for sure that it has the same impact as when you’re dressed up as a woman. But. Even so, I think you’ll realize its value as you get closer. After all, you’re still you, whether you’re dressed up as a woman or not, right?”

“… … .”

“What is that? Even teachers sometimes say that being attracted to appearances doesn’t last long anyway. What’s important is the inside.”

“If you look at it that way, isn’t it okay to live as a man as long as you have a good heart?”

“That’s different from this!”

Not all of them, though.

Yoo Young-in’s words were also correct.

Kim Hyun-ah and Kim Hyun-woo too.

I call them different, but in the end, they are both the same.

“So. How do you do the date? You’ll lead the way, right? Hyunwoo? You’re a guy, right?”

“Hmm. Well, honestly, I can’t say I can’t lead. The order is a bit weird though. But I’ve already dated quite a few women.”

right.

If you think about it, Han Chae-yeon, Lee So-jin, and Choi Yoon-ha too.

We did date, even though the order was a bit weird.

Sex was the main thing.

But, speaking from the perspective of someone who has both dated and had sex, there is no stimulation that can beat sex.

It is the ultimate physical pleasure that a real human being can experience.

‘I understand the minds of people who are obsessed with sex.’

I said.

“So I can take the lead, but I think it’s most fun when Youngin goes to a place he wants to go. What do you usually do for fun?”

“I see. Is it a PC room?”

“Okay. Let’s go that way.”

I burst out laughing as I watched Yoo Young-in’s eyes light up at the mention of the word PC room.

Of course, when it comes to men, you can’t leave out PC rooms.

But that doesn’t mean women can’t enjoy PC rooms.

“There’s a PC room I know nearby. Let’s go there. Hehe!”

“Looks exciting.”

“Really! Honestly, when I went to the department store earlier, I thought I was suffocating. Up until then, I had just roughly ordered clothes through online delivery. Honestly, I never really cared much about fashion.”

“If you become interested in becoming prettier, you will go there on your own. The salesperson won’t be so scary either.”

“Is that so?”

He scratches his cheek and looks like he can’t believe it.

I was sure.

The moment when you become more interested in your own beauty and charm. You become so interested that you don’t even notice things like shame, and you go to department stores and stuff.

One and only in the world.

You will start looking for clothes and fashions that suit you.

‘Just like I did.’

On weekends, I spend all day on the computer with my sisters, browsing fashion websites.

Sometimes the four of us would go out to the downtown area and wander around from morning to night.

[Your PC]

Yoo Young-in and I went into the PC room.

“Hello, Mr. President!”

Yoo Young-in greeted him as if it was a given.

“… … Yes? Oh. Hello? ”

It seemed like the boss didn’t recognize Yoo Young-in unless she was dressed as a man.

Yoo Young-in also flinched when he saw that.

“Ahahaha… … .”

I followed Yoo Young-in, who smiled awkwardly, and sat down in a corner.

After sitting there, Yoo Young-in logs into the PC, and I, who has no ID or time for this PC room, go to the counter to recharge my time.

“Huh, huh, huh?!”

The manager let out a small scream as he checked Yoo Young-in’s login at the counter.

How surprised I was.

I even dropped the cup I was making iced tea in after someone ordered it.

“Oh my! Boss. Are you okay?”

“Huh? Uh uh… … No. But. You know. The person sitting over there. Do you recognize him?”

“Excuse me? Weren’t you that old-fashioned sportsman who always went to that legendary canyon?”

“Hey, hey. Shh. The person sitting right now and that person. I think they’re the same person.”

[Would you like to recharge your time?]

[5 hours – 5,500 won]

I had to hold back laughter as I carefully paid with my check card next to him.

I guess this kind of thing is bound to be fun.

“Hey. Don’t be a joke. That person is a man. The person sitting over there has short hair, but she’s totally a woman. She’s dressed nicely. So what? Are you saying that person is a woman?”

“That’s right. You little punk. I just checked. The login ID information. The gender is listed as ‘female’.”

“… in?”

Puhhhh, puhhh-.

This is so funny I think I’m going to die.

They said it was a PC room that they often visited. It seems like the PC room owner and part-time workers definitely knew about it.

“Why are you laughing like that? Come in quickly. You’re wasting your time. Ana. If I had known this would happen, I wouldn’t have logged in first.”

“How much does it cost for a few minutes? Petty. I’m not that bad at games, but I’m not particularly good at them either.”

I was a man too.

Furthermore, I lived an ordinary life for a long time during high school and college without cross-dressing.

It’s not that I didn’t go to the arcade or PC room with my friends.

But I didn’t like it that much.

“I’ll carry it for you.”

[I get angry when I see people who can’t do it – Grand Master 657P]

[Ranked 333rd]

It’s so tall.

I’m like this crazy game addict.

And look at the ID.

“The rank difference is so big that I can’t play ranked and will have to play normal games. Is that okay? I’m at Diamond.”

“In the first place, since that and Diamond couldn’t duo, I was planning on playing a normal game.”

“Let’s have fun. Have fun.”

I’m not the type to enjoy losing either.

Yes, that’s right.

“Die! What the fuck. What the hell is this kid doing? This is fucking ridiculous. No. It pisses me off that he blames others for what he couldn’t do. I really want to kill him. Fuck. Let’s fight. ”

“… … .”

I’ve never been this excited before.

Moreover, it’s just a regular game that you can play for fun.

‘It kills my competitive spirit.’

However, Yoo Young-in did not directly type anything in the chat, but cursed with her mouth.

and.

“Ah… … That. Sorry. Doesn’t it look a bit gross when you swear? I usually do this when I come with friends. They’re the same.”

“Whatever. It’s true that when people swear, they look cheap. But they use it when they want to. I also use it when I swear a lot.”

huh.

Although it may not seem like it, there were often times when he secretly looked down on other women or called them bitches.

But there’s nothing we can do about it, right?

You’re uglier than me.

[… … .]

“Where is the chat not being typed?”

“Hehe. That’s only today.”

“… … Huh?”

“This. It’s a date, right? Well. Something’s bothering me. Also. What else? Actually, I’ve been banned from chatting for 10 games, so I can’t chat anyway.”

aha.

After that, I enjoyed a PC room date with Yoo Young-in for a whole 4 hours.

We moved to the coin karaoke room on the lower floor.

[Junna Coin Karaoke]

From PC rooms to coin karaoke rooms.

It was also an absolutely essential route for guys to go out and play.

That’s not all.

[Welcome to the billiard hall]

After singing along, I went to a billiard hall and asked the owner to order me jajangmyeon (noodles with black bean sauce) and played billiards while eating it.

To some, it might not seem like a very girly date at all.

[Current time]

[PM 11:47]

“Oh my gosh. Time flies so fast… … I was so happy I didn’t even realize how time had passed.”

Before we knew it, it was pitch black night.

It’s almost time for the last train to leave.

Only then did Yoo Young-in calm down to some extent and spoke with an embarrassed expression.

“I guess this is… …not very ladylike, right?”

“Well. From a general perspective, it’s probably a dating route that men like more than women. But. Isn’t that why it’s better?”

I have Yoo Young-in’s hair that is very messy.

He said, straightening his clothes.

“The places I visited today. Do you know that they all looked at Yoo Young-in with such an incredibly charming gaze?”

“… … !”

“I’m sure she’s a bit different from the ideal woman that many people want, but to some people, she’s the most attractive woman?”

At my words, Yoo Young-in seemed to momentarily burst into tears, but then clenched her fists in joy.

ah…….

Yeah, that’s right.

This was… … an expression that only I could see at the moment.

“Motel. Shall we go?”