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＂It’s warm..＂

Martina’s calm and quiet whispers drive me even more crazy.

Martina has a gentle appearance that anyone would consider beautiful. Even from my perspective, having memories of my past life, it wouldn’t have been strange for me to ask her to marry me right away.

But aside from Martina’s beauty… this unknown feeling of rejection that I never want to be around continues to torment me.

I wish I had wanted her.

I thought about whether I would feel less pain if I could love Martina as much as she does…

Every moment I was with her, it just enveloped me in an uncomfortable way that made me feel disgusting.

I don’t know why, but from the moment my right eye and hers connected, I could feel something instinctive that I never wanted to be involved with.

If I had only felt these unpleasant symptoms, I might have been able to acknowledge and accept Martina’s existence through a stage of compromise and understanding…

Martina, who was like this crazy psychopath who accepted other people’s pain as pleasure, restrained her so that she could not resist and treated her one-sidedly as if she were raping her. She was already sick of it.

Even today, she showed a very frightened expression, closed her trembling eyes tightly, and just hoped that she would get out of here as soon as possible.

＂All right..＂

I didn’t reply. I didn’t want to be involved with her even for a moment.

However, my choices always only stimulated Martina even more… Soon, Martina started digging at the scars that appeared around the heart of her chest with her sharp nails again.

Dent!!

＂Why won’t you look at it..?＂

＂Answer me..＂

Every time I showed a rebellious side, Martina would only stick to the same spot and persistently create a scar. It’s as if you’re leaving a mark as if it’s yours.

Grumbling..

I could clearly feel the skin being dug into my chest by Martina’s nails. Still, I purse my lips to not give her what she wants! Bite and remain silent.

Since what she wanted came from all my reactions, emotions, actions, and facial expressions, I decided to endure it as much as I could.

Well done… Well done…

However, she pulled the chains that restrained me so that I could not move, preventing even the slightest movement.

Grumbling..

I can feel the warmth of the blood flowing through my chest through my skin.

Martina’s nails were so sharp… they gradually dug into the flesh of his chest, causing him to open the same wound again before it could heal, and now an ugly scar had formed.

Widely…

Her creepy cold tongue follows the trail of blood and irritates my skin.

The wet, sticky sensation of her cold tongue began to surround the stinging wound. Of course, I didn’t want to see or feel her like that.

“stop!!”

Well done!! Well done!!

But despite my shouts, her actions did not stop. In the end, Martina’s one-sided actions continued until the bleeding stopped.

Clap.. Clap..

My body automatically twitches every time her tongue passes by.

Did he read my shameful feelings? Martina’s face turns red and she stares at me.

“Tell me, Martina… why are you doing this?”

“What on earth is the purpose of doing this to me?”

In a tone full of seething anger, resentment, and shame, he asked me the true purpose of doing this.

Martina, who stopped moving for a moment, quietly opens her mouth.

“You don’t look at me..”

＂Look…＂

Just that?

Maybe I shouldn’t have asked.

As I felt Martina’s emotions for a moment, I couldn’t help but feel creepy again.

No purpose, no reason…just pure greed.

“Dahein..”

Those red eyes with no change in expression looking at me made me frustrated again.

This eerie feeling that Martina feels right now…

They were going to lock me here for the rest of my life and live with me forever. Of course, my doctor didn’t matter.

no..

Maybe I will spend my whole life not talking about it and ignoring it, or even if I don’t look at Martina herself.

In fact, it didn’t seem to matter much to her.

He would have been satisfied with simply accepting all the emotions he felt through me and longing and pleading for the rest of his life just to fill his own heart.

＇Ooh, are you laughing?＇

It was that moment.

Martina, who noticed my frightened eyes, grinned at me for the first time, then slowly climbed up my body, grabbed my neck, and started whispering something.

＂Finally, you understand my truth..＂

As soon as he finished speaking, Martina began to strangle him with ice-cold hands, and the ominous black magical power began to glimmer in both hands and gradually took shape, transforming into the shape of a chain.

“Let go.. let go.. please..”

Every time she exploited my magic, I could feel Martina’s magic becoming deeper and stronger.

That’s why I was even more scared and scared.

just as expected..

It began to absorb all the magical power left in my body, like squeezing water out of a dry rag. The pain was so terrible that it could not even be compared to the {magic depletion} symptom.

{{ Magic power has been permanently absorbed due to [Shackles of Forgotten Greed].}}

{horse power -1}

＂Aaaah!!＂

“please.!!”

Martina’s eerie smile as she looks at me engulfed in pain.

Feeling all the emotions she felt, I was overcome with fear and despair that I would never be able to escape from this place. It was a moment when I was certain that I would die after suffering from her forced pleasure for the rest of my life.

A little hope that one day I can be reunited with my family.

My firm will to live in any situation…

‘no..’

I had no choice but to give in to Martina’s coercive actions to fill my emotions and happiness by using my pain as nourishment.

There is no hope anymore. At this moment, I decide to let go of everything in my life.

“Wow!!”

I lost consciousness due to the strong strangulation, and it was even more difficult to breathe, which would have been even more strange if I were sane.

In that way, I make the choice that if I just hold on for just one moment, it will definitely become easier… I try to qualify by keeping my lips tightly shut and biting my tongue.

Wow..!

That moment..

Martina, who was able to feel through her right eye the feeling of giving up that she had felt for the first time from Dahuin, seemed to wonder what this feeling was, but soon felt the pain of his tongue and urgently released his stranglehold.

＂Open your mouth.. Dahyun..＂

just as expected. Martina forces Dahein’s tightly shut mouth to open…

Then, Dahein’s red blood flowing down both cheeks filled her mouth, and Martina, who couldn’t help but be embarrassed by his behavior of trying to bite his tongue until the end even though his airway was blocked, held his chin tightly to prevent him from biting his tongue any more.

“Why are you leaving?”

“Do you think I’ll let you go?”

***

That time. {Dirrin Village}.

A new month has already passed since Dahyun was kidnapped.

As soon as I open Dahyun’s door, I see her smiling brightly and welcoming me as always.

Just like that, Hahint was leaning against the window again today, looking devastated, no longer crying or sad, just looking at the front door outside, as if waiting for Dahuin to return.

Even the [Black Petunia] flowers seen in the garden outside the window lost their vitality along the same pattern, gradually withering away, and the flower buds boasting beautiful black leaves fell off one by one.

just as expected. As Hahint was looking at the flower petals, a tear formed in one of his eyes and then quietly flowed down.

“Dahui..where are you..”

“Please show this father a smile just once..”

Dincia, who had no choice but to watch Hahyunt from afar, takes a sip of the alcohol she had never touched before.

Jump.. Jump..

Even today, Dincia regrets her decision that day, blames herself, and blames herself for her incompetence.

‘How incompetent a mother is… son…’

‘Just stay alive.. please..’

widely!!

Even the anger could be felt in Dincia’s appearance as he put down the bottle.

A terrible thought crossed my mind that my son might have already passed away, and even though I could barely deny it, I was overcome with a feeling of maddening sadness… and my heart grew more and more hateful.

Dincia barely manages to come to her senses as a thought that suddenly pops into her head.. that she shouldn’t do.

Knock it off!!!!

Deacon Nam, breaking the silence of the gloomy mansion, burst into the main entrance of the mansion and began running quickly towards Dincia’s office.

“Everyone, get out of the way right now!”

When the servants and female knights who managed the mansion saw his expression, they thought he would quickly open the way, and Deacon Nam, who quickly arrived at the office, hurriedly opened the door without asking for Dincia’s permission.

Since it was an urgent situation, it seemed that Deacon Nam had no time to be polite.

Crash!!

＂My lord.!! Well, I think you should go quickly.”

When Deacon Nam, who was in charge of the management of the mansion and had always maintained an intelligent yet wise appearance and a calm demeanor, spoke urgently in a breathless manner, Dincia quickly moved without even hearing the reason.

***

“Here I am, my lord..”

The place they managed to arrive through Butler Nam was the infirmary inside the mansion. There, a girl with light pink hair was being treated for unconsciousness, and a female adventurer with brown hair who was guarding next to her introduced herself as Sonya. And explained the situation so far.