episode_0054

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Early moning. I open my eyes to the sunlight coming through the window. I wanted to lie down like I fainted a little longer, but I knew I couldn’t keep doing this any longer, so I forced myself up, almost groaning.

After sighing, I turned my gaze straight to the full-length mirror across from me. A man who would seem haggard in that way. My head was buzzing and my half-closed eyes clearly revealed my condition.

Exhausted, I sighed and turned my head to stare blankly at the birds playing on the window sill.

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Two beautiful, colorful birds whose names are unknown. These birds, about the size of sparrows, seemed to be a pair and were rubbing their faces against each other, wondering what was so good about them.

ha… . Even the golden beasts show affection to each other like that… .

Now it’s even deplorable. It felt like the whole world was blaming me. Sexual desire has no control… . The bitch who is right above me is a crazy psychopath… .

When I came to my senses, nothing was sane.

Yesterday, I was bullied all day and finally came back.

I couldn’t even remember what time it ended. When I came to my senses, I could barely remember that the sky was dark, and after arriving with the help of Marsha Shindo, I collapsed as if in a faint.

Regardless of how physically strong I was, I was abused mentally, so my body became tired at the same time.

“Haha… .”

I wipe my face once and get out of bed. Because I wasn’t fully conscious, I stumbled for a moment as I got up, but I managed to regain my balance and stand in front of an old, faded dresser.

“Where are the clothes… .”

Anyway, the clothes I wore were fixed as a means. I chose the cleanest place among them, got dressed, and roughly straightened my messy hair in front of the mirror.

“This should be enough… ?”

I was going to go take a shower anyway, but I didn’t know who I might run into while I was gone. A person like a priest couldn’t walk around looking disheveled, and although it was annoying, he had to get his hair in order before leaving.

“Ha… . I’m tired of seeing that bitch’s face again.”

My head was already hurting from having to face Bishop Lisa. I guess my weaknesses have been discovered since yesterday. There was no reason to leave me alone anymore. Even if I were told to go to work under my desk, my current situation was that I had nothing to say.

by the way… . How do you see Masha Shindo… .

Aaaah!

I’m going crazy. A sudden surge of anger makes my hair, which I had previously cleaned up, become messy again. I really don’t know how to express this frustrating feeling. Could it be that it has to be like this until I die?

If that were true, I might have to seriously consider dying and being reborn.

A body that has already been reincarnated once.

I wonder if the second time will be difficult… .

no. As expected, I was still scared of dying.

“Ha… . done. Let’s go out now.”

With my exhausted body, I step outside like a zombie. After I got out of the dormitory, I frowned and covered my eyes with my hands from the sun shining down on me.

eww… . It’s dazzling… .

Maybe it was because I had been living in such darkness that the sunlight of early summer was too much for me.

“Priest, did you sleep well?”

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As I was about to go to the bathroom, I heard a familiar voice. When I lowered my head slightly and looked in the direction from which the sound was coming, I saw Deacon Rachel smiling brightly.

“… Yes, did Deacon Rachel sleep well?”

Deacon Rachel has been sitting on a bench for some time, stroking a bird that had been sitting on the window sill on her finger. When I greeted him with a bright smile, he let the bird fly from his hand and immediately came running towards me with joy.

“What’s going on this morning?”

“Oh, that’s what the bishop sent me.”

“Aha… .”

I wondered why he came, but then I realized it was that person again. It makes everyone sigh in the morning.

Nevertheless, I needed to know the reason, so I tried my best to control my facial expression and asked vaguely why he was calling me again.

“Is that so… . But why did you send Deacon Rachel here this morning? ? I guess it’s very urgent.”

“Ah! right. I should have told you this first… . The bishop told me not to come to church today but to go straight to the village.”

“Village?”

“Yes, I’m not sure, but I think you’ll find out right away if you go there… . That’s right.”

suddenly? It was a random thing, but since it was something I was told to do from above, I had no choice but to do as I was told. I had to go down to the village to wash anyway, and it’s not really a problem for me, but if you come in the morning and have to go to the village right away… . I couldn’t help but feel uneasy inside.

Did something happen?

Honestly, I liked it when people told me not to go to church. Wouldn’t that mean I wouldn’t have to see that damn Bishop Lisa and would be free from her clutches for a day or so? If you think about it this way, it’s actually nice… .

Wait, but this is right… ?

It was obviously a serious situation, so they should have called me in the morning, but I felt very happy about this situation right now.

Bishop Lisa was so cruel to me that I couldn’t help but feel aggrieved… . I felt like an idiot for not being able to help but like it.

“Priest? Priest? Priest!”

“Ah, yes!”

“Are you okay? Your complexion looks very bad… .”

“Haha… . I’m sorry I didn’t get much sleep.”

“Oh, is that so? Well, I didn’t see you all day yesterday. Where have you been? Were you that busy?”

When asked if he was busy, he was clearly busy. I was dragged here and abused, dragged there and tortured, and I was out of my mind because the world was treating me poorly. As a bonus, I suffered all the shame, haha… . Even thinking about it again made me want to die.

I don’t know if I don’t have any memories of the original world, but since my existing masculinity remained inside, I felt not only shame, but also that I had lost something important as a man.

“I was a little busy. Yesterday, I stayed next to the bishop all day to help him… . By the way, why did you come to see me yesterday?”

“Priest… . You promised to see it later. Did you forget that too?”

Is that so? Now that I think about it, I think it was like that… . Ah, I remembered. Deacon Rachel tried to drag me into the room and attack me yesterday, but someone called me in the middle and left without saying that she would stay and see me again. Thanks to that, I was so excited that I attacked Marsha… .

No, now that I think about it, the culprit of it all is Rachel… . No, it was a subtitle?

If you hadn’t done something strange to me back then, things wouldn’t have gotten this bad.

Ah-oh! I can’t say anything about this… . Going crazy.

No matter what, you couldn’t reprimand me for fucking another woman out of excitement because of you.

“Ah… . When I thought about it, it was like that. sorry… .”

“Hihi no. Priest. It’s okay because I’m not angry. What you didn’t receive last time can be doubled later. Right? Priest?”

Deacon Rachel licks her fingertips with her tongue, with her eyes bent into a half-moon shape. In fact, it held my hand tightly with a seductive smile that made me think it was a fox.

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After crossing the stone bridge and slowly and leisurely leaving the fence of the church, the two of us head towards the village located to the east.

When I slowly turned my head, I saw Deacon Rachel walking with her eyes focused as if she was nervous. Just looking at his facial expression, he looked like a man who was very nervous about going on a date.

really… . I really don’t know where and how it got twisted.

Not long ago, I was a really good kid. She was faithful and sincere… . Now, just like Bishop Lisa, he was targeting me from time to time. When I came to my senses, we had already started dating and it seemed like I had no intention of just clasping hands and letting go.

“Deacon Rachel, I’m a little hot, but… . Can we just leave your hands alone?”

“Priest, do you hate me?”

Even though I told her to leave it because it was hot, Deacon Rachel glared at me venomously, asking me if I didn’t like her. Somehow, my skills seem to get better day by day. It was the first time since Bishop Lisa that a few words left me speechless.

“I don’t like it. I love Deacon Rachel so much, so let’s go together.”

“… ”

Deacon Rachel was definitely one of the few people I cherished after coming to this world. I really treated her like a daughter, but it seemed like the other person was seeing me as the opposite sex, not as a father.

“But, priest… .”

“Yes, Rachel Deacon.”

“I have a question, can I ask you something?”

“Oh, of course. What is it?”

“Hmm… .”

Deacon Rachel said she could ask, but she couldn’t open her mouth and made a groaning sound. His expression changed mysteriously, then he sighed and continued speaking.

“Priest, are you meeting a woman other than me?”

“Yes?”

A head that rotates rapidly at an instant. Starting with the intention of the question, I quickly began to trace the circumstances of why he said this.

“Well, what does that mean? Rachel Deacon.”

“Oh, no. These days, I keep hearing strange things among believers. I believe it isn’t… . No, right? Priest… .”

What on earth did you hear? . Shiba… . I don’t know exactly what it is, but I think I know roughly what I heard about it. When I’m at church, I sometimes hear it in my ears. If you pay, they’ll pay for it. They’ll be waiting for you wherever you go. I’ve already done this a few times with the priest. Etc. Most of these are just baseless statements, but there were a few that really struck me.

It seems that Deacon Rachel, who was in the monastery, happened to hear such stories when she came to the church, haha… . This has become complicated.

“I don’t know what you misunderstood, but I think you were mistaken. You know that I only have one title, Rachel, right?”

“Yeah, right? Are those people strange? You’re jealous because the priest is so handsome, right?”

A dagger pierces my heart and karma piles up again. I know it will happen someday, but honestly, my karma was too heavy to carry anything more.

So, if things are sorted out to some extent… . Even later… . No, it would have been better to bury it in the grave if possible.