episode_0053

There was silence inside the tent.

Kylon and I were facing each other, but since I had no idea what he wanted to say, I just tilted my head, kept my mouth shut, and urged him on for his next words.

He suddenly comes and says he’s changing his mind about what happened after sleeping with Agnes one night, but honestly, what can I say?

If you said you were rude, you would have been rude a long time ago.

Looking at him, who already had his own pace, it was clear that even if I told him what to do, if he decided not to do it, he wouldn’t do it.

But in the meantime, what should I say to Kailon if he asks me why I agree so easily?

I have nothing to say.

So I kept my mouth shut, and perhaps because of that, Kylon just sighed and looked at me and was calculating something.

How much has passed? Since there was no clock, it felt like a long time had passed. When I went outside the tent, I could see that everyone was getting ready for bed.

As the moon waxed and the night fell, it was clear that there would be two women waiting for me to come out of the warrior’s tent.

So, I cautiously broke the silence, thinking that I wanted to leave quickly.

“… If it bothers you, you shouldn’t do it.”

Agnes cried. It may be because Kylon is trying to hold the bridge angle excessively. Maybe I didn’t have the game’s script all memorized, so I skipped over lines that had to be said step by step, or maybe the night just flew by. It could have been that I heard something that I almost overlooked.

So, if he heard something and it really upset him, I wouldn’t push him further.

But there seemed to be something left in Kylon again, and he sighed with a frown on his face.

“You, haha… What should I do with you?”

When I heard those words, for some reason, I felt like sighing.

It was a strange feeling, as if he had given up on me, and was complaining about not being able to send me home and not giving me what I wanted, even though he had declared that he was giving up on conquering the teaching assistant.

But whatever, I’m going to fuck Linda, Agnes, and Flora now, so I don’t need you anymore. It’s better than saying, so let’s just say it feels good.

I couldn’t bear to say it was okay.

Because it was the same as trampling on my desire to go home.

Because I was just pretending to be okay, it was the same as giving up.

So I just nodded my head slightly and tried to leave the place carefully.

“I don’t know. If you find out anything later, please let me know… ”

“Veronica.”

But just as I was about to turn to leave, he called my name and stopped me.

I didn’t know he would suddenly call me, so I blinked a few times, then lifted my tilted vision for a moment and looked at Kailon’s face.

“… Do you know how a warrior’s strength increases through sex?”

When asked about the game’s standards out of the blue, I shrugged my shoulders and asked back.

“I don’t know. I haven’t tried it, wasn’t it just something I could figure out as a teaching assistant?”

Since I arrived on my own right before downloading the game, I don’t know how the hero’s strength increases.

All I knew was that by accumulating affection, she would turn to sex, train other heroines while engaging in sex, and increase her power by manipulating other heroines to her liking.

“It’s not a teaching assistant, it’s about increasing your strength by filling up your favorability, and you can quickly fill that favorability with a teaching assistant.”

Kailon shook his head at my words and said so.

Then he slowly moved his mouth and continued speaking.

“… Although it is said to be inefficient and takes a long time, it may still be a solution.”

“It’s hard to train, so I’ll just make it a harem?”

“Well, something like that.”

I also wondered what the guy who was playing the training game was thinking. I couldn’t identify the characters I saw beyond the text in the game with the people I met in person, so in the end I just groaned and nodded.

Yes, then that would be it.

With that in mind, I said I understood and was about to leave, when Kylon looked at me intently.

“Are you okay? The longer you go back, the more difficult the adventure may become.”

I wondered why he was looking at me like that, but what he said was that he was worried about me.

When I heard that voice, I felt like I was going out of my mind.

Is it because I never dreamed that he would worry this much?

But it was okay. He shrugged his shoulders and looked nonchalant.

I don’t know if the hymen exists, but my abilities were intact enough that I was confident that it had already come back.

In that split second, I was in trouble.

Wait a minute, things are going to get harder in the future?

That’s right, the guy who built up his favorability through training sex is now going to use pure love sex, or rather harem sex, to slowly increase his power. Naturally, the growth of the hero’s power and the heroine’s power will be slowed down.

If that happens, will I be more at risk in the future?

Is that why Kylon is so worried?

While he was seriously thinking about it, Kailon groaned and then carefully opened his mouth.

“… There’s nothing you can do if you encounter a monster on the road, but if you’re doing an essential quest or entering a dungeon, would you like to go to a safe place for a while? Since I lost my strength anyway, there will be less trauma.”

Kylon seemed to have thought about a lot of things before he spoke, but when I actually heard those words, I felt dazed.

The first thought that came to mind among thoughts as white as a blank page was: no. It was.

Now that the strength had returned, the trauma had returned just as before.

Yes, I get anxious if I’m not sure that Kylon will be nearby to protect me.

I don’t know if I have to go back beyond that iron gate again.

Should we just accept that as is?

How should I react properly here?

Should I tell the truth that my abilities have actually returned and follow suit? So, he could have asked me to try piercing it one more time, or he could have attacked my body and told me that just piercing the hymen with my fingers wasn’t enough.

But if he doesn’t say it because he’s afraid, he will choose to fight in peace, leaving me in a situation where it is difficult to protect him.

In fact, if he thought it was an obstacle, he could have abandoned me.

After thinking about it for a while, I felt the touch of a rosary bead clanking inside my sleeve.

It was a 5-tier rosary, so it was too big, so I twisted it a few times to wear it as a bracelet, but the moment I thought of it, a good idea seemed to come to mind, so I raised the corners of my mouth and rolled my head to appeal to my usefulness.

In the end, either way, I had to appeal to my usefulness, and I had to do everything I could to avoid being thrown away or failing.

With that thought in mind, I took out the rosary on my wrist and showed it.

“They say I can use my strength again if I pray properly.”

The rosary I threw between me and Kylon created silence.

Kylon looked at it and said, what is this? I looked at it with that thought in mind and groaned, probably because I had the feeling that it was something used in a cathedral.

Then he immediately looked at me with suspicious eyes.

“Who says that?”

“He, Lord, Bishop.”

I stuttered a bit as I felt a bit dizzy for a moment, but it was still okay.

This is possible if you use your strength through prayer, that is, if you properly show your faith.

I, who was non-religious, may not suddenly be able to drastically believe in God, but if I borrow God’s power step by step, I may come to truly believe in God.

But contrary to that wish, Kylon struck a place I had never expected.

“No, isn’t it strange that you can borrow the power of God when you’ve lost your hymen? I lost the power of a saint, so that can’t be possible… ”

No, it’s not that I didn’t even think about it, I just wondered if I was short-thinking.

Wait a minute, didn’t everyone just lend their strength if they prayed?

Wouldn’t this mean we would dismiss it as useless? No, more than that, I had to pray that they wouldn’t immediately ask if my strength had returned.

It might be better to just let it go for now and follow through in droves when the time comes.

As I was thinking that and feeling the cold sweat running down my back, Kailon spoke quietly.

“Well, since I can’t imagine that you lost your hymen, I guess you said that prayer would help. It won’t work.”

“Haha… Is that so?”

I thought I had escaped the crisis with a bitter smile, but

Soon, Kailon’s voice came out coldly.

“But, I have a question… How did you prove that you were a saint?”

Damn it, it was a mistake to even bring up the topic of the bishop.

When I met the bishop, Kailon sat blankly and all I heard was so it was not unreasonable to wonder about the time he went into the room and did something with the bishop.

As he was swallowing his saliva, Kailon’s eyes changed.

“Wait a minute, you… ”

And the words continue.

“… Take it off.”

I just looked at him with a cold expression in the oppressive atmosphere.

But he just stared at me with no sign of backing down.