episode_0052

Amelia is still twelve years old.

Of course, it could be said that the soul inside is much older than that. His age is never expressed accurately in the novel, but judging by the description of him as a university graduate and the mention of him working at the company for a few years, he is in his mid to late 20s. I think it was not.

If you add up the time I lived in this world until I was twelve… … Of course, it may be inappropriate to view that time entirely as age. In general, the treatment you receive as you age is different from the treatment you receive as life resets.

Moreover, just as I remembered it not from the moment I was born, but only after my father dropped me to the ground and hit my head, Amelia’s memories from a very early age may be ‘childlike’ memories.

But even taking all that into account, Amelia is now twelve years old.

Even though I have a vague idea of Amelia’s real age, she appears to be twelve. I emphasize this twice because it’s important.

That means I don’t have to be nervous while spending the night with Amelia! No, if I am nervous, it’s over in many ways. I don’t know what will happen in a few years, but at least as of now!

Suddenly.

“What are you doing?”

“Yes?Oh, yes.”

Amelia’s door opened, and Amelia’s face was seen.

He is definitely shorter than me. Even if you take into account that I have the blood of a giant and grow quickly, this height difference will probably continue even after a few years.

“I sent the maid back to her room, so there’s no problem. Come in.”

Amelia said that with a smile.

The clothes she was wearing were a loose-fitting dress without a corset. At the ankles visible underneath the dress, loose-fitting pants were hanging down, slightly wrapping around the ankles.

Come to think of it, I didn’t even know what Amelia wore when she slept.

That’s because we’ve never spent the night together in the first place. In Delchi City, Amelia often came to my room, and here I was Amelia’s escort, so I stayed with her throughout the day, but we never spent the night together.

therefore… … This was a problem in the past, whether close or not. Even though I had been in this world for several years, my spirit, which had spent 27 years as a man, still defined my identity as a man. Although I had become accustomed to the body as Elsie, that did not mean that. The fundamentals have not changed.

Of course, spending a night with a woman is a bit… … I felt a sense of betrayal. Especially Amelia, who was a young girl and not my sister.

I wouldn’t have even thought about it if he was truly a child and had a childish personality.

Well, if that were the case, I would have vehemently rejected it from the beginning. If it were a newborn baby, spending the night with a 12-year-old girl would make me sound like a criminal.

Although I kept complaining about this and that, I felt a little relieved when I saw Amelia’s outfit. The clothes she wore were literally ‘comfortable clothes’. Just like the clothes I brought.

At this rate, even if we were in the same room, there would be no need to make eye contact because of embarrassment.

“Elsie?”

“Ah, yes.”

I finally realized that I had been so absorbed in my own thoughts that I had not entered the room even after hearing Amelia’s words, so I tried to enter the room with as natural a movement as possible.

The reason I said ‘I tried to go in’ rather than ‘I went in’ was because my movements were not very natural.

Amelia burst out laughing when she saw me walking in with my stiff legs.

“What’s wrong with your gait? I usually run around just fine.”

“Ah, yes, yes.”

“Did you know that the only answer from earlier was ‘Ah, yes’?”

“Ah… … Yes.”

“Look at that.”

But Amelia didn’t get too angry when she saw my frustrated state.

“First, change your clothes comfortably… … But, what is that?”

What I carried in my arms wasn’t just pajamas.

Amelia’s room was spacious, but there was only one bed. When guests came, the room they could receive was another room connected to this room by a door, so this space could actually be said to be entirely dedicated to Amelia.

Although there was a table, this table was actually for Amelia.

So, of course, the space where I sleep is the floor. Unlike in the East, where people live without their shoes, the floor here is just a hard stone floor, but I am someone who has once fallen asleep outside while playing with wolves. You can sleep anywhere as long as you have a fully-filled, soft sleeping bag.

However, Amelia frowned when she realized that what I had brought was a sleeping bag.

“Are you really planning on sleeping on the floor? No matter how much winter has passed, the stone floor is still cold.”

“I’m fine. In order to protect my master, I shouldn’t give up where I sleep—”

“Although he is an escort, he is also my friend.”

I kept my mouth shut at Amelia’s words.

My face heated up a little.

Unfortunately, I had no relationship with a woman in my past life. I think I had a conversation with a girl in my childhood, but I never stayed in contact with her until the end. Well, most people usually have close friends of the opposite sex in their childhood. It’s not that special.

The problem is that I have never dated another woman since.

Ah, but no, wait a minute.

Amelia is twelve years old!

I almost forget this, but Amelia is still a child. I have no reason to be embarrassed just because the content is about an adult woman.

If I recall the memories of playing with a girl when I was young, wouldn’t I be able to respond somehow?

… … I thought so, but I’m close to her mothers, so even though I’ve been to that girl’s house to play, I’ve never spent the night with her.

It’s a completely useless memory.

As I was once again lamenting my inexperience, Amelia spoke to me.

“Let’s put the sleeping bag on the table over there. We won’t need to use it.”

“Yes?”

“The bed is wide, so we can just sleep together. The genders are the same anyway.”

No, it’s different.

But even so, it was awkward to reveal it here. Amelia firmly believed that I was a woman, so she called me here.

And actually, when I think about it, the fact that I insisted on being a man until the end was a bit like that. As long as I live in this world, I will continue to live in this state, so what will happen to the long period of my life ahead?

However, I have absolutely no intention of marrying a man.

“Then, let’s change our clothes first.”

Amelia said.

“Ah, yes.”

“… … .”

“… … .”

And a moment of silence.

“… … Hey, I… … .”

“Yes?”

When I cautiously opened my mouth, this time Amelia reacted like that.

I thought as quickly as I could. What should I say in this situation? Should I say that I can’t change my clothes in front of people because I’m embarrassed?

“In Delki City, I live alone in a separate room. Changing clothes in front of other people is… … .”

“Oh, that’s true too. I had a few maids.”

Fortunately, Amelia immediately agreed with what I said.

I only have a brother, and I don’t have a maid. If I had someone in Delki City, it would have been a much better choice to use them somewhere else.

Amelia also knew that well, so she agreed.

“Then will it turn back?”

“Uh… … Yes, I would appreciate it if you could do so.”

To be honest, I didn’t think that was a good thing, but I couldn’t ask the person who was my current owner to leave the place.

After seeing Amelia turning around, I also turned around.

Trying not to be conscious of the fact that I was in the same place as someone of a different gender, I unbuttoned the buttons one by one.

I took off my shirt and skirt and put on a skirt shorter than Amelia’s and pants that looked like Amelia’s.

It was a sound that passed through my body, but it felt even more embarrassing because no words were exchanged in the room. I wanted to say something, but I didn’t think I could say the right words even if I spoke in this situation, so I just kept my mouth shut. I overcame the shame of the door and changed my clothes.

“Are you done?”

“Yes, everything is finished.”

When the rustling noise stopped, Amelia asked and answered.

It was almost at the same time that we turned around and faced each other.

“Now that I think about it, this is the first time we’ve both seen each other dressed like this. We’ve known each other for such a long time.”

“Yeah, that’s right.”

This time, I tried to avoid the ‘Oh, yes’ answer by saying that, and Amelia smiled happily.

“Then let’s go to bed. I have something I want to talk about.”

Amelia said, pulling my hand.

It was soft and warm.