episode_0050

# 50

“P-Papa, not there…! That’s exactly…!”

“You still won’t accept it, even when I’m being this nice? Huh? Still no?”

“Nngh…♡ I-I still…! That’s… a bit too…!”

*Plap plap plap plap…♡*

“Nhh…!!”

“…Do you hate it? Not into it?”

“I-It’s not that… Hngh♡ ngh♡ ngh♡”

“…Then?”

Han Myung-soo’s voice was noticeably different from before.

Was he acting like this just because he didn’t hear what he wanted?

“P-Papa feels… hngh…♡ good but…♡ you’re a fan. Because Papa’s a fan… ngh……!”

“Because I’m a fan. So you’re saying I shouldn’t cross the line?”

“N-Not like that… ngh…♡”

“You say I’m just a fan, but what about bringing me here tonight?”

Bringing him?

What does he mean?

Pretty sure *he* was the one who got seduced and brought along…

“Hngh… ♡ Th-That’s… ♡ Hah… W-We drank… couldn’t go back to Seoul… so we stayed… ♡”

So Sa-rang drank too.

That’s why she’s so pliant.

She never could hold her liquor.

Yeah… That must be it.

“Hah… Then who was the one who suggested drinking?”

“Hngh…♡ ngh…♡ ngh…♡ Th-That was…♡”

“Wasn’t it you, Sa-rang?”

“Well… yeah but…… hngh……!”

My head was pounding.

She was the one who suggested drinking too?

Why?

I wish this was all a lie, but Sa-rang didn’t deny it at all.

“And you were the one who lured me here, right?”

“Hnngh…! N… ngh…♡ ngh…♡ ugh…♡”

“Honestly, you knew this would happen, didn’t you?”

“Hnngh…♡ ugh…♡ ugh…!”

Sa-rang.

Why aren’t you denying it?

“You were looking forward to it, weren’t you? Doing this with me.”

“Ughhh… ugh… ngh… ♡”

“Huh? Say it. Be honest.”

“Ngh…♡ ngh…… hnngh……♡ A… little…….”

“Heh… So while pretending to keep boundaries as a fan, you still secretly wanted this?”

“Hnghhh…♡ ngh…♡ Th-That’s not… it…”

“If not, then what?”

“F-Fan…… service…… ♡ Hnngh…!”

Fan service.

I let out a bitter laugh.

Is that how Sa-rang really sees this right now…?

“So this is just fan service to you.”

“Hnngh… Hngh… Hah… B-But… Papa…♡ It’s just… for you…? Other fans… don’t get this… So…”

“But in the end, Sa-rang and I can’t ever become real lovers.”

“Hnnghh…!! Papa… Not so rough…♡ hngh.”

“And here I am, being completely serious… I’ve only had eyes for you for three years.”

“Ngh…! Hah…♡ Th-Thank you… Papa… B-But… I…… I……♡”

“Even after all this, I’m still just a fan to you, huh.”

“Ughh…♡ ngh♡ ngh♡ B-But… Papa…♡ You’re… special… ♡ Isn’t that… enough?”

“You told me to come this far. I thought maybe you felt the same way.”

*Slap slap slap slap slap♡*

The sounds grew rougher.

Like he was venting frustration.

“Hnngh…! P-Papa, I… hah… This might… sound weird…… ♡”

“……?”

“Uuugh… I… I don’t know either… Why I’m like this…… ngh♡ hnngh♡”

*Plap plap plap plap plap…!*

The pace quickened even more.

“Ughhhh…♡!! Papa…♡! Papa…♡!”

“Then what? You just wanted my body? For fun?”

“Ughhh…! N-No… Not like that… I’m not… that kind of person……!”

“Doesn’t look that way when you’re dripping like this.”

*Squelch squelch squelch squelch♡*

“Hnnghh!? Papa…♡ D-Don’t touch… If you do… I’ll……”

“You’ll cum again?”

*Plunge plunge plunge plunge♡*

“Hnngh…♡ I’ll… I’ll cum… again……!”

Thump…….

The sound of flesh against flesh stopped there.

“Uhh…… nngh……? Papa……?”

“Haaah… Should we stop here? For now?”

“……Huh? Pa… Papa… Why…….”

*Schlick… Pop!*

Something slid out.

“Why… did you…… stop?”

“Nah. Hearing you talk made me feel like I shouldn’t keep going.”

“……Huh? Wh… What do you mean……. Ughh….”

“You’re not doing this because you want me for the night. And it’s not because you actually like me. You called it ‘fan service.’ So that means you’re just forcing yourself. Like some kind of obligation.”

“……Ugh? P-Papa… That’s not… what I meant….”

“No. Listening to you, that’s exactly what this is. Meaning you don’t really want this. Why would I keep going like this? ……When I’m just a fan.”

“Uggh…… No… ngh. Th-That’s not… it… I…….”

“Then do you actually love me?”

“……Nngh…….”

“Or… did you just come here for fun?”

“Nghh…….”

“See? Neither, right?”

“Ughhh…… Hngh…….”

Sa-rang didn’t answer anymore.

Only the quiet, wet sounds filled the silence.

Even though he wasn’t inside her, the slick noises persisted—was he touching her with his hands?

“I don’t know what Sa-rang’s true feelings are… But if it’s neither, then I shouldn’t be doing this with you.”

“Hnngh…… Pa… Pa.”

“Right?”

“…….”

“Haaah… Let’s get dressed, Sa-rang.”

Han Myung-sou’s footsteps moved away as if he were picking up his clothes.

Is it over? Really over?

I’m so confused.

What is Sa-rang even thinking right now?

I don’t understand why Han Myung-soo is acting like this either.

But one possibility crossed my mind.

Is Sa-rang… misinterpreting something?

Did she take the request for a date… to literally include *this* kind of thing?

If so, it explains why she let Han Myung-soo have his way, why she drank first, and why she agreed to sleep together.

Like with Harin before… Was she trying to offer her body as service?

I never gave any such instructions, but it’s entirely possible Sa-rang assumed as much.

In that case… then maybe now…

“Pa…… Papa…….”

Sa-rang cautiously called out to Han Myung-soo.

“Yeah.”

“It’s… P-Papa might be… disappointed… but…….”

“Mhm.”

“I… I thought about it……. The reason I… brought Papa here…… Was….”

“Because you wanted to have fun?”

“……Uhh…….”

“You haven’t been able to take your eyes off this since earlier.”

“Ngh……♡ D-Don’t… say it…….”

“You just wanted sex, right? With me?”

“……….”

“If you don’t say it, I’m really getting dressed.”

“Hngh……. Ngh……. Haaah……. Haaah….”

After a long pause, gasping unevenly, Sa-rang admitted in the tiniest voice.

“………Mhm.”

“What did you want to do?”

“………Sex.”

“With who?”

“……Papa.”

“You brought me here because you wanted it?”

“…………Yeah.”

Shit.

Sa-rang. Sa-rang really…

Did something like this…….

*Slap slap slap slap slap slap slap.*

My movements sped up even more.

“Y-You’re… disappointed, right? That your fan… an idol… is actually… like this…”

“No. I’m happy, actually.”

“……Huh?”

“If seeing me made you think that way, of course I’d be happy. Even at my age, the fact that you’d want me like that—it feels good as a man.”

“………Heh, hehe…. R-Really…?”

“But you don’t act like this with just anyone, right?”

“N-No…! Definitely not…! Really…! Hngh…….”

“Then?”

“………Only… for Papa.”

“…….”

“Only… for Papa…… It’s my first time, but… I’m doing it… Really…… I wouldn’t… with anyone else.”

“……Sa-rang…!”

*Squelch.*

The sound of him climbing back onto the bed.

“Heheh… Out of all the versions of Sa-rang I’ve seen these past three years, right now is the cutest.”

“Ngh……! B-But…! Papa… Even if you say that……”

“……?”

“I-I don’t… *actually*… love you. Nngh.”

“……Then?”

“I-I mean, of course…! I like you… But… just for today… Just tonight… Only our bodies… That’s all… we are.”

“You’re drawing a line so I don’t get the wrong idea. That it?”

“…Uuu……. N-Not exactly, but…… ngh….”

“Doesn’t sound convincing. Hmm. Whatever.”

“Th-Then… Papa……♡ Can you… Can you…….”

“Hm?”

“Put it back……♡ Nngh. Ngh……♡ Inside♡…….”

“What do you mean? Say it properly.”

“Nghhh…… ngh…! Y-You know already… Seriously…….”

“Won’t hear it unless you say it.”

“Papa… Mean…….”

“If you want something, ask properly.”

“Nghh……. Ugh……. Pa, Papa……. Your…… big thing……♡”

“Mm?”

“Y-Your…… cock…… Put it… inside me…….”

“Still not sure what you mean?”

“Hnghhh…! Ugh… Seriously…!”

“*Heh.* Sorry. But I wanna hear you say it.”

“Nghh…. Fine. Just… once!”

“Sure.”

“Haaah……♡ Ugh……. Pa, Papa’s…… dick……♡ Inside Sa-rang’s… pussy……♡ Please♡?”

“What should I do after putting it in?”

“Th-That too……! Hngh……. P-Put it in……♡ And then……♡”

Sa-rang’s voice faded again.

Soft but firm, she whispered to Han Myung-soo:

“……Fuck me… hard and deep♡”

*Thrust—!!*

“Ughhhhhnnn…♡♡!!”

The moment he entered, Sa-rang came with a single stroke, her moans driving me to finish right after her.