episode_0049

Lately, there’s been someone I don’t like.

It was none other than Veronica, who came from the same world as me.

Well, if you ask me to go home, I can go. But the secret was that he was trying to take action without my words.

For example, making a potion that was not requested, or pushing another heroine’s back to advance the strategy.

To be honest, Linda originally thought that we would have sex after a deeper relationship, but I knew very well that she rushed at me before I even thought that I had really taken over.

It’s hard for me to know what they talk about or fight with each other when they get together because they’re male, but I thought it might be because of Veronica.

Well, once Linda was captured, Agnes was almost halfway there, but when I thought I was halfway there, Veronica pushed me away. Should I say this was convenient, or should I call it a surprise?

It felt good to covet a woman’s body with a woman’s body.

It was both enjoyable and exciting to see the pretty woman’s face visible through her heavy breathing, hoping to rub against that soft skin that men would never touch.

However, after becoming a man, I began to desire a woman’s body, and it was only then that I began to realize little by little.

The feeling of conquest is good. The feeling that I might be able to subjugate someone to me just by contaminating them with my bodily fluids and cumming inside them.

I also knew very well that the desire to dominate, as if I had an invisible leash on, tickled me.

And the more I gained control, the more I could no longer enjoy those people.

Huh, since it’s a game, harems are possible.

In reality, trying to create a harem that doesn’t make any sense in this way only ends up causing more worries.

Of course, in order to clear this game, all I had to do was to throw away the realistic things like that, attack, have sex, and strengthen my body like that.

What should I do after cleaning up?

I felt like I was going to die, but when I saw Veronica across the table, winking at me with one eye squinted in the distance, unlike the three heroines who hugged me as if she had nothing to do with me, I felt embarrassed.

I asked him how he proved he was a saint, but he just tried to move on to another topic.

I may have just let it go, but I guess I could have passed it off on my own, right? I felt pissed off for no reason because I thought that would be the case.

“Okay. Let’s eat first.”

After leaving behind Agnes, who had started this, and briefly pushing away Linda, who was fussing, and Flora, who was rubbing her chest with her arms crossed, I was able to grab the utensils again.

Veronica, she clearly wanted to go home, and seeing her so desperate made me feel bad for her and wanted to help her.

If you can go home, it’s better.

But why doesn’t he listen to me even though he knows very well that it’s up to me to clear it?

He was such a shameful guy.

And what was also funny was that the guy who was trying to play this game knew very well what the ending was going to be like, but was trying to keep his integrity.

This guy, who knows that he collects reinforcement stones to strengthen his holy sword and eats heroines to increase his strength, stands at a distance as if he were a separate person and watches the heroines cling to me with a biscuit in his mouth like he’s eating popcorn, I really wondered something. .

You look really pretty, damn bitch.

Her flowing black hair reached her waist, her cute yet mature features, and her golden eyes faced me.

As I looked at Veronica for a long time, other people’s eyes turned to her.

Then Veronica just smiled slyly and spoke to me.

“… It’s delicious.”

“Oh, is that so? Thank goodness.”

What is delicious? I don’t even eat properly these days because I can’t even taste the food.

He’s a strange guy.

I don’t think that being sick is that important. Even though he hurt himself because he couldn’t stand the pain, he never asked me for anything, he just did something secretly.

Even now, I can’t taste it, so I was bothered by seeing people say that it was delicious after ordering biscuits that could hardly be considered a meal, unlike others.

It’s not that the heroines next to me and trying to get my attention aren’t attractive.

Linda, who wants to submit to a man who is stronger than her, Agnes, who will later become addicted to anal sex because of her wealth, and Flor, who will be swayed by me due to hypnosis, each have their own individuality, and their points of appeal are sharply different.

But Veronica does not appeal herself.

He was just hiding in the far corner as if he wasn’t on the shelf.

But after going into hiding like that, enduring the pain alone, and seeing her crying even just once, I couldn’t help but feel concerned.

To be honest, the reason I decided to keep Veronica by my side might have been because of those feelings rather than because she was from the same world.

If Veronica had been the type of guy who showed a dark side that couldn’t be hidden by Veronica’s face, he probably wouldn’t have gone this far.

She seems to be the only one who shines among other heroines.

Because it seems weak, but it looks strong.

The topic of shaking from trauma reminds me of Veronica, who once again stabbed herself with a knife.

Veronica, covered in blood, woke me up one morning at dawn.

He said there was no reason.

All he could do was sigh, saying that he was just desperate to get to the ending and return home, and that it would only get to that point.

Just for that reason alone, a person spewed out an amount of blood that could have killed a person?

Maybe she died on the spot once.

It could have been two or three times.

It was clear that I wouldn’t have to worry about that now that my hymen had been pierced, but my worries didn’t go away.

Now that I can’t make potions or anything like that, I think I’ve started pushing the heroines I’m targeting from behind.

My thoughts about Veronica did not go away, and they continued until the end of the meal.

*

I had promised to spend the night with Agnes, who had invited me separately. I was embarrassed and went into the inn, leaving Agnes behind and sighing.

In this night sky with a cool wind blowing, I could only sigh over and over again.

If I had a cigarette, I would have smoked it right away, but since the cigarettes in this world are not the processed cigarettes I usually smoke, but rather the leaves rolled in paper, the filters are not developed, so they are only strong.

“Wow, the one with the capsule is easier to swallow.”

As I was expressing my regret, I heard Veronica’s voice from behind.

“Capsule?”

“… No, there are cigarettes. Cigarettes with capsules. Don’t you know?”

“I don’t smoke so I don’t know.”

Veronica said that calmly and sighed heavily.

As she cautiously came next to me and stared blankly at the sky, I said something a little sarcastic when I saw her.

This was like throwing a curse at Veronica, who was doing things as she pleased without asking my thoughts or opinions.

“Why did you come here, to ask if things are going well with Agnes?”

But Veronica just shrugged as if that had nothing to do with her.

“No? You must have taken care of it. It’s just because the only person I can talk to comfortably is you.”

I am speechless.

I thought she was going to come to me and ask me if I did a good job or a bad job of pushing Agnes, but that wasn’t the case, so all I could do was sigh and say, “Huh.”

Of course, I probably tried it once. I knew how to target the heroines and was making progress. And thanks to Veronica, Linda and Agnes gained speed.

But when I realized that she wasn’t paying attention to the progress and was just looking for a place to put her mind at ease, I shut my sarcastic mouth and spoke in a cautiously soft voice.

“… Yes, I got some benefit.”

After scratching my frustrated bangs, I straightened my hair and said that.

He said he came because I was the only one he could talk to comfortably, but who else would reject that?

Up until now, whenever she saw someone’s gaze, she immediately used polite language and used a believer’s tone that she had never used in her life, so I nodded, feeling frustrated.

Since I couldn’t talk to myself, I just did it, so I leaned against the wall of the building as if I was going to be someone she could talk to.

“Really?”

Dry reaction back.

“Thank goodness.”

A faint smile greeted me.

Veronica, who had a smile on her face, nodded slightly and leaned her back against the wall like me.

I opened my mouth to Veronica.

“Veronica.”

“Huh?”

“Isn’t it uncomfortable?”

“What?”

“… The ability disappeared because of me.”

When she thought about having to go on another adventure tomorrow, she wondered if she would be anxious.

Before, I would have thought that since I wouldn’t die, I could withstand any danger, but now I’ve erased all that.

Since there were only five potions in my inventory, I would have to use them carefully from now on.

“… Uh, um. It’s okay.”

She was hesitating to say something, but was nodding her head and answering casually.

It’s not okay after all. I couldn’t speak any more.

I thought it prevented her from harming herself, but it couldn’t erase the other insecurities she had.

As I muttered like that, Veronica tapped my arm and walked a few steps away.

“Why are you looking so sorry? I’m fine.”

Then, probably because he realized that he was in no mood to talk any more, he quickly went into the inn.

Left alone, I was so dumbfounded that I let out a sigh.

It’s like treating a friend in an easy-going manner.