episode_0049

It’s been 7 days since I came back to this world.

Currently, Hyungkeshni and I are still in the mansion on the outskirts of the capital.

But today I’m just sitting here doing nothing.

Because the Kingdom of Ansellus is holding a funeral for Tisha.

The coffin circles the capital over three days and then heads to the cemetery, where it is buried.

Of course, there is no body in the coffin.

Because I couldn’t show you the cracks that looked like blooming flowers hanging from the lower half of a man’s body.

That’s not the reason.

The day I came back to this world.

By the time I finished talking with the king.

Suddenly, the black hole in the middle of the crack widened and swallowed all the remaining corpses, then disappeared along with the crack that bloomed like a flower in the air.

He asked me if I knew anything and I said I didn’t.

No, I really don’t know.

It’s the first time that we’ve come out through a crack, and it’s the first time that we’ve had so many children from a blessed person.

So who knew that as the cracks grew smaller they would suck in the corpses?

But after that, my body strangely felt heavy. At first, I thought it was an illusion, but now, after a week, my body feels very heavy.

Fortunately, since it moved really rarely to begin with, Hyukkesuni probably wouldn’t know.

I’m guessing some sort of charging cord has been unplugged.

It’ll be okay, since I can give you a lot of blessings.

While Hyungkeshni is busy writing his book, I am thinking about how I can somehow create a blessing agent.

The question is, when someone other than me gives a blessing, can that person receive the blessing?

In order to experiment with this, we need to have an environment in which to experiment, but it is difficult to proceed under the current circumstances.

Up until now, he has given a rather passive impression, and if he proceeds with something dangerous while Hyuckeshni has not yet finished writing the book, and the Ansellus Kingdom changes its mind and orders them to kill everyone…

I wish Hukkeshni would finish writing the book soon.

Anyway, today is the funeral, so there is no need to give a blessing.

The entire kingdom of Ansellus is plunged into sorrow.

Tisha’s funeral started yesterday, so it will end tomorrow.

In other words, it’s not a good time to do anything until tomorrow.

By the way, they are having a funeral since yesterday, but I wasn’t invited. There are a lot of priests from the Holy Spirit Church who are conducting the ceremony, so it’s only natural that they shouldn’t have invited me.

Tomorrow. Or the day after.

I think we’ll discuss my disposal after the funeral. We’ll know what happens to me then. My life is in danger, nine times out of ten, but that’s fine.

When you die, you’ll probably fall back to the ground.

What if I die completely?

It’s nice not to feel that cold, bone-deep chill anymore.

“When will the book be finished?”

“Don’t complain.”

Next to the chest, there is a stack of papers as high as my elbow from my fingertips, and judging by the fact that I am still writing, I can tell that there really is a lot on it.

Or maybe you’re thinking of something else.

Even though I looked at it, I still couldn’t understand what it was about.

If you think about the time it takes to put this into a person’s head and the time it takes to learn it all and use it, it’s going to take a long time.

But if you do it here, then yes.

You can experiment in other places.

I can make time flow differently.

It’s like watching multiple movies at the same time.

If you open multiple screens and press play at the same time, time will pass at the same time. However, if you stop one, time there will stop and the other will continue to flow, right? If necessary, you can also change the speed at which time passes.

Unfortunately, you can’t rewind it.

I understand that you can’t do that, since that would mean interfering with the past.

Since time cannot be ignored, someone like me cannot be a god.

When talking about God, immutability and omnipresence are mainly mentioned, but if it is immutability, it is possible to use the ability to regenerate and make something similar, but omnipresence is impossible.

I can see multiple people at the same time, but I can’t see one person at multiple time zones.

But they really named it foreign news.

Anyway, this is available.

After reading the book, experiment in another world, not here.

Yet, if there are many people in the world, one person will receive my blessing.

In other words, it takes a long time for that person to learn the technique of summoning me.

There’s not much chance of success.

But there are countless opportunities. And there is a lot of time.

So I’m waiting for Hyukkeshni’s book to be completed.

I wish the time would come soon. Once I memorize the summoning technique, I can immediately experiment in other worlds.

And if I am summoned, I can bless you again there.

It just occurred to me, but honestly I don’t know how this is possible.

It may not be as good as God’s technology, but it’s difficult to see it as human technology.

I don’t know if it’s five or six screens, but watching hundreds or thousands of people at the same time, isn’t it weird?

At times like this, I feel like I’ve become something other than a human being.

The cold is even more severe than that feeling. It keeps getting colder and colder. If you stop, you won’t be able to endure it, but you can think of it as the pain getting worse.

There is no limit.

As soon as I get a little bit of warmth, the feeling fades away and I get cold again.

yes.

So I can do anything for warmth.

If Hyukkesuni were to do something bad to me, I really don’t know how I would deal with her.

What if I write a proper book?

Hyukkesuni is liberation.

I promised not to take any warmth with me when I write a book. I will keep that promise.

In order to make a contract, there must be at least trust that this person cannot lie, whether it is the law or the authority. If I lie, the trust that is still there immediately becomes a minus.

What this means is that if I lose the trust that I already have, no one will try to sign a contract with me.

They say that in a drizzle, you get completely wet, right?

After you lie in one world, what happens next?

Since I did it once, there are many in the world anyway.

So what if the whole world becomes like that?

It is foolish to kill the goose that lays the golden eggs. Even if the patience is truly excruciatingly painful, if you are destined to starve without the golden eggs, you must grit your teeth and endure it.

So let’s take preventive measures in advance.

“Hyungkeshni.”

“Why but?”

I can hear the irritation in Hyuckeshni’s speech. I guess it’s because I used to go and stab him when I was bored.

Hehehe.

You’re doing great. Realize that it’s okay to be so annoyed and frustrated.

Until you feel like it’s okay to do anything, I’ll harass you and then do nothing when you react negatively.

Of course, you have to adjust it so that you don’t go crazy from stress.

You have to be careful because bullies are often unaware that they are bullying.

Especially if your IQ is low.

The ability to think from another’s perspective requires more intelligence than you might think. It’s like a dumb animal not being able to recognize itself when it sees itself in the mirror.

The cognitive ability to distinguish between oneself and others.

The ability to anticipate the consequences of one’s actions.

Empathy, the ability to think from another person’s perspective.

If you lack intelligence, you can’t do it.

For someone like me who isn’t very smart, it’s hard to look at people and analyze them right away. But I have a masterpiece of unfortunate people.

They say that the number of happinesses is small, but the number of unhappinesses is countless, right?

The most resigned and desperate person could be called a masterpiece.

Use it to carefully examine the condition of the hunches.

And then, kuk kuk.

Then, Hyungkesuni gets irritated and angry.

But if I don’t get annoyed, the sense of crisis will go down.

And then it’s easier after you’ve written the book.

What if Hyungkesuni changes his mind and continues to interfere with my summoning?

The contract was to exchange two things: write the book and not take away its warmth.

If you write a proper book and then try to stop my summoning by killing the blessed people as you have done so far, I will be powerless to stop you.

Don’t think that if you harass me so much that I die, I’ll definitely feed you some shit.

But if I do nothing, I will regret it if Hyukkesuni moves to come up with a plan for me.

So, I tell them to hurry up and write while smiling brightly and occasionally poking their cheek or side.

“How on earth did you survive the past six months with such an impatient personality?”

In the end, after Hyungkeshni broke the writing instrument with all his might, he glared at me and asked me back. It was really funny how he looked like he was saying “Oh no” after saying that.

So I decided to get straight to the point.

“You’ve been summoned to the middle of a cult that summons the death spirit by killing people. Do you think you can be at ease?”

The monster bastard looks at me like he’s talking nonsense. No, I understand.

But I told you before that I was once human, right?

I also have a human perspective.

“You fooled Yasle and stole his knowledge, and yet you say such things. Do you think I’ll be fooled?”

“When have I ever lied?”

“Lying is a human privilege.”

Not really.

There are actually many animals that imitate others and fool them. But I don’t say anything about it. If I did, I would be admitting that I fooled others.

Instead, I’ll stab you like this.

“The one who named it Foreign News is Hyukkeshni.”

Let me say it again.

It’s all your fault.

Hukkeshni frowned.

And she opens her hand, throws away the broken writing instrument she was holding, takes a spare writing instrument, and starts writing in the book again.

silence.

After a while of writing the book, Hyungkesuni opened his mouth.

“What are you planning this time?”

You asked the right question.

Yes, Hukkeshni is a coward, but he is not stupid.

“I’m making plans to get more warmth. I’m still very cold.”

So I explained it truthfully.

From the beginning to the end, my purpose has not changed. When I was in the Future Hope Church, I was silent because it was dangerous to remain silent, but now I speak because it is okay to speak.

And in the distant castle, the king watches with his own eyes as he meets with the high priest of the Holy Spirit Church and talks about my treatment.

I don’t think I’ll be here long.

I need to attack Hyukkesuni a little faster.

I placed my hand on top of Hyukkesuni’s hand.

I don’t flinch anymore.

There is a way to train your puppy to be indifferent to whatever happens later by giving him frequent stimulation.

Hehehe.

“But I won’t take your warmth with me?”

Hukkeshni raised his hand in a gesture indicating swearing, then moved his writing instrument again.

Desensitization education is a success.