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Chapter 47 – Déjà Vu

“Ahhh! You’re mean! Ruan, you’re mean! It hurts!”

Deborah shed tears from the pain transmitted through her vaginal wall. It felt as if someone was stabbing her belly with a knife.

Moreover, this strange foreign sensation.

Something that wasn’t hers entering her body was truly unpleasant.

Because she had never even masturbated, the current situation was even more unfamiliar to her.

“Whew…”

At that moment, Ruan, who had been still for a moment, let out a long sigh and pulled out his penis.

The foreign sensation slowly faded along with the pain of her vaginal wall being disturbed. But it was truly strange. What came at the end of the foreign sensation wasn’t peace, but emptiness.

This feeling, as if she had lost something precious, shocked her.

Her vagina repeatedly contracted and relaxed, secreting lubricating fluid, as if searching for a departed lover.

Of course, that was merely a physical response in the instinctive realm to reduce pain, but it made Deborah delude herself into thinking she desired a penis.

‘No. No!’

Even as she constantly denied it internally and urged herself on, the doubt that had taken root wouldn’t disappear.

In the meantime, the penis was inserted again.

Squish!

Since the path had already been widened and lubricating fluid had begun to secrete, Deborah’s vagina accepted the penis more easily.

With much dulled pain, something like a ball of fire entered deeply, filling the emptiness.

For a moment, Deborah felt tranquility.

“Ugh!”

Her repulsion towards sex and the disgust towards her reacting body made her confused.

‘I hate it… I hate this!’

She had wanted her first time to be shared with someone she loved in an intimate setting, but how had it turned out like this?

Deborah ignored the heat slowly spreading from her uterus and looked down at their joined bodies.

Just then, as the penis pulled out, the shaft, dyed red with virgin blood, came into view.

Its length was more than a handspan, and its thickness was difficult to grasp entirely with one hand. And the veins bulging across the entire shaft were utterly monstrous.

She simply couldn’t believe that something like that had entered her.

As if to put an end to her doubts, the penis thrust all the way to the tip of her cervix again.

Press!

The glans gently pressed against her cervix, giving her an indescribable sensation.

Deborah bit her lip tightly.

As if to ignore the current situation as much as possible, she raised her head and looked up at the ceiling beyond the darkness.

Strangely, it was a familiar ceiling.

‘This feeling again.’

Was it called déjà vu?

A sense of déjà vu, as if she had seen it somewhere before, even though she was seeing it for the first time.

She made an effort not to show any reaction to the penis moving back and forth within her vaginal wall, and pulled out a blurry memory.

And she realized.

‘Ah, this is it now.’

That the memory of the future she had seen two months ago meant the present moment.

The memory of being pinned down and violated by Ruan in a place completely enveloped in darkness, just like this one. Both the sensations and emotions transmitted were identical to that time.

At that moment, Ruan asked a question.

“By the way, you really hate rape, right?”

“Huh? Wh-what do you mean by that…?”

“You said before that you liked being raped. Do you really hate it?”

“…I hate it! I hate rape!”

“Okay. That’s a relief.”

Even this conversation was the same as in the future.

Although there might be differences in minor details, broadly speaking, there was no difference.

In the end, just as she had worried, she couldn’t escape the future.

Knowing that it was her fate to end up like this from the beginning, even the stabbing pain in her belly and the faint pleasure no longer mattered.

She slowly closed her eyes.

‘I really hate foresight like this.’

What’s the point of knowing the future if you can’t change it and can only watch as an bystander?

If she couldn’t even control her own future, let alone that of others. A sense of powerlessness stronger than ever before weighed down her entire body.

*

Squish! Squish!

I thrust into her wet vagina, carefully checking the ‘Rape Guage’.

[Rape Guage: 64]

It wasn’t that high, but it wasn’t low either.

At first, it had risen to 70, then gradually decreased and settled at 64.

I didn’t know how much that was.

However, looking at Deborah, who was silently enduring it with her eyes closed, her repulsion wasn’t as great as I’d thought.

That made me even more afraid.

‘What is she thinking?’

I wished she would show some reaction, whether it was resentment or curses, but Deborah was only silent, except for occasionally flinching at the stimulation.

Enveloped in a small sense of unease, I pondered for a moment, then subtly stimulated Deborah’s erogenous zone.

I gently rubbed her prominent clitoris, which was exposed between her labia, spread wide to their limit.

“Ugh…!”

Deborah reacted immediately.

She groaned and reflexively opened her eyes, then quickly closed them again as soon as our gazes met.

‘Fortunately, she hasn’t completely given up yet.’

The brief glimpse of her eyes showed intelligence.

Reassured, I leaned forward to widen the contact surface, and rotated my hips, rubbing her cervix with the glans, to truly probe her intentions.

Naturally, my lower abdomen pressed close, and my rough pubic hair stimulated Deborah’s clitoris.

With pleasure simultaneously transmitted to her cervix and clitoris, she finally opened her mouth.

“Hngh!? W-wait. Stop!”

“Why? Does it feel good?”

“I-I hate it! I hate it, so, ah… please stop!”

“But I don’t want to?”

For a dishonest child, punishment is the answer.

I moved my hips in a figure-eight motion, rubbing her cervix and clitoris even more persistently.

Deborah, who had been constantly letting out lewd moans, finally gave in.

“Ruan, you’re right! It feels good! It feels good! So please stop!”

“Whew… If it feels good, isn’t that a good thing? Why stop?”

“It’s a problem *because* it feels good! Isn’t it strange to enjoy being forcibly violated by a man you don’t even love? I hate this side of myself!”

Deborah is too kind.

Even while being raped, the first thing she resented wasn’t me, but her own body reacting to pleasure.

I let out a soft laugh.

“What’s the problem with that?”

“Are you asking because you don’t know? That means I’ll be violated by any man and enjoy it! I hate that. I’m not that kind of woman!”

It’s not easy to admit that you’re a hopeless pervert. Especially since she claims she’s never even masturbated, it must be even more shocking for her.

I continued to move my hips, controlling myself so that my erection wouldn’t soften, and whispered.

“So, do you want to have sex with just any man?”

“Th-that can’t be right! I never want to do something like this again.”

“Then isn’t that enough? Feeling pleasure is a natural physical reaction. As long as your mind doesn’t give in, there’s no problem.”

“…Really?”

“Well…”

Of course. I was about to say that.

If my eyes hadn’t happened to check the Rape Guage.

[Rape Guage: 55]

‘Fuck, I’m screwed?’

I had forgotten my situation. To give comfort when it didn’t suit the situation. Thanks to that, I almost failed to satisfy the Rape Guage.

As I froze without a word, Deborah shook her restrained arms.

“Ruan? Please answer me.”

“Huh? What?”

“Is it really not strange? Is what my body feels… okay?”

Her desperate gaze struck me in the face.

I couldn’t bring myself to say something like ‘that was actually a lie’ in front of her.

After a brief moment of thought, I answered by moving my hips instead.

Squish! Squish!

“Ugh!? Hnngh! Ru-Ruan? Why suddenly…?”

“I’ll answer after I cum just once. So be quiet.”

Comfort can come later; there’s plenty of time.

With that judgment, I began violating her vagina at full speed.

Thump! Thump!

My pubic bone thumped against her smooth lower abdomen, letting out a rich, slapping sound.

“Kyaa! Too fast! Please go a little slower! Agh! Don’t tell me it was a lie? Is that why you’re not answering me?”

“I told you I’d tell you later! Just be quiet!”

“Hngh… You’re too much! I believed you. I really believed you for the last time!”

As I snapped at her, Deborah sniffled, seeming to realize I was overtly avoiding the topic.

Watching her, a stinging pain spread in my chest, but I didn’t show it and maximized my urge to ejaculate.

Soon, a thrilling sensation from my prostate signaled that I was ready.

I pressed myself tightly against Deborah.

“You’re not strange.”

“Hngh… What did you say?”

“So, you don’t need to worry.”

Deborah’s eyes widened.

[Rape Guage: 64 -> 63]

I watched the Rape Guage slowly begin to drop, and then ejaculated inside Deborah’s uterus.

Gush!

Perhaps my stamina stat increasing also boosted my virility, as semen was shot out enough to fill her uterus.

Deborah’s lower abdomen slowly swelled.

“Hah… It’s hot.”

When I released her restrained arms, she slowly caressed her lower abdomen.

Then she looked at me and asked.

“Was what you just said really true? I’m not strange, am I?”

“Yes. It’s all natural.”

“…Then why didn’t you answer me earlier? I was sad.”

Perhaps recalling that moment, a single tear, not yet fully shed, trickled down.

I wiped away her tear.

“I told you earlier. I had a reason.”

“What was it?”

“I can’t say. It’s a secret.”

“Tsk! That’s unfair.”

Deborah pouted.

Somehow, after the rape, I felt like we had grown closer.

“But you’re surprisingly fine? Honestly, I thought you’d be much more shocked.”

“I *am* shocked! It’s just… I have a reason.”

“Reason? What is it?”

“I’m not telling you! You didn’t tell me either. More importantly, move! It’s over now.”

“Uh, uh. Right.”

At her firm demand, I grudgingly disengaged and pulled back.

As the penis withdrew, a large amount of semen streamed out from her widened vagina. It was so much that it showed no sign of stopping.

“Ugh… Why is there so much? Are all men like this?”

“I don’t know. I’m not really interested in how much other guys cum.”

“More importantly, help me clean up. I don’t have any strength in my body.”

“Alright. Just a moment.”

I immediately took out a magic cleansing solution from my subspace pouch. With this, there was no need to painstakingly wipe and clean.

“That’s…”

“You know what it is, right? It’s magic cleansing solution. Use this.”

“Thank you.”

You’re welcome. *I* should be the one thanking *you*.

Deborah turned her body, excusing herself, then brought the magic cleansing solution to her vagina and burst it.

Immediately, magical mist billowed up, erasing not only the foreign substances on her entire body but also the semen deeply lodged within her uterus.

A moment later, Deborah neatly adjusted her school uniform and stood up.

“It’s done. So what now?”

“First, let’s check that.”

In the direction I pointed, there was an altar.

On it lay a ring, subtly shimmering as if it had absorbed moonlight.

At first glance, its appearance was extraordinary.

“Is this… an artifact?”

“Looks like it? Try putting it on.”

“Me?”

“Yeah. It’s a reward.”

“What kind of reward?”

“There’s such a thing. Why, don’t you want it? Then I’ll wear it.”

“Oh, no! I’d love to!”

As I moved to take the ring, implying ‘if you don’t want it,’ Deborah vigorously shook her head and quickly snatched the ring, putting it on her middle finger.

Deborah spread her hand out, gazed at the ring, and smiled contentedly.

“It’s so pretty! But are you really sure? Giving this to me just like that.”

“It doesn’t matter. I don’t even know what it’s used for anyway.”

Of course, this was a lie.

The ring Deborah was currently wearing was called ‘Moonlight’s Gaze’, and it had the function of charging moonlight and then releasing it.

If the range was wide, it caused temporary blindness, and if narrowed, it became a laser attack.

I casually asked Deborah.

“Still, if you go to the Magic Tower, you’ll be able to find out, right?”

“Yes! I can just show it to my Teacher-nim. Thank you!”

Her smiling face was pleasant to see.

Having finished rewarding her for the pleasant sex, I headed towards a hidden path behind a pillar at the altar.

“This looks like the entrance. Let’s go.”

“Yes!”

We slowly advanced into it.

Before long, a beam of light could be seen beyond the long passageway.

“It’s outside!”

“Be careful. It might not be. Follow behind me.”

We acted with even greater caution.

However, contrary to our worries, what greeted us at the end of the light was a half-collapsed wall enveloped in vines.

The sight revealed through the gaps merely indicated that it connected to the outside.

I carefully pushed the wall.

Crumble!

My enhanced strength completely demolished the wall with minimal effort.

I slowly walked out, gazing at the lush greenery that soothed my eyes. Fortunately, it seemed peaceful, with no monsters nearby.

Deborah, who followed out, let out a cheer.

“We finally escaped! Ruan, what are you going to do now?”

“Well. Ideally, I’d like to go straight to the professors and explain the situation, but…”

“Then let’s go quickly!”

“……”

Despite Deborah’s suggestion, I hesitated.

As much as I wanted to leave this forest right away, I was worried about Abel and Skadia’s group.

If both groups encountered a Saber-toothed Tiger, just like in the game, it would be a huge problem. If I left them to die like this, I wouldn’t be able to see the ending.

I clenched my fist.

Clench!

An unprecedented power, incomparable to normal, squirmed in my grasp.

‘The effects of the Rape Declaration are still active.’

While I didn’t have an abundance of leeway, dealing with a Saber-toothed Tiger wouldn’t be difficult.

The moment I, having made my decision, was about to open my mouth.

─Shriek!

A familiar voice echoed all around, carried by the mountain ridge.