episode_0045

It really came out of the blue.

“Suddenly?”

I understand that Choi Yoon-ha wants to go on a date with me.

What should I say?

It felt a little different from what I’d experienced before.

“Yes. This time, it’s for rehabilitation. However, now I really need to improve my acting skills so I can audition or do anything.”

“That’s right.”

“Considering my current condition, I don’t think it will be easy to enter a private academy or something.”

“Hmm.”

Let me think about it briefly.

Choi Yoon-ha said with a smile.

“I. In the end, I can only act normal in front of you, oppa. Without oppa, I’m still a coward.”

I certainly thought that might be the case.

I’m not a wizard.

I still didn’t know what condition Choi Yoon-ha was in since I couldn’t see her.

That’s why her parents still earnestly asked me to stay here.

“That’s true too.”

Let me nod.

Choi Yoon-ha said excitedly.

“That’s what I’m saying! I don’t think just dating will help improve your acting skills. I’m going to go on a special date.”

“Special date?”

“Yes! My brother is going out dressed as a woman and I am going out dressed as a man.”

What kind of gender reversal date is that?

“If you watch , you’ll see. It’s about a man possessing a woman’s body. But if you look closely, the main character of Queen of the Heavenly King is playing a man. That’s not easy. If I had to pick one difficult role among actors, it would be to change gender.”

“That’s… …right.”

It’s like no matter how much a man other than me dresses up as a woman, he can’t really give off the same feeling as a real woman.

No matter how well a woman puts on makeup.

Even if you dress like a man, you can’t give off a manly vibe.

In that sense, I thought that cross-dressing could definitely be of great help to acting skills.

Because here we have the same case.

I also got a little bit of trauma from cross-dressing when I was young.

It was a fact that he had developed various abilities.

‘Besides, these days, series like gender reversal, cross-dressing men, and cross-dressing women are very popular.’

Wasn’t the same thing true for that was filmed a while ago?

but.

Gender-swapped acting.

There just aren’t that many people who have the acting skills to be able to watch it without feeling uncomfortable or repulsed.

Of course, the reversal of roles wasn’t all there was to the acting ability.

Because each of them clearly has their own acting skills.

“That would definitely help a lot.”

“Right?”

It was so well-founded that I was even a little impressed.

“And. Oppa.”

“Huh?”

“Even though it’s just acting. Acting has to be real to be enjoyable. So, you have to dress up like a woman going on a date with a guy you really like. Dress up really hard. Dress up pretty clothes. Okay? I’ll dress up like a guy as much as I can.”

Thump-.

This is something that might frighten other people if they heard it.

Why is that?

My heart started pounding for no reason.

… … You want me to cross-dress you tightly?

I think that was done while filming the drama .

Is it okay to do that in everyday life?

“It’s all for my sake. Please. I know it’s a nuisance to you, oppa. But I really want to get revenge on Im Seong-hoon!”

“Okay. Okay. ”

okay.

After all… it was for Choi Yoon-ha.

* * *

Choi Yoon-ha, who had checked Kim Hyun-woo’s expression, entered her room and covered her face with trembling hands.

“That was right. Haaang… … Oppa. The most enjoyable date ever. Enjoy it.”

but.

“Hmm. The biggest danger of men’s clothing is these chests.”

Even for Choi Yoon-ha, it wasn’t easy to flatten his own chest.

* * *

Clothes that I thought I would never take out were lined up in front of me.

Blouse and skirt.

Honestly, it seems so perverted.

I had to say what I had to say.

The women’s clothes were so pretty.

I started to think that maybe one of the reasons I like cross-dressing is because I want to wear such pretty clothes.

To be honest, men’s fashion can be broadly divided into three categories.

There is no end to women’s fashion.

Furthermore, there are many more women’s clothes.

Even things like accessories and cosmetics ended up being centered around women.

Well, there’s nothing we can do about it.

Because the main consumers are women.

Furthermore, there aren’t many men who are this interested.

“I think I need to put on some heavy makeup today. Let’s get dressed first.”

Actually, I’m wondering if I should put on makeup first.

What to wear was entirely a matter of personal preference.

In my case, if I’m going to wear light makeup, I do it first.

When I wanted to put more effort into my makeup, I started by putting on clothes.

Because if you get dressed later and your hair is messy or your makeup gets on it, that day is the worst.

“Today is like that… … .”

if.

I was thinking about using the ‘Artificial Breast Magic Scroll’ if I had to, but then I waved my hand.

“No, not to that extent.”

still.

“Gulp.”

I swallowed at the feeling of the bra I was touching for the first time in a long time.

It looks like this.

If other men saw it, they would say it was absolutely disgusting.

However, from the perspective of a cross-dresser, even if it is a small size, the line of the chest can change significantly depending on whether or not one wears a bra.

[Honestly, in the case of the owner, even if you say she has triple-A breasts because she doesn’t wear a bra, her face is one that you can’t help but fall in love with.]

[Even if you don’t wear a lot of makeup, if you wear women’s clothes, no one will suspect you’re a man.]

[Honestly, this time I think what the master’s friend said was right.]

[Even in the eyes of the Goddess-sent Pia! The master is a total fraud. It’s no different from drawing a female character and insisting that she’s a man because her breasts are small!]

“Does that mean I’m that beautiful?”

Click-.

[Ah. The switch is already on. This.]

I skillfully put on my bra and turned it over. I put on the blouse and skirt I had chosen in advance.

“… … I have to prepare hard today.”

[nevertheless.]

[There are also some masculine forces that are difficult to hide no matter what.]

“There’s nothing I can do about it. And I’ve never really thought about getting rid of it just because I wanted to cross-dress.”

I like cross-dressing though.

And yet, it was the greatest proof that I was an ordinary heterosexual.

I do wonder if it’s a bit weird that men’s power is only concentrated in the thighs.

And yet, because of that, I was proud of my self-esteem.

This was an incredible display of manliness.

“I really can’t help it.”

A while ago.

Thoughts I had while waiting at the bus stop.

I was wondering which stockings would look best on my current legs.

I took out a pair of 30 denier light brown stockings and put them on.

And I put on makeup.

[Ha. Hae-eung. Hae-eung. Hae-eung!]

[P. P. I know. The master’s gender is actually male. And because of the chili pepper on his thigh. Even though I know he’s not a woman. Ha. Haa.]

[Even though I know that. When I look at the master, I can’t help but think that he has a woman’s brain.]

[Besides, she’s so pretty. Even though she’s the same woman, I can’t help but be captivated by her gaze. She’s so beautiful, Master. Absolutely. Absolutely, there’s no woman in this world more beautiful than you, Master.]

I also understood Pia’s fuss.

Because anyone who looked beyond the vanity mirror could tell that it was a woman.

A pretty girl who could easily win first place in an idol contest right now was checking the color of the lipstick she had just applied while pouting her lips.

‘The mind is also clear.’

Being embarrassed about cross-dressing is something only third-rate people do.

Then, no matter how feminine you are, it feels awkward.

therefore.

More confidently than anyone else.

With confidence.

That was the minimum condition for elevating ‘cross-dressing’ to ‘woman’.

“Even so, I think I’m too pretty.”

I thought he might fall in love with me too.

The woman on the other side of the mirror was so pretty. I wanted to take her out of the mirror and eat her. It was so attractive.

“Ah. This won’t do… … Your lower body won’t get hard and big for no reason.”

But it’s so pretty.

I thought I wanted to show it to other people too.

I couldn’t stand it.

I wanted to prove my efforts to others.

[Crossdressing Gallery]

“How many years has it really been since I last came here?”

Even if it’s only been a few years.

Even back then, I only posted one article.

[A little cross-dressing before going out to play with my younger sister.]

-(Attached photo)

[You have uploaded the text.]

Ugh.

I ended up uploading it.

I buried my face in my phone, embarrassed, with my legs crossed like a real woman.

But I was curious.

How will people react?

“There won’t be any comments right away. Let’s check after the date is over.”

That’s the moment I thought about it and carefully put my phone back in my bag.

“Brother! No. Sister! Oh. No. Sister! I really can’t do it. Help me tie my chest. Sob. My chest is too big and won’t shrink.”

“Really. I can’t help it. I’ll help you.”

I tried to somehow flatten my chest with a bandage.

Choi Yoon-ha, who couldn’t do it alone, ran to me.

I really ran towards her as if she was his girlfriend. No, his girlfriend. The lump of flesh that popped out.

No. I wrapped the D-cup breasts tightly with a bandage.

“Ugh! I can’t breathe, sis.”

“Be quiet. If you want to be a man, you have to endure this much.”

This was a gender difference that could only be replicated by real magic.

[yes?]

[No, I said. There definitely is a size called Triple A, right?]

Isn’t that already not a woman?

[Huh? Apologize to Triple-A women all over the world!]

By the way.

Clothes, as expected, were like ‘magic.’

Your mood also depends on what clothes you wear.

The mood also changes.

“Hmm. I wore it to make it look as masculine as possible. What do you think?”

“There’s still a long way to go.”

I evaluated it coolly.

Although she did her best, in Choi Yoon-ha’s case, she just seemed like a pretty woman.

“Hmm. If that’s the case, then it’s still a long way off. But isn’t it the power of an actor to blow away that feeling with acting?”

“That’s right.”

That this isn’t just nonsense.

The main character of , the first episode of which was said to be aired in two months.

You’ll know when you see Kim Hye-rin.

“What about me?”

My heart was pounding so hard it felt like it was going to burst.

It was a really bad heartbeat.

So, isn’t it inevitable that I will hear such things?

It was creepy.

It’s something I shouldn’t hear.

On the other hand, there was a ‘me’ that wanted to listen.

Is there still a trace of ‘Kim Hyun-woo’ left in me now?

“That’s right. You look so pretty today, too.”

Ah. Ahh… … .

It won’t work.

Ahhhh. Seriously, this isn’t possible.

I couldn’t stop the corners of my mouth from catching my ears.

“Let’s go on a date?”

What kind of smile am I wearing now?

really.

It was creepy.