episode_0044

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“Sister, how have you been on the other side of the dimensional gate… … ?”

A dark shadow passed through Seoyeon’s eyes as she heard the careful question.

“… … Every day was like hell.

Autumn was so desperate to see you that it was hard to hold back.”

Her words made me feel quite guilty.

That would be true, I missed my older sister too, but it was never to the point where every day felt like hell.

Even though I was only benefiting from my relationship with my older sister, I couldn’t give her half the love she gave me. I didn’t even have the face to face her when we met again after a long time.

“I’m sorry… … .”

“No, it’s not your fault.”

My sister’s hands dug into my hair.

“From now on, I will take care of you. Let’s quit work… …and live together in a quiet place. All I need is Autumn, and Autumn is the same for you too.”

“Oh, no!”

Quitting your job? I shouted in surprise at my sister’s sudden bombshell statement.

“I’m sorry for yelling, but you’re someone who does very important work.

If you quit your job because of me, I will never be able to face you. Please don’t do that.”

I hurriedly explained to my sister why I had shouted at her with my gaze down. But my sister remained silent.

“… … … .”

Was she shocked by what I said? Well, in the year that I lived with my sister, I never spoke like this. It was only natural that she was surprised.

The moment I glanced up to check Seoyeon’s expression, I checked her condition.

Her charming appearance took my breath away.

Her blue eyes were as deep as an abyss, and her lips were tightly shut. The immense emotions hidden behind her expressionless face seemed to be swallowing me up.

I was reflected in my sister’s eyes, which were so empty that the pupils were invisible, and it felt like I was trapped in her eyes. It was like a prison from which I could never escape.

“hee… … this… … .”

A small scream escaped me without me knowing. Tears welled up in my eyes.

And then I let out a scream of terror.

In the blink of an eye, Seoyeon’s expression changed. It returned to the familiar, kind, and beautiful face of my older sister.

“Oh, Gaeul suddenly made a loud noise, so I think you were really surprised. I’m sorry.”

My sister smiled softly and hugged me, then patted my shoulder.

“You look so serious, sister. Don’t worry, I was joking. Sister won’t quit her job.”

Her expression left me confused. Was what I had just seen really real? Or was I mistaken and seeing something wrong?

“Oh, yes. Sorry. I raised my voice too… … .”

When I spoke to Seoyeon with an awkward smile, she smiled gently as usual. Seeing that, I let out a sigh of relief.

As expected, it was my mistake. A kind, pretty, and thoughtful woman like Seoyeon would never make such a scary expression. Maybe her eyesight got worse because she was lying in the hospital bed for so long.

“It’s okay. I’ll be more careful with what I say next time.”

I nodded in relief at my sister’s affectionate words.

… … By the way, I was so startled that I thought I had just seen something incredibly scary, so I had a terrible need to pee.

“Hey, sister. I need to go to the bathroom… … .”

“Okay. I’ll help you.”

Without hesitation, Seoyeon almost lifted me up and carried me to the bathroom. She even tried to help me take down my pants.

“No, Noona! I can do this!”

I shouted in panic, but my older sister remained unmoved.

“It’s okay. Don’t be shy. You’re my sister, right? I’ll help you.”

“Wow, woah, woahhh… … … … .”

Although my face turned red, I couldn’t afford to refuse my sister’s help.

She even helped me with the aiming and even with the brushing.

It was incredibly embarrassing to have to rely on my older sister to help me with my business, but she didn’t seem to mind at all. Rather, her eyes sparkled and she seemed incredibly happy, should I say… ?

In the end, my sister didn’t leave my side that whole day. She helped me with all the daily tasks, from eating to washing to changing clothes. If I tried to move even a little, she stopped me immediately.

“Autumn, you shouldn’t push yourself yet. Leave it to your older sister. Are you good?”

Of course I appreciate Seoyeon noona’s devoted love, but the fact that she doesn’t let me do anything on my own… … really makes me feel incredibly helpless.

When it was finally time to go to bed, my sister sat down next to me and held my hand.

“Autumn, it’s time to go to bed now. You worked hard today.”

“It was hard. Thanks to you, sister, it wasn’t hard at all.”

As I was about to fall asleep, a thought popped into my head like a lightbulb going off.

“Sister, but where are you going to sleep? Are you going home to sleep?”

Sister Seoyeon smiled faintly and pointed to a corner of the hospital room. There was a very small cot there.

“You can sleep there. It’s a bed for the caregiver only. It’s a little small, but it’s okay.”

She said it was okay, but I felt very uncomfortable looking at that small, narrow bed. My sister, who had worked hard all day to take care of me, had to sleep in such an uncomfortable place because of me. As a human being with a conscience, I couldn’t just leave it alone.

“Noona, don’t do that… … It’s a little cramped for two people, but sleep with me. The patient bed will be more comfortable than that.”

As soon as she heard those words, Seoyeon’s face lit up with joy.

“Really? Autumn, I’m so happy when you say that.”

My sister came in next to me without hesitation. It was a little cramped for two people to lie on the hospital bed, but my sister seemed to actually enjoy it.

“It’s really nice to be this close.”

My sister whispered. Her arms wrapped around my waist.

I also felt a sense of relief as I felt my sister’s body heat and scent. It was the first time in a long time that I felt so at ease, that I even began to wonder if perhaps… … my idea of becoming independent from my sister’s care was wrong.

“Uuuuu… … No… … I can’t live off of you my whole life… … .”

Not knowing that I was screaming silently, my older sister gently kissed my forehead and whispered in my ear.

“Good night, Autumn.”

… … … … …

When I opened my eyes to the warm morning sunlight, I felt someone’s soft skin pressed against my body.

“Uh… …Huh… …?”

When I looked around with my mind still hazy, surprisingly, Seoyeon was lying next to me in her underwear, almost naked.

“Eeeek?!”

I screamed without realizing it. I tried to get away from my sister’s ample breasts that filled my vision, but unfortunately, the patient bed was cramped and had a ledge to prevent falls, so I couldn’t move my body backwards.

I think I’ve been in this situation before. I’m sure it was always like this the day after my sister drank alcohol… … Maybe this is my sister’s sleeping habit?

Meanwhile, the snow-white skin of my sister, who was strangely familiar yet unfamiliar, shone dazzlingly in front of me. Her thin silk underwear barely covered anything.

Her ample breasts, her slim waist, and her smooth, white thighs. Everything came into view at a glance. In a situation where I couldn’t escape, I was at a loss as to where to look.

“Who, Sister! Sister!? Wake up!”

Although her face felt as if it was burning, Seoyeon opened her eyes leisurely and responded with a smile.

“Ah… … Good morning. Autumn, did you sleep well?”

Her speech, her facial expressions. Many elements created a sense of awkwardness.

Yes. I just realized it, but it seems like my sister really has a very peculiar sleeping habit. The morning after my sister drinks is always like this. I think I’ve seen the same thing several times today. I think this situation is called deja vu.

My sister’s alluring voice woke me up from the memories of the distant past.

“Sorry. It’s too hot outside… … .”

As my sister tossed and turned, the string of her underwear slipped down slightly. I quickly turned my head, but my heart was already pounding at the sight I saw.

“What part of her sister is Autumn looking at that makes her so embarrassed? Could it be… here?”

When my sister playfully pointed to my chest, I became even more embarrassed.

“Ah, no! That’s not it… … First, please put on some clothes.”

She got up slowly, giggling. As she did, her sister’s soft hair brushed across my face, and her scent tickled my nose.

“It’s okay, Autumn. You’re my little sister. I’m not ashamed, and you shouldn’t be ashamed.”

I became even more confused by her words. Even though we are like family, we are not related by blood…

I wanted to say something, but I couldn’t take my eyes off my sister’s beautiful appearance.

Sister Seoyeon slowly approached the place where her clothes were folded. She stared at the sight, lost in thought, then suddenly came to her senses and turned her head.

“Autumn, do you miss your sister’s body that much?”

I raised my head in surprise at my sister’s playful voice, and saw her gently pulling her panties from side to side.

“If you want to see it… … I’ll show you?”