episode_0044

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The reason I avoided talking to Yeo-eun by talking nonsense… Yes, it’s true that I’m a little upset.

Actually, I just needed time to think.

While we were having fun copulating, Yulia came in, and my plan to get along with Yeo-eun and eat her pussy one by one to get along was in vain.

Judging from the fact that they attacked me and urged the two of them to go into the room, it seems they didn’t want others to see them mating like animals.

I thought there wouldn’t be any unnecessary shame. Was it a misjudgment on my part to think that way when I spoke to my mom on the phone?

You said obscenities to your mom and fucked me.

I wanted to say that you were that kind of kid and there was no need to be ashamed, but I couldn’t bring myself to say it out loud. I couldn’t say anything about Yeo-eun’s mother.

I wish that day had ended that way, but Yeo-eun told me about kissing her mother. Who could I say that to? I realized that he trusted me that much.

So, I can’t help but think that it’s cowardly to bring up what happened with her mother in order to reduce Yeo-eun’s shame and convince her that she doesn’t need to be embarrassed.

It seems like they are trying to exploit my weaknesses by trusting me and telling me how to wield them as they please.

So, while ignoring Yeo-eun who was stroking my head, I was thinking about how I could make him proudly show off his magnificent cock in front of the two women without making him feel embarrassed.

However, Yeo-eun is showing intentions that conflict with my plan.

“That… It’s just something that lovers do… You could have passed.”

We’ve asked you to pretend to be lovers before. He said he would think about it despite my objection, but it seems like he just wants to move on and say that it is similar to copulation or sex.

No way. I need to make sure of this.

I thought Yeo-eun needed to be a little calmer.

I want to have fun with Yeoeun for a long time. Other bitches join in too. I’m already a bit jealous, but if I pretend to be a lover and get really unnecessary feelings, it’s difficult.

“I told you. It’s better to be honest. Anyway, what we do has been observed, and I’m just telling it like it is.”

In this case, my plan for today is to go across the water, but I have plenty of time. Today, we will spend some alone time together, lighten the mood, and try to persuade him slowly.

In order to do that, I thought it would be better not to talk about what happened between this couple and me just yet, but Jaehee made a sudden move.

“I also think Sarah is right. We also used Sarah’s dick, but it would be strange if it was because we had romantic feelings.”

Although I was shocked for a moment, it was within expected range. Because either of them can tell the truth.

If this happens, I have no choice but to go out as a nopakku.

I’m trying to seduce Yeo-eun. All you have to do is flash a lewd smile, arouse lust, and give it a reason to unleash it. Let’s make them both happy. We are doing good things.

The moment I look at Yeo-eun like that,

“… … .”

I couldn’t muster a smile.

Eyes wet with an ecstatic expression. A face I’ve never even imagined, let alone seen before.

I hated it.

It’s not that I don’t like that expression, those watery eyes, or that pitiful appearance.

So, what on earth do I hate?

“Fact… Is it?”

It’s true. I can say it confidently.

I created something that never existed in this world. So, I decide the rules. So is there anything wrong? You were good too. These two people did well too.

I didn’t do anything wrong.

however… Why can’t I open my mouth?

“Yeo-eun… ”

Why can’t I just call their name and extend my hand?

“Get your dirty hands away!”

widely-!

Yeo-eun slaps my hand away as she approaches.

The term dirty is familiar. It doesn’t hurt at all. So, it’s not that I don’t like that word.

So what do I dislike about me?

Yeo-eun walked to the front door, leaving me dumbfounded, opened the front door, and left the house.

Summer was over and the nights were chilly.

It must be cold.

This time, I was clear about what I didn’t like. Yeo-eun, who went out in sleeveless shorts, was cold.

I went into my room, took my coat, and was about to follow Yeo-eun.

“We need to talk about it.”

Yulia held my shoulder.

“Later. It’s cold outside.”

“I don’t know? Yeo-eun, I don’t think I’ll want to see you right now.”

“Then… Then, Yulia, can you give me these clothes?”

I think I understand. What do you dislike?

“What Yeo-eun doesn’t like to see is… Same goes for me. ha… I was noticing it, but my eyes also turned away… ”

“What did you notice? Tell me, anything.”

“Yeo-eun’s heart. I see Sarah as a woman.”

The thing I didn’t like was me.

I was the one who made her look incomprehensible, the one who made her eyes get wet, and the one who hurt her.

I hated myself for not being able to fathom how it must have felt for someone who loved me so much to call me dirty and throw away my hand.

I don’t know anything like that. It’s a feeling I don’t have.

What did you expect from me? What did you expect, why did you run out with that look on your face? What on earth would you do to a bitch like me?

“I still want to go out. I need to find Yeoeun.”

“Sera… ”

“Don’t worry, I’ll just watch from afar without you noticing.”

I took my cell phone. He must have already been far from home. In order to find Yeo-eun, power was needed.

If I stayed like this, I felt like I would hate myself even more.

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“It’s a bit cold… ”

As the heat radiating from my body disappeared due to the overwhelming feeling, I felt a little chilled.

The area around my wet eyes was especially cold. I guess I didn’t even think about cleaning it. Now I’m wiping away the cold under my eyes.

There was nothing to be sad about. The shock was great, as if everything was falling apart for a moment.

Ha, Sarah. You did that to other women in the same space as me, right?

What should I do with this damn woman? no wonder… I didn’t think I could leave that dick alone. Was the reason I kept having the urge to put it inside me because I had a deep intuition that this would happen? I should have squeezed out so much semen that I couldn’t get an erection anymore.

Donate to you, you idiot. Is it all about having a big dick? No, why didn’t I think of your sister?

No. I’m not stupid. Who would have expected that to happen to a couple?

Yes, the reason I said from the beginning not to pretend to be lovers was because I was planning on doing that with the two of them.

The only consolation was that they were lovers. If I had done that with a woman I might have feelings for, I would have gone crazy and done something.

ha… Sister Sarah. What should I do.

How can I be satisfied with just myself? How can I make my sister completely mine?

After the shock passed, I felt a strong desire to have a sister.

Then, I remembered hitting my sister’s hand away as she approached me.

Was that a bit harsh…

Even though I know what kind of person she is, I have never even told her how I feel, so I can’t help but clean up my dirty hands.

Was it hurt?

Probably not. My sister is not that kind of person.

That’s what makes me angry again.

No matter how I feel, it makes me angry to think that nothing will happen.

When was the last time you were this angry?

Jiiiing—!

Is it your sister? When I took out my vibrating cell phone from my pocket, I saw that it was my mom’s call.

Ah, I remembered. I’ve never been this angry before. It was when I saw my mom kissing me. Although it happened only recently, it feels like a fairly distant past. It’s a bit embarrassing to think about it now, but thanks to that, I left home and met Sarah.

“Hello.”

-Yes, Yeoeun. Are you outside? My voice is shaking a little…

It’s definitely chilly. But I don’t want to go in yet. I don’t even want to look at it right now.

“Yes… It’s a bit cold.”

My heart too.

–Mom thought about it… As expected, how about coming back?

After the day I got a call from my mom while hanging out with Sarah, my mom seemed to worry more about me, probably because she thought I had learned some bad things about leaving home.

That’s because he ended up saying such vulgar things to his mom. Crazy bitch… Even thinking about it now, I’m embarrassed… What should I do on a day when I feel like I’m losing my mind when I’m excited?

What should I do? What should I do? There’s someone crazier than me, Sarah. We can be together for the rest of our lives. I think we need to keep the leash on to prevent something like this from happening.

So, I have no intention of going back.

“Then shall we go now? Mom.”

But I needed time to think. The two years that Sarah and I first took the cock that I had never put in before… No, let’s not do this. There is no need to get angry at these two people. It was my fault for not knowing that my sister was planning such a lewd act, and for not clearly telling them not to touch Sarah because she was mine.

But now… I couldn’t help but hate all three of them.

Let’s take some time away from where they are and think about how to educate your sister.

Tomorrow is Saturday.

It was a bit cold because I was wearing sleeveless shorts, but I didn’t want to go back to a place with hateful people and get dressed or pack my bags.

After finishing the phone call with my mom, I hurriedly walked in the direction of the subway station and bus transfer center and checked the train time and route to the railroad station.

If I hurried a little, it was time to catch the last train to my old hometown.