episode_0043

When I opened the door with a trembling heart, what I saw was-

“Hello, guest.”

It was a young man kneeling, wearing transparent, flowing clothes.

He sat down quietly and greeted Helena with a grin. It was a behavior that would have made an ordinary man very embarrassed, but she could not find an ounce of shame or hesitation in the man in front of her.

“Oh, no, what are you doing now?”

A situation where a man as young as your child looks up at you in obscene clothes and an obedient posture. She knew that since Changgwan existed for that purpose, she might encounter various ways to satisfy her obscene desires.

I expected that there would be a man in the room trying to captivate the guests with clothes and sensual behavior that would ignite women’s sexual desires.

“If a man kneels on the floor, what are you going to do if he gets hurt? Oh, hurry up and wake up!”

“Yes? Yes?”

It was completely different from just vaguely imagining it and seeing it in person. Helena, who was not immune to this kind of thing, could not tolerate a man who looked similar to her daughter’s age being like that.

It was the same as the belief of a knight whose credo was to fight against injustice and protect the weak. Of course, it was difficult to see this as appropriate behavior in a window.

Changnam looked at Helena with a look of confusion on his face, but she was determined.

“Wake up quickly!”

“No, I’m fine-”

“Uh-huh!”

At Helena’s displeased command, the man stood up in an awkward posture. He is quite tall for a man. Helena was satisfied to see her obeying her words obediently, but she quickly turned her attention to the disgraceful outfit that caught her eye.

She said, clearing her throat.

“First of all, let me tell you one thing, I am with you… I didn’t come here to do that. We’ll just chat a few words and then head back, so you know that.”

Helena thought that this would be good for both herself and the man. Helena had a husband and children, and the man only needed to receive money, so if there was no need for sexual activity, it was best not to do it.

A choice that literally makes everyone happy.

“… Oh, I see. Okay.”

But for some reason, Helena didn’t miss the disappointment that flashed across the man’s face.

‘… ‘It must be an illusion.’

It may have simply been a mistake or a misunderstanding. There was no way a prostitute would be disappointed that a customer refused to have sexual intercourse.

There is a perception that prostitutes are lustful men, and in reality they are, but in the end, they sell their bodies to make money. This means that one does not become a prostitute for the purpose of committing lewd acts.

Even though Helena was someone who shunned entertainment, she knew that much. I wasn’t so dull that I didn’t even know such common sense things.

The man smiled slightly awkwardly and politely pointed to the bed.

“Shall we go to bed first?”

Perhaps because he was a new man, Helena could sense that he was not very used to this kind of thing. There seemed to be a story behind it, and I was curious as to how I ended up working in a place like this.

“Sit on a chair, not the bed.”

That’s it, Helena had no intention of going to bed. Since I had already come this far, I was planning on taking my time, but I wanted to stay as healthy as possible.

He said with an ambiguous look at the man who had nowhere to focus his eyes.

“Don’t worry. I really don’t mean to do anything weird. Like I said, we’ll just chat. I promise I won’t touch you.”

“Ah… .”

Helena thought that the other person would have understood what she meant by this point. I still felt embarrassed, but it was better than before.

Entering the Changgwan and talking to a man gave her a very different experience. Everything was new and everything was unfamiliar. It was truly an unknown world.

She had to admit that she was a little interested in something she had never experienced before in her life. Maybe it was a reaction to living the right life up until now.

Helena somewhat understood why Lia tried to bring her to Changgwan.

“Come this way.”

Hiding her faint excitement, Helena headed toward the small table. There were many things I wanted to ask the man.

I heard his footsteps approaching from behind. But the direction was a little strange.

“Hmm?”

By the time she realized the man was coming towards her back, not the chair, it was too late.

Whisper-

“Now, wait a minute! What are you doing now?”

Helena screamed in despair at the back hug that came out of nowhere. The judgment of an experienced knight did not work properly due to an action that was even slightly unexpected.

“Let go of this! Me, I am a person with a family!”

I felt the touch of a naked man on my back. Dark arms with dense muscles, although not as thick as a woman’s, hugged Helena tightly.

You’re giving your back to a stranger. My husband rarely did this either.

I could have done anything if I had resisted it. However, I was worried that the other person would get hurt, so I couldn’t do this or that and just verbally scolded them.

“Please leave this aside for a moment. How about letting it go and then talking about it, huh? I didn’t come here with this in mind-”

Come on.

Helena could not come to her senses as the man’s body became even tighter. She never lost her strength no matter how strong her opponent was, but she was easily incapacitated by the bold physical contact of a naked man.

“Do you not like me?”

A voice whispering softly. It sounded somehow seductive. All of this was a fatal blow to a woman who had lived faithfully.

I felt my body reacting to direct stimulation. Slowly, my body heated up. Even though it’s because of shame… It wasn’t just because of that.

“That’s not true. It’s not because I don’t like you, so let me go.”

Helena spoke with a sense of urgency. I was quite embarrassed because I had no idea that he would come out this aggressively.

The man lightly brushed her well-muscled stomach over the clothes. Helena experienced a dizzying sensation wherever his hand passed.

“I won’t let you go until the guest lies in bed with me.”

“Ah, I understand… .”

She eventually raised the white flag. It was not easy to remove it with force and it was impossible to keep it like this, so it was an inevitable choice.

Helena and the man waddled to the bed with a back hug.

“Guest, please lie down first.”

I was finally able to be freed from this precarious moment. Helena secretly breathed a sigh of relief and lay down on the bed.

There is also a way to just pretend to lie down and quickly run away… Still, I didn’t have the heart to go that far because I had respect.

When Helena went inside the bed and completely lay down, the man also lay down next to her and clung to her.

“Isn’t this much more comfortable than sitting on a chair?”

She closed her eyes tightly because she was speaking at a very uncomfortable distance. I tried to shake off this dizzying illusion by repeating to myself passages from the scriptures that I couldn’t quite remember.

Looking at that, the man smiled leisurely.

Sigh.

The man’s arm came up to his bulging chest. I gently touched and stimulated her soft breasts with my hands.

It was unusual for me to feel itchy and hot inside. I felt like a frog in a slowly boiling pot. If things continue like this and it boils over completely… .

Contrary to her usual personality, her soft nipples became hard.

The man did not miss the change.

I gently scratched the nipple with the tip of my index finger. I touched it monotonously in a straight line or twirled it around as if playing with it.

A painful feeling spreads from my chest to my whole body –

“Stop!”

Helena grabbed the man’s arm with her hand and pulled it away from her chest. The man opened his eyes wide and looked at her at the sudden action.

Helena spoke in a stern tone.

“I’m sorry. But I wish it would stop anymore.”

“Ah… Sorry.”

It wasn’t pleasant for her to see the man apologizing sullenly, but she had to stop there.

“I don’t blame you. You were just doing your job. But please know that I really didn’t come here to do that.”

“Sorry for the inconvenience, sir.”

“There is no need to apologize. I’d like to talk to you instead, is that okay?”

The man said with a small smile.

“Of course. It’s always welcome to talk to someone as beautiful as you.”

“Keuhm.”

Even though she thought it was just common flattery from a prostitute, she felt good on the inside.

Helena, who regained her composure, looked at the man. Because I had been so out of sorts just now, I was finally able to take a proper look at him.

“… … .”

The employee said there were blemishes on the body. It wasn’t as much as she thought, but it was definitely lacking for a prostitute.

Other women might say that he is not good enough as a man at all. A body trained like no other man. And the traces of battle engraved on it. In addition, the moderately tanned and dark skin was also not a universal taste.

Although she had a pretty face, I could understand why they had even commented that she had a flaw.

But Helena didn’t hate his body like that. As a knight who had experienced harsh training and fierce battles, he was glad that the man he had paid for was this kind of person.

Although she is shorter and smaller than herself, her body feels similar. Even though he was a man working at a store, I was genuinely attracted to him.

“What is your name?”

Helena asked in a softer tone.

The man responded with a slightly awkward expression at the customer’s changed attitude.

“Um, please call me Kael.”

It’s probably a pseudonym. In the past, Lia told me that all prostitutes use fake names. Even if she thought about it, there was no reason for her to use her real name at the store.

“Kael… I understand.”

The tense atmosphere eased. Helena lay down in a more comfortable position and started a conversation.

“You seem different from other men. Have you ever trained with a weapon?”

Kael couldn’t answer right away and pursed his lips. There seemed to be some hesitation.

“If it’s a bit much to say, then you don’t have to answer.”

Helena had no intention of forcing an answer. I just tried to have a comfortable conversation.

“Well, I have learned a little swordsmanship”

“It’s a sword. It’s a bit boring, but it’s a good weapon.”

“Have you learned the sword too?”

“Haha, it’s not that great.”

If Lia had heard it, she would have said something like “Then, am I a terrible engineer?”.

Kael let out a small exclamation as if he was impressed.

“You’re amazing. For some reason, your body feels firm when I touch it, you’re really cool.”

Feeling strangely embarrassed, Helena changed the topic.

“Hmm, it looks like you didn’t put in the usual effort with a man’s body.”

“There is nothing wrong with having the power to protect yourself.”

She was lost in thought, pondering Kael’s words.

“The power to protect yourself… Those words make me think about many things.”

“And swordsmanship was secretly fun, so I learned it and it ended up like this.”

Helena burst out laughing as she saw Kael lifting his sharply outstretched arm and giving it strength.

He was a pleasant man. Perhaps because she seemed to be around the same age as my eldest daughter, it was like watching her child perform tricks.

“Whether it is magic, swordsmanship, or any other discipline, the more you learn, the more mysterious principles become apparent. Sometimes you feel a wall, but the joy of overcoming that wall is indescribable.”

Kael said as he watched her clenching her fists as she recalled past memories.

“It may be presumptuous to say this, but there is one thing I would like to ask of you.”

“Hmm? What kind of request? If there is anything I can listen to, I will.”

Kael gave Helena a profound look. It was a gaze that felt oddly bewitching.

“Could you possibly teach me swordsmanship? I’m not asking for much. I would appreciate it if you could just tell me what my sword is lacking.”

Aside from the slightly burdensome look in his eyes, I could feel the sincerity in his words. I was sincerely asking her for guidance.

If it’s just a simple map… .

Helena nodded.

“Good. I can’t tell you the swordsmanship I learned, but it’s okay if it makes up for what your sword lacks.”

“Thank you so much! I will never forget this grace.”

“Haha, no thanks, just show me your sword.”

Kael jumped out of bed and went to one side of the room. He returned with the sword lying in the corner and pulled it out of its scabbard.

“It’s not a bad sword.”

“Thank you.”

“Just swing it around.”

“Oh, there’s something I need to do before that.”

Kael, who was preparing to take his stance and perform his swordsmanship, suddenly put down his sword and,

“What are you doing now-”

Sreuk.

I took off the cloth that barely covered my body.

The fully exposed naked body of a young man. Helena was speechless.

“Why are you doing that?”

She spoke in a trembling voice to Kael, who asked her calmly.

“Uh, why did you take your clothes off…? .”

“I don’t know what you’re thinking, but I just wanted you to be able to see my body movements more closely.”

“Huh… .”

Kael laughed mischievously.

“Did you really think something strange?”

“Ha, haha. Could that be possible? I was just a little surprised.”

Although she verbally denied Kael’s words, her eyes trembled violently. Anyone could see that he looked like a bewildered person.

“Of course, there’s no way the customer would do that. … Now, I will show you my swordsmanship, so please give me some guidance.”

Helena couldn’t take her eyes off the naked body of a man about her daughter’s age who was smiling while saying that.