episode_0042

The morning arrived without any incident.

I got up, took off my clothes, and slowly wrapped the garter belt around my lower abdomen. Then, she fastened the garter belt strap to the stockings that went up from her toes to her thighs, and wore a dress over it.

It was a tight-fitting dress from the upper body to the hips, as if to emphasize the curves of the breasts and hips, but fortunately, the lower hem of the skirt was a one-piece skirt with no openings.

I couldn’t hide the feeling of emptiness because it was different from pants, but I was able to calm down a little after confirming that I couldn’t easily look inside.

To be honest, I don’t understand how I was able to wear the night game saint’s uniform that I wore until noon yesterday, but considering the situation was just a situation, there was no need to understand.

After fastening the stilettos attached to the leather straps over the stocking-clad thighs, the veil was placed over the head, and the preparation was complete.

As I took a deep breath and let my shoulders slump, Agnes, who was next to me, put on a neat suit and looked at me.

I had no idea what Agnes, who was looking at me, would say. Since our eyes had already met, I wanted to say hello, so I said hello first.

“Good night?”

“Ah, yes. Did you sleep well too, saint?”

Agnes was the one who looked at me first, but there was Agnes who accepted my greeting with an “oops” look on her face, as if she didn’t know she was going to be greeted.

“Yes, I slept well.”

Looking at Agnes, who seemed to have had a refreshing morning, I groaned and adjusted my long flowing hair and the long veil that came with it to cover it, and then even organized my clothes.

Is it time for breakfast now, and what on earth is Kailon planning to do in Seongguk?

My clothes problem was solved, but I was a little curious when I thought that Kylon would do something else, and I was also worried that he might be doing something useless.

As I continued to worry, Agnes appeared and spoke to me again.

“Hey, I’m sorry for this morning… , Does the saint already know the relationship between Linda and the hero?”

… … .

As I listened to those words, I felt momentarily dazed.

Well, I knew that, but I was also curious as to what kind of question he was asking. I think I already knew it, but I was wondering why I was asking questions just to confirm.

I was at a loss for words and looked at Agnes with my eyes wide open. I blinked a few times to come back to my senses and then muttered.

“Yes. I know.”

In any case, if Agnes knew this, it was clear that Flor also knew roughly. But there’s no way I wouldn’t know.

In the first place, we’ve been sleeping together since a certain period of time, either in the dorms or while camping, so it’s strange that there’s no reasonable suspicion.

After answering honestly and looking at her quietly, Agnes moaned and then bit her lip and lowered her head.

“… Do men like women with lots of muscles?”

I think it’s all good, but of course what I’m saying is just my preference, I could say that I don’t know Kylon’s taste very well.

I had no idea why they were asking me this question in the first place.

Well, Flora wasn’t the type to talk very actively to other women, and Linda was already infatuated with Kailon, so it seemed like she was talking to me, who seemed to be able to communicate, but I didn’t really know the answer.

I don’t know that much. The moment I was about to answer, something Kylon once said to me flashed through my mind.

I think you said Veronica was your favorite, but that’s me.

As I was staring blankly at my body, I thought that I had remembered something I didn’t need to think about, and then I looked at my body.

My body had almost no muscles and I was weak, so I immediately wondered if Agnes, who was a bit different from Linda, whose entire body was full of muscle, would be similar.

When I remembered that Kailon initially tried to attack Flora as long as he could get the hypnosis tool, I thought that the less muscle he had, the more he liked it.

Could it be that you like Kailon’s soft flesh?

While I was lost in those thoughts, I comforted Agnes, who I thought might be a little upset.

“No. Muscles probably have nothing to do with it.”

“Is that so?”

“Yes, don’t be too discouraged.”

I don’t know why I ended up giving Agnes dating advice, but I couldn’t help but do it.

I thought that once Agnes’ favorability level increased in this way, I could immediately focus on finding a hypnosis tool that could attack Flora.

I felt an unknown sense of satisfaction as the strategy was steadily being prepared.

I wasn’t planning anything, I wasn’t having sex, but the anticipation and fulfillment of just getting closer to the ending was satisfying me.

“Really… Thank you.”

“No. Because I think anyone can get along with the hero.”

“Well, I see. Thanks to you, I gained strength. I’ll ask for advice again later.”

Agnes spoke in a soft voice from beginning to end, but it was noticeable that her emotions were constantly changing.

And at the end, he left the room with a fighting expression on his face.

The door burst open and Agnes walked out.

Left alone, I stared at the closed door, then sighed and looked around.

It comes to mind sometimes. A black room left alone.

In my room, where the lights had not been turned on all day, only the light of the computer greeted me.

But computers did not exist now. And light was coming into the room.

“… … .”

Now, it may have been a useless sentiment.

Because these sentimental thoughts can’t even help you reach the ending.

Still, that sentiment fills me with the will to return home.

My room sits quietly in a black space.

There were no speakers, so I was always wearing a headset and was locked in my own world.

The simple meal that came through the cracks in the bookshelf, bed, and door made me feel full.

Even though I couldn’t go out, my world was large and worth living in, but at this moment, I realized that the world was too big for me to bear.

The moment I was dazed, the door suddenly opened.

It was Kylon’s appearance. Perhaps the other two had already gone to breakfast, but I could feel that there was no commotion beyond the open door.

“Veronica, I need to eat.”

“… … .”

Feeling a sudden sense of loss, I just stood there blankly looking at him even as he spoke.

I held on to the hem of the clothes I had placed on the bed and handed them to Kailon, then groaned and then answered by carefully handing them over.

“It’s okay. I have no appetite.”

“Why does this skinny kid keep saying he has no appetite? ”

“… It’s okay.”

Is it because I am lost in thoughts of my original world, or is it because of the sense of loss that I will never be able to taste the food?

In an instant, I became helpless and lost strength, so I politely refused his words and bit my dry lips.

“Okay, if you want to eat anything on the way, let me know. I’ll buy you everything.”

Kailon looked at me for a while, probably worried, then said that and smiled at me.

When I saw Kailon like that, I responded with a dry smile, and then I quietly looked at the closed door behind Kailon.

As I stood quietly looking at the door, I suddenly left my depressed mood behind and took a step back.

I heard the sound of the heels of my elegant shoes hitting the floor, and then I reached the bed, took off my shoes, climbed on the bed, and sat down.

Appetite can be refilled.

But the method was problematic and I couldn’t eat anything anymore.

I laughed out loud, wondering what kind of nonsense it was that I had to have Kylon’s semen to taste it.

That way, I couldn’t eat at the same table as others, and at the same time, I had to overcome my own feelings of self-destruction.

In fact, drinking semen by itself should be repulsive, but eating it with rice? Nonsense.

After already doing it once, I didn’t want to do it again.

However, since I could only feel the texture without feeling the proper taste when I ate it without anything, I just ate it while holding back my eyebrows from furrowing.

It wasn’t a very good feeling.

So in the end, after being so moved after eating just one bite yesterday, I fell into a sense of self-destruction and stopped eating, and again today, I refused breakfast.

Kailon’s kind words about buying me anything if I was hungry touched my heart, but unfortunately I probably wouldn’t ask for that favor.

In order to eat it, I… Since I knew very well what I had to do, I couldn’t help but feel more reluctant.

So, I’m just hungry.

You won’t die.