episode_0041

(new)

Fortunately… I guess? Anyway, the first thing that came to my mind was that I had overcome the immediate crisis.

Although there was a rather significant caveat attached to not doing that from now on.

“Haa… I’m really going to lose.”

I was in terrible physical and mental condition.

It’s been a long time since things became a mess, but what happened a little while ago has added another worry.

It’s only been a few days, but it feels like years have passed.

dump-

Even if I lie down on my soft bed, my worries do not go away.

Even this space where I was alone couldn’t comfort me.

All that’s left is a rumbling, foreign feeling in my stomach.

I naturally brought my hand to my lower abdomen.

Inside, I can feel the tampon that Arum had put back in.

Could that be why? My stomach started to hurt a little due to the mental pressure of my period.

“Ugh… .”

I instinctively rolled my body.

And wrap it around your belly.

“Ugh, shit… Seriously… I’ve finally gotten my period… Ahh… .”

I used to roll around in my old bed and endure the pain like that.

“Ahhh… I’m crazy… Shit, slurp… I need to take some medicine… .”

With my current body type, I’ve rolled over on a very large bed several times.

And then, when I felt like I couldn’t stand it any longer, with my waist pulled and my hair pounding, I thought that I had to wake up that beautiful girl right now.

“Ah, ahh!!”

An unexpected sensation is transmitted from below.

It felt like something was pouring out.

My body froze at the unfamiliar sensation.

I closed my eyes, feeling so helpless.

“Huk! Huh, huh! Haaak!”

I opened my eyes wide and gasped for breath in an instant.

It was as if I had slept without any breathing, as if my head had been submerged in water.

He was panting and coughing so dry it made his throat hurt.

And then, writhing in pain, he brought his hand back to his lower abdomen.

“… ?”

It was very different.

Her once soft stomach and her once small hands were no longer like that.

“Ahhh… .”

It might be wrong to say that it is different.

It just went back to how it was before, and then I was dumbfounded by the sound of ‘my’ voice in my ear.

“Fuck, fuck, f*ck!!!”

I screamed in the middle of the night when it wasn’t me.

I just couldn’t stand it.

I wanted to release what I’m feeling right now, even in this way.

“Heh, hehhihi… ha… hahahak… .”

I felt my recovered body.

The once wavy hair was nowhere to be found.

His face, which was the size of a fist, seemed to have gotten a little bigger.

And I felt my chest.

Her breasts, which had been swollen and plump, had become flat and firm.

Finally, I touched on the most important part, the lower abdomen.

The presence of the penis bulging above the pants is clearly felt.

I rolled over in bed again.

This time I couldn’t contain my joy.

“Heh, heh heh heh… .”

And now the only thing that came to my mind was Park A-reum.

Park Areum… Park Areum… Only, Park Areum.

I missed you so much, Arami.

*

(Park A-reum)

I had a dream from my childhood that is now fading away and gradually being forgotten.

After school, I always went home with Shindaun, but I felt bad about going straight home, so I stopped by a snack shop with Shindaun every day.

… It was definitely tteokbokki that I was sick of, but it was tteokbokki that I ate every day, but it was still good.

That day was no different from any other day.

I used to make excuses about my mom and say things like she nags me too much, and that’s why I wanted to be the daughter of an auntie or uncle.

So, I remember it being so hard because I felt like that accident happened and that my parents’ accident was all my fault.

“Mom… .”

I now spend more time with my family than I did with my parents.

Shindawoon and I became really close like siblings.

My uncle and aunt were like real parents to me.

So I think my annoyance with Shindawoon was greater.

I wondered if it wasn’t anger that my first time was so forceful, and dissatisfaction that the other person happened to be the current Shindaun.

However, what had already happened could not be undone.

I couldn’t make what happened between me and Shindaun happen again.

I was getting annoyed for no reason.

I think I tormented Shindawoon excessively.

Still, I had a small wish that Shindaun would become a little more human, and I thought that it was almost done, but then… Shinsarang showed up and everything seemed to go wrong.

This was purely a woman’s intuition.

Because the gaze of Shin Sa-rang looking at Shin Da-woon was that unusual.

And the uncle and the aunt… .

Like when you were young, you tried to get the two of you married, you said that to me too… Why are you saying such useless things to Shinsarang that don’t even mean anything now… .

Shinsarang’s situation was similar to mine.

Losing my family and being left alone in the world was something similar, if not the same.

But it was okay up to here.

Anyway, I felt sorry for him, because I know the pain well.

The problem was when my body and Shindaun’s body switched.

At that moment, Shinsarang’s gaze changed.

I looked at Shindown with eyes that should be looking at me.

And the eyes looking at me that had changed were the same as before.

Treating me and treating God.

It seemed similar, but it was clearly different.

To my eyes, it looked like he was wagging his tail vigorously in front of Shindown.

And Shindawoon didn’t even know that and just made a blank expression.

That pissed me off.

Who is the one who caused this to happen to me? That guy just kept flirting with another woman.

It happened even though I was clearly in front of him.

So I treated him more harshly than usual.

Shindawoon has become quite obedient.

I was very satisfied.

I thought this was it.

It was around that time that I fell into a deep sleep, feeling so satisfied.

A familiar pain came to me.

I tried to endure it as if it were natural and familiar.

But, I felt like, oh no.

Why on earth am I curling up in pain like this right now?

And when I came to, I was lying in Shindawoon’s bed, not in the room where I had been lying down.

“Ugh… .”

When I got my period, the first day was particularly painful.

If it were normal, I would have taken some medicine with me and gone to sleep, but now I couldn’t see anything around me.

Everything was bothersome with the feeling of lethargy enveloping my body, the stiffness in my lower back, and the pressing pain in my lower abdomen.

“Haaak, why… all of a sudden… .”

Could it be because of my period? My first thought was that it was ridiculous.

But now, I think it’s even funnier to argue about whether this situation makes sense or not.

“Hee, heehee… .”

I burst out laughing.

And I glanced at the door and felt anxious.

Because it felt like at any moment the door would be kicked open and Shindaun would come rushing in.

And I trembled at the thought that he would force me to do this to him and torment me even though I didn’t want to.

“Huh, haa… huh… .”

I’m out of breath.

The me in my imagination was already a mess and a dirty mess.

“Fuck, hehe… .”

They say it’s better to get hit first, so I was afraid of this waiting… and this gap.

I tried to visit the door.

Looking at the new god who will come in there at any time.

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“… Huh?”

But that didn’t happen.

*

(New Love)

I woke up to the alarm on my phone ringing.

“Ugh… .”

Sleeping in an unfamiliar environment and on the bare floor without a bed was a little uncomfortable, but I was still able to wake up refreshed.

First of all, I cleaned up the blankets I had made when I woke up.

After folding it nicely and sticking it on the wall, I finished organizing it by placing a pillow on top of it.

“Huh!”

And I did some simple stretching and yawning.

My body, which had been stiff all night, was creaking and screaming happily.

“… I don’t want to go.”

Starting today, I have to go back to school.

I really wanted to stay home and play with my brother.

I moved my body despite the inconvenience.

I was worried for a moment about what to do with my brother and sister who sleep a lot in the morning.

And then I left the room and looked into the next room for a moment.

… Honestly, I didn’t mind, but I wanted to wake up my brother and have breakfast with him.

I thought about knocking again after making up my mind, but then decided to just wake her up myself.

“I’ll go in.”

I muttered softly, as if whispering in his ear.

And then I quietly pushed open the door to my sister’s room and went in.

Slowly- Slowly-

I wanted to wake her up myself, so I approached her slowly, making even the slightest noise.

“Ugh… .”

But, as I approached the bed right next to it, my brother was groaning.

It seemed clear that something was wrong.

“Sister?”

“Ugh… .”

“Hey, Sister?”

It seemed like he was still asleep.

No matter how much I called, he didn’t wake up.

So I had no choice but to climb onto the bed.

And then I slowly moved my body next to my brother.

Even though she was on top of the blanket, I wrapped my arms around her body.

And then I pressed my body close to it.

“Oppa… .”

I clearly came in to wake my brother, but I whispered softly, hoping that he wouldn’t wake up just now.

And next to her, I tried to close my eyes and surrender my body to her swaying body.

“… That, love?”

“Yes!?”

But then, I was suddenly startled by a voice coming from the door.

Like someone caught stealing.

I woke up with a big flop like a fish out of water.

And then I looked at my brother with a surprised expression.

… … It was my older brother.

I looked at my brother lying on the bed, holding his pounding heart in my hand.

And then I looked at the door again.

“… Oppa?”

“Oh, yeah… Did you sleep well?”

“Ah… Yes… .”