episode_0041

A long 4 hour wait.

The ending was just one word, ‘I’m resting in my room.’

I feel sad and unfair.

I was overcome with all kinds of sad emotions, but there was no one to comfort me.

All I do is cover myself with a blanket and kick.

“I hate you, I hate you, I hate you!!! I really hate you!!!”

I kicked the dust to make it fly, but I didn’t feel relieved.

Thinking it was Hanseong, I bit the pillow.

Like a puppy tearing up a doll, he bit it with his teeth and ripped it to his heart’s content.

In the end, all we got was a pillow soaked with saliva.

I got my revenge by slightly swapping the pillow with Dayoung’s.

‘Smell the spit!’

The object of disappointment naturally fell on Dayoung.

When you introduced Hanseong, didn’t you introduce him as your boyfriend?

There was not a single word of apology for taking such Hanseong away so quickly.

I was so anxious when he said he would follow me, but I never thought he would start working in less than a day as soon as he got home.

I never dreamed that my younger brother could be such a bitch.

You thief!

“You thief!”

As I spit it out, my stuffy stomach cleared up.

So I spit it out a few more times.

“Bad bitch!!!”

“Slut!!!”

The person who always dismissed her as a slut turned out to be the same bitch, no, she was an even bigger bitch!!!

The more I thought about it, the more absurd it became.

I just went to various fishing grounds here and there and didn’t use my body too hard.

No matter how much he thought about it, Da-young, the adulterer, was more suited to be a slut than he was.

“Slut!!!”

The moment I expressed my anger to the fullest.

I encountered a scene that made my stomach turn.

“I could have won, but it’s a shame… .”

“What is your wish that makes you feel so sorry?”

“It’s a secret~”

The two appeared with their arms wrapped affectionately.

To be exact, Dayoung was holding on to Hanseong’s arm and hanging down.

As if claiming it was mine,

In front of all the women in the house, she crossed her arms and exposed her small breasts without hesitation.

‘… without even having a chest to rub.’

As long as Aram’s huge breasts were there, I wouldn’t have felt anything like B-cup breasts.

I can’t even show my confidence with a C cup, but I barely have a B cup.

Even if I snorted, the reality did not change.

The seat next to Hanseong, which had always been his, is now occupied by Dayoung.

I pouted my lips and showed off my pout, but

Hanseong just stared at him like he was looking at a local mutt.

In the end, Nayoung felt cold throughout the meal.

I couldn’t say a single word and just ate my food.

‘If you’re going to do this, I won’t even call you my lover…’

I felt pitiful for having had such exciting imaginations about the word “lover.”

We’re going to live together for the rest of our lives anyway, and I hope we can decorate the house pretty together and be happy forever… Such an ordinary dream…

It was a dream that collapsed in just a few hours.

Nothing has changed.

He still gets angry and swears whenever I say something…

Even if I pout, I won’t let go…

I hate you…

Alone in a lonely room.

Nayoung had to continue to ponder those feelings alone.

Han-seong told him to wait in his room, but as soon as he finished dinner, he went into his room with Da-young.

In the end, I was just wasting time with nothing to do.

Nayoung eventually got up from her seat.

“…I can’t do it because it’s unfair.”

It was Hanseong’s fault for not coming after telling him to wait.

It was the younger sister’s fault for coveting what was hers.

“I’m doing this to get revenge on Dayoung.”

“…It’s because it’s unfair.”

“Because it was unfair…”

He repeated the words over and over again, as if brainwashing himself, and began to show off as much as he could.

I put on my makeup for an hour and put on my makeup thoroughly, and I wore the clothes I was most confident in that I brought from home.

An off-shoulder dress with gala panties and a bra that Hansung bought.

The pure white shoulders and upper chest, and the black lace straps visible above them, were strange.

If you follow the string down, you can see pure white breasts, and underneath, the outline of the protruding nipple is clear.

‘…It’s sexy.’

At that moment, the outline of her nipples seemed to become more clear, so Nayoung trembled and covered her breasts.

‘Wouldn’t this be enough to make Dayoung feel cold?’

She has a better body, prettier, and even sexier than Dayoung.

No matter how much I thought about it, there was nothing I could do to be pushed aside by my younger brother.

‘go for it!!!’

Nayoung carefully knocked on Hanseong’s door.

*

“Come in”

“Ugh!”

As soon as I carefully opened the door and entered, I saw Dayoung with her arms wrapped around a pillow.

Anyone can see that they are a sweet couple.

Nayoung came in with great determination, but the moment she saw her, she naturally became discouraged.

“… were you watching a movie?”

“Yes.”

In response to the short answer, Nayoung continued to touch her hand.

I thought anything would happen once I came dressed nicely, but Hansung’s reaction was completely cold.

“…Can I watch it too?”

“It’s already over.”

He glanced at me briefly and said nothing more than that.

Hanseong did not say anything more.

“…Really? Still, I want to see it through to the end.”

First of all, I somehow managed to squeeze in.

I came in with a certain determination, but if I went back without being able to do anything, I would only be miserable.

As I sat down with my butt on the bed, Dayoung asked.

“You’ve seen a lot of movies, haven’t you seen this too?”

It was disguised as a normal question, but I could sense a lot of hostility in his tone.

Isn’t this the movie you all watched because you hung out with a lot of guys?

To Nayoung, it felt like nothing more than a sarcasm.

“I didn’t see it…”

“Oh really? I thought there was no movie you haven’t seen.”

The moment you get annoyed, you are the only one who becomes stupid.

Even though I was angry, I couldn’t say anything more.

I sat on the corner of the bed and kept looking out of the corner of my eye.

Dayoung clings like a cicada to an old tree and doesn’t know how to let go.

The face against his chest rose and fell slightly every time he breathed.

‘If I had done that, I would have told you to fuck off because it was annoying…’

I felt sad at the clearly different treatment.

Even though he was sitting next to me, he didn’t say anything or even look at me.

‘…I’ll at least gently lower my arm.’

If Hanseong had stretched out his arm as if to use his arm as a pillow, he would have secretly laid down on his arm, but in the end, he wouldn’t even put his arm down.

Just like that, time passed and the movie ended.

“Well, it was worth seeing.”

“Ah, it was fun~~”

Dayoung lightly hugged Hanseong’s arms as if she had really enjoyed it.

“Oppa, doesn’t your arm hurt?”

“Are you okay? I thought it would feel a little numb, but nothing happened.”

That sight seemed like a pity to Nayoung.

“You don’t like action movies.”

“Do you like it?”

He was the one who liked action movies, and Dayoung always liked romance movies.

“They say action movies are only for brainless people!!! Are you saying it’s a waste of time and that there’s nothing more to do than just spend time?”

“When am I!!”

“Every time! Every time a movie comes on TV!”

The moment he stuttered as if embarrassed, it was clear whose words Hanseong would take as truth.

“Dayoung, did you lie?”

There was no pitch or intonation in the voice that asked.

Dayoung felt uneasy at what seemed like an ordinary question.

The reaction went directly to Dayoung’s eyes and hands, and she was unable to hide her embarrassment.

His pupils began to tremble violently, and his hands began to shake violently.

“I didn’t mean to lie… I just thought I would get closer to my brother if I liked the same things he liked… So… that… .”

“Shh.”

Hanseong wrapped Dayoung tightly in his arms.

It looked as friendly as a male penguin incubating an egg.

“Your intentions are pretty, but let’s not lie next time, shall we? Got it?”

“Yes… I’m sorry…”

Because I’m a virgin, it’s my first time dating.

As long as I had a perfect excuse, I didn’t feel bad about one or two minor mistakes.

But that’s only the heart of Hanseong, the party involved.

To Nayoung, who was watching from the side, it was an extremely unreasonable thing.

It was an impossible scene for Nayoung, who had always been criticized for making minor mistakes.

“…Why don’t you scold Dayoung?”

“Why are you so annoyed? Aren’t you even angry?”

“If I had done that, you would have called me an asshole!!! Why do you do this to me?”

Like a dam bursting, sadness burst out.

An hour of hard work turned into black tears.

It drips onto the bed, leaving dark marks on both cheeks.

“Why…you only do this to me… huh? I was nice too… .”

Of the four women in the family, she seemed to be the only one who was particularly cold to herself.

He said Sohyun is his sworn sister and takes great care of him.

Aram has always lived a life of being pretty and just thinking about it.

Now to Dayoung…

“Huh…? Why do you do this to me?”

Hanseong felt surprised at the question, which was even sorrowful.

‘Is he crazy?’

Even when I first screamed, my thoughts that I thought that way gradually changed.

I felt a deep sense of sadness from those words, and I looked back at myself a little.

Clearly, what Nayoung said was not wrong.

For some reason, I was always cruel to Nayoung.

He paws quickly and barks like a puppy.

Make him wag his tail too.

In fact, the reason was clear.

Because Nayoung was not a virgin.

“Is it because I wasn’t a virgin?”

I’ve been giving the correct answer, but it was strange to say that it was the correct answer.

It was like that at first, but…

It was something I just treated like inertia.

Even if he gets criticized, he’s still a cheap kid.

It doesn’t matter if I treat you like that, right?

Those thoughts from the past continued to the present.

‘Is that still the case?’

I thought it was a problem that needed some thought.

While the answer was postponed due to various thoughts,

Nayoung took the silence as an affirmation and uttered one word.

“…I have a virgin for you too.”