episode_0041

The girl herself did not know the moment she fell in love with the boy.

It was something that was always present in her life and was precious from the beginning.

That’s why she didn’t know when exactly she first harbored romantic feelings.

However… there was something I could guess.

From the moment I first met him.

Although the size may be different from now, the feeling of liking him existed from the beginning.

The size of that feeling grows bigger and bigger as time goes by, and it can no longer be allowed to disappear. It had become something that was a big part of her.

‘kindergarden.’

I still haven’t forgotten how I felt when I first met him in kindergarten.

When I was very young, when it was quiet and no one existed.

Likewise, a being who lived in a world of silence approached.

When they first met, their world was quiet, but it was not as dark and silent as before.

From then on, the boy and the girl became the only beings for each other, or at least for the girl.

An irreplaceable being.

A precious being that should never be forgotten.

It was like that in kindergarten.

‘elementary school.’

For six years in elementary school, naturally, the two were not always in the same class.

But even so, the distance between the two could not grow further.

The two were still unique and precious to each other.

At that time, the girl realized that there was a rumor coming from school.

Now that I think about it, it was a very childish nickname for a boy and a girl to be an ice couple.

But for some reason, she liked that nickname so much.

Is it because her relationship with the boy was recognized by others? It was just good.

‘middle School.’

That’s how middle school arrived.

The boy and girl still cherished each other and were always together.

And as her secondary sexual characteristics began to develop, the girl finally learned about love.

A pure heart that likes the opposite sex.

It wasn’t difficult to figure out that the girl’s feelings for the boy were love.

From then on, my fondness for him grew without any intention of stopping.

But the girl did not have the courage to confess to the boy.

Because I am so happy with this life itself, even greater greed can destroy this daily life.

All we had to do was always be together.

Of course, she didn’t just say anything, her actions showed that she liked him even more than before.

Make your own Valentine’s chocolate.

Or pick me up at the end of the academy.

We went out together and held hands.

She loved every single moment of it.

This happened once.

“To Sihyeon. What kind of being am I?”

I think it was probably something I said in my sleep.

What kind of being am I to you?

At that time, I felt a little anxious.

What if she realizes her love and that this feeling exists only for her and not for the boy?

If we fail to confess and move on, won’t we fall apart someday?

When that anxiety gradually rose and her mind became complicated, the question she asked without realizing it.

“Suddenly?”

“Yes.”

“What kind of being…”

The boy, who still had a youthful look, seemed to think about it for a moment, then looked into the girl’s eyes and spoke.

With an expression on his face as if he were saying something very obvious.

“Is it absolutely necessary? The most precious person…is this.”

The boy’s face turned a little red as he said that, and so did the girl’s.

An essential being.

And the most precious person.

These two words came to her and made her heart beat violently.

“Huh…”

From then on, her impatience disappeared. Now I feel confident.

She continued to wait, because she was the most important person to the boy.

The girl waited.

‘high school student.’

That’s how I became a high school student.

As she entered high school, her body grew even more, and she knew it best.

So she thrust into the boy a little more.

Waiting and expressing one’s feelings were slightly different areas.

I also try cosplay that I’ve never even thought of.

We went on a trip just the two of us and bought pajamas.

And from the sports day onwards, I felt that his reactions got a little better.

I noticed that he was a little more shy and cautious than before.

At that time, I asked again.

“What kind of person am I to Sihyeon?”

“….”

The boy trembled, looking noticeably more embarrassed than last time.

“Good…no.”

Averting his bright red face from the girl.

“The most precious person.”

He spoke as if trying to avoid answering.

After that happened, time passed again.

After the cultural festival, Christmas came.

The gift I gave him this time was a scarf that I had prepared several months ago.

And the moment he gave it to him, he said to the girl:

“I’ll write a wish ticket.”

Use the wish ticket, but she knew.

This is just a rationalization for himself. It’s a deep truth in my heart that can only be expressed through the smokescreen of wish rights.

he said

“…I like it.”

The one word that the girl, Riya, had been longing for for a long time.

Those three letters that I have been hoping for and wanting for years.

It was only now that Sihyeon finally told her.

“Let’s date me.”

Sihyeon’s face was tense and tense, and her ears were bright red as if she was embarrassed.

What makes me so nervous?

The answer was decided 10 years ago when I first met you.

“Yes.”

Riya laughed.

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I started dating Riya.

It was an unbelievable fact, but more than anything, it was a clear reality.

She accepted my confession without hesitation and we became lovers.

“I can’t believe it.”

I couldn’t believe I was dating Riya.

It doesn’t feel real that I’m dating someone who was precious to me like this.

As I muttered in a daze, Riya, who was next to me, tapped my nose with her finger and spoke.

“Why? Dating me?”

“…Yes.”

“You don’t like it?”

“No! That can’t be possible.”

Of course, there was no way I wouldn’t like dating her.

I was so happy, the anxiety that existed in my heart disappeared and only happiness filled its place.

“I just don’t feel it…”

That was all.

After a while, you will definitely feel it.

“Hmm…”

And then.

I felt a touch from my cheek.

side-

A sensation as if two soft lumps of flesh were colliding.

It was moist and I could feel something soft on my cheeks.

“….!!”

“Do you feel it now?”

Riya looked at me and said that even though she was embarrassed.

Does it feel real?

….Now it finally feels real.

“Yes. Very.”

So, I asked her to be a little more bold.

This was self-defense, since she initiated it. At least that was the case for me.

“Liya.”

“Why?”

“Can I kiss you?”

Riya looked at my face for a moment as if she didn’t understand what I was saying, but this time she turned her face to the side and covered it.

“Key, kiss…!?”

Unlike before, he looked very embarrassed. Seeing that look made me feel playful.

“No?”

“No… Oh, it doesn’t work… It’s not like that.”

She avoided my gaze as if she were embarrassed, but then, as if she had made up her mind, she removed her hand that was covering her face and looked directly at me.

Riya’s face was turning red.

“You can do it.”

After saying that, she closed her eyes.

Her white, long inner eyebrows were closed, and her soft lips were visible beneath her red face.

And right after that, I pressed my lips to hers.

Jook-

“Umm….”

My lips covered Riya’s lips. I felt soft flesh touching my lips.

There was a clear sensation and a moist feeling compared to the cheek. Her lips were soft.

At that time, something soft suddenly entered my mouth from her lips and got entangled in my tongue.

“….!”

Tongues intertwined and moved gently.

Although the sensation was so new, it felt good because it felt like Riya.

I felt a tremendous sense of satisfaction and happiness that I had never felt before in my life.

She also didn’t pull away, but instead held onto those soft lips and entangled their tongues.

How long has it been like that?

Riya took a step back first, probably out of breath.

“Puha….!”

Her face was bright red, and spit was visible between her slightly parted lips.

Her beautiful blue eyes trembled back and forth as if she was embarrassed.

That sight was so lovely that I hugged her without even realizing it.

And now he said a word that was so easy to say.

“I like you, Riya.”

She flinched for a moment at those words, then wrapped her arms around my waist and buried her face in my chest.

“I like you, Sihyeon.”

“I like it.”

“I like it more.”

I couldn’t see her face, but I thought her face was as red as before.

There was a sense of fun in him.

“I like you a lot more, Lee.”

“I am more…”

“I like it.”

“No…”

“I like you, Riya.”

“Ahh….”

“I really, really like it.”

As if she couldn’t withstand my attack, she escaped from my embrace and covered her face.

That look was so cute. And it was beautiful.

No, just everything she did right now was beautiful.

“Puhuh…”

When I laughed a little at that, Riya, who had been looking at me for a moment, removed her hand that was covering her face and said to me.

“How was it…?”

“What?”

“Well, what I just did…”

“Just now? What did you do?”

Of course it was a joke.

Her appearance was so cute.

“Key, that kiss..! Because it’s my first time..”

Her face seemed to be redder today.

“It was good.”

“Really?”

“Yes. It was really good.”

“Thank goodness…”

She smiled slightly as if she liked my answer, and then held out her hand to me.

“Then.. let’s go back.”

“Yes.”

It’s late today, and I’m very emotional.

Then I also held her hand. This time, I clasped my hands, not her.

Her thin, white fingers dug into my thick fingers.

I saw Riya’s face looking at me from the side.

And once again, I told my truth.

“I like it.”

My childhood friend.

Riya, now my girlfriend, was so pretty and cute.