episode_0040

You crazy bastard!

‘You didn’t have to wear a skirt.’

It is said that people are sometimes overcome by inexplicable impulses.

And that impulse is said to make sane people foolish or make mistakes.

Does that mean I should wear a skirt?

Could it be because I wore a skirt and top that reached up to my feet when I took on the role of ‘nanny’?

“Hoooo!”

It’s not like I only wore makeup and a wig.

I would normally wear jeans to show my line, but I ended up wearing a skirt.

I feel a little nostalgic.

Should I say it’s like going back to middle school?

“… … .”

I didn’t hate skirts.

Rather, what other clothes highlight a woman’s charm as much as a skirt?

It was a dress filled with cosmic hope that clearly showed off the sexy leg lines and made both men and women feel excited when they saw it.

[The skill ‘Fairy God’ adds beauty to your beauty.]

Even without that, she has a body type that is typical of a woman, with almost no Adam’s Apple.

After I learned the Fairy God Skill, I felt like my body shape was changing more towards that type.

My legs were already thin, but this is really… … .

“… … .”

With a pounding heart, I headed to school.

While waiting for the bus, I searched for ‘cross-dressing’.

I didn’t really search for anything when I was young, but when I searched for it myself, I found quite a bit of information about cross-dressing.

‘There were only four types of women’s clothing.’

-Heterosexual

-Transgender

-Mutual Transformation Factor (MTF)

-Drag queen

There were four of them like this.

I felt like I was the ‘heterosexual’ one among them.

I’d be lying if I said I had no interest or affection for cross-dressing.

But that doesn’t mean I ever thought of myself as a woman.

Sexual orientation is also generally female.

but.

“… … Hey. That older sister. Isn’t she so pretty?”

“… … I really like it. College students are different. They’re on a whole other level from the brats at our school.”

“Someone talk to me, you idiots.”

I used to feel an inexplicable thrill when I listened to the conversations of high school boys waiting for the bus with me.

I had absolutely no romantic interest in those guys.

But still… … .

“Ouch!”

Just by smiling and laughing, I kept feeling an inexplicable sense of happiness as I watched the children startle and panic.

Should I say that it’s similar to posting a cross-dressing photo on a community and seeing what other people think?

‘Come to think of it, I uploaded a picture from middle school. It wasn’t really a big deal back then.’

That one photo caused a heated debate, and with 234 comments, the administrator ended up having to delete my post.

‘Didn’t I tell you not to post pictures of women pretending to be cross-dressers?’

At that time, I was furious because I was a man.

Now that I think about it, there was no praise greater than that.

‘… … Later, when I have time, I’ll upload another one after a long time.’

Chiik-.

[Gayeon University]

It’s already school.

It’s kind of creepy.

I was just thinking about what kind of stockings and what kind of denier would suit my current legs.

‘That doesn’t mean it was that fun. Let’s have a drink.’

eww!

[Haha. It’ll be easier if you admit it, right?]

Noisy.

This is a bigger problem than you think.

I walked around the campus in a daze, wiping my face.

“Yeah. I guess I’ll have to consult with you.”

[Park Mu-chin]

I immediately sent a message to my friend.

[Kim Hyun-woo: Would you like a drink tonight?]

[Park Mu-chin: Today’s bar. 7 o’clock, okay]

As expected, my best friend.

As expected of a kid who plays games all day even though he’s in the 4th grade, he replied that it was possible in 3 seconds after I sent it.

“It would be great to have a friend like this.”

That much, I also cherished Park Mu-chin… no, Park Mu-shin.

Because he is such a precious guy, I thought that if I were to ask him for advice about my current situation or concerns, there would be no one better than him.

“Ouch! Watch out there!”

When did you get here?

As I was walking absentmindedly, I passed the classroom and arrived at the playground.

There, the women’s basketball team members, including Na Yu-ran, were training hard.

The basketball accidentally bounced towards me.

“Huh? Master? No. Hyunwoo oppa?”

Na Yu-ran, who was startled when she unknowingly blurted out ‘Master’, quickly changed her words with a blush.

“Uh. It’s me.”

“Ugh! Even if you say that with that kind of attitude, it’s not convincing at all… … .”

“Okay. Basketball.”

“Ah!”

“… … .”

I picked up the basketball that rolled back towards me while watching Na Yu-ran kicking the basketball away without receiving it with her chest the size of a basketball.

“What are you doing. Take it.”

“Haah! Haa. Haa. Throw it harder.”

I thought she was crazy.

Now that I think about it, I remember that Na Yu-ran almost became a sadist before, but I twisted it around and turned her into a masochist.

He used to be a center who liked getting hit by opponents under the goal.

“You pervert bitch.”

“Whaaang. That. I love it when you criticize like that. Haak. Haa… … Si. Even though I’ve seen it before. Such a pretty face with such harsh words… … Hehe. Hehe. ”

“Don’t really wet it, bitch.”

“Whaaaang!”

I looked at Na Yu-ran, who had just sat down, with cold eyes.

He rolled the basketball in front of her and quickly left.

“I. Over there! Master. Next time… … sometime, please give me a reward… even if it’s a punishment.”

“Okay. Call me when you have time. I should probably work with your schedule. It’s almost contract season.”

The women’s professional basketball league opens in November.

From now on, we had to sign a contract with a promising player, start group training, and get on the team rhythm before we could play.

To be honest, it is uncertain whether Na Yu-ran, who has just debuted… or even got scouted while attending college, will be able to compete right away.

With that physique and basketball skills, he’d probably be able to compete.

‘I told you it’s still big.’

At over 190 centimeters tall.

The G-cup breasts that match her are really… … .

‘It’s a bee.’

I blushed slightly as I unconsciously recalled the BDSM tag and went into the classroom.

‘This is already the second time. Why am I more nervous than the first time?’

And just a moment ago, there was a lot of noise in the classroom.

As soon as I entered, it became terribly quiet.

The first thing that reacted was.

It was a group of popular kids, including the department representative at the very front.

“Uh-huh! I came dressed as a woman today!”

“Eww! I really didn’t think you’d do it again. No. To be honest, I still can’t believe that person(?) is Kim Hyunwoo.”

That goes without saying.

I’m not that close with my classmates though.

It wasn’t like we didn’t know each other at all.

Whatever it is.

Because I never missed a single session like the freshman orientation or MT.

There was nothing to do.

“Okay. Send me 30,000 won each through Talk Banking right away. Then I will distribute it equally to the winners. ”

I’m coming dressed as a woman.

I guess they made a bet that he wouldn’t come.

There was nothing particularly unpleasant.

It’s not like the kids are trying to tease me.

Because it’s just a prank.

He wasn’t a child enough to lose his temper over something like that.

Rather, I went there for 4 years but never received any attention.

It might not be a bad thing to receive this kind of attention.

“Sister! Here you go!”

Next up was Han Chae-yeon.

She was waving from the window seat and pointing to the seat next to her with the expression of the happiest woman in the world.

“Haaa! Unnie. I like you. I love you. I like you so much. I like you… … .”

“… … Was Han Chae-yeon originally that kind of character?”

“A broken beggar. In front of that enormous woman’s aura.”

I sat down next to Han Chae-yeon with a small smile.

“… … .”

I wasn’t feeling bad right now.

It was nice to get some attention.

Furthermore, I was satisfied with the quality of my clothing as it was always excellent.

but.

‘That’s not normal.’

‘Are you crazy?’

‘This is disgusting. If that’s the case, then just cut off the pepper!’

Even though no one was looking at my chest, I felt like voices were ringing in my ears for no reason, and my heart was beating faster for another reason.

“Sister?”

“Huh?”

“No. I think your complexion changed for a moment.”

“It’s okay.”

This is why distracting thoughts are not good.

Once you start, distracting thoughts will follow one after another and make you dizzy.

“Today’s sister is twice as beautiful as usual!”

“Because I’m wearing a skirt.”

“Ha. Hae-eung… … Wow. Awesome. Sa. Can I take a picture. Unnie?”

Han Chae-yeon is consistent in another sense.

I whispered in her ear.

“You. Didn’t you say you wanted to like guys?”

Han Chae-yeon answered my question confidently.

“I changed my mind about that, sis.”

huh?

“Sis, you are sharing your body with a biological male, right? So even if I have to stay single for the rest of my life, I will only love you. This love will never change. Yes. Even if you marry another woman, I will only follow you!”

She was a crazy bitch.

but.

A woman who twists even facts can’t be normal.

“But you’re still staying at Yoonha’s house, right? Are you studying or preparing for a job? As I said before, since this happened because I asked you to, I can’t help but worry.”

“Preparing for employment… … Right now. I don’t want to think about it yet.”

If it were me before I met her.

If it were me before I unsealed the woman’s clothing… … .

‘Should I start preparing for employment now?’

Thinking like this, TOEIC or something like that.

While earning one more qualification, you might have been busy attending job fairs or recruitment briefings and holding business cards and company pamphlets in your hands.

But that wasn’t what I was worried about right now.

“First, I’ll make a firm decision about the problem I’m having now.”

“Okay, I see. If that’s what you say, Sister.”

So, Han Chae-yeon and I were chatting away while waiting for the lecture to start.

A bunch of guys came rushing towards me and asked me.

“There it is! Right. It really is.”

Why are you talking?

But when I see kids I normally wouldn’t pay attention to gather in front of me dressed as women and get embarrassed for no reason, I feel strangely good.

… … This is something that really needs to be fixed.

‘It’s like a bad habit in our family.’

I like teasing people.

“Ugh. Ugh. I really can’t believe it. I’m going crazy.”

“Hey. Just confess neatly and give up. You know. Hyun… … .”

Han Chae-yeon said.

“Can you call me Hyun-ah? She is a completely different life form from Hyun-woo. We only share a body.”

You should first go to a mental hospital.

“No. He said he didn’t know why he was like that when he saw you cross-dressing at first. He said he kept thinking about it.”

Sigh-.

“So I think it would be better to just confess and break up.”

It stings. It stings.

What could it be?

It was okay for boys to get excited at the sight of me dressed as a woman.

When I see you trying to say that you like me.

I kept thinking about past traumas for no reason and it made me feel sick.

I didn’t know I would feel this way.

“Excuse me. I may like cross-dressing, but my sexual preferences are exactly like those of a normal man. I’m just a normal heterosexual.”

“Ah. That. Right. Sorry… … .”

“No. That could be true. Rather, I… … .”

Could it be that I did something wrong to look like this?

… … I was about to say that, but then I closed my mouth.

“Phew! Yeah. It’s so clean, so it’s better to organize it. He likes women too. You’re just an ordinary man who likes women. If things get complicated for no reason, it’ll be even more of a headache.”

“That’s true, but… … Ha. I’m going crazy. I don’t know why I’m like this. This is my first time ever like this… … .”

I was looking at a man scratching his head with a look of apology and pain on his face.

Again, I felt uneasy for no reason.

It’s called childhood trauma.

It has a bigger impact than I thought.

“… … Can you bear with the picture?”

“Sa. Photo… Is it okay if we take a picture together?”

“Yeah.”

Click-.

I looked at the photos saved in the album and calmed my rumbling heart.

And then I thought.

It can’t go on like this.