episode_0040

Louis has been in deep trouble lately.

… I worry that I might end up becoming a real woman.

The reason he was troubled was because of the changes he had experienced over the past month.

‘It’s only been a month… no, it’s been a whole month. Living as a woman. It’s only natural that this happens.’

Maybe my taste buds have changed, but I strangely find myself craving sweet food.

I didn’t really like it at first, but these days, having cookies with the tea Irene gives me is one of the joys of life.

Whenever I sit down somewhere, I start to sit quietly as if it were a habit.

If I sat with my legs spread and my underwear got caught, it would have been a big problem in many ways.

Because my skin has become thinner and more sensitive, I have become more concerned about things like the material of my clothes.

Because if you just put on anything, it will be very painful.

Especially the chest area that feels a little softer these days.

If I were to list all the other physical changes, it would be endless.

‘It’s okay if my taste buds have changed, but even my subconscious parts are becoming more feminine.’

If the body is like this, how can the mind not be affected?

Louis’ mind was also swayed by female hormones.

To the extent that when I see Irene’s one-piece dress, I suddenly think, ‘It looks comfortable… Should I try wearing it too?’

Of course, right after thinking about it, I got scared and slapped myself in the face.

You’re thinking about wearing women’s clothes. Are you a man after doing that?

Looking at this, it seems like my sexual identity was still male…

If this continues, even my heart might become a woman’s.

So Louis decided to make up his mind.

Even though my body has changed, I am still a man.

No matter what anyone says.

‘Okay. Starting tomorrow, stop being manly and sweet…’

-Chit-chi-chi.

“Louis~♡ Do you know that you’re being too girly these days? You only look like a heavenly woman to me?”

“——Huh!?”

… I never dreamed that Estee would say something like that while washing me.

Of course, Estee didn’t mean it that way.

Louis is so shy that he can’t even open his eyes properly while washing.

From her perspective, who could be considered a senior in the industry, she was still at the man level.

What you just said was just a light reprimand, like, ‘You got caught by your teacher? You should do better, right?’

But Louis was startled and screamed.

It hit the nail on the head.

-Shock.

‘He’s even saying something like that? Is it that serious?’

I had a little hope that it wasn’t just something trivial to make a big fuss about.

Isn’t it true that a real woman suddenly admitted that she is a woman?

I couldn’t help but be surprised.

In addition, the person who said this… of all people, Estee.

Louis wasn’t so naive as to not know what it meant for her to see him as a woman.

Because my childhood friend was a homosexual who liked girls.

Clearly, he too was beginning to see himself as prey.

My spine tingled.

‘Ah, no…!! I don’t want to do something I’ve never done as a man, as a woman, and to Estee at that!!’

“Hey, Estee. We’re friends… so please calm down… … .”

A plea came out of my mouth without my knowledge.

… She may not be aware of it, but the sight of her trembling body and pleading with a shrill voice is that of a delicate girl.

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Estee was amazed.

‘Oh my, this girl is a genius. What kind of bride’s reaction is this on her first night? This is why men fall for her.’

-Tickle tickle.

“Sigh♡”

“My little brother doesn’t moan this cutely?”

A foamy hand caressed Louis’ bare skin.

It was a loving prank on his little brother who had scared him all day.

… From Louis’ perspective, the hunter who had preyed on three women was just a devil reaching out to him.

A scream came out on its own.

“Hee, heee… .”

‘I see you’ve lost the sense of impact now that you’re a woman. There’s no fun in teasing you anymore.’

“That’s why I got caught. To the teacher.”

“… … Huh?”

But Louis’ illusion was soon shattered.

Thanks to Estee, she wasn’t so bad that she kept teasing him even though he didn’t accept it.

Estee continued, washing away the foam.

“I, after the first class today, I went to see the teacher for a bit, right? The teacher said then. Was it because of you that I investigated this magic?”

“… … … ?”

“Thank goodness he said he’d keep it a secret, but…be careful. What if someone else finds out?”

“Ah.”

A voice full of worry, not lust.

At the sound of his friend’s voice, Louis realized what a foolish mistake he had made.

The ball suddenly lit up.

-Whoaaah.

‘What kind of shameless misunderstanding am I having…!?’

“But there is some good news? It seems like the Master has made some progress!”

“Yeah. That’s a relief… .”

A voice crawling with shame.

Esti tilted her head.

‘I thought you’d be happy, but why am I so energetic today? Ah, now is the time?!’

“Louis. Wash up and let’s talk in my room.”

“Yeah… .”

‘I, I’m trash… … .’

* * *

After giving Louis a bath today without being caught.

We went straight to my room.

-Thump thump.

‘Louis, it’s almost that time.’

In my opinion, as a friend of 10 years and a senior female colleague, Louis is in a very dangerous situation right now.

It was clear that her mentality was wavering as she faced the greatest challenge as a woman.

… I should have taken better care of it, but I was so busy with the dark work that I didn’t pay much attention.

That’s why I decided to call Louis to the room, even if it was late.

To warn him of the disaster that would soon befall him.

-Squeak. Thud.

“Louis, are you okay?”

As soon as I closed the door, I released Louis’ transparency.

Louis, who had been quiet for a while, let out a sigh.

“… … Yeah. It’s okay.”

“Is that okay? I don’t have any energy! Sit down here, quickly.”

“Yeah… .”

First, I sat Louis down on the bed and sat next to him.

I was afraid that Louis’ ‘Underripe’ disease would spread again, so I kept a distance of about 30cm.

After that, I got straight to the point.

“Louis, it’s been about a month since your body changed? It’s about time you did that.”

“That’s it?”

“———Menstruation.”

“… … … !!!!!?”

Louis was startled.

As if he never thought those words would come out of my mouth, I really mean it.

But I was serious.

Because this was a really serious matter.

‘I’ve never experienced it before, but this is the real deal.’

The most disconcerting event when a man suddenly becomes a woman.

The last boss that comes out of nowhere about once a month. Menstruation.

I think it’s because of the possession, but my growth stopped when I was 10, and thanks to that, I haven’t experienced any secondary sexual characteristics yet…

I fully understand the suffering.

I only have two older sisters.

That’s why I called Louis, even though I was sleepy.

To help the country too.

“Don’t you feel pain when you just pull something sweet or when your chest just brushes against it? Does your lower abdomen hurt so badly?”

“Huh, how did you do that!?”

“A lot of people do that. Anyway, when did it start? Today? Or yesterday?”

“… Since then?”

“What, what what what what what what!!!!?”

‘I almost got into trouble…!!!’

All the sleepiness disappeared.

No, I’ve had period cramps for the past two days.

… If I had done something wrong, it could have blown up today.

I broke into a cold sweat when I thought about how Louis almost dyed his pants red in front of the cadets.

“Then you should have told me!! ‘Sister, there’s something weird about me’!!”

“How can you say something like that!!”

“That’s right!!!”

But it was a bit much to blame Louis.

If this newbie doesn’t know, how can he stop the attacks that come at him like he should be hit?

I also needed to teach the country strategies.

“There’s nothing I can do. Listen carefully, Louis. Periods are… .”

After that, I went on to explain the woman’s secret.

Although the frequency and intensity may vary from person to person, pain in the lower abdomen or chest usually starts 2-3 days beforehand.

Some people are strangely drawn to sweet things, while others become depressed or irritated for no reason, etc.

“It varies from person to person, but in the case of Maria, she screamed that her whole body hurt. She said that even if you stab her with a knife, it wouldn’t hurt more than this.”

‘That’s why you held me all day long. You said it was much better when you held me.’

“1 Princess is in that much pain…?”

“On a really bad month.”

An explanation with vivid metaphors that I heard from my older sisters.

Louis’ expression turned pale.

“Then what have you been craving lately?”

“That day has come.”

“… The tip of my chest became extremely sensitive, so I flinched every time you touched it.”

“They usually get hard and sore on that day. Your breasts are small so it wasn’t noticeable, but they can get a little bigger.”

“Wow, did you ever want to wear women’s clothes?”

“… … ? Well, that could be it.”

‘I guess it’s easier to handle the skirt, so I guess I instinctively felt that way.’

Louis realized that the reason he looked like a mushroom all day was because of his period.

A sigh came out.

“Haa… I thought I had become too feminine, but it was all because of that? This is driving me crazy.”

“Cheer up.”

“Haaa… … .”

Plus, the sight of him wiping his face off looked really pitiful.

I patted Louis on the shoulder for a moment before continuing.

“Do you know that there’s been bleeding there for a few days?”

“I know that much too.”

“Do you know how much it costs?”

“… … A drop or two?”

“This also varies from person to person, but it would be good to be prepared for about 50ml to come out.”

“… … … ?”

A look of doubt appeared on Louis’ face.

An expression that says he doesn’t know what he just heard.

… Well, Louis didn’t have a younger sister.

Because of the ‘Undercooked’ incident, there were no other girls my age around me.

It’s natural that you don’t know much.

I nodded to show that I wasn’t joking.

-Nod, nod.

“… Really?”

“Would I lie in this situation?”

“No, but. Then how do I deal with it? If it’s that much, my clothes will be covered in blood.”

“That’s… Oh, right. Wait a minute? I’ll be right back.”

After that, I got up with a start.

To get the essential items for my little sister who is celebrating her first Girl’s Day.

-Knock knock knock.

“Shepor~ I think I’ll get my period tomorrow, if you have any spare linen, could you lend me some… .”

-Bam.

“Estie!!? You shouldn’t say that out loud!!!!!!”