episode_0038

..How much did I do…?

What I saw as I fluttered my eyes open was the warm sunlight streaming through the window, a soft blanket, and a fluffy bed.

It’s warm.

It feels good.

The fluffy bed, the warm blanket, and the sunlight streaming through the window.

It’s so, so good.

More than that, why am I here?

I was definitely in the Turkish bath..

And what did I do there?

“Ah.”

Right, that’s right.

I had sex.

And a ton of it.

I remember up to the point where we were hugging, having sex, and kissing inside the Turkish bath at the end.

From a certain moment, my vision went dark and I don’t remember…

Did I faint…?

Fainting.. That could be it.

Since I couldn’t properly sleep or eat for a week and only had sex, you see.

It’s even surprising that I even had sex.

An ordinary person would have died long ago, but I endured simply because I am Erthel.

Yes, I endured well.

But.. who dressed me in these clothes?

The clothes were a maid outfit, like a cosplay outfit, that I had been wearing since I was captured.

Just in case, I checked inside the skirt and found black panties, black stockings, and a garter belt properly put on.

Did the Emperor dress me like this?

With that personality, it doesn’t seem likely he’d dress me.

And even washed me and wiped every corner of my body when I had fainted during it at the end?

He definitely wouldn’t have that kind of personality.

The Emperor’s personality in my memory is someone who would slap me to make me snap out of it and just keep thrusting while shaking my waist.

That can’t be true.

He definitely called the servants to handle the aftermath.

The Emperor doing such gentle actions towards me.. No, it’s not even gentle.

He couldn’t have done such horrible actions.

Because I am the Emperor’s sex slave.

Because I am treated as less than human, merely an object that gives its body and soul to the Emperor, is held in his arms, and makes moaning sounds.

I just need to eat, sleep, and have clothes provided under the Emperor’s attention.

So what should I do now?

“…”

I should just sleep more.

Because right now, this warm sunlight, the fluffy and good-smelling bed and blanket are so incredibly good.

Since I don’t know when I’ll have sex with the Emperor again.

I wanted to feel this freedom, this peace, a little longer.

I pulled the good-smelling blanket up to my neck, entrusted my body to the plush bed, quietly closed my eyes, and relaxed my entire body.

And just as I was drifting off to sleep, the events of last night suddenly came to mind.

The things we did while having sex with the Emperor, biting and sucking on each other.

Even though I had done it before and thought I was used to it, sex with a man was still unfamiliar.

On top of that, at the end, I initiated the kiss…

“Aahhh!!!”

Thump! Thump!

I’m embarrassed… I’m so embarrassed…!!

In my embarrassment, I unknowingly kicked the blanket with my feet.

Thump! Thump!

Even if I offer my body to survive, for me to initiate, and even voluntarily, a kiss…!

And what did the Emperor say?

Did he ask me to bear his child?? Or did he say he wished I was pregnant???

A child? Pregnant?

Me?

And a child born from the Emperor and me having sex??

Get pregnant with a child, give birth in pain, and raise it?

That wasn’t something I expected?

Wasn’t it just about offering my body, letting him ejaculate a bit.. and.. enjoying it together??

But how did I end up getting pregnant…?

Are there no condoms or contraceptives in this world?

Tracing back Erthel’s memories, her past, I found that contraceptives clearly existed in this world as well.

Though the materials were completely different, condoms made of slime existed, and among them, there were many items enchanted with magic to generate heat to increase interest and excitement during sex, or to make protrusions appear, or to swell in size inside the vagina.

Although there were so many contraceptives lying around…

The Emperor had never used a contraceptive separately when having sex with me.

I also didn’t see him take a potion separately or use magic to temporarily kill sperm..

In the end, this means that the semen the Emperor ejaculated during our past sex fully entered my uterus.

And not only Erthel’s memories, but I also don’t know Erthel’s menstrual cycle, nor when she is in a state where pregnancy is possible and when it is impossible…

Laughably, Erthel’s abnormal sex education was ridiculous, as she knew about contraceptives but didn’t know when to have sex to get pregnant.

Of course, I don’t know a woman’s body either, so I don’t know when to have sex to get pregnant.

And this world’s sex education was also ridiculous.

What? Noblewomen must have no knowledge of sex to maintain the purity, chastity, and virginity of their body, mind, and heart?

Then why do they know about contraceptives?

If this is the case, I should have paid more attention during sex education class instead of talking about porn I watched yesterday…

It was already a late regret, and even if I learned again now, nothing would change.

Because I had already had sex with the Emperor without protection several times, no, dozens of times, and had ejaculations inside me.

Then, am I pregnant?

I don’t know that either.

Because I don’t have the knowledge to know whether I am pregnant or not.

Then, should I get pregnant?

The Emperor strangely said he wished I was pregnant.

Why on earth…?

Isn’t it dangerous if a child with the imperial bloodline exists just because he’s the Emperor? Can he just impregnate like this?

Isn’t it dangerous?

I’m even a sex slave?

No, is it because I’m a sex slave?

Even if he impregnates me freely and I conceive a child, that child will be a slave anyway?

Then if I give birth to a daughter, won’t the Emperor raise my daughter and then sleep with her too?

…He’s the kind of guy who would do that and more.

In the end, will I get pregnant and turn into a baby factory that gives birth to the Emperor’s children?

From a fluid discharger to a baby factory boss, how could this be.

I hadn’t thought about pregnancy.. I just thought I had to offer my body and just have sex while matching the atmosphere.

To have to get pregnant too…!!

That.. I don’t like that…

No. Stop, stop thinking.

I remembered seeing somewhere in a novel that the more negative thoughts you have, the more trapped you become in negative emotions.

Yes, let’s not have bad thoughts.

Lately, it seems like I’ve been spending a lot more time thinking and talking to myself.

This didn’t happen before..

It seems to have increased a lot since coming to this world.

So let’s only think positive thoughts.

Only positive thoughts.

Anyway, in the original world, I was just a jobless NEET living off game farming while watching porn or ero manga/doujinshi and masturbating in the corner of my room, wasn’t I?

Here, even though I’m gone because of treason, I was sort of a noble body, and now I’m the Emperor’s exclusive sex slave, isn’t that a special body?

Living in the imperial palace, having luxurious meals and a warm bed.

This is enjoying immense luxury for a sex slave. Right.

Compared to how sex slaves are portrayed in ero manga/doujinshi, snorting like pigs while only eating semen, as masochistic sex machine sows, my condition is very good.

So, I’ll only think positive thoughts.

That kind of sex, I’m used to it now, aren’t I?

Just as I was steeling my resolve, someone knocked on the bedroom door.

“This is Adoni, who greeted you last time. If you are perhaps awake, may I come in?”

Adoni?

Who was Adoni?

Adoni.. Adoni…

Ah, I remember now.

The chestnut-haired maid girl.

I don’t know what she washed with, but she was the girl who smelled like something warm like baby formula.

She was really cute.

“Yes, please come in.”

At my short reply, the bedroom door burst open, and the cute brown-haired maid girl came in holding a large silver tray in her hands and carefully placed it on the table right in front of me.

A silver tray? What could that be?

Perhaps it’s food?

The reason I think that is.. because the smell of delicious food reached even me on the bed.

I don’t know what it is, but the delicious smell stimulated my salivary glands.

Gulp.

I don’t know what it is, but it must be delicious.

“His Majesty the Emperor instructed me to provide a meal to Erthel-nim.”

“Judging by your hair and appearance, you don’t seem to need to wash up or tidy up separately, would you like to eat first?”

A meal?

Food?

It must be delicious.

And incredibly so.

I don’t know what it is, but since the smell is maddening, I have to taste what it is, right?

Right?

Because I am the Emperor’s sex slave.

Since I am the Emperor’s possession, it’s natural, isn’t it?

“Yes.”

I finished my brief thoughts and replied.

Of course, there wasn’t an ounce of hesitation. Because the conclusion was going to be eating anyway.

The thoughts in that process were merely that it was a right I naturally deserved as the Emperor’s sex slave.

“Yes, today’s lunch is smoked beef barbecue, coleslaw with seasonal vegetables, and bread.”

“Personally, I recommend opening the bread and putting the barbecue and coleslaw inside to eat.”

Barbecue?

It must be delicious.

And incredibly so..

More than that, what did Adoni say just now? Today’s lunch??

Is it already lunch?

I definitely seemed to have fainted.. but…

“Um.. Adoni…?”

“Yes, please speak.”

“Didn’t you say it was lunch just now?”

“Yes. I said it was lunch. It is actually lunchtime.”

It’s already lunch..

Then how long was I unconscious?

It was definitely deep night, so if it’s lunch, was I unconscious for roughly half a day?

“Ah! For your information, His Majesty the Emperor ordered me to tell you that you slept for over a day, approximately 35 hours, when you woke up.”

“Approximately 35 hours?”

“Yes, approximately 35 hours. According to His Majesty the Emperor, Erthel-nim slept for one day and 11 hours.”

“Indeed, even after a day passed, you did not come out of Erthel-nim’s bedroom, nor did you call for a servant.”

35 hours.

I really fainted.

But is that important?

I’m hungry right now.

I need to eat quickly.

I got out of bed and walked towards the table where Adoni had placed the food.

No, I tried to walk towards it.

“Ugh…!!”

I definitely tried to walk, but the strength left my legs and I fell awkwardly onto the floor.

“Oh!! I, I’ll help you..!”

Seeing me fall awkwardly, Adoni immediately ran to me, grabbed my arm, and tried to help me up.

“Th- thank you.. I ended up falling awkwardly…”

Perhaps it was because we had sex too intensely, my legs instantly lost strength and I collapsed.

“No.. Yo- you’re fortunately light…”

Receiving Adoni’s support like that, I was finally able to sit down at the table where the food was placed.