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It’s hot.

My fingers that touched her chest, and my palm placed between her legs, lost and unsure of where to go.

The sleek woman’s body writhing beneath felt as hot as if it had been heated in a fire.

Lucia gasped, her breath ragged and uneven.

I swear to the Goddess, I was trying my best not to give Lucia any stimulation, but Lucia’s lips moved slowly, as if she were immersed in a pleasure that melted her brain.

“Priest… nim…”

“…”

I kept my mouth shut.

Not only my lips, but even my eyes were tightly closed.

I couldn’t say anything because of the indescribable, miserable feeling, and as a priest, I couldn’t commit adultery with my eyes on her body,

All I could do was hope that Lucia’s body would stabilize quickly and this time would pass.

“…”

Lucia grabbed my hand, which was placed on her upper chest, and slowly pulled it down.

I resisted being dragged, placing my fingertips on her collarbone, but when Lucia used both arms, I had no choice but to be dragged helplessly.

If I had held on more tightly and resisted, I might have broken her collarbone.

Lucia slowly dragged my hand to where she wanted it to go.

I could feel the parted fabric brushing against my fingers and then gently scratching even the back of my hand.

My hand is going inside her clothes.

The unnecessarily sensitive sensation in my palm vividly sensed the soft and gentle hill it was climbing.

“Rub… it there… please…”

“…”

“Priest nim… please.”

“…”

“I’m… having such a hard time…”

Lucia said that, pressing down hard on my hand, which was placed on her hot and soft skin like freshly baked bread.

At the same time, the plump flesh under my palm softly squished and rose again, emitting that strange woman’s scent.

Even if I closed my eyes and kept my mouth shut, there was no way to block my nose now that both hands weren’t free.

I had no choice but to helplessly succumb to the alluring flesh scent emitted by Lucia’s skin.

“No, it won’t do… This is…”

I slowly tried to take my hand off her chest, shrinking my fingers.

In the process, something hard and fleshy brushed past the end of my little finger.

“Euhuk!”

Lucia arched her back into the air as if she were bouncing, and her whole body trembled.

Then, she gripped my wrist even more tightly with both hands.

“J-just now, that… what was that?”

“…”

“A-again… touch it again… that… there…”

At the same time, Lucia slowly folded her legs, trapping my other hand, which was between them, with her plump flesh.

I don’t know why, but I could feel hot moisture slowly flowing into my hand, which was buried in the tightly closed flesh.

I tried to endure it somehow, but unable to bear this bizarre situation, I slowly twisted my lips and squeezed out a voice.

“Lucia. Stop it now…”

“Priest nim…”

“…”

I wanted Lucia to understand my situation.

I couldn’t bear to ignore her pain, but I also wanted her to understand that as a clergyman, there was a line I could never cross.

“Open… your eyes… and look at me.”

“…”

But Lucia didn’t.

To understand me, she was too ignorant of worldly knowledge and too honest with her desires.

Well, that’s probably why she gave her body to the devil.

Even if it was to defeat the devil, is this the punishment I’m receiving for hurting her body?

Is this the trial I deserve for not taking good enough care of her wounds?

“… Priest nim.”

“Yes…”

“…”

I decided to accept my karma.

Because my fault was too great to blame her.

I moved closer to her face, trying to keep my body out of her sight as much as possible, and then slowly opened my eyes.

Lucia gasped as if surprised by my face suddenly coming so close, but quickly exhaled again with a ragged breath.

The heat like a molten furnace, heated from her heart, flowed from her small lips and warmed my cheeks.

Lucia looked at me with drowsy red eyes and clenched her lips once again.

“Haa… Heueu…”

“…”

“Do you… dislike me that much?”

Lucia asked me in a tearful voice.

I didn’t know if it was because of sadness or because of the excitement that was still heating her body, but the moisture mixed in her voice and breath wet my body and mind.

“Do you… dislike me… that much.”

“You know that’s not true.”

“Then… why are you so… stubbornly refusing?”

“… Lucia, I’m a priest. A Father. A clergyman.”

“Is that so… important?”

“Even if the world is broken… it is important.”

Lucia pursed her lips tightly and gripped my wrist firmly.

Her slightly furrowed eyebrows and her cheeks, which seemed dissatisfied and puffed out, looked as plump and soft as her breasts.

“Even though… I’m suffering…?”

“… Don’t say that.”

“Even though I… desire the Priest nim so desperately?”

“Stop it…”

It’s not because of you.

It’s not your fault.

It’s definitely not because I dislike you.

It’s just,

Everything I feel right now is so sweet.

That convenient excuse that it can’t be helped feels like the right to touch you comfortably.

Because I can easily, covet you.

I’m so disgusting that I want to fall into that temptation right away.

That’s why it’s painful.

But I couldn’t bring myself to say that.

Because if it were Lucia, she would surely deny my words, embrace it as her fault, and entrust her body to me.

When I kept silent, Lucia sighed and slowly opened her mouth.

“Then… please think of it this way.”

“…”

“The reason I’m like this is because of the devil, and the Priest nim is just saving me, who is suffering from the devil.”

“…”

“Actually, it’s not much… different.”

Lucia raised her head and brought her face even closer to me, who was already close.

Then, she slowly pressed her hot and soft lips onto my rough skin as if stamping a seal.

One of the arms that was holding my hand slowly wrapped around my neck.

Lucia, who had been kissing my cheek for a while, soon dropped her head onto the bed with a thud and whispered.

“Please save me… Priest nim…”

The warmth that was transmitted from the part she kissed spread throughout my face.

Save me.

Lucia wants salvation.

Even though she chased away the devil in her body, even though she restored her broken body with the devil’s power, Lucia was not saved.

Even ten years ago, even now, I have not saved her.

What should I do?

“… Okay, I understand.”

I braced myself.

Because I realized that this time wouldn’t end on its own just by remaining silent and turning away.

I can’t run away.

From the fact that I broke her,

From her, whom I broke.

I will never be able to run away.

“But… not all the way to the end.”

“The… end?”

“If you don’t know, that’s fine. No, you don’t need to know.”

The fact that her knowledge of sex was shallow was truly a stroke of good luck.

I put strength into it and pulled out the hand that was stuck between her legs.

My hand was wet enough to be damp.

I tried to ignore that fact and gathered my senses.

‘Quickly. Let’s just finish this quickly.’

I slowly climbed onto Lucia’s upper body.

Lucia blinked her wide eyes, not knowing what was happening.

I pulled down her top in one swift motion so that she wouldn’t pay attention to her lower body.

Her upper body, which had only awkwardly exposed her shoulders and upper chest, was completely revealed in one fell swoop.

A sweet scent, I didn’t know where it was coming from, pricked the tip of my nose.

Cheeks, shoulders, arms, chest.

Everywhere I looked, it was all a soft and gentle woman’s body.

A strange heat fills my head.

The dangerous desire was tickling my heart, and my sense of duty as a clergyman was sternly warning me.

“Priest nim…”

“Relax. You might be surprised.”

Lucia gasped and covered her mouth with both hands.

Her red pupils, clearly visible even in the darkness, quietly looked at me with a mixture of curiosity and anticipation.

I slowly rolled up the sleeves of both arms.

I heard Lucia swallowing.

“Isn’t it common to cover your chest instead of your mouth.”

“Why…? I want you to touch me…”

“The former Monastery Head must have been quite remiss. It seems he didn’t teach you anything.”

I muttered a regretful word and slowly brought my hands to her breasts.

I grabbed her bulging breast with one hand, and squeezed her entire chest as if crushing it with the palm of the other hand.

Lucia threw her head back and raised her upper body again.

Just grabbing her breast caused such a violent reaction.

I don’t know anything about intercourse with women either, but Lucia was definitely several times more sensitive than an ordinary woman.

Lucia let out a difficult voice in between her sobs.

“I like it… I like it…”

“… Please don’t talk.”

“But… Heueung,”

Damn it.

I’m going crazy.

I was confused, not knowing where to put my consciousness.

In my sight, her lovely upper body and cute breasts were being softly crushed as my hands moved, and if I turned my gaze, I could see her chin trembling and moaning, and her lips fluttering pitifully above it.

If I closed my eyes, I could hear the sweet moans flowing from those lips, and if I tried to move my mind elsewhere, the beautiful rustling sound of bare skin brushing against each other lingered in my ears.

And what about the touch?

It’s so soft and sleek, but at the same time, the breasts, which are the size that seems to have been sculpted to fit my hands perfectly, are warm and soft, and it was as if a sticky honey had been applied to them, and they didn’t fall off my palms easily.

At the same time, in the middle of her breasts, which are all soft, there is a protrusion that maintains the right amount of elasticity and firmness, and when I brushed the lines in the middle of my palm with that protrusion, Lucia’s waist bounced up like a fish.

Every time she reacted violently and moved, her scent, which was all over the bed, spread everywhere and filled my room.

Damn it

All senses are fantastic.

What is this unknown sense of satisfaction?

More satisfying than the moment I completely defeated the devil, more rewarding than the moment I received the gratitude of the villagers who were saved by me, what on earth is this insane sensation?

Where does this overwhelming loveliness come from, as if it were born to soothe my heart?

Stop.

It’s dangerous.

Even while thinking that, I massaged, pinched, and grabbed Lucia’s breasts to my heart’s content.

“Euk, Eueut, Keut,”

“…”

“Priest nim… t-there… Euaang,”

This was no different from a drug created by God.

Were all the lovers and couples in the world enjoying this sensation?

But how can they lead normal lives?

This is a sensation that addicts people.

It is an emotion that makes people happy.

It is a happiness that corrupts a priest.

That’s why it’s dangerous.

“Too much… it’s too much.”

Lucia sobbed.

Startled by the sound, I hurriedly took my hands off her chest and said.

“Sorry, did it hurt?”

“No! D-don’t stop… Priest nim… Keep… keep…”

Lucia hugged my head with both arms.

My upper body, which was suddenly pulled down, pressed down on her breasts as if crushing them.

Her hot breath directly struck my ear.

Her breath, which entered my ear violently, was about to rummage through my brain.

Closing my eyes at the dizzying sensation, I slowly asked.

“What’s too much…”

“Why… doesn’t the Goddess… nim allow… things like this?”

“… Lucia.”

“It’s so good… it’s so… happy… why,”

“Stop it. You mustn’t insult the Goddess nim.”

“But…”

“If you keep acting like that, I’ll have to stop here.”

“Ah, no! I’m sorry. Priest nim.”

“… Okay.”

I gently stroked her cheek and said.

“You have to be good to continue.”

“Yes, I’ll be good. I’ll be a good girl.”

“… Okay.”

“Priest nim…”

“What is it?”

“Priest nim… don’t you want anything?”

“… What?”

“Priest nim… where do you want me to touch you?”

“…”

I shook my head.

I almost said it.

I almost wanted it.

I really barely shook my head and said.

“I don’t want anything.”

“… Really?”

“Yes.”

“It’s so good… even though it’s so good?”

“… If you’re happy, that alone makes me so happy.”

“Priest nim…”

“I’m serious.”

I didn’t even know that I would feel this happy just by touching you.

“… Can I continue?”

“Please, please… do that.”

I slowly raised my body and slowly slid my hand down from her cheek.

Neck, collarbone, shoulder, arm.

And again slowly to the chest.

Lucia once again bit her lips lightly and looked up at me with expectant eyes.

“Eueek.”

Watching her eyes roll back, I was swept up in an inexplicable strange emotion.

*

How much time has passed?

Lucia was exhausted, her whole body soaked in sweat, and breathing evenly.

It seemed she had fallen asleep exhausted from pleasure.

Lucia came to me saying that her body was in pain, but looking at her sleeping expression, there seemed to be no other abnormalities other than exhaustion.

I sighed and glanced at the candle on the desk.

Looking at how short the candle had become, it seemed that the time spent touching Lucia’s body was at least over two hours.

Since I had to satisfy her just by touching her without direct intercourse, it wasn’t strange that it would take a long time even for the sensitive Lucia.

I slowly got up and gave Lucia the bed.

Anyway, the bed was full of Lucia’s scent, so if I lay down, I definitely wouldn’t be able to sleep properly.

“… Crazy bastard.”

What have I done?

What have I done to this young child?

I blamed myself and tore at my hair.

Was it for her sake?

To soothe her pain?

I couldn’t possibly make that excuse.

Because I, too, had been enjoying the situation until just now.

Her soft touch and her sweet moans.

All of her beautiful appearance.

I tasted such great satisfaction in the happiness that Lucia gave me.

That’s why I couldn’t possibly deceive myself with the excuse that I did it for Lucia.

“Goddess nim… I have sinned.”

A bucket got caught in my leg as I slowly moved.

It was a bucket containing the Holy Water I made.

I knelt down on one knee on the floor and put my hand in the Holy Water, channeling my divine power.

Fortunately, my divine power was intact.

The Goddess had not taken away my divine power.

“… Damn it.”

But the Holy Water had turned into ordinary salt water.

With such obscene acts happening right in front of it, it was only natural that the Holy Water would be contaminated.

I’d have to make it again from the beginning, but it wasn’t actually that bad of a feeling.

At least the fact that I had something to do tomorrow cleared my complicated head a little.

I put out the candle and decided to sit in a chair and try to sleep.

If Lucia’s condition improved tomorrow, at least I would have done my job properly.

Thinking that, I was heading towards the candle on the desk to turn off the light when.

I saw a shadow hastily disappearing from the window between the desk and the bed.

“… Oh, dear.”

I didn’t even need to think about who that shadow was.

“Damn it, Anna…”