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There was Hayun, who gradually fell in love with Hansol’s words, felt guilty towards Hansol without realizing it, and tried to feel sorry and apologize at the same time. Before she knew it, she began blaming herself and recognized that it was her fault. It wasn’t a question of whether I really did something wrong. It was just a matter of blaming oneself for who was at fault.

Hansol lied to his older sister, Hayun, and repeated the lie as if it were true. At the end, Hayoon began to have doubts about her judgment ability and her memory. Hayun, who began to doubt herself for the first time, thought like this. If my memory is weird and my judgment is blurred, who should I get confirmation from? However, I couldn’t talk about my personal problems with others, and I couldn’t even share secrets with others.

After eliminating them one by one, the only one left standing in front of Hayun was her younger brother, Hansol. Hayoon, momentarily depressed by the fact that there was only one person who could confirm her doubtful memories and judgment, lowered her head and fell into silence.

When Hansol heard Hayun’s words, he tilted his head as if he was thinking about it, then raised his upper body and sat up straight.

Keep the promised time. Listen carefully to what they say so they don’t feel anxious. The moment Hansol heard those words, he felt a little disappointed. It would have been better to go further and break the period, but since there was no sign of that, it was inevitable that I would feel regret.

Hansol let out a sigh and kept his mouth shut. Even though he wasn’t wearing contact lenses, his light brown eyes met Hansol’s eyes. Hansol, who was looking at the hair that was healthy and shiny because it had never been dyed, the big beautiful eyes, the sharp nose, and the cute lips, pursed his lips and looked at Hayun.

Hayun, who was very nervous when she saw Hansol looking at her, closed her mouth for a moment and stiffened her posture. There was no reason for Hayun to be nervous, but right now, her thoughts stopped at the fact that she had done something wrong and that Hansol was even contemplating suicide because of it.

After insisting that it had happened even though it wasn’t, insisting that it had happened even though it didn’t happen, and accusing a normal person of being sensitive, Hayoon ended up being held captive by Hansol out of guilt.

Hansol, who uses it both unconsciously and consciously, opened his mouth after checking his sister’s condition and thinking of stopping here. If you go too far, your sister will end up devastated.

“Thank you very much. I only have a sister. If it wasn’t for my sister, I would… ”

I only have a sister. After that, the dark, blurry words pierced Hayun’s ears with intensity. Hayun, horrified by the thought that Hansol would have really done something extreme if she hadn’t done this, lowered her trembling gaze. The feeling of cold sweat running down my spine was unpleasant.

I put some strength into my trembling lips and finally stopped them from trembling and lowered my head.

I really had no idea what to do. I put out the fire in a hurry, but I knew it was a temporary measure, so I needed a clearer reason to catch Hansol.

He didn’t want his younger brother, the family he cherished so dearly, to be found dead. And that fact continued to destabilize her. The shaking emotions kept making it impossible for her to stay still. Hayun, who strengthened her trembling hands, reached out without realizing it and grabbed her younger brother’s hand.

“… Trigram, it’s okay.”

Even though I didn’t know what was okay, I just said it to calm my younger brother down. This was what Hansol wanted to hear.

“I will also do what you wanted to do before. Since I’ve studied enough, I’ll do the same for my partner. So don’t get too caught up in those thoughts. Huh?”

“Sister… ”

Hayun ended up saying something that couldn’t be taken back, and the moment Hansol heard the answer, he almost couldn’t even manage his facial expression. Hansol barely lowered the corner of his mouth that was about to go up without realizing it and held Hayoon’s hand like the protagonist of a pitiful tragedy. Hansol, who realized that because his older sister had declared, that their relationship would no longer be as fraught as before, that it would not be a momentary awkward atmosphere due to his older sister’s rejection, and that he would not feel the discomfort of being rejected for something he wanted to do, he looked at his older sister carefully.

As time passed slowly, the sound of a second hand was heard from the wall clock hanging in the house, indicating the passage of time.

It was Hansol who broke the silence.

“Sorry, I’m depressed, but I’ll go to the hospital.”

Hayun, who heard those words, widened her eyes and raised her head. Are these early symptoms of depression? Hayun looked anxious, but Hansol smiled and said it was okay, with a wry smile.

I wanted to follow Hansol who left like that, but Hansol said, ‘Study, sister. I couldn’t come forward and say it because I had already said, ‘I’ll go alone.’ Hayun, who was left alone at home like that, moaned and moaned.

She tried desperately to hold on to her younger brother, but it didn’t seem to work, so she couldn’t calm her anxiety. Hayun placed her hand on her temple, sighed, and continued to look back on what she had done. Could it be that something I just said bothered you? Or maybe he just didn’t like my behavior? do. However, there was no problem in her judgment, and her confidence began to fade.

Hansol went to the hospital, faked his symptoms, was prescribed sleep-inducing medication, and returned home with a raised eyebrow. But I knew that I couldn’t change my attitude in an instant. Since this was just a preliminary preparation, all Hansol had to do when he got home was to resume living as he had for the past few days.

One day before the exam.

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One day passes, another day passes, how many days have passed like that? The next day was already the start of the midterm exam. Hayoon was worried because she thought she had tried to comfort Hansol several times before but failed, but she couldn’t miss the major exam tomorrow, so she grabbed the pen with a distraught heart.

As time passed, evening became night, and a knock rang in Hayun’s room, where she was studying with the light on.

Knock knock.

Hearing that sound, Hayun stopped running her hand over the notebook. Her body seemed frozen, she thought for a few seconds, then put down the pen and headed for the door. There was a feeling that Hansol had finally recognized her concerns, and there was also an expectation that Hansol would give a proper answer to what he had said before.

I wanted to say, “I would rather not commit suicide.”

As she opened the door, Hayun faced Hansol, who was looking down at her with wide eyes. He was an exhausted person who looked as if he had not slept for several days. His eyes were red and bloodshot. Hayun, who saw that, covered her mouth with a shocked expression.

Could it be depression? I was worried, and I felt like it was all my fault, so there was nothing I could do about my heavy heart. He raised his lost gaze to meet Hansol’s face and held his younger brother’s hand. Just as I was about to say something, it was Hansol who spoke first.

Hansol, who had already gathered his emotions, asked his sister in a desperate tone, deliberately crying. An extension of what was said at the dinner table back then.

“Sister, are you really, really, okay?”

I didn’t ask for what I wanted from the beginning. I spoke in a voice that sounded like I was dying on purpose with the intention of shaking my sister’s emotions and then getting what she wanted.

Hayun, who could not stand that voice, nodded in the affirmative.

“Then, it’s okay. I hope you don’t have a hard time.”

Just a desperate struggle to prevent his younger brother from dying right away. From Hayoon’s perspective, it was natural for Hayun to feel guilty.

This relationship, which he started, has become an opportunity to teach his younger brother about the pleasure he gets from sexual intercourse. And furthermore, as his younger brother, who could not escape the pleasure, continued to ask for his body, he thought of it as his responsibility.

However, due to repeated clashes and words repeated over and over again, Hansol realized the reason he had realized earlier and tried to end this relationship, and was faced with a feeling of self-destruction and trying to commit suicide. Hayun, who saw the situation and went ahead, saying that she was not shameless enough to say that it was not her fault, tried to comfort her younger brother in any way possible.

“Then, you can do it just once today… ?”

Hayun hesitated for a moment. I have a test tomorrow, will it be okay? There was hesitation. However, my younger brother made up his mind and came to visit me right away, but I was afraid of the consequences if I said no. After studying, I go to sleep, and when I wake up, I’m afraid my younger brother will be outside.

“Yes. Of course.”

The hesitation lasted less than a few seconds. As expected, Hayun nodded, willingly accepting the idea that it would be okay to sleep less. Then Hansol maintained his emotions until the end and answered in a sad voice.

“I’m sorry, I have a test tomorrow, but I’m so stupid.”

“No. I’m thankful that you trusted me and told me.”

Hansol hugged Hayun tightly. Hayun was surprised for a moment, but soon her eyes were kind and she hugged Hansol in the same way. Even if it was like this, I hoped that Hansol wouldn’t have to think about dying.

I deliberately spoke in a soft voice and tone so as not to offend Hansol or make him feel uncomfortable by saying something unpleasant. Hansol said ‘Thank you’ several times and led Hayun into Hayun’s room and laid her on the bed.

Hansol’s hand touched her body, which was not even wearing underwear because she had already prepared for bed and was studying. The hand seemed to wander over the clothes, but then it went between the clothes and the skin and slowly lifted the clothes.

Hayoon was also a little accumulated because she hadn’t done anything for a long time, and she entrusted herself to it, thinking that she could get out of the immediate crisis by listening to Hansol’s foolish behavior.

The faint sound of dry skin rubbing was heard, and soon the clothes began to come off. The clothes draped over her chest were no longer able to cover her breasts, leaving her plump breasts clearly exposed. Hansol, who was slowly caressing her breasts, carefully sat on Hayun’s stomach and sucked Hayun’s breasts.

“… Are you feeling good?”

Hayoon, who was starting to feel a delicate feeling, asked Hansol to understand his feelings, and Hansol responded helplessly with his older sister’s answer, ‘… ‘Yes,’ he answered.

As the action began again, Hayun smiled bitterly and stroked Hansol’s head. He began to fall into the idea that this was all he could do and that if he could do this, he could protect Hansol. Even in situations where he wasn’t sure and doubted himself, Hayoon needed Hansol because Hansol spoke to him so that he could be sure.

He was not just a younger brother. He was a precious younger brother. He said that he would not let him die and looked at Hansol, who was lusting after his body.

Hansol slowly swept his sister’s body down. There was a soft sound as their dry skin touched each other, and they began to slowly move their hands, and before they knew it, Hayun and Hansol were half-naked on the same bed. Hansol took off his top and unzipped his pants and pressed his body against his sister’s, while Hayun put her top on her chest and her bottoms on her thighs and calves, exposing her private parts without making a difference.

A faintly sweet scent emanating from his milky skin passed Hansol’s nose. Hansol swallowed and moved his hands as he looked like he was about to lose his temper at any moment. He placed his finger on Hayun’s private parts. Hayun, who was nervous about the situation for the first time in a long time, swallowed her saliva and noticed what Hansol was doing.

The hand that entered her private part slowly opened Hayoon’s hole and soon began to enter it one by one. In a room where only the sound of dry skin rubbing could be heard, crackling sounds and Hayun’s small moans began to fill the room. Jill, who felt a foreign object entering, was squeezing Hansol’s fingers with a heat.

Hansol scratched the walls of the vagina with two fingers, as if he wanted to pry the vagina further. The more Hayun scratched the sticky yet bouncy flesh wall at the same tempo, she gritted her teeth and gripped the blanket next to her tightly. The subtle sensation that slowly rose up continued to tantalize her. That subtle sense of not going anywhere continued to dominate Hayun’s brain.

Creak, creak. The more the sound of picking the vagina was repeated, the more squishy sound than before filled the room and filled my ears. The obscene sound of water heated up the atmosphere, and I felt strangely excited.

Hansol’s penis, which seemed to be slowly swelling, was revealed. Thinking that it was sufficiently wet, Hansol opened his sister’s vagina and slowly inserted his penis.

“Ugh… ”

Hayun, who felt a little subtle about the gentle face unlike before, let out a sweet moan. Before, the sex was like a violent animal, but today, for some reason, it was like a lover’s sex. Strange feeling. Hayun, who was filled with strange feelings, felt her body getting hotter.

“Sister, are you sick?”

And the low voice that came through was letting them know that they were paying attention to Hayun. When Hayun heard that voice, she smiled as she realized that Hansol was thinking about her as much as she was thinking about Hansol.

“No, I feel good.”

Hayun raised the corner of her mouth and gently moved her waist in accordance with Hansol’s movements. The sufficiently relaxed vagina held Hansol’s penis all the way to the root, and behind it, the obscene sound of sloshing water and the sound of skin hitting each other could be heard. Unlike before, Hansol, who was heated by the soft movements and the voice that did not break, leisurely grabbed his sister’s thighs and shook his waist.