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“I… Oh… Looking at the photo, it’s definitely this person. But… not here?”

“Yes.”

“Hmm… Who didn’t get married?”

“I hope not you. Just kind, fun, good-looking like a brother…?”

A person as good-looking as my brother… I don’t even know.

Even when walking down the street, if my brother is there, he stands out so much.

Am I being paranoid?

“The only people who come to me are female employees… They don’t smoke, so they won’t take me.”

“…Female?”

“Yeah. They all come to ask me.”

…

Did my brother not mention having a girlfriend?

Why would others ask my brother when there might be someone else? And that too, a ‘female.’

“Jihye…?”

“Oppa.”

“…Yes.”

“It doesn’t seem to be about the bed, right?”

I know, I understand.

How far will my brother’s face reach?

While walking down the street, getting business cards and being scouted as a model, even getting dozens of numbers. I know.

So I also know why my brother drives around in a car.

“….Oh.”

“Oh?”

“A ring. Let’s go buy a ring. Sorry.”

“This time… I’ll let it slide.”

Thank goodness you figured it out quickly, Oppa.

I almost chased you to the office.

“Should I… kiss you?”

“It’s cooler to do it without words… Hey!?”

Being kissed forcibly.

Instead of silently approaching, anger was dissipating.

“Ugh… Mwah. Haa… Mwah.”

As time passed, the desire for each other intensified.

I wanted to undress down to these thin clothes because my body was heating up.

“Oppa…”

“I don’t think of other women. Jihye is so cute; she doesn’t even catch my eye.”

“Haa…”

A feeling of happiness fills me.

Other women don’t interest him.

He’s only looking at me.

“Haa… Oppa… a bit more…”

“Yes…”

Our lips parted, exchanging breath.

We kissed for a long time until our clothes became sticky.

“Ouch… ”

“Oh…”

“I’m sorry… It’s just that I can’t breathe properly…”

I thought we were kissing well, but it ended due to lung capacity issues.

I wanted to continue, but… it was tough.

“It’s okay. You did your best.”

“Ugh…”

I stroke his head.

The day quickly darkens, with the reddish glow of dusk seeping in through the window, announcing evening.

“Huu…”

I love wrapping myself around Oppa while sleeping, burying my face in his chest.

The warm, cozy air is so comforting, sharing the same air… I just like having Oppa beside me.

“Let’s have dinner. I’m a bit hungry.”

“Uh… Ugh.”

“Are you sure it’s okay?”

“It’s much better now.”

A slight issue arose.

It was signaling the beginning of hell.

“You go ahead first, Oppa. I need to do something…”

“Oh, okay.”

I send Oppa away first, feeling something flowing in my panties.

It’s not just excitement.

That day is approaching.

It’s natural that one time isn’t enough to figure out the cycle.

And considering that the duration and timing of periods vary for each woman, it’s hard to pinpoint exactly, so I was just estimating.

“I’ll be in the bathroom.”

“Uh-huh.”

Carefully closing the door, I change my panties and put on a pad.

“Uh…”

I hope it won’t hurt this time.

Even though I crave spicy food during my period, it’s not good for my body.

They say to eat only natural foods…

In that sense, isn’t tonkatsu off-limits?

“Hey, are you back? I’m reheating the sweet and sour pork.”

“Yes…”

Should I tell him?

“What’s wrong?”

“Umm… It seems like that day for a woman will come.”

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“Oh.”

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“That… um. Yes. At that time, slightly… slightly? There’s also a bit of a temper… and things like sleeping together a bit…”

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Because of its unique scent, you see.

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No matter how much I cling to him saying I like him, it just… doesn’t work.

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“Even if I want to sleep with you… I can’t…?”

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“Uhh… I’m sorry, but I can’t.”

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Don’t look at me with those sad eyes.

It almost went smoothly.

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“You have to endure at least 5 days. We’ll start next week, so it’s okay for now.”

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“Oh… there’s time.”

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As he mutters, my brother hugs me.

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“Uh… you didn’t want to part like that?”

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“…Yes. Since we won’t be able to sleep together next week… I wanted to make up for it in advance.”

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*Sigh*

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“Okay… let’s eat something. I’m hungry.”

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It’s not my brother… it’s me.

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“It just so happens the sweet and sour pork is already heated up. Let’s eat.”

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“Let’s eat jjapaghetti instead of rice.”

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“Oh? Oh yeah. That sounds good too.”

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Normally, I would make fried rice, but my wrist hurts from stirring, so I stopped.

Right now… it’s not possible.

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“Eating like this is rare… I’m sorry.”

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“No need to apologize…”

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I felt a slight desire for something small, but rather, I think it’s a good experience.

The sense of fulfillment in filling up… is unforgettable.

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“Okay. I’ll prepare something delicious right away when I get up. This time… maybe curry tonkatsu or something like that.”

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“Oh… I’m looking forward to it.”

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Jjapaghetti is quickly made.

Even when made like this, it sells well. So, it must be good.

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“Umm… done.”

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“I also heated up the sauce.”

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“Mm.”

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He also takes out some crispy kimchi.

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Although I wanted to make kimchi, we just bought it in bulk and ate it together as three.

I want to make it, but… we don’t have time for each other. It can’t be helped.

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“I think tomorrow I should be fine to walk around.”

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“You’re not in pain?”

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“A little… in pain, but walking should be okay, right…?”

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“Then you can’t go.”

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My brother said decisively.

This means, staying home again, I suppose.

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“Ugh… what’s wrong. I want to create memories with you, but…”

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Of course, this is good too, but… I… I don’t know.

Like photos or videos. When we look back later and say, “This happened. It was good.”

I want to create such memories.

I want to preserve them completely.

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“I… I hope you’re comfortable.”

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“Then…! Then… let’s go somewhere where we don’t have to walk far.”

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“Umm… is there one?”

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Somewhere where we don’t have to walk far, and where the atmosphere might be just right.

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“…The beach.”

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“Huh?”

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“Let’s go see the sea. We don’t have to walk far, and I just… want to see the sea with you.”

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“Umm… got it. If it’s that much… yes. It should work.”

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“Thank you.”

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Since kissing would be weird right now with all the black bean sauce, I pat his forehead as a gesture of thanks.

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“Later… do you want to kiss?”

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Whispered as we’re within reach.

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“…After eating this… and taking a bath together…?”

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“Then let’s bathe together.”

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“Uh… that’s a bit…”

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“Don’t you want to…?”

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I believe it’s not that he doesn’t want to.

It’s probably just a man’s libido that’s the issue.

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“It’s not that but…”

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“Shall I… help you relieve yourself?”

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“W-what…?”

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“This.”

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He shakes his hand as if offering it.

If I do this, it should work.

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“U-um… really…?”

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“…I’ll help you.”

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Even though I say it, I feel embarrassed. I know it’s awkward, but once I say it, it feels strangely odd.

Well, it was strange to begin with.

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“Don’t push yourself… ugh.”

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“See? You’re also looking forward to it.”

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He flinches when I poke him with my foot.

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“Your feet… are too much

Oppa seems to like every part of the body that can be used.

*

After finishing dinner, as if possessed by something, we both grabbed our clothes and made our way to the shower room.

Feeling a strange awkwardness, I wondered if I had been too pushy with Oppa again this time, but his desires seemed strong as he stood upright, which put my mind at ease.

“Really… are we going to do this together?”

“…Yes.”

“Huh?”

“I mean, it saves water, saves time, and we can help each other… It’s good, right!”

To avoid being too obvious, we deployed a diversionary tactic.

Even though I had already mentioned taking turns, what was the point? If we did it so blatantly… it would make me look like a pervert who wants more than just a shower.

“And… we’re lovers, after all…”

“Ugh… okay. Let’s do it together.”

With a blunt statement, Oppa starts undressing as if determined.

“If you look… I’ll hit you.”

“Okay… got it.”

Normally, I would have just shown everything off… no, teased him by showing a bit of thigh or a mole on my chest while joking around, but there’s a slight issue now.

*Splash*

“Huh…?”

“Don’t turn around!”

“Oh, okay.”

It’s not blood, but a white liquid called mucus is coming out.

It means there isn’t much time left.

It’s fortunate that it’s colorless and odorless.

For now, I can continue sleeping well with Oppa.

“You go ahead first.”

“Uh, okay…”

We undressed, but Oppa completely turned away, making every effort not to see my body.

Since I couldn’t reach for a towel, I even thought about covering my eyes, but it didn’t work out properly.

*Shower running*

There’s one showerhead, but two bodies.

“Aren’t you getting wet?”

“It’s okay.”

He cautiously wrapped his arms around my waist and pressed his body against mine.

“Stay still… maybe you’ll get used to it if you stay still…?”

“No… I’m… really… uhh…”

I understand too. I feel it too.

I know it’s a strong pressure that feels like my chest is being squeezed.

But if I let go, the water will just flow down to the floor.

“That’s enough now.”

“Phew… phew…”

“I’ll wash your hair.”

“I can do it myse—”

“But then you’ll see my body.”

“…Please.”

When will I transform into a wolf?

I’m looking forward to it so much.

As quick as my short hair, I finished drying my hair.

“Should I… huff… do this too?”

“Sorry.”

Not a hand, and certainly not a foot.

Alright then. Yes.

“Should I start with this…?”

Without realizing it, I turned around and laughed fresher than anyone else.