episode_0035

My sister seemed to hesitate for a moment and then turned towards me. He seemed to groan and hesitate for a moment, then slowly lowered his posture. At first, I thought only my knees were bent, but my ankles also bent and my knees touched the floor. My sister, who was kneeling on the wet tile floor of the bathroom, tilted her upper body forward. That moment even felt like it was a long time. My sister’s hands touched the floor as she tilted her upper body, and before I knew it, she was face down in front of me.

My first impression upon seeing my older sister lying face down from above was an overwhelming sense of conquest. I had a keen sense that I was in control of everything from my sister’s thoughts to her actions. This feeling was like the pleasure of having sex, so I couldn’t stop it, and I didn’t want to stop it. Is there any reason to stop when my sister moves as I say and reveals the secrets she thinks as I say?

However, I had to be greedy to the limit. If you receive something, you should give it away. If I went too far, there was a risk that my sister would question my actions and not even be able to talk to me. So, everything we have done so far becomes an illusion. And it was the exact opposite of what I wanted.

I have to make him obey me slowly from the beginning, so for now, I am satisfying him here and quenching his appetite.

I spoke carefully, taking in my sister’s back seen from above and her buttocks sticking out as she was lying down like a dog.

“My sister said she didn’t remember what I said this time, so I’ll skip it. But, I hope this doesn’t happen again in the future. Understand? Because next time I’m going to order something even worse.”

I made it seem like I was being generous, and at the same time, I was saying that since I cared so much, my sister should follow me to a certain extent. Those words were nice, but they were no different from commands. Nevertheless, since I was paying attention and forgave my sister for bowing down, she simply complied.

“… I’m sorry.”

Moreover, he seemed to believe that the lies I told were true. Even though it was a promise that he did not remember in the first place, the moment he said that he remembered, it was as if the initiative had already been handed over to me, so he would not even think of resisting. What my sister is feeling right now is doubt about her own memory and guilt for breaking her promise to me.

My older sister was staring at the floor and spitting out an apology, and I was looking down at her. This moment was my relationship with my sister. My sister may be a superior person in everyday life, but my actual relationship with her was at this moment. It was no different.

“Okay, you can get up now. I just did it because I wanted my sister to keep what she said to me next time, so don’t think too badly about it.”

Besides, my sister didn’t seem to be in a very clear state of mind because she had reached climax several times earlier. That’s probably why this situation is going so easily.

As I helped my older sister up, I watched her confused expression. He ran his hand through his sister’s long, straight black hair as if he loved it, and wrapped it around her neck along with the hair. My sister shivered from the warmth reaching her fingertips and glanced up at me.

I made eye contact with my older sister and immediately hugged her. My penis tried to swell a little as it touched my sister’s body, but I didn’t care about that and felt my sister’s body temperature. As I stood there in a daze, I felt my sister’s warmth. It may have been because of the warm water, but it was just nice to feel the immediate warmth.

As I was hugging my sister tightly while looking at her naked body, I eventually couldn’t bear it anymore and violated her again under the pretext of looking after her. My older sister, who felt guilty, did not say anything and allowed herself to change positions according to my words.

*

As time passed, I came out of the bathroom, put a towel on my head, and glanced at my sister. My sister seemed to be still paying attention to the matter, and after looking at me, she cautiously approached me and spoke to me.

“Hey, Hansol. Are you feeling better now?”

Anyway, I decided to just pretend that it worked out like this for now since I just had to make it instead of looking for something to catch. Looking at my sister’s wet hair, I answered, “I picked, I won.”

“Yes, my sister still listened to me, so I was relieved right away.”

“Okay… ? Thank goodness.”

When my sister heard what I said, her face immediately turned bright red. Is it such a relief to know that my anger has been relieved? I’m not sure, but the best part was that my sister started to notice my mood. I nodded and looked at my sister’s smile.

“First of all, we have midterm exams for the time being, so why don’t we make time to study together?”

There was a little bit of precipitation. Anyway, it didn’t matter to my sister, but for me it was quite a downpour. It’s April and it’s exam preparation period, and the time in between was the most important opportunity. Just thinking about the military being just around the corner made me worry. That’s why it was better to drop my sister in advance.

I thought it would be a good idea to gradually ruin my sister’s attendance. It’s safer not to meet men, and if that’s the case, it’s easier not to go to school.

When my older sister heard what I said, her eyes widened and she answered, ‘Really?’ After all, my sister doesn’t really like doing things with me. Every time I thought about that, I felt a little sad. There were times when my sister would always seriously say that her relationship with me could no longer be serious and that no one would allow it, but I used to get depressed thinking that maybe it was for a different reason than that.

I sighed and looked at my sister and nodded, and she answered with a smile.

“Thank you. For taking care of me.”

Still, since my sister studies, I could see her being happy just because she had free time to study. After the midterm exam, I smiled, thinking that from then on I would really be able to control my sister.

I decided to hold on and think of it as an investment stage. He said that if I hold back now, I can spend several more years with my sister.

*

From then on, I spent my time concentrating on my studies, barely talking to my older sister. I was going through each day with ease, but before I knew it, April had passed and the exam schedule was slowly approaching. There were days when I was staring blankly out the window, but today I was sitting blankly at the kitchen table.

Honestly, it was difficult to suddenly stop doing what I always did. No matter how hard I tried to solve it on my own, I couldn’t shake the feeling of inadequacy. I was increasingly unable to concentrate on my studies, and several times I thought about running into my sister’s room. But in the end I couldn’t do it.

As I was sighing like that, I heard the sound of the doorknob turning from my sister’s room. I soon changed my gloomy expression and welcomed my sister.

“… Hello.”

My older sister, who had tied her hair up while studying, blinked and looked at me intently. A few days ago, when she apologized to me, her blank eyes were blank and her eyes were clear. My older sister, who received my weak greeting, smiled bitterly and sat down across from me.

“Why are you so weak?”

It seemed like she had come out to get water, but my sister, who saw me hanging out helplessly, seemed to be sitting in front of me because she couldn’t pretend she didn’t see me. Actually, I was going to do it after the exam was over, but I thought it wouldn’t be a bad idea to throw away the rice cake now, so I moved my mouth.

If you raise your depressed heart and make your voice somber, your sister will have no choice but to believe you.

“No, I’ve been depressed lately.”

As he lowered his hand that was resting on his chin, he lowered his body and almost fell face down on the desk. Then, as I spoke weakly, my sister asked me why I was more worried about that. My sister really seemed kind.

There was no worry. I was just depressed because I couldn’t satisfy my desires these days, and it was something that could be solved by just asking my sister to do it for me just once. But if I did that, there was a high possibility that I wouldn’t be able to implement the plan I had in mind later. In the end, it was a matter of how much I could endure, and how well I could open my mouth.

After taking a deep breath, I carefully opened my mouth. I moved my mouth, replacing the depression caused by my frustration with the depression I felt while going to school.

“It seems like no matter what I do these days, I’m not doing well, and I’m getting lonely because I don’t talk to my sister much because I’m studying, haha.”

As I lamented and tore my head, my sister’s eyebrows tilted. I rolled my eyes and glanced at it, then sighed and fell back down. As I groaned and said, ‘I’m trash,’ and said the depressing line, my sister got up from her seat and slowly came and sat next to me.

There was a creaking sound from the chair next to me, and my sister sat down and rubbed my back, expressing her concern for me.

“… I don’t know, even if I study, I don’t get as much grades as I studied, and I don’t have any friends, so it’s really hard.”

As I gave each and every plausible reason, the hand that was stroking my back carefully stopped. For a few seconds, my sister seemed to be trying to think of something to say, and moaned, ‘Hmm,’ before moving her hand again.

And then he spoke again.

“How can I feel better? Should I teach you a little bit about studying?”

“I have no motivation.”

My sister suggested various solutions as if she was sorry that I was looking depressed right now, but I cut them out with one stroke. I’m not doing this to help you learn something.

My older sister was easily swayed by feelings of guilt. And, I was weak to sympathy and heartfelt appeals. That’s why it was easy to manipulate my sister’s emotions. If you appeal with emotion to something you didn’t say, someday they will believe that what you said was true and claim that they were wrong.

However, if you use it every day, you will quickly be found out, so it is unreasonable to use it just because it is good. For now, he was just showing off his gloom, but he was acting like this because he would use it to say more extreme things next time.

When I coldly dismissed my sister’s words, she seemed to be embarrassed and took my hand away and stayed still. And it wasn’t long before I heard my sister’s voice. These were words for me who was having a hard time.

“Hansol, you have just graduated from high school, but you are suddenly jumping into college life, so it may be unfamiliar and difficult. Besides, I don’t know what the professors are saying, and I know it will be difficult because there will be endless assignments.”

My older sister, who thought that school was the cause of my depression, began listing her thoughts step by step. It must have been like this because of something like this. I was thinking this as I continued talking. Since she said it that way on purpose, I was listening to her in silence.

In fact, rather than focusing on the content, I was only focusing on my sister’s voice as she spoke in a panic. When I turned my head slightly to focus on my sister, I saw her helpless look. Seeing my older sister like that was so cute that I almost smiled without realizing it. I hardened my expression again, looked at my sister with a cold expression, and then opened my mouth.

“It’s because my sister doesn’t know anything. I feel like everything I do is overwhelming.”

When I pretended to wrinkle my forehead with my hand and sighed, my sister rolled her eyes for a moment. His face was filled with the thought, ‘How should I say this?’