episode_0035

“Don’t go..Please..”

He held Athena even tighter so she couldn’t move.

“….”

Because she always gave me a kind smile.

Her cold expression now seemed so unfamiliar and frightening.

“You said you loved me…Why are you leaving…”

As I pleaded with Athena, she turned around and asked me back.

“Hera. That’s only the story from when you were my slave.”

She took a step back, releasing my arms from around her.

“I’ll ask you again. Do you intend to take me as your master?”

Master. Athena is my master.

It seemed like a cry from the depths of my heart.

Have you forgotten what she did to me?

The terrible pain I went through.

Farewell to my beloved Lily and Dania.

It’s all her fault.

But will you still follow her so purely?

But elsewhere they are telling us to accept her as soon as possible.

She was tempting my lonely heart by telling me that I could be happy for the rest of my life in her arms.

‘I don’t know.’

But if I didn’t give her an answer, she would probably leave right away,

I answered in a hurry.

“Could you…give me just a little bit of time?”

“…..”

“You…It’s not that I don’t like you…Just a little bit…”

Saying that I will postpone the answer. In a way, my words are selfish.

But I couldn’t make a clear decision, so I had no choice but to answer like this.

I gently took one of Athena’s hands, hoping she would understand my feelings.

I looked at Athena with a longing heart.

Her face was twitching as if she was holding something back.

And then she lets out a big sigh.

“Haa..Okay. I understand.”

And then he smiled at me again.

Her gentle smile returned and my heart calmed down again.

“Thank you…”

“First of all, I said I didn’t hate it, right?”

“Ugh..”

My feelings towards Athena were complex, but it didn’t seem like I hated her.

If you didn’t like her from the beginning, wouldn’t you have pushed her away?

I resented and hated her, but I wish she loved me.

It was a feeling that was impossible to describe in words, but it seemed like he didn’t truly hate her.

But that doesn’t mean I can say that she’s good.

“Then let’s do them one by one slowly.”

“Huh..? What..?”

“I’m slowly adapting so that you can accept me without any resistance.”

Athena continued speaking, gently caressing my cheek.

“If you keep acting like a slave, your mind will definitely change someday.”

“Slave…behavior..?”

“Do you know what you have to do as a slave?”

“..I don’t know..”

What is slave-like behavior?

The slave I know was in a position where he would laugh when his master told him to laugh, and roll when his master told him to roll.

A faithful machine that follows only orders.

Is that what Athena wants from me?

But it was a little different from what I thought.

“There’s only one thing you have to do. Make your master happy.”

“To please the master..”

“You can act cute or flirty. It would also be nice to show me some kind of sign of submission.”

Athena said that and grabbed my butt with a squeeze.

“Hyaat?!”

The stinging, tingling pain came rushing back, as the traces she had left behind had not yet disappeared.

He soon pulled me towards him and whispered in my ear.

“By the way, your master. Is he really fond of showing affection?”

My face turned red for a moment at her direct words demanding affection.

‘It definitely seems like you like skinship a lot..’

She was the one who touched my body whenever she got the chance.

Seeing Lily and Athena do the same, I could once again feel that the common sense of this world is extraordinary.

Of course, thanks to Lily’s education, I’ve gotten used to it to some extent…

But it felt strange for me to do it first.

Because most of the time I was just receiving.

On top of that, I thought I could never do it with my courage, with aegyo or cuteness.

But as if she had read my thoughts, she drove a wedge into my chest.

“I guess we don’t need a slave who can’t even do that.”

“Ugh..”

“Hera. I was considerate of you. If you can’t do this, then it’s really difficult.”

“Ah..Okay..”

I know.

That she took a step back.

Let’s say you can’t accept her as your master right away, her consideration to try slowly.

If you reject this, you can no longer expect her affection.

no.

For me, there was only her now.

If she just looks at me, that’s enough.

She wants a show of affection. A sign of submission.

If that’s what Athena wants.

Something just popped into my head.

‘…I can do it.’

I made up my mind and held her palm tightly with both hands.

Athena was quietly watching me like that.

I gently placed her hand on my cheek.

“Okay.”

“What..!”

She put her index finger into my mouth.

“Tssueup- Tssueup..”

And then, as if she was cleaning, she sucked her fingers diligently.

I felt my face burning with embarrassment and shame.

My face must be bright red right now.

But I closed my eyes tightly and gave her fingers the best care I could.

Tzuup- chook-

Only after her finger was covered in my saliva did I give the tip a final bite and then slowly pull it out of my mouth.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw her eyes shaking violently.

I also felt like my face was a little red.

‘Poem… did you hate it..?’

“You…you…where did you learn this?”

The look on her face as she spoke like that was one of bewilderment I had never seen before.

“No way… That kid made me do this too?”

“Kid…Kid? Are you talking about Lily..?”

“Tell me, Hera. Did you do this to her too?”

Her blazing eyes seemed to be ordering me to give an answer right away.

Intimidated by her expression, I opened my mouth with a trembling voice.

“Ah..no..this..is my first time doing this..”

“First time..? Is this your first time doing this..?”

She has a somewhat bewildered expression on her face.

“Was it…by any chance…a star…?”

“No…ha…”

She seemed to be feeling hot somewhere. She was holding onto her clothes and fanning herself with them.

She looked at me quietly for a while and then-

“….I felt good.”

showed a positive response.

‘thank god..’

It was an instinctive action toward her who wanted to express her affection, but

Deep down, I thought she might hate it.

The act of sucking someone else’s thumb. I thought it was appropriate as a sign of submission, as it implied acceptance of that person.

But that’s just my opinion. It could be different from her perspective.

I didn’t know what the limits of skinship between women were, so I was worried that I might have crossed the line.

Judging from her answer, it seemed okay up to this point.

I felt a little better when I heard her compliment me for no reason.

A small smile appeared on my face. Athena stared at me blankly for a moment, then grabbed my shoulders with both hands.

“Huh?”

“Hera. I swear. You only do this to me. Do you understand?”

Her words that she told others not to do.

I was thinking of doing that anyway.

Who else but Athena would do such a thing?

I tried it because I felt like she would like it, but there was no way I could do it to someone else. If I did, wouldn’t I probably die of embarrassment and shame?

When I couldn’t give her a straight answer to her flustered words, she shook my shoulders vigorously.

“Huh?”

“Hera. Promise me right now. You’ll do it only for me.”

“Ah..Arasay..I promise.”

Only then does she let me go.

“..That’s all for today. I’ll come back tomorrow.”

After saying that, he hurriedly left the room.

“Huh..huh?”

In an instant, I was left alone in the room.

The strange atmosphere that had existed until just now had soon subsided and become quiet again.

“Stay with me a little longer…”

The anxiety in my heart has not yet completely disappeared.

The loneliness and self-loathing I had suffered through during the few days she was gone still lingered within me.

‘It’s okay.. You said you’d come back tomorrow..’

I went back to bed alone, forced my good eyes to close, and tried to fall asleep.

I hope morning comes again soon.

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.

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He hurried into his room.

“Ha…”

Perhaps because he hadn’t calmed down yet, his body was still on fire.

Looking at his hands, he saw his fingers trembling with Hera’s saliva.

“This is your first time..”

At first, when Hera put her finger in her mouth, she was embarrassed.

However, it was he who demanded the expression of affection.

I thought that the only thing she could do, being introverted and timid, was to hold hands, hug tightly, or, if she was a little pushy, kiss.

So I tried to slowly break down her walls and get her to take more daring actions.

But her lustful behavior surprised him.

Every time his fingers were sucked into her mouth, a strange sensation surged into his lower abdomen.

Every time her tongue licked my fingers, I wanted to rape her mouth right now.

And when he finally bit his own finger, he almost lost his mind.

If Hera hadn’t stopped, I don’t know what would have happened.

As he thought of her serving him with her flushed face, his body became hot again.

‘….foxy..’

Could Hera actually be a fox in disguise who bewitches people?

There was no other explanation for it.

She said this was the first time she had done something like this.

She was like a bitch born only to seduce people, with each and every word arousing lust.

If he hadn’t been at the peak of his mental strength, he would have attacked her right then and there.

But the real problem was her intentions.

She had no intention of seducing him, only of simply expressing her affection.

An act that comes from unconsciousness.

In some ways, it was the most dangerous thing.

So I emphasized to her.

Do this only to yourself.

If her saliva got on someone else’s finger, she would have no choice but to cut that hand off, even if it was the Emperor’s hand.

“…I can’t calm down.”

A body that doesn’t seem to cool down even as time passes.

Rather, it seemed to stimulate me more and more.

As I felt a dampness on my lower body, I eventually had no choice but to quietly lock the door.

He sat up slowly on the bed, imagining the slave looking at him with a longing expression.

So Athena had some time to herself for a very long time.