episode_0035

After various exercises(?), Park Si-hyun and I decided to take a shower.

“Hey, where are we going?”

“Where else, the men’s locker room… What, let’s shower together.”

Although I tried to go to the men’s locker room, Park Si-hyun naturally took me to the women’s locker room. Even though no one was there, she chuckled at my comment that showering together was now a matter of course. But there was no reason not to follow her.

“Do you want more even after doing that?”

“What, just trying to shower together?”

Entering the shower room together, Park Si-hyun giggled once and then started soaping her body.

The soap bubbles were plentiful on her watermelon-sized chest. After thoroughly soaping her chest and body, Park Si-hyun spread her arms and said,

“Come here. I’ll wash you.”

“Is your body a shower towel or something?”

“Haha, did you use it like that before and say that? Hurry up and come here.”

As I approached, Park Si-hyun pressed her soapy chest and body against mine as if her body were a shower towel.

Feeling aroused again by the softness emanating from her large chest, I accidentally brushed against Park Si-hyun’s thigh while kissing her for a long time.

With closed eyes, Park Si-hyun, who was focused on the kiss, soon smiled mischievously and said,

“Heh, pervert. You’re still aroused after that?”

“You made me do that. It’s inevitable for a man.”

“I was a man too, you know? Hmph… How about this?”

Park Si-hyun grabbed my fully erect penis with her firm thigh. Would you call it a reverse cowgirl position? It felt great as the glans touched her thigh and the sensation of her thighs squeezing was incredibly pleasurable.

“How does it feel, nice?”

“Ugh… you’re quite creative in situations like this.”

“This way, it’s easier to kiss, right? Come on, do more quickly.”

Park Si-hyun, who seemed to be only thinking about such things at home these days, skillfully pressed my penis with her thigh. While engrossed in the kiss, it felt like she was giving me a handjob with her thigh.

In fact, isn’t her whole body practically a vagina right now? Amidst such thoughts, I was gradually overwhelmed by the impending climax.

“About to cum, right?”

“How did you know?”

“It shows on your face. If you’re about to cum, you look kind of cute like a puppy.”

“Who’s the bastard making puppy references so arrogantly?”

“Geez, don’t pinch my nipple, idiot.”

As I dared to make arrogant remarks about puppies, she lightly pinched my sensitive right nipple. In response, Park Si-hyun squeezed my penis more with her thigh as if to challenge me.

“Ugh. I’m cumming.”

“Cum on my thigh♥ Let it splatter on my thigh♥”

With Park Si-hyun’s vulgar and lewd words, I ejaculated as is. Just as Park Si-hyun said, I came all over her slender, firm thigh. Park Si-hyun glanced at her sticky thigh and said,

“Hehe, you came a lot. Did you enjoy it that much?”

“It was almost like being inside a vagina.”

“Really? Too bad, these sperms probably thought they were entering a vagina. Sorry, next time I’ll let you do it on my vagina.”

While joking in a crude manner, Park Si-hyun washed off the semen on her thigh. After that, we finished showering with just kisses and caresses. Honestly, it was already too late to continue anything further.

“I’ll walk you home.”

“That’s not necessary.”

“Fool, if I don’t, what will become of me in front of your father?”

Since Park Si-hyun’s father asked me to walk her home, I couldn’t refuse out of pride. It wasn’t because I was afraid of getting beaten up by Park Si-hyun’s father.

“Hmph, fine. Then walk me home.”

Upon saying that, for some reason, Park Si-hyun nodded approvingly. We dried ourselves with towels after leaving the shower. Park Si-hyun took some time blow-drying her hair.

“Okay, let’s go now.”

We finished cleaning up and closed the doors of the gym, walking through the dimming night. To go back, we would have to catch the last bus, but we had plenty of time, so we held hands and walked to the bus stop.

“Spring is already here. It’s not even that cold at night.”

“Yeah. Right now, there aren’t many bugs around, so it’s just perfect.”

“Where do you think is a good place to hang out?”

“Don’t just think about hanging out, you should study too. You have to go to college this year.”

“Hmph, you do it well.”

In reality, winter was almost over, and the weather felt like spring. Due to the abnormal climate these days, spring and autumn are short, but it was indeed a good time to go somewhere fun.

“Well… going for a picnic by the Han River would be nice.”

“Should we set up a tent there?”

“Oh, they’ve banned that now.”

“Oh, really?”

“Yeah, they cracked down because there were a lot of people setting up tents and having sex there.”

“That’s a shame…”

It was hard to tell whether Park Si-hyun thought it was a shame because they couldn’t go for a picnic or because they couldn’t have picnic sex.

“Okay then, how about going camping somewhere?”

“Camping?”

“Yeah. I know a place. They rent out telescopes so you can stargaze. By now, the stars must be beautiful.”

Camping in the summer is a bit challenging. It’s too hot and there are too many bugs. Even in winter, it’s too cold. Spring with blooming flowers or colorful autumn leaves would offer more to see and enjoy in the cool weather.

“Let’s go! This week!”

“Do you really want to go that badly?”

“Yeah, it’ll be like going to the beach last year.”

The beach last year… There was definitely a time when they went to the beach with Park Si-hyun. But that time was quite different from now, involving a mix of desire and revenge… It was quite different from their current situation.

Even though it might not be such a good memory for Park Si-hyun, they seemed really eager to go camping.

“I secretly like those things! But honestly, school retreats and stuff were boring, right?”

“Well, that’s true. Are they still doing that stupid thing?”

Even though it’s not a legal requirement, some places still force you to sign consent forms, take your money, make you do activities you don’t enjoy, serve terrible food, and when something goes wrong, they pretend not to know. Retreats can be like trash, forcing you to do things you don’t want to do.

“We went on one in high school too… You were bothered by me back then too.”

“Ah… back then…”

Maybe the topic got a bit heavy. Park Si-hyun’s expression darkened slightly. It was like looking at a puppy that had done something wrong, as they quietly spoke up.

“…I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. Back then, the instructors were watching, so you didn’t bother me much. I think that Choi In-sung guy kept putting toothpaste on the guys’ private parts every night. I think he was actually gay.”

…”

Even though I tried to lighten the mood, Park Si-hyun couldn’t quite shake off the guilty look. Did I bring up something unnecessary?

“Hey, wait a moment?”

“Huh? Why?”

“I’ll quickly go to the convenience store.”

Saying that, I headed towards a nearby convenience store. There were several near Park Si-hyun’s apartment. I bought two ice cream bars.

“Hey, let’s eat these. Over there, at the playground.”

“Oh, okay…”

Turning back to Park Si-hyun, we sat side by side on the swings and ate the ice cream. Despite feeling a bit down from the sweetness, Park Si-hyun soon smiled again.

“Hey.”

“Yeah…”

“As you know, I was a loner.”

“Why are you suddenly saying that?”

“Listen. A loner isn’t someone who is actually a loner, but someone who can’t read the atmosphere, so they end up being a loner. A true loner is someone who thinks it’s okay to say anything if it’s the right thing to say.”

Not everyone is like that. Typically, they refer to those types of nerds as socially unintelligent. Of course, it’s too extreme to just call them nerds without reason, but it’s true that there are many people who are called nerds even if they’re not really. For instance, when someone sees an ugly person and can’t bring themselves to say “you’re ugly,” they belong to the type who can’t stand not saying it. They are the ones who can’t distinguish between being straightforward and rude, so even if they hear nerd insults, they have nothing to say.

“I don’t think I’m that bad… Let’s put aside things like reading the atmosphere for now and just talk. Honestly, you were a really terrible person.”

“….”

“When we first entered high school, you didn’t bully me. In fact, we exchanged a few words. But suddenly, do you remember why you started bullying me?”

“…Sorry, I don’t remember.”

The perpetrator quickly forgets. As the saying goes, Park Si-hyun seemed to have long forgotten why she started harassing me. It was surprising, but it was so natural that it reminded her.

“You probably didn’t know, but Choi In-sung kept trying to touch my butt. Not only me, but he did that to all the guys in the gang who bullied us. But the bastard only targeted me. Why? Because I was a nerd who couldn’t read the atmosphere.”

“…Really?”

When Park Si-hyun heard about Choi In-sung, she asked with a puzzled expression. I shrugged my shoulders and threw away the ice cream stick I had finished into the trash can before speaking.

“You don’t have to believe me, but it’s true. And after that, I don’t know what you heard from Choi In-sung, but you started harassing me too.”

“Sorry… I didn’t know…”

“It’s in the past. But you were definitely a bad person. If you hadn’t become a girl, you would still be that kind of guy.”

“….”

“But… now, there’s no need to worry about it.”

Saying that, I walked towards Park Si-hyun sitting on the swing. Park Si-hyun stood up from the swing and stood in front of me. I hugged Park Si-hyun and said,

“I’ve poured out all the resentment I had towards you. I have no more grudge against you.”

“….”

“Of course, I don’t know if I truly forgave you… but at least I reached a point where I could bear it and let you go.”

“Gunwoo…”

I kissed Park Si-hyun, who was slightly tearful. It wasn’t the usual intense and sensual kiss, but a gentle one that felt affectionate… After exchanging breaths for a while, we separated.

“So don’t apologize to me now. If you apologize, I’ll dislike you even more.”

“…Okay.”

“Then go back inside. It’s getting late.”

After that, I escorted Park Si-hyun to the front entrance of the house. Until then, Park Si-hyun held my hand tightly and didn’t let go.

“We’re here. I’m going now.”

“Wait a minute.”

“Why?”

Since I had escorted her to the front of the house, I was about to turn back, but Park Si-hyun called me again, hesitated, and then spoke.

“I’m actually a nerd too.”

“What?”

“A nerd who can’t read the atmosphere and speaks freely.”

“…So?”

“That’s me. I was truly a nerd, pretending to be cool by doing stupid things. Making fun of others for minor flaws, teasing and bullying them… I packaged it as if I was good at playing around with such trivial things. I was a complete idiot nerd.”

After making an inappropriate confession, Park Si-hyun took a deep breath and said,

“So, this time, I’ll just speak without reading the atmosphere like a nerd.”

With those words, Park Si-hyun hugged me tightly.

“I love you.”