Thump, thump… … The ‘vegetable porridge’ that had hit Evan’s face directly clung to him and flowed down slowly, and Israfil became lost in thought.

    “Oh, what should I do… …! I’m sorry, little brother!”

    She quickly put down the bowl and ran over to Evan. She looked for a handkerchief, but unfortunately, she was not ready at the moment.

    Israfil’s golden eyes rolled around. If he had been even a little more calm, he would have washed the food away with the holy water first… … .

    “billion.”

    “Ji, I’m really sorry. I’ll clean it up right away.”

    Not only was there a shocking word she had just heard, but she was also so embarrassed by having to spit out the food she was chewing that she had difficulty thinking normally.

    She grabbed the blanket that was spread out next to the bed in a hurry and started wiping Evan’s cheek as carefully as she could. Even so, her hands were rough and it was very painful for Evan.

    “… … Oh, really. It’s okay, just step aside for now, sis. Why are you doing something so ignorant?”

    “Ah… … ?!”

    Evan had no choice but to force Israfil’s shoulder and create a small amount of water by wiggling his fingers.

    A red liquid, influenced by the caster’s divine nature, moved around, cleansing Evan’s face. Naturally, it was twice as effective as rubbing it with a blanket.

    “… … Ah, oh.”

    Israfil, who only then came to his senses, could only blush even more.

    She carefully pulled the blanket over her back and lowered her head in embarrassment. Evan looked at her and clicked his tongue.

    “This older sister has really fallen for the taste. She was originally a bit of a slacker, but not to this extent… … .”

    “… … Sorry. I, I felt bad.”

    “Oh my god.”

    Plus, the human personality becomes mean. Evan shook his head in disbelief, not to mention absurd, while letting out a hollow laugh.

    Evan, who was about to say something more, paused for a moment and then touched my cheek. Although he had wiped away all the foreign substances, there was still some moisture left on it.

    “Give it here.”

    “Ahh… … .”

    I had no choice but to snatch the blanket that Israfil was holding onto and wipe away the moisture.

    Anyway, because of my previous ignorant actions, I was going to have to wash the blankets.

    Finally, Israfil looked at Evan’s expression and sat down underneath him. He took Evan’s legs as he sat on the bed.

    In addition, he was hugging his knees and bowing his head. With the thought that his appearance somehow resembled a bean worm, Evan began to speak again in a calm tone.

    “Excuse me, Mr. Israfil. How long are you going to be so sullen? It’s okay if you can’t even make eye contact with me, but at least you should be able to communicate.”

    “… … .”

    “Don’t you think that the siblings need to have a little more serious conversation?”

    “Uh, uh… … ?”

    It was a word that Evan blurted out without much meaning. It seemed like if things continued like this, they wouldn’t be able to have a proper conversation, let alone improve their relationship.

    ‘Is this a, a serious conversation…?’

    But Israfil interpreted those words differently. In her eyes, the annoyed expression Evan was making now seemed to indicate that he was annoyed with himself.

    That may not be all that different from Evan’s feelings, but… … it’s just annoyance at an annoying woman becoming an annoyance.

    Of course, it wasn’t that he had fallen in love with her as a person. It was because his love for Israfil was a concept he couldn’t shake off.

    ‘You don’t want to break up with me, do you? You shouldn’t… … .’

    The problem was that Israfil was incapable of demonstrating such meta-cognitive abilities.

    It’s almost like my stamina is already close to zero to enter association mode.

    What should I do if I want to break off the relationship? Israfil had to bite his lips hard, his face turning pale.

    ‘How to do what, how to do it.’

    In fact, there was only one way. Put everything down and cling to it. You had no choice but to hold on to even the hem of your trouser leg and cling to it until the very end.

    Perhaps it was for this reason that Evan regarded Israfil Ha’el as sacred, as someone he could not even dare to separate from his life.

    Ten years had made Evan Lane into that kind of being to Israfil.

    ‘… … Okay! Let’s do plastering.’

    So, after much agony, Israfil was able to reach a conclusion. Although it was a very wrong conclusion, it did not matter.

    Let’s lay down a suitable mat, lie down, and then beg with all our might for forgiveness, right?

    Wasn’t that the level of bond between us… …!

    “Sigh.”

    “Huh.”

    It was at that moment that Evan’s lips were pinched and a deep sigh escaped his lips. Israfil swallowed his breath in reflex, and Evan looked down at her with cold, cold eyes.

    When you live together for ten years, there are things you naturally acquire. For example, the ability to guess someone’s feelings through facial expressions.

    ‘Your head is spinning in a strange direction again.’

    And now, to Evan, it seemed clear that Israfil was thinking about something truly useless. Something that had absolutely no nutritional value and was actually quite dull in its thinking.

    Evan, who felt that this could not go on, sat up, and Israfil urgently grabbed the hem of Evan’s clothes as he tried to move away.

    “Hey, where are you going, little brother… … .”

    “… … Not going anywhere.”

    “Uh, yeah?”

    Evan answered absentmindedly and tied Israfil’s wrists in reverse. He tied them so tightly that it would be difficult to escape without divine power.

    Israfil raised his head blankly. His two golden eyes blinked blankly, as if asking, ‘What is this?’… … .

    “Hmm.”

    Evan had no intention of responding verbally.

    “… … Huh?”

    He looked down at Israfil for a moment, then quickly lowered his posture by bending his knees without hesitation.

    I gently pushed Israfil back, who was still making a blank expression─.

    “Hehe… … !?”

    I immediately buried my head in her large breasts, without any shame in satisfying my dark and vulgar desires.

    Of course, that wasn’t the end of it. Evan took a deep breath, enjoying the feel of that soft, plump flesh against his cheek and jaw.

    “… … Use it, sigh.”

    “Ugh, huh… … !”

    Israfil’s eyes, which had been wide open at Evan’s sudden action, trembled and showed his bewilderment.

    I never thought I would be suddenly attacked like this. I was as surprised as when I had just heard something like, “Shall we have sex later?” out of the blue.

    “… … Huh, ah… … .”

    Israfil couldn’t help but feel a strange sensation as Evan’s breath brushed past her chest through the thin negligee, especially her nipples that had stood erect ever since they had been covered.

    Her tightly closed lips were too thin to suppress her moans.

    “Evan… … .Suddenly, why… … .”

    “… … .”

    Israfil let out a shaky voice, his breathing somewhat erotic. One of his wrists was still tightly bound by Evan.

    Instead of answering her helpless question… … . Evan grabbed the strings of the negligee that had already fallen down to his shoulders and pulled them down.

    Since she wasn’t wearing any underwear, Israfil’s pale, bare skin was completely exposed. Her rippling breasts, and her beautifully pink nipples and areolas were all visible.

    “… … Huh.”

    She blushed bright red as she let out a funny sound. It was her breasts that she had shown to Evan several times already.

    ‘Oh, that’s embarrassing.’

    There was a clear difference between then and now in terms of voluntary and involuntary actions.

    Israfil covered his face with his other arm, which was relatively free. He wanted to hide his complexion and expression by doing so.

    “Sister.”

    Of course, whether or not that happened, there was no way Evan would stop teasing her breasts.

    Evan, who had called her in a very soft voice, reached out his hand. The part he was going to touch was the pink fruit hanging from the very tip of the flesh.

    “Yeah… … !”

    As soon as he pinched that spot with his thumb and index finger, Israfil shook his waist loudly. The mischievous touch cleverly stimulated only the pleasant spots.

    ‘Oh, no… … .’

    My whole body was tingling. I wanted to blow away all distracting thoughts and enjoy this ecstasy.

    But─. She had to push away the evil pleasure that was trying to color her mind.

    If things continued like this, I might really lose my sense of reason. Israfil looked up at Evan with his eyes wide open, his teeth clenched and panting.

    “This… … . This isn’t right, Evan. You can’t do this with me. Yeah. Stop, stop… … .”

    The words came out better than I expected, but I couldn’t help but have some mutterings mixed in between.

    Israfil continued to speak haltingly, feeling the tips of his ears grow hot.

    “Hey, uh, you can’t do this now. Yeah, ah… … ! Ugh, listen to me, unnie… … !”

    Evan continued his actions without pretending to hear. Israfil glared at him fiercely, but she had no staying power. Soon, she let out a weak moan, “Ugh.”

    “The resistance is a bit strong today.”

    Of course, Evan wasn’t really not listening to her. To be exact, he was just listening, but he didn’t feel like following what she said.

    Evan wiggled his eyebrows in puzzlement.

    “Why… … . When you saw me and Lete doing that, you made a blank expression as if the world was falling apart, and now you’re trying to deny it? ‘Family shouldn’t do that’, something like that?”

    “… … ?!!”

    And then he immediately mentions something that happened three days ago, and he’s subtly sarcastic.

    Israfil looked at Evan with his pupils shaking. Resentment and sadness at having to say such things now, shame and self-loathing that came to mind when he realized that he was certain of his feelings for him.

    Kkuk… … ! Still, she bit her lip. Just a little, but hard enough to taste blood.

    “… … That’s what I’m saying, Evan.”

    Rather, that’s why I had to talk about it. Especially if my family knew that I had romantic feelings for them, I had to touch on it.

    Israfil opened his eyes wide, and Evan also stopped playing with his hands for a moment at the seriousness of his expression.

    “Hoo… … .”

    Israfil considered it fortunate and took a calming breath.

    … … It was heartbreaking to even think about it, but it was also extremely miserable to have to say this with my own mouth.

    But what can I do? The man I fell in love with was a precious family member before he was a man, and that family had someone else in it.

    Israfil licked his lips with the most helpless smile in the world.

    “As you just said, you have Miss Lete… … . Miss Heresia. I know. You, you like her.”

    “… … .”

    “… … So, you don’t have to worry about me like this just because I’m your older sister, Evan. I’m, yeah. I’m fine. You don’t have to force yourself. ”

    Really. He added a word as if he was about to collapse at any moment… … Israfil did his best to smile brightly.

    It was a moment when I tried to cover up my feelings that were about to break and ignore them forever.

    “Ah… … . That’s right.”

    Evan scratched my cheek awkwardly, somehow out of place in the situation.

    And he makes a face like he’s thinking about how to bring this up.

    At first, I assumed that Israfil’s reaction was because he was just listening to me.

    He said that he didn’t realize his seriousness and was trying to pass it off as a joke. It was so sad, but he said that he was trampling on the courage that he had worked so hard to build up.

    “… … ?”

    But to really say that… … . something felt a bit strange.

    Israfil blinked his eyes pitifully. The tears that were about to flow out of his eyes due to the pain of his first heartbreak had long since disappeared.

    Evan looked at her with the kindest smile he could muster and calmly began to speak.

    “… … What should I say about this, um. There is something, sis. First of all, there are three things I need to tell you, and correct. ”

    “… … ? … … ??”

    “Okay, um. First of all, first.”

    The first words were a bit daunting, but what could he do? Since it was an explanation that had to be given, Evan decided to speak directly without overthinking it.

    “I’m not dating Leterang. Not yet.”

    “?”

    And once again, a question mark. Israfil pursed his lips in bewilderment at the fact that was completely contrary to what he had expected.

    You’re not dating? Really?

    Of course, Evan smiled bitterly at her predictable reaction, which was just as expected.

    “Next, second. I have never been unreasonable. Do you think there is any lie or deception in my lust for my sister?”

    “… … Huh?”

    “With such a lewd body. What made you think I wouldn’t have sexual desires?”

    Grumbling, Evan recalled the old days. Even as a teenager, when he had never thought of Israfil in that way, hadn’t his physical reactions been honest?

    Even though I only saw her as family, I swallowed dry saliva and endured the clammy desires and needs that would naturally arise whenever I saw her bare skin.

    Now that there is no longer a need for that, it just exposes all the flaws.

    Israfil opened his mouth in silence at the following explanation. He couldn’t help it. It was so hard to believe that Evan from his childhood had harbored such ill will toward him.

    “… … Ahem.”

    And Evan’s shoulders shuddered involuntarily. He just didn’t move, because his right hand had been touching Israfil’s chest all along.

    I could feel it clearly as she blushed like a young girl and her heart pounded.

    With a feeling of stiffness in his lower body for no reason─. Evan continued speaking as calmly as possible.

    “Now it’s the last one. The third one. Actually, this part is the most difficult… … .”

    Knock, knock. Evan deftly unbuttoned his shirt with one hand and threw it away, muttering to Israfil with a somewhat embarrassed expression.

    “I got permission.”

    “… … Huh?”

    Such a shocking statement that made Israfil more dumbfounded than ever that day.

    “He said I could go back and do whatever I wanted with other women. He said he would allow it if I was physically confident and could prove it… … ?”

    … … He said those words in a trembling manner, as if he himself did not quite understand them.

    Israfil opened his mouth ‘heh’ and made a blank expression.

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