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– I developed panic disorder. It’s all because of me, right?

These days, her head is full of many thoughts about Lee Jun-woo.

This is a fact that I found out not long ago.

The fact that Lee Jun-woo developed panic disorder shocked her the most.

‘If it’s true. I… need to apologize…’

You should not carelessly share your symptoms with others.

An Yu-min and Lee Jun-woo were close to the doctor in the health room.

– I don’t want to say this. Yumin, what did you do to Junwoo?

The teacher, who was always kind, scolded him.

It was like that.

What caused Lee Jun-woo to panic?

No doubt it was because of being expelled from the Aegis.

‘……’

It’s been three months since I kicked him out.

Still, I still remember the feelings from three months ago.

At that time, An Yu-min hated Lee Jun-woo.

It was hateful.

‘You said you liked me… me.’

A confession from the winter vacation after finishing my second year of high school.

But I couldn’t accept Lee Jun-woo’s confession.

He had to become a hero and regain his mother’s honor.

Actually, I felt it right at that moment of confession.

I wish I had accepted Lee Jun-woo’s feelings as they are.

Probably, I couldn’t do anything other than thinking about Lee Jun-woo.

‘no. Still… you should have accepted it though.’

I hugged the teddy bear tighter.

What Lee Jun-woo left behind when he refused to confess.

I still haven’t forgotten those words.

– You can’t do this while attending high school? Well, it doesn’t matter. Then, after I graduate, I will have another chance, right?

Although I was rejected.

Still, Lee Jun-woo smiled. He said he would wait until then.

An Yu-min was happy to hear those words.

Over the past two years, I have slowly opened my heart to Lee Jun-woo.

Because of the work of my father, or rather, that evil villain.

The man was disgusted.

So, when Lee Jun-woo approached her countless times trying to become close to her, it was annoying.

However, my impression changed when I saw that he always helped me with my training.

Even when I suggested creating a hero activity club, Aegis.

‘Song Sia…Ha Ye-eun…’

But those two ruined everything.

I should have opposed recruiting those two.

A lot of things happened in Aegis.

It flooded her mind as she couldn’t sleep again.

***

Even though it was a high school level club activity.

Still, conquering dungeons and defeating villains is essential for hero activities.

Aigis had to receive an official license from the association.

So Lee Jun-woo recruited Song Si-ah and Ha Ye-eun to the club.

– Because I lack skills. We need another party member.

An Yu-min said it was okay for the two of us to work alone.

Lee Jun-woo, who usually listens well to Ahn Yu-min.

He was stubborn when it came to recruiting those two.

And one year of Aigis.

An Yu-min’s skills as an awakened person have improved to a level that even surprises herself.

Even the second awakening was successful.

As the head of Aigis’ party, he even gained an honor that high school students cannot have.

But while you are growing like that.

My relationship with Lee Jun-woo became increasingly distant.

Lee Jun-woo, who never left his side.

Before I knew it, I was spending more time with Song Si-ah and Ha Ye-eun.

“……”

The memories of that time came back to me.

No matter who sees it, Song Xia treats people coldly.

Lee Jun-woo always treated Song Si-ah kindly.

Even when good or bad things happen during Aegis activities.

– how is it? Isn’t it quite fun to hang out with your classmates like this today? At times like that, you just have to smile.

It seemed like he always cared about Song Si-ah’s feelings first.

‘and…’

Ha Ye-eun had been doing personal broadcasting before coming to Aegis.

Lee Jun-woo greatly improved Ha Ye-eun’s broadcast.

In the process, I started skipping the physical training I had been doing for two years.

They said it was for broadcasting.

I saw him often buying snacks for Ha Ye-eun.

‘……’

I didn’t want to doubt Lee Jun-woo.

But it was strange.

Every time I see Lee Jun-woo with those two people.

I felt strangely upset.

I came to hate Song Si-ah and Ha Ye-eun.

And she began to feel an inexplicable feeling toward Lee Jun-woo, who did not care for her.

I was grateful for everything he had done for me.

At the same time, I felt sorry for Lee Jun-woo, who cared more about other women.

And, that was decisive.

Last fall.

Ha Ye-eun’s fan cafe. The female fan came to see him.

– Honestly, I don’t want to say this. I think Lee Jun-woo keeps trying to mess with Ye-eun. According to Ye-eun, she keeps asking me out even if I don’t like it…

Those were shocking words.

Although it was favorable to Song Si-ah and Ha Ye-eun.

Still, it’s just for club activities.

Obviously, Lee Jun-woo said so, so I tried to believe it.

But Lee Jun-woo seemed to have forgotten his feelings for her long ago.

– And he kept sending me private DMs… Not long ago, he called me aside and even held my hand…

If that’s true.

Lee Jun-woo was a man who loved women to a degree that was truly unimaginable.

So I couldn’t hold back any longer and asked Ha Ye-eun directly.

– It’s all true! I think Lee Jun-woo is so in love with me! Of course, I keep pointing out that I’m not even remotely interested in Lee Jun-woo…

– No matter how much it is for the broadcast, every time Lee Jun-woo enters and exits our house… I feel a little burdened by his gaze!

There is no way Ha Ye-eun, a nun, would lie.

– Even Ha Ye-eun’s house… is being accessed privately?

Took-

In that late fall, An Yu-min felt like the world was collapsing.

There isn’t much left until graduation.

I was planning to ask him again after the graduation ceremony.

Do you still like yourself?

If so, she also wants to date Lee Jun-woo.

But the limit has been crossed.

– This is the end.

Lee Jun-woo, a blond tanned gangster.

Although he denied all the rumors about Lee Jun-woo.

All those bad rumors were true.

I didn’t want to see Lee Jun-woo anymore.

So An Yu-min decided to expel him.

It would be better if there were no feelings left at all.

It wouldn’t have mattered if he had remained as Aigis’ operator and manager.

Even after seeing Lee Jun-woo messing with so many women.

My heart remained.

I haven’t forgotten the past times when I was kind to her.

Because I remembered Lee Jun-woo’s kindness and warmth.

– You have to give up. This is the person who left me a long time ago.

So I expelled him and tried to make up my mind anew.

Because she would definitely become a hero after graduating from the academy.

But An Yu-min was confused now.

The whole premise was twisted.

– What are you talking about? Even when Junwoo came to me because of his panic disorder. I was more worried about you.

I couldn’t believe what the health room teacher said.

Lee Jun-woo developed panic disorder.

Because he was the one who led the expulsion. I’m saying it might be something like that.

And even at the moment of being expelled.

An Yu-min, the words that said he liked her.

– I visited this health room often at the end of the second semester. I was incredibly tired and stressed.

It may not be known who the three Aigis are who have completed their second awakening.

Lee Jun-woo’s skills as an awakened person were extremely lacking.

So, a body similar to that of an ordinary person.

– You only slept four hours a day?

So, he said that he was extremely tired while working for Aegis.

The end of the third year of high school.

He was always late for hero activities.

It seems that he has reached his limits while caring for three people at the same time while also attending to his studies.

‘Why, why don’t I know that…’

Lee Jun-woo made a big mistake.

The truth of the scandal connected with those women is still unknown.

What if Lee Jun-woo still had feelings for her?

At the very least, I should have talked to Lee Jun-woo before being expelled.

It may already be too late.

I had to apologize to him now.

‘……’

But An Yu-min was anxious.

What really shocked me was the statement that I had panic disorder.

When I ran into Lee Jun-woo again several times after leaving.

Because I remember his eyes.

Even when they tried to arrest Dark Snake in February.

Even at the entrance ceremony.

Lee Jun-woo’s eyes were very clear and peaceful.

The teacher clearly said that he was probably the trigger for my panic disorder.

But Lee Jun-woo was the same Lee Jun-woo she first knew.

Before the scandal with the woman.

Just like Lee Jun-woo, with his kind and kind eyes.

Also, not long ago, the day of the class assignment evaluation was decisive.

Lee Jun-woo seemed to have overcome his panic disorder.

And next to Lee Jun-woo was Choi Hana.

‘Choi Hana…’

Not even the two people from Aigis.

Choi Hana, who An Yu-min always thought of as a rival in his heart, was by Lee Jun-woo’s side.

And the same woman, An Yu-min, clearly felt it at that moment.

Choi Hana was wary of herself trying to talk to Lee Jun-woo.

It was natural why he was wary of himself.

I even checked again with Lane Weapons this morning.

That’s why I couldn’t say the apology I should have to Lee Jun-woo.

– Is it true that Choi Hana is interested in Lee Jun-woo?

And that fact was more shocking than any other truth.

“Why… Why do you have to be Choi Hana? Hmm…”

Tears began to flow without her knowing.

As a single mother.

And as someone who was once a hero but has lost that honor.

A mother who never once showed that she was having a hard time.

That’s why An Yu-min never cried, even in front of his mother.

But now, I was hugging the teddy bear that Lee Jun-woo had given me as a gift.

The tears flowed so much that I couldn’t control them.

“Ugh… black…”

It was such a complex feeling that I couldn’t explain it.

What is certain is that my heart broke. It was painful.

And that scene appeared in my mind again.

Lee Jun-woo and Choi Hana from Rain Weapons.

The sight of those two people having a date in a downtown area.