episode_0033

Is this what it feels like to be caught in a hobby that shouldn’t be caught?

I feel so embarrassed that I want to jump out of the window right now.

Damn it.

I shouldn’t have restored the replay.

Why did I have to restore it when I knew it would create such a disaster?

I approached my sister cautiously, cursing at my past self who confidently demanded the replay from the streaming site.

“Sister.”

“Don’t talk to me, you perverted bastard.”

“No, I’m not a pervert, am I? I was just trying to meet the needs of the customers…”

“That’s what they call self-justification. You’re a mentally ill bastard. If you weren’t a pervert, you would have just cut it off and rejected it, wouldn’t you?”

My sister cowardly brought up the facts and started to dissect them one by one.

“If you weren’t a real pervert, you would have only used weird sexual desires in the first broadcast and stopped there, right? But you keep using weird sexual desires in the next broadcast, and the next one. You even have the latest broadcast with only weird sexual desires. Where do you see yourself not being a pervert?”

“I’ve drawn a lot of normal sexual desires too, you know? Like a fox mermaid being seduced by a bald black man, or a fox mermaid being held captive by a yandere…”

“You crazy b*tch! That’s not normal sexual desire! Seduction should end with seduction, what’s with the teacher-student seduction and captivity seduction? And do you think yuri is normal sexual desire?”

In the angry scolding of my sister, I replied calmly and seriously.

“Sister, think about it. Even if one fox mermaid is a great side dish in Happy Time, wouldn’t having two fox mermaids double the fun just by simple calculation?”

“…You’re talking nonsense in such a verbose way, my cute little brother.”

“I am a bit cute, right?”

“Yes, so cute that I want to tear you apart and kill you. You b*stard!!!”

Smack!

My sister hit my forehead with her palm.

“Are you going to continue this? Living a vulgar life where you laugh and take money from strangers while enduring sexual harassment?”

“I have to continue if I want to survive, sister. Don’t you know some people do things because they want to?”

“If you don’t want to do it, then don’t! Why force yourself to do something you don’t want to do?”

In my sister’s angry voice filled with frustration, I replied in a calm voice more than ever.

“Because that’s the only way I can survive.”

“…What?”

“I have to broadcast to survive. If I don’t broadcast, it’s a life on borrowed time. This body, it may look fine on the outside, but it’s completely broken right now.”

Maybe it was because of the black fox’s visit this time, but I managed to earn three more years of time with overflowing energy and vitality.

To see more amazing 19+ fox mermaid mangas, I have no choice but to continue the broadcast forcibly.

And even if I gather the energy of a million people as the fox god said and can go out while hiding my fluffy ears and soft, tantalizing tail.

I am fundamentally a recluse loner.

I fear the eyes of others, and being an otaku among otakus, I even avoid making eye contact with anyone who is not a close friend.

To communicate with people, I have no choice but to do internet broadcasts where I don’t feel their direct gaze.

Of course, if I gather the energy of a million people and completely escape from the borrowed time life, I can stop internet broadcasting and earn money as usual through commissions.

Or I can create my own erotic fox mermaid images and have a Happy Time through that.

Was I tickling my sister with my tail, who was silenced by the word ‘borrowed time’?

Nuna approached me and gently stroked my head as she spoke softly.

“Sigh, you idiot. I told you to stop playing with my daughter. It’s bone-chilling.”

“No, it’s not about bone-chilling, it’s about changing genders. And to top it off, into a form that closely resembles my ideal type!”

“You’re saying this happened because you spanked your daughter three times a day? You reap what you sow, you perverted jerk!”

“So, can you just stand there and watch a hot mess without doing anything, Nuna? If you get an erection, it’s common courtesy to lend a hand!”

“This crazy woman turned into a girl and there’s nothing she won’t say to her Nuna? Are you really asking for trouble?”

The lively eyes and a stance that seemed ready to attack at any moment.

The unique animalistic sense of a fox-human hybrid warns me.

If I push it any further, I’ll be heading straight to hell.

But, no matter the pressure from a younger sibling or an older sister, one must speak their mind.

With a serious expression, I approached Nuna and whispered in a voice as smooth as rolling pearls.

“What will you do if you’re attracted to her? Will you refrain from self-pleasure after seeing a hot mess?”

…I was hit like a bolt from the blue.

—–

“Eat well, and if you have any difficulties, contact me. I’ll come by often, so don’t change your password. There are limits to how annoying you can be.”

“If you come by more than three times a week, I’m moving out. Do you have enough money to move?”

“I have a contact book, so if you move out without telling me, you’ll be in big trouble. Got it?”

“Even if I die, I’ll cry out for freedom. I’m a citizen of a free democratic country.”

Already, the presence of these insane beings disrupting my peaceful daily life, and now Nuna is getting involved? Isn’t this the true beginning of chaos?

I stared at Nuna with a look that could kill, trying to interfere with my life. She sighed and raised both hands.

“You’re thick-headed, you brat. Oh, by the way, what will you tell our parents? There’s barely a week left before they can only be reached by text or KakaoTalk.”

“I’ll figure something out, just give me some time to prepare. I’m not ready yet.”

“What do you need to prepare? Just blurt it out like you did today. I’ll inform our parents about the situation, so contact them within a week. I’ll be waiting eagerly for your call.”

“Report the situation. I’ll contact them as soon as possible, so don’t worry too much.”

After Nuna reiterated to contact our parents, she left the room, and I also issued a warning to my bald, testicle-headed friend who was still at home.

“Hey, you too. I’m going to broadcast now.”

“Does it matter if I’m here or not? I might be needed if something happens during the broadcast.”

“If you’re here, it might cause more problems. What will people think if you and I are together?”

“They might just think you’re a normal boyfriend or a sex partner, right? What’s the big deal?”

“If a guy is around, the amount of pheromones emitted changes. If someone sees my body and gets turned on, but then sees a bald muscle gay guy next to me, wouldn’t they be turned off immediately?”

As I explained with reason, he nodded and grabbed his belongings.

“That makes sense, then call me if anything dangerous happens. Don’t just stand there and watch if things get out of hand.”

“I’ll never have to stand and watch, so don’t worry.”

“You know what a flag is, right? I’m excited to see you turn into a slut who only knows how to have sex.”

“Stop talking nonsense. Go on, you muscle-head. You’re not going far.”

“Alright, take care.”

After sending away all the unwelcome guests, I quietly summoned the Fox Deity.

“I have a question.”

– “What are you curious about?”

“After the Fox Lady visited, my pheromones suddenly increased significantly. Can you tell me what happened?”

After the fox lady left, my body, which used to always groan with exhaustion, now moves vigorously without feeling tired at all.

It seems like my stamina is recovering faster, and overall, I feel a sense of vitality coursing through my body.

Since meeting the testicle friend, I’ve never felt myself getting healthier even once, so it couldn’t be his ability.

Does that mean the fox lady did something to my body?

I asked the fox god with concern in my voice, and she chuckled before answering my question.

– Do not worry too much. Everything has been taken care of by the lady. Just enjoy the feeling of getting healthier.

“But I’m still curious. Can you tell me how my body got healthier?”

– The fox lady simply extracted a lot of vitality that she had gathered. With more vitality, the rate of physical breakdown slows down, giving you a relatively healthy feeling.

The fox god replied calmly, pointing to the monitor as she spoke.

– You need not think about anything else. Just focus on how to extract more vitality. The lady will take care of everything else.

“It’s hard to believe. How many shady things have you done that I should trust you?”

– You must trust the lady completely.

“I’d sooner trust a cat with fish than trust you. Even if you offered me a fortune, I wouldn’t believe you.”

Believe in the woman who destroyed my precious baby maker and turned my life into hard mode?

What a load of crap.

Even if that woman offered me a million dollars and asked me to trust her, I would never believe her.

I wouldn’t even blindly trust her, considering how flashy her actions have been so far.

Was I staring at the fox god who was laughing meaninglessly like that?

I heard the doorbell ring, and the delivery man’s footsteps as he left the package.

Finally, the essential item for the next broadcast has arrived.

Using the fox’s incredible hearing, I confirmed that there was no one around and opened the door, reaching out my arm to bring the package into my studio apartment.

As the package entered the room, the fox god immediately showed curiosity.

She looked around the package, opening her mouth in amazement.

– What is this? It looks like clothes from the packaging.

“Clothes, yes. They may look like ordinary clothes that you can never wear outside or in normal situations.”

– A peculiar garment, you say. Why did you buy this bizarre clothing? Are you preparing for some kind of ritual?

In response to her question, I chuckled and explained where this clothing would be used.

“It’s for the next broadcast’s concept of a fox nun performing a ritual.”