episode_0033

‘… It’s awkward!’

As we left the karaoke bar and returned home together, the atmosphere was suffocatingly awkward.

Earlier, we were frantically touching each other’s breasts and groins as if we were possessed by something, but when we came to our senses and regained our senses, we felt infinitely ashamed of our actions just now.

Of course, Sooyeon Choi was much more embarrassed than me.

Let alone making eye contact, I couldn’t even raise my face the entire time.

She even shared one of my umbrellas to pretend to be my girlfriend, and since it was still raining, we couldn’t keep our distance from each other, so I had no choice but to use the same umbrella and go in this awkward atmosphere.

To be honest, I was on the verge of going crazy.

The feel of Choi Soo-yeon’s G-cup pudding breasts felt like they were still alive and breathing in my hand, and if I could make her fall and fuck her right now, I wouldn’t have any regrets even if I died tomorrow.

However, if you live according to your desires, there is no difference from Han Seong-jin before.

I feel sorry for my dick, but some things just have to wait.

As in a book called The Marshmallow Story, which I read a long time ago, it is a waste to eat flatfish just because it is on the table in front of you.

I may get immediate pleasure, but for Choi Soo-yeon, I will end up being nothing more than a ‘body-only-object’ and she will fall into the abyss, suffering from infinite self-destruction and self-destruction.

Today, I had many opportunities to become intimate with Choi Soo-yeon, but I have to endure it and be patient in order to make Choi Soo-yeon my woman for the rest of my life, including my heart. Like the patient kids in the marshmallow story.

…… When I think about it, it actually had nothing to do with whether or not the kids were patient, but I’m a little angry because I really have to endure it.

I broke the suffocatingly awkward silence and spoke first.

“I’m sorry.”

“Yes?”

“At the karaoke bar earlier… I was worried that if I left it alone, I would get filmed, so I ended up acting as naturally as possible. It must have been my first time doing something like that, so I’m sorry.”

“Ah… no. I was the one who said from the beginning that I would follow my senior when he told me not to come, and if you think about it, I… I’m not in a position to say anything either…”

If you think about it, that’s true.

I definitely let go of the aggro once and immediately took my hand away, but it was Choi Su-yeon who made me put my hand into her chest.

We both fell silent again as we both thought of a similar scene at the same time.

This time, Sooyeon Choi broke the silence first.

“Senior, today… thank you.”

“Did you?”

” Earlier during the day, I had a really hard time to the point where I couldn’t even think about anything… but after talking to my senior, I felt a little better. And at the karaoke bar… he was trying to protect me…”

“Keuhm… sorry.”

“And I really want to ask my senior…”

“What is it?”

Suyeon Choi slowly raised her arm, grabbed my collar, and asked quietly.

“I heard it all earlier. Senior, really… Are you seriously going to make me your girlfriend?”

#####

After Han Seong-jin took Hwang Seong-tae out, Choi Soo-yeon, who found it difficult to remain in the room, which was no different from an orgy motel, left the room for a while while the others were engrossed in sex.

And as I left the room, I heard two men’s voices in the fairly quiet hallway.

‘Oh my…’

When Su-yeon Choi was in a situation where she unintentionally overheard the conversation, she tried to go back, but she was scared to go back without Seong-jin Han in the scene of the orgy.

In the end, she ended up standing in the hallway and listening to the two people’s conversation.

“There’s a kid you brought with you. Suyeon Choi. Please let me eat.”

At Hwang Seong-tae’s words, Choi Su-yeon seemed to have goosebumps all over her body.

I knew other men kept looking at me, but I never thought they would target my body so blatantly.

‘Oh, what should I do… I really insisted on following him for no reason. What should I do, I don’t want to die…’

As if Choi Soo-yeon was worried, Han Seong-jin sharply refused.

“Hey, she’s my girl.”

Although they weren’t dating or anything, they were just seniors and juniors who worked together part-time, but Han Seong-jin called Choi Soo-yeon ‘my woman.’

Nevertheless, Hwang Seong-tae did not give up, and soon a loud noise was heard from beyond the corner of the curved hallway.

Quang!

‘Wow, what a surprise! ‘Are we fighting?’

Han Seong-jin cursed harshly in a low voice and threatened Hwang Seong-tae.

Although I couldn’t see what was going on, I felt very intimidated when he cursed seriously in that low voice.

“Choi Su-yeon said she was my woman. A bastard like you isn’t the kind of guy who can fuck whenever he wants-”

Han Seong-jin was clearly drawing a line and protecting her.

Suyeon Choi felt like she was about to cry out of relief, and at the same time, her heart was pounding like crazy.

I can’t believe there is someone who cares for me and wants to protect me so much.

For her, who felt so deeply betrayed by Gong Young-bae and had a huge hole in her heart, every word Han Seong-jin said was like a cure.

It felt like Han Seong-jin’s kind heart was filling up the hole in his heart, and every time he said ‘my woman’, I felt like my whole body was tingling.

Since Choi Soo-yeon had originally had a very strong liking for Gong Young-bae, her sense of loss at having her heart completely abandoned was even greater.

In that state, she was in close contact with Han Seong-jin for several hours, and right before that, she was massaging her breasts and caressing her hands.

The pleasure of the body cured the sick mind, and the healed mind urged it to depend on the person who provided the cure.

My liking for Gong Young-bae quickly changed into feelings for Han Seong-jin.

From 95:5 to 90:10, then to 80:20, then to 60:40…

My feelings for Han Seong-jin quickly overtook my feelings for Gong Young-bae and overshadowed them all.

I don’t want to go to a man who takes advantage of my heart, but to a reliable man who can say he’s ‘mine’ even in front of a bunch of bullies.

I want to be that man’s woman.

Her feelings for Han Seong-jin began to run away like a train with a broken control panel, and Choi Soo-yeon returned to the room with her cheeks turning red and her chest tightening.

Choi Soo-yeon was far from a Geumsapa, but the hurt in her heart turned her into a Geumsapa.

A while later, when Han Seong-jin returned to the room with Hwang Seong-tae, he looked cooler than any other man in Choi Soo-yeon’s eyes.

‘Seongjin senior…♥’

Although they did not kiss or date, let alone have a physical relationship, Sooyeon Choi was becoming his woman in her heart, as Han Seongjin declared.

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“Did you hear everything? Are you talking about me?”

Suyeon Choi nodded quietly.

“Really… Are you really serious? Didn’t you just say that to cover up?”

I lightly traced her soft cheek with my thumb.

“Did you just forget what I told you?”

“…?”

“I have no talent for lip service.”

“Then…”

“I didn’t say that with empty words.”

The corners of Sooyeon Choi’s mouth began to twitch.

She desperately suppressed her laughter and asked again.

“Then what about Yuri?”

“Same goes for him.”

Choi Soo-yeon’s expression cooled again.

Suyeon Choi crossed her arms as if she were angry and looked at me while tapping her fingers.

“The only person in the world who would say so openly in front of a girl that he would make another girl his is his senior.”

“Maybe so. I’m sorry, I’m such a shameless guy who’s selfish and greedy for women.”

“Ha… I guess I just like bad guys.”

Suyeon Choi sighed heavily, glanced at me and crossed her arms.

I felt her large breasts lightly pressing against my forearms.

“Senior, are you okay?”

“What?”

“Should I call him a senior friend…or a subordinate? Is it okay to hand it all over like that? Aren’t these people gathered by a senior?”

“If someone hears this, they will think I am the leader of a gangster training center? What else is there to do other than collect? There was a group like that even before I entered school, and even after you and I graduate, that group will continue to exist with only the members changing.

We just had a few fights inside, and it just so happened that it happened, and now I have to let go. I know because I saw what you did today. It’s a group of people with nothing good to do with it.”

“Still… what should I do if my senior tells me that he is no longer the captain?”

“Do you think they listen well because I am the leader?”

“……?”

“The seat doesn’t matter. I listen because I am the strongest. Passing over the position of leader doesn’t mean I’m weaker. Even if they get together, there’s nothing I can do about it.

The first year students are scared, the second year students want to become captains later but don’t want to mess things up, and how many third year students are there? Even if they band together, they can’t beat me.”

“Senior, I don’t think you’re worried. Is this confidence, or arrogance?”

“Both? Rather, it’s you that I’m worried about.”

“Me?”

Choi Su-yeon’s eyes turned round.

“Okay. I would know if I heard it. Seongtae Hwang What is that bastard thinking? No matter what, you won’t be able to ignore my feelings, and that bastard has a lot to lose now and needs to settle down, so he won’t be able to act carelessly, but it won’t be good for you to run into him, so if you can, stay out of that bastard’s eyes. I will stick with you and protect you 24 hours a day. There’s no way.”

“If you’re that anxious, you can stay together 24 hours a day, right?”

Suyeon Choi responded to my words with a smile.

“Do I have two bodies?”

“Umm~ Is that really going to be difficult? Senior, then, instead of staying with me and watching over me 24 hours a day, would you please take me to my house? Because you did something like that to me today.”

“Hey, what you did to me. Then what are you going to do for me?”

“To my senior? Umm…”

Suyeon Choi still had her arms crossed, leaning her head on my forearm and looking up at me with a smile.

“I’ll think about it starting on Monday.”

……

Choi Soo-yeon returned home after being seen off by Han Seong-jin, washed up, went back to her room, and locked the door.

The feeling and pleasure of having my breasts massaged violently by Han Seong-jin in the karaoke room was not easily forgotten from my body.

Even if it’s just touching, it’s like this, what would it be like if you kissed Han Seong-jin? What if you cross the last line?

Just thinking about it made me feel hot and wet underneath.

I was incredibly hurt by a guy I liked, and that very day, I was healed by another guy.

And on the same day, she gave her breasts, which she had never allowed to any man, and felt a man’s touch on her breasts for the first time.

When I think about it now, I wonder what was going on in my mind at the time, but I also didn’t think that I would refuse if Han Seong-jin asked for my breasts again.

– Sooyeon Choi is my woman.

Choi Soo-yeon’s deep, threatening voice when Han Seong-jin called her ‘my woman’ kept ringing in her ears.

As I remembered Han Seong-jin’s rough hands massaging my breasts, my body became increasingly hot.

“Senior…♥”

That night, Sooyeon Choi consoled herself for the first time in her life.

……

And just two days later, next Monday, lunch time.

“Seong~jin~seon~bae~♥”

Soo-yeon Choi burst into the third-year cafeteria and looked for Seong-jin Han with a lively voice.

Because she had such an outstanding appearance and was dressed up like a gyaru, she immediately caught the attention of all the third graders, especially the men, upon entering.

However, Choi Soo-yeon looked for Han Seong-jin without even paying attention to the other men, and as soon as she found him, she ran over and sat next to him like a puppy meeting its owner.

“What, why did you come here? Don’t you eat?”

“Are you going to eat it? Today and forever~ next to my senior♥”

Choi Soo-yeon crossed her arms around Han Seong-jin, pressed her chest against him, and smiled.

“This is the price I pay for what I did♥”