episode_0032

The two who spent the night together felt like they had become closer than usual.

In fact, it was clear that we had really gotten close.

Enoch also noticed this and was delighted.

Lisa didn’t notice it.

“Idiot.”

“What?”

“Oh, no.”

Because in Lisa’s heart, Enoch was her precious younger brother whom she had to protect with her life, and her friend whom she had known for the longest time.

Therefore, no matter how close Lisa became with Enoch, she still thought of him as her own younger brother.

There was no reaction.

Enoch told Lisa that she was an idiot and crossed his arms.

Hug.

Enoch crossed his arms.

And they got too close.

“, Enoch?”

“Stay still. I comforted you yesterday.”

“Ugh, uh.”

But even so.

Enoch, who had never linked arms with anyone until now, couldn’t help but be taken aback when he suddenly did so.

And Enoch at that time was smiling happily.

I couldn’t refuse.

“… … .”

Lisa had an intuition that something was wrong with Enoch.

But I didn’t know exactly what was wrong.

So, after dismissing it as a mistake, I continued on toward my destination.

*

The two passed through several cities and gates.

We arrived at the largest temple in the East.

“Let’s get down.”

“Yeah.”

The two got off the motorcycle and followed the crowd into a large temple.

Then, the giant Buddha statue there welcomed the two.

Lisa simply nodded and walked away.

[Nebula, recognizes your presence.]

[Nebula, guides you to Buddha.]

“Or so.”

And then he started to rest in the shelter beyond the Buddha statue.

Enoch followed Lisa to the shelter and rested with her.

The two sat in the pavilion in the shelter and rested with other people.

How long was it like that?

The monks, their hair shining brightly, came to the two and spoke.

“I came to meet a noble person.”

“Okay. Here it is.”

“Okay, please follow us.”

“Go first. I’ll follow you after watching you go.”

They walked, bowing their backs and chanting sutras.

Lisa and Enoch followed the monks at a distance.

The monks understood their situation and quickly left.

We quickly passed two mountains.

Enoch fell down before me because his legs were sore.

A monk who saw us like that asked us a question.

“How did you two meet?”

“It’s nothing. I’ve known you since I was little.”

“?”

“I also heard from Seongjwa that we are siblings, but they look very different.”

“I hear that a lot. My dad is different.”

“I see.”

The monk struck the moktak as if he had realized something in response to my answer.

And with the sound of the monk’s moktak repeating only the word “apology,” we arrived at the third mountain.

We walked to the man called Buddha who lived on the third mountain.

And I was feeling increasingly worse.

*

Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock.

– Maha Prajna Paramita Heart Sutra Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva… … .

From somewhere I could hear the sound of the Heart Sutra being recited.

The source of the sound is a large cave built in front of you.

I wondered if it was really necessary to make a home in a cave, but I ignored it and walked in.

Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock.

“I have brought a noble person.”

Warm.

The sound of the moktak stopped and a man walked out from inside.

There was a halo behind the man.

His body shone golden like a Buddha statue.

I felt an unknown sacredness.

I thought about him.

In my memory, he was the tallest man in the East.

Although, there were many women’s problems.

All followed him because of his divinity.

“Hmm. His face is definitely as handsome as before. Not as handsome as Enoch though.”

“Are you still the same as before? ”

“Yes, it should be the same. I suffered so much because of you in the past. If it’s not the same, how can I get revenge?”

“But this time, you’re not here to seek revenge, are you?”

“Okay. So hurry up and take care of my little sister. Plus, write her a talisman so she doesn’t get entangled with women.”

“… … Well, even if you just look at his face, he has a fate that will attract many women. It’s surprising that he’s still alive with such a fate.”

“Shut up. Let’s go in quickly?”

“Okay.”

We followed the man into the cave.

And I saw a huge Buddha statue placed there.

The man bowed before the Buddha statue, and we just nodded.

The man smiled at us and then opened the door where amulets were stuck here and there and went in.

There were numerous talismans in the room, but the man didn’t even look at them.

He took out a blank piece of yellow paper with nothing drawn on it and began to create a talisman with a brush dipped in red ink.

I couldn’t figure out what it meant, but I saw the man place the amulet on Enoch’s forehead.

I realized that it was to check Enoch’s condition.

“It’s going to sting from now on.”

“n, yes?”

A man begins to chant Buddhist scriptures.

Then Enoch fell to the ground in agony.

I shouted when I saw that man.

“Hey you little shit!! What have you done!!!”

But even so, there is a man who just recites Buddhist scriptures without saying anything.

I saw Enoch screaming in pain.

I yelled at the man several times.

But the man didn’t even listen.

And when I looked into his eyes, I couldn’t help but be amazed.

“Hey, hey! Are you okay? What’s wrong with your eyes. Huh?”

The man’s eyes had no pupils.

Enoch’s pupils had also disappeared from his eyes.

I guess it’s because it’s hidden above the eyelid.

That fact alone was terrifying to me.

It was terrifying to me that Enoch was in such a strange state.

“Enoch!!! Enoch!!! Come on!!!”

But Enoch still had no pupils.

The man was reciting Buddhist scriptures.

And that’s what I can do there.

Or kill a man.

All I could do was just wait here.

*

After reciting all the sutras, he and Enoch came to their senses.

But for some reason, the man’s face was red.

Within, he looked at me.

“Disgusting little shit.”

“Suddenly?”

“Don’t live like that, you piece of trash.”

“No, why are you swearing at me all of a sudden? You should be thankful that I didn’t kill you.”

“Wooow… … .”

The man grabbed a trash can from nearby and started vomiting.

I want to know why men do that.

He turned his gaze to Enoch.

Enoch looked as if he had no idea what was going on.

So I couldn’t figure out why on earth he was doing that.

It would have been better if you had at least told me the reason for this.

But I wonder if he knows my feelings or not.

He shouted at me to go outside the room and wait.

We had no choice but to go out of the room and sit in front of the Buddha statue.

I heard the sound of a moktak coming from inside the room.

I grabbed Enoch and asked him again.

“Really, you don’t know?”

“Yeah. I don’t know?”

“Really? Then, why is he doing that?”

“Soot… … Huh? What, maybe I just imagined something weird?”

“Is that so? But I don’t think he’d be that kind of guy.”

“… … .”

We waited quietly in front of the Buddha statue.

And shortly after, the man came out.

His clothes were slightly unkempt.

The eyes were open.

“Uh. Are you done?”

“This, this… … .”

“No, why are you doing that? At least tell me why you’re doing this. Then I won’t have to react.”

“… … Trash.”

“So tell me why I’m trash? Up until now, you’ve only used words like gangster or thug, so why am I trash now?”

“Ask him about that. I don’t know for sure what he did to get into that state and have such thoughts, but he knows for sure, so he’ll tell you.”

“No, ha… …Okay. Then can I go?”

“Yeah.”

“Okay. Take care. I’ll kill you next time I see you.”

“… … .”

We left the temple after finishing that work.

And when he came out, only I came out.

Of course, I didn’t feel it when I first came in… … .

*

Tyrant, Lisa.

The Holy Spirit said that she would come today.

I nodded to their words.

They told her to recite the sutra until she came.

Knock. Knock. Knock. Knock.

“Maha Prajna Paramita Heart Sutra Avalokitesvara Bodhisattva… … .”

I recited my feelings like that for a long time.

Until the tyrant comes.

Until my enemy comes.

I waited for her for about three days.

And then after some time, someone knocked on the cave door.

“I have brought a noble person.”

Warm.

At those words, I put down the moktak I was striking.

I opened the door and welcomed them.

Then, there was no one wearing a goblin mask.

A man and a woman were staring blankly at me.

I looked at the man who was staring straight into my halo.

‘Yeah, that guy.’

The only being that can control the tyrant.

The only blood relative.

The most precious thing.

Enoch.

I stared blankly at his bare face.

And the two were guided inside.

Crunch. Crunch.

The sound of three people’s footsteps echoed inside the cave.

Enoch found all of this fascinating.

I could only exclaim in admiration.

The tyrant, the being I feared the most and the devil of the world.

I was smiling as I watched Enoch’s childish reaction.

‘The tyrant is smiling. The people of the world will be surprised.’

I brought them into the room where I was staying.

The amulets that are stuck on tightly are to prevent the tyrant from intruding.

It was put together, but when the tyrant came in.

The image on the talisman began to fade.

‘It seems like your presence has become stronger than before.’

Now what can stop her from now on?

There must be only the constellations.

If there is someone else.

That would be a ‘god’ of a higher rank than the constellations.

I absentmindedly created an amulet that could enter Enoch’s mind.

And then he put the amulet on his forehead.

I memorized the order.

Then, all of a sudden, my connection with reality was cut off.

I entered Enoch’s self-depth.

*

“Let’s see. Let’s see what’s in this guy’s head.”

As I was looking through his memories, I noticed that his memories had disappeared as if they had been cut out by something around the time he entered puberty.

“This was the problem. But there is no trace… … No matter how many experts I go to, there is no answer?”

When I realized why Enoch’s memory was having problems, I became curious.

How on earth did they end up roasting a tyrant?

Also, how did you get along with the tyrant?

I want to know why.

I decided to look at all of Enoch’s memories, starting from his first memory to his last.

*

And the first memory I read was this review.

“I have no idea how it all went down?”

Even though he was young, this is Enoch’s subconscious, so all of his forgotten memories are there.

But Enoch’s childhood memories.

It was as if my eyes were covered with a cloth, and there was only a faint light.

Lisa was always by Enoch’s side.

However, the only strange thing was that Lisa’s face was covered, as if a child had colored over it with crayons.

I guess this is why he didn’t recognize Lisa as his older sister.

So, if you just erase these.

“I guess I can regain my memories of Lisa.”

Having found the solution, I looked at Enoch’s second memory.

The second memory is after Enoch lost his memory.

It was after he lost his memory to the giant tree that was resting comfortably.

At first, Enoch did not call Lisa his sister.

Then, a sand monster attacked Enoch, and Lisa saved him, which led to a growing affection for him.

At night, Lisa, who didn’t do anything to herself even though her older sister wasn’t there, seemed like a trustworthy person.

Additionally, whenever I tried to recall past memories, I would get a headache and fill in the events in between with my imagination.

“So now, Enoch’s memories are false.”

Enoch’s memory filled the gaps in his memory like this.

When I was starting puberty, I was kidnapped.

I was unconscious until I met Lisa.

And he called Lisa, who saved him, his older sister.

In some cases, I lost my memory while following Lisa.

Lisa took care of me and cared for me like that.

They started to develop feelings for each other.

“Yeah. That’s right. But this is… … .”

Enoch opened his eyes and watched cartoons on the hotel television.

And that comic was rated 19+.

It was then that Enoch first saw Lisa as a person of the opposite sex… … .

“Oh shit. I can’t watch this.”

And from that day on, every night to Lisa… … .

“Eww!!!”

I ran straight away from Enoch’s ego.

Because the depth of the self can experience its own master.

I ran away to get rid of my feelings for Lisa.

But because I’ve already seen that memory.

Somewhere in my subconscious, a small desire for Lisa arose.

The things he had imagined came to mind.

*

But I stopped thinking and came back to reality.

The feelings and memories still remained.

I looked at Lisa, who seemed to be expecting something.

When I saw her, I felt my face and body getting hot.

I soon started cursing to shake off this feeling.

“Disgusting little shit.”

Lisa looked shocked when she heard what I said.

But that face also looked somehow lovely.

‘Fuck.’

I was corrupted by Enoch.

This memory will remain in my subconscious and torment me for the rest of my life.

‘So that guy was the one who was going to give me a hard time… … .’

“Wow.”

And then I threw up on the spot.