episode_0029
by fnovelpiaBeep beep beep – beep beep beep –
The monotonous sound of a cell phone alarm broke the morning silence.
Hyunwoo frowned as he forced his eyelids, which had difficulty opening, up.
I felt a little tired after making Hyeji climax several times last night.
Beep beep beep – beep beep beep –
“Ha…”
Hyunwoo sighed and reached for his phone as the alarm continued to ring in his ears.
The time is 8:30 am. It was an alarm that I deliberately set because I had work to do this morning.
Hyunwoo turns off the alarm and looks back at Hyeji lying next to him.
She was in a deep sleep, not even moving at the sound of the alarm.
He exposes his white upper body outside the blanket and lets out a soft sigh.
As I looked at the slender shoulders and breasts rising and falling below the nape of my neck, I remembered the thrill of yesterday’s touch.
It was a breast spanking that wasn’t in my original plan, but I couldn’t control my rising urge and committed it.
He carefully stretched out his hand and grabbed the breast that he had violated, and his hand was filled with a pleasant softness.
She seemed to feel itchy even in her sleep, sobbing and chatting in her sleep, but she showed no signs of waking up.
Hyunwoo had no choice but to shake her small body and open his mouth.
“Baby, wake up. He said he would work part-time this morning~”
At Hyunwoo’s urging, Hyeji curled up more and snuggled into the blanket.
The way it arches its back and shrinks is like a kitten.
Hyunwoo chuckled and found the nipple hidden under the blanket and started rolling it.
The light pleasure felt in her chest gradually taps into Hyeji’s consciousness.
“Wake up~ It’s 9 o’clock in a little while. If this continues, I’ll be late for my part-time job.”
Only then did Hyeji come to her senses and smile faintly. I slowly stretch languidly and blink my puffy eyes.
Hyunwoo was seen smiling through her blurry focus.
“This is the first morning since we started dating. Are you just planning to sleep in? Honey~”
The word ‘honey’ is whispered in my ear in a voice dripping with honey.
That was enough to drive away Hyeji’s sleep.
Right, now that I think about it, I decided to date my brother starting yesterday.
Hyeji shook off the daze and began to recall the events of last night one by one.
After receiving a confession from my brother, I was giggling while looking at the comments on the community…
“Ah…”
Hyeji continued her thoughts and let out a faint groan. Her brows were slightly frowned.
“What’s wrong, honey? Did you have a nightmare?”
Hyeji looks at her boyfriend who asks her affectionately. Those eyes were full of worry.
I felt a warm hand touching my forehead, wondering if I had a fever.
“… No, brother. I just did it because I felt dizzy.”
“Me too. I guess we overdid it yesterday~”
Hyunwoo let out a mischievous laugh and played with her hair.
However, Hyunwoo’s eyes were looking at Hyeji’s expression without smiling at all.
It seemed like this woman was recalling an unfavorable memory from yesterday.
Hyunwoo didn’t give her a chance to continue her thoughts and gently hugged her waist.
Fortunately, there were no negative emotions in the pitch black eyes staring at me.
“Did you sleep well? Good morning, honey.”
Hyunwoo was so adorable that he didn’t know what to do, and his actions and voice made him press his body as close as possible.
We share warm body temperature by touching skin to skin.
Since she was a woman who was weak to this kind of skinship, it should have been enough to shake off the thoughts just now.
As expected, Hyeji smiled brightly, leaving behind the subtle expression on her face.
“What, why did you wake up so early today? You always oversleep when I go out.”
“I told you earlier. Because it’s our first morning since we started dating. I wanted to wake you up in a special way.”
Hyunwoo said soft words and placed his lips on Hyeji’s forehead.
Since I had just woken up, I didn’t want to give her a deep kiss because I thought her breath would smell.
“Hehe… It was not just a little, it was completely special!”
Hyeji smiled brightly and caressed her forehead as Hyunwoo’s lips lingered.
It was a romantic morning where I woke up with excitement. It reminded her of a scene from her favorite movie.
I felt like I was the heroine in that romantic movie.
Hyeji surrendered her body to Hyunwoo’s body temperature and gradually became immersed in the current atmosphere.
The more I did this, the more my love for Hyunwoo grew. Along with an overwhelming sense of happiness.
“Come here, my boyfriend! I’ll hug you tight!”
Hyeji pulled Hyunwoo closer and held her against her chest. It felt good to feel his rough beard against my skin.
From that appearance, there was no trace of yesterday’s regret.
Hyunwoo was held in her arms and nodded, thinking that things had gone as planned.
This was enough of a reward for waking up early.
The reason he set the alarm was to control Hyeji’s first emotions when she opened her eyes.
If she had opened her eyes before me, I might have felt skeptical while ruminating on yesterday’s events alone.
Even if she didn’t leave behind any regrets, she didn’t know where her thoughts would go when she woke up.
Fortunately, his acting as a friendly boyfriend was successful.
Her day was colored pink from the beginning. Hyeji seemed to be experiencing a lot of happiness and love.
The sweet feelings you face as soon as you open your eyes will play a big part in further solidifying your rationalization of yesterday’s situation.
Even though I wonder if it’s true that my brother loves me, I’m inclined to believe that it’s true that he loves me too.
Even though I was working part-time, it was obvious that I would only focus on the sweet memories of this morning rather than thinking about the terrible memories of yesterday.
Since he had seen this woman blindly obsessed with love once or twice, Hyunwoo was somewhat confident in his thoughts.
“I love you, Hyeji. Thank you for being mine.”
Still, Hyunwoo, feeling angry and wondering if his comments so far were not enough, once again expressed his love.
I was planning to extinguish every single spark that remained in her heart.
“I love you too, oppa. I’m really, really grateful to you for being my boyfriend.”
Hyeji muttered softly as she rubbed her cheek against the top of Hyunwoo’s head.
Most people believe what they want to believe. And no woman wanted to believe that her boyfriend, who had just started dating, was trash.
It was the same for Hyeji.
The violent and oppressive image of yesterday that suddenly came to mind has disappeared, covered by the confession of love just now.
She did an excellent job selecting the information Hyunwoo gave her.
She accepts information that her brother loves her and that her brother is a good person, and actively rejects information that contradicts that.
She swallows only the image of the boyfriend she dreams of and dwells on the happiness she desires.
It was an obsession with love that was both tear-jerking and foolish, yet also amazing.
Hyunwoo felt like any further expression of affection would be excessive, so he stood up and looked at her. I was thinking of telling him to go take a shower now.
Hyeonwoo suddenly heard Hyeji’s trembling voice.
“Ah… I will be yours forever. Oh, my body and mind are all yours.”
Hyeji stuttered and impatiently added another word. The expression of love he requested came to mind later.
Surprisingly, instead of the happy smile on her face just now, there was a look of anxiety.
‘Did you break the rules your brother said? Wouldn’t it be okay since I said it late? Oh, we’re not having sex right now… but…’
The more she thought about it, the more the blood in her body felt like it was freezing. For a moment, my mouth and hands creaked like a broken doll.
When my brother said nothing, I suddenly felt out of breath. He bit his lip and blinked his eyes rapidly.
“Why are you like this, Hyeji?”
Her shoulders were shaking as she tried to look into her brother’s eyes as he asked her question indifferently.
“Ah… that, that… I, no, I…”
Could it be that my brother is angry again about his mistake? Is that why you are interrogating yourself now?
My tongue, which had become so stiff, could not form proper words. She stammered for a while before finally opening her mouth.
” Because I couldn’t say that I love you the way you taught me… I did say that right away… But I was afraid that you might be disappointed. I’m sorry…”
Hyunwoo was so thrilled to see Hyeji like that that he got goosebumps.
I was able to clearly realize how much the violence of yesterday had tamed this woman.
The woman who had been whispering love just now was nowhere to be found.
There was only a bitch shaking with her whole body stiff, like a dog in front of a dog.
First of all, it seemed like there was a need to soothe that unusual anxiety a little.
“It’s okay. You weren’t role-playing like that right now. And when I said I love you that way, I was just asking…”
Hyunwoo blurted out the last words and grabbed Hyeji’s chin and lifted it up. I could see the dilated pupils shaking back and forth.
“It wasn’t an order given to bitch Jeong Hye-ji… so you don’t have to worry.”
Only then did Hyeji close her eyes and catch her breath. The only thing that came to her ears was that it was okay.
Just a few hours ago, he admitted his mistakes dozens of times and justified his punishment.
She kept repeating over and over again what a huge mistake she had made and how justified her brother’s anger was.
In the process, she deeply engraved in her subconscious the rule that ‘if you do something wrong, you must be punished’ and ‘you must do well to avoid being punished’.
Her will to resist had long since been torn into dozens of pieces under the tip of Hyunwoo’s tongue.
“Yes, yes… I, just in case,… I was afraid that my brother would be in a bad mood…”
“It’s okay. I didn’t feel bad at all. Is it because you care that I got angry yesterday?”
“No, no, I promised you first, I would do anything. But, I made a mistake… so I let my brother down… I think he deserved to be angry…”
Hyeji mouthed the self-suggestions of rationalization she had been repeating to herself like a machine.
She herself didn’t know whether she was saying those words to herself or to Hyunwoo.
Hyunwoo smiled as he looked at Hyeji, who gave only great answers to his questions.
Yesterday’s violence was unexpected, but looking closely at today’s situation, it seems that it was surprisingly effective.
Hyunwoo himself never imagined that she would fall apart like this overnight.
‘Is this what PTSD is?’
Hyunwoo smiled, remembering something he heard somewhere. I feel like I discovered a hidden piece that I never thought of.
It was unclear whether this woman had a weak spirit, or whether her training was that meticulous and delicate.
I thought that perhaps both statements were correct.
A woman who was originally sick from the wounds of domestic violence and extreme loneliness.
He became the only destined man she could rely on and leaned on, and bound her with love. He took away his free will so that he could never leave his side.
Then he delicately destroyed her soul with all kinds of treacherous and cunning words.
Hyunwoo concluded that good work was created when good materials and good craftsmen came together.
However, since Hyeji was staring intently at her mouth, she buried those sentiments for now and opened her mouth.
“That’s right, the reason I got angry yesterday was because you took my feelings lightly and acted like child’s play. You said you understood everything yesterday, right?”
“Yes, yes… I really understand everything. So I’m not disappointed at all. It’s true.”
“I’m all relieved now too. Because honey fully promised me that she would do better next time.”
Hyeji just nodded without saying a word.
“So don’t be so anxious. Then I’m even more sorry. If you do well, it will never happen again.”
Hyunwoo comforted her by gently stroking her.
However, if we turn what we just said, it means that if something goes wrong, it can happen at any time.
In fact, Hyunwoo was thinking of a manual on how to use corporal punishment in the future.
It was clear that her brain had developed some form of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) after the horrific experience of yesterday.
Perhaps the process of suppressing the original trauma with love and rationalizing corporal punishment caused more extreme stress than one could imagine.
Just now, I was so restless that I thought it was an anxiety disorder, and I was just looking around.
I played with it because it was fun to control my sick mind, and the situation became even more fun.
Thinking about how much I could push this woman and how I could use it made me happy from the morning.
The first thought that came to mind was that in order to maximize the effect of corporal punishment, it was necessary to portray a lover who was usually infinitely affectionate.
In the following corporal punishment poem, we had to give weight to the belief that ‘My brother originally loved me very much, but he was angry because he did something wrong.’
The stronger that belief becomes, the more willing she is to accept any corporal punishment to get back ‘the brother who loves me.’
I will pay for the sins I have committed, and I will beg with my whole body to love myself again.
Hyunwoo felt blood rushing to his groin just by simply picturing the future.
If you use it well, you have obtained a powerful hand that can unleash tremendous destructive power.
I thought that if I could carefully carve out her psychotic symptoms, I would be able to get a slave who would never betray her even if she stopped playing with her useless lover.
Of course, it was obvious that this would not be a human being playing the role of a slave like now, but a miserable sex slave with literally no human rights.
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