episode_0028

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Amid the darkness embroidered by faint lights, a luxurious bed sat squarely in the middle, radiating light as if highlighting the floor.

I still don’t know where I am.

It’s where I first opened my eyes after death, the place where one can meet the goddess of purity, Illynoa.

Illynoa mentioned that ignoring the concept of physical space would make it easier to understand. But even if it makes sense when you’re dead, how am I existing in this world while I’m here?

Am I transitioning here just like when I went to that world? Am I simply lying here with my eyes closed as if sleeping?

This time, I didn’t come wearing pajamas like last time. What else is new? Sitting politely with hands clasped between my legs, I awaited the goddess in a respectful manner.

Recalling the conversation I had with her after blending with Yeeun.

She was quite something. Seeing her mother as a woman and kissing her. Only then could I understand the tears she shed on our first meeting. That intense, beast-like gaze she showed when she wanted a kiss.

“You’ve arrived.”

Illynoa, revealed in the darkness, wore a benevolent smile befitting her identity as a goddess.

Did you ever think you’d make such an expression?

Well, our first meeting wasn’t exactly a laughing matter, and the next time, she greeted me like a lunatic, so seeing that goddess-like expression was a first.

“I greet the goddess.”

I rose from the bed, bowed my head in greeting. Clasping my hands at my navel, this gesture could be seen as a bow. Why do I end up naked only here? Not that I mind.

“Carry on as you were. Don’t scare me for no reason.”

As I was?

“Goddess, please let me eat your—♡”

I lunged towards Illynoa’s face, but she stopped me with her hand.

“I made a mistake.”

Ah… By now, she must be looking at me with contempt, as if I were a bug. I wish I could see that expression, but my eyes were blocked by her hand.

“No, goddesses don’t make mistakes. It’s impossible. You’re a goddess, after all. Let me eat your—”

“No, even goddesses make mistakes. So, you…”

She couldn’t continue speaking.

“Oh, so, because of you, I died, so let me eat your—♡”

“If that’s the case, why were you acting like that earlier?”

Oh, right. I had something to discuss with this woman.

I withdrew my face and stood up, clasping my hands politely in front of my groin.

“It’s about the ability to read people’s minds… Why doesn’t it work?”

“Just as before, or rather… Just drop it.”

Illynoa moved to the bed, sat down, and crossed her legs.

“Didn’t I tell you? I don’t have mental abilities, and what I don’t have, I can’t give.”

“Really? You really don’t have it?”

“Do you not trust me? I truly did my best for Serah.”

“No, thinking about it, it’s a bit strange. Your managed worlds require emotional attraction for sexual desire to trigger. Wasn’t that your decision?”

“It’s more that worlds evolved according to my preferences.”

“So, it’s not deliberate?”

Nodding affirmatively, she sits beside me.

“Ugh… Goodness…”

“I told you before it wouldn’t work, so why do you want that ability again?”

“I missed out on a tremendous opportunity…”

“What…”

Raising my head, I gazed at the mesmerizingly beautiful sight above, unsure if it was the ceiling or the sky, lamenting the missed opportunity of not being able to read Yeeun’s mind.

“Mother-daughter rice bowl…”

Darn it, darn it—!

If Eun knew from the start how much her mother cherished her, I could have easily corrupted them both and made a mother-daughter meal. But because I didn’t know that, I missed my chance.

Stuffing my dick into my mom’s mouth while she moaned, then putting it in her pussy and rocking back and forth to fill her with cum, or grabbing both my mom’s and daughter’s dicks in my hands, taking turns licking them until one sprayed cum on my face, then putting the remaining one in my vagina and rocking it back and forth, sucking off the cum-covered dick, and then sticking it back in my pussy…

“Um… Serah?”

Blushing, I looked up at Illynoa’s voice and snapped back to reality.

Oops…

Oh no, I drooled a bit. My pussy seems wet too ♡

“Your expression looks quite sinister.”

“You’re incompetent.”

“Huh? Incompetent because I lack your trashy psychic abilities?”

If you can read minds, hypnotize, brainwash, wouldn’t that be great? To dismiss that as trashy abilities, this woman really doesn’t seem to get along with me.

“No, I’m not specifically talking about abilities.”

“Is that so?”

“Besides the abilities I haven’t mentioned, there are various other skills you might possess. Combining those, couldn’t something interesting come out of it? For example, even if you don’t have the ability to hypnotize directly, you might have the skill to create an app, allowing you to install a hypnosis app on your phone. Coming up with such ideas and executing them is what makes someone competent.”

“Earlier, didn’t you say that the ability to read minds was necessary?”

“The past mother-daughter meal won’t return. We’ll have to cook a new one. Make Eun like her mother again so they can share it together.”

Eun confided in her mother so openly. There was no hint of regret in her actions, and although she got scolded a bit during the conversation with her mother, it seemed like a normal mother-daughter interaction.

It truly cannot be helped. Let me tell you before I tidy up.

“Ugh… I don’t understand why I should indulge in your perversion.”

“Unicorn.”

“…Yes… I’ll try to find a way.”

Do I really have to reveal all your sins?

While regression is an option to consider, it’s not my preference. That thrill of seducing Eun, the excitement of sucking her dick for the first time and putting it in her pussy. If I were to turn back time and experience it again, could I fully feel that same sensation? Probably not. I dislike things losing their initial spark.

Moreover, I’m a bit scared, the butterfly effect. A future altered by one different action. I don’t want to deal with that.

“Oh, there might be a way!”

Illynoa raised her clenched fist and struck her opposite palm, looking at me.

“Oh, how capable our goddess is, let’s give it a try.”

“It’s about applying physical transformation.”

“No… I want a mental ability, not physical transformation.”

“Well… it’s not entirely a mental ability, but it seems possible to achieve effects similar to truth serum or tranquilizers.”

“Drugs?”

But applying physical transformation… maybe—!

“Transforming bodily fluids or excretions into some kind of drug?”

“Uh… that’s a bit disappointing. What I meant to say is… you already have it, the ability to read thoughts.”

Oh, that’s a good thing, right? Can you make aphrodisiacs too?

“But you see… looking at your expression, it seems a bit dangerous.”

“What’s wrong with my expression?”

“It’s sinister.”

Ugh, that perceptive brat is annoying.

“Are you trying to make drugs or something?”

Well… aphrodisiacs and drugs are different. Yeah.

“Goddess. How do you see me now?”

“A pervert filled with lewd thoughts. A lascivious demon.”

“No, what does that have to do with drugs? Even if I’m a bit crazy, I don’t cross legal boundaries.”

“Do you think I don’t know what you’re thinking? You’re trying to create substances that induce sexual arousal.”

“No, aphrodisiacs aren’t drugs.”

“They’re practically the same, aren’t they?”

“What, even in the world I live in, is that illegal?”

Even if I don’t know what Korea was like before I died, there’s no way aphrodisiacs are illegal where I live now. Just like sex, something that doesn’t exist can’t be legislated. Sometimes drug-related news pops up.

“Are the rules set by the gods more important than human laws?”

“What belongs to Caesar, belongs to Caesar. Haven’t you heard that saying?”

“And who is that and where is that saying used? I’ve never heard of it before.”

“Oh, really? Then how about this, Goddess of Purity? In your world, do women having sex mean they’re impure?”

“As long as you don’t get poked by a vile stick, you’re still pure, right?”

“But what if my vagina has already been penetrated?”

“Well, you’re originally from another world, so that’s beside the point.”

“Soon you’ll be penetrating other women too, right? Will I be punished for that? For dying because of you?”

“Benefit…”

Ah… Is this truly a conversation between a goddess and one bestowed with her power?

I couldn’t help but smile inwardly.

We talked about authority for a long time, just like we did before I obtained a new life. The only difference now was that Illynoa’s guilt seemed lighter than before, creeping up on me with a slight unease.

Not a bad feeling. But a bit cumbersome to achieve my goal.

Having reached a sufficient agreement with the goddess, I asked before heading back to my original world.

“Oh, right. When I come here, does my body come along too? Or is this place like a dream?”

“Just as Serah originally went to that world with her body, the physical form also transitions here.”

She answers firmly.

Just moments ago, she blushed and stuttered, but now, as we part ways, she’s back to being all goddess-like again?

Adorable. Tempting♡ I’ll just leave it at that for today, but next time, I’ll keep an eye out.

Thinking of lines fitting for a retreating villain, I decided to return to Felachio.

Light emanated from my body, and soon, my vision was enveloped in white.