episode_0027

Maybe it was his first time doing it, but he just covered my lips and didn’t move.

In movies and dramas, most of the time the man moves first and the man moves accordingly, but when he is attacked first, he doesn’t know what to do.

“… … .”

I felt my lips trembling.

Is he simply nervous, or is he waiting for me?

ah… Should I adjust it?

Should I accept this feeling?

Should a father accept his daughter’s heart?

─It’s someone else. other. A man mixed only by blood.

It’s definitely someone else.

I didn’t even know Yerim was my daughter until she got to this age.

From what I can see, he is a stranger with only blood mixed in with him.

“… … .”

It’s too hard to stay like this.

However, the lips that normally move well become tingly and do not move at all.

Should I continue like this or not? Countless thoughts are running through my mind.

“Ha… ha… .”

Breathing, which had stopped for a moment, resumed only after Yerim parted her lips.

Yerim is breathing heavily and looking at me with trembling eyes.

Her face turned bright red, and tears soon began to well up in the corners of her eyes.

“Why isn’t it moving… ?”

“… … .”

“Does your uncle hate me?”

“No… i like you… .”

Yerim didn’t do anything to make me look hateful, and she brought me food every morning, so there’s no way she would dislike me.

I like them as family and as relatives.

However, if you ask me if I like someone of the opposite sex, I already have someone named Yena.

I like Yena to the extent that I thought I could live with this person for the rest of my life.

“Then show me the evidence… .”

But I don’t have the right to veto.

Now that Yerim was born because my sister and I crossed the line.

No matter what Yerim says, I have to listen.

Because Yerim promised that she would take responsibility, as she said.

“You won’t regret it?”

“Why do I regret it?”

“No… .”

I also regret this now.

Is Yerim really confident that she won’t regret it?

Or, has your heart been so broken that it doesn’t even matter if this happens?

I don’t know which one, but I decided to respect Yerim’s choice.

Because that’s dad’s duty.

“Oop… .”

As if it was my last chance, I couldn’t refuse Yerim who came right in front of me once again.

As I gently covered her trembling lips, Yerim also began to move little by little.

Like lovers in their first relationship or first time touching each other, wiggling movements as if recognizing each other.

Like a drama, like a movie.

Moving as carefully as possible, I wrapped my arms around Yerim’s waist.

“Haaa… .”

Only then did Yerim fall from my body as if she was satisfied.

A thin layer of saliva hung down on the clothes.

“Ah… I did it… .”

“… … .”

“I feel dizzy… It tickles… I feel so… ah… I was so excited.”

“… It’s always like that the first time.”

Yerim smiles brightly and hugs me.

As I gently hugged her, she clung to me even more and pointed a weapon bigger than my mother at me.

“3… Korean inch… .”

It smelled of wine and flesh, and called to me.

As I stayed like that without answering, I felt myself losing strength.

I picked up the sleeping Yerim, laid her on the bed in Yerim’s room, and covered her with a blanket.

‘It was dangerous… .’

I almost got caught.

I’m so glad it ended with a kiss.

What if I was discovered to have an erection?

It wouldn’t have ended with a kiss.

And then I would have repeated what I did with my sister.

♠

“Ha… .”

I have a headache since morning.

I don’t think I drank that much yesterday, maybe because it’s so strong.

It feels like it’s been a long time since I’ve been like this, sleeping on someone else’s sofa with my stomach down.

“Wow… .”

In order to at least wash up and wake up, I headed to the bathroom with my sore body.

Yerim said that my sister would come in the evening, so I feel a bit dizzy thinking that I will have to stay with Yerim all day today.

Because we did that to each other yesterday.

“Ah.”

“Ah.”

I casually opened the door and made eye contact with Yerim, who was sitting on the toilet.

“Sorry!”

It was only after a few seconds that I realized the situation and quickly closed the door.

Was a real man this trashy creature?

What did Yerim find so good about staring at her thighs?

“You can go in.”

“Ah… Yes.”

Yerim, who came into the living room, didn’t say anything, perhaps because she was out of her mind or decided to just ignore it.

I’ve been really chilled since morning.

“You do some cooking.”

“Even after seeing this, I have been living alone for over 10 years.”

“It’s savory and delicious. It’s simple, though.”

“It’s because I’m a bit simple… .”

Fortunately, we returned to normal, cleared the wine glass from the table as if to erase the events of last night, and ate breakfast.

This is egg fried rice cooked with ingredients from my sister’s house.

“Uncle.”

“Huh?”

“That… yesterday… .”

“Huh? ah… don’t mind. I was drunk yesterday too so I don’t remember much.”

“Memory… You’re saying it’s not coming out?”

Of course, I remember it clearly.

Drinking wine, watching the New Year’s Eve bell broadcast, and kissing a drunk Yerim… did.

I think he was probably trying to apologize for what happened yesterday, so he said he didn’t remember on purpose.

Even though I was threatened, it was also my fault for not being able to clearly reject it.

“You really don’t remember?”

“Yes… I remember drinking and watching TV together… .”

“You mean you don’t remember anything after that?”

“Yes… .”

“Then… .”

Yerim held my hand.

He hesitated to take it to himself, but then let it go.

“You probably remember how you attacked me, right?”

“What… ?”

“Uncle took off my clothes… You just said that.”

“I… ?”

“And uncle girl… To me──”

“Yerim.”

“ugh… .”

When I grabbed both shoulders, Yerim flinched.

“It’s not okay to lie.”

“How do you know it’s a lie?”

“I remember. Yesterday.”

“… … .”

“And I won’t do something like that if Yerim doesn’t like it.”

There is no way I would have done that to Yerim.

I thought and thought about it somehow and finally ended up kissing. That’s not enough, they forcefully attacked Yerim.

If you attack someone simply because you love them, it is not love, it is just an animal.

“Uncle, why did you lie?”

“That’s… .”

As if admitting it was a lie, Yerim became angry.

“Did you want to treat yesterday as if nothing happened?”

“It’s not like that… .”

“Then what is it? While I was staring at my thighs.”

“… … .”

Honestly, if possible, I want to make it something that never happened before.

Although we can’t help with actions that have already been committed, we can prevent them from getting worse.

I don’t want to repeat this to Yerim.

Even if this relationship we have built up until now ends here.

“I couldn’t help it yesterday, but… It’s not like it’s not… .”

“It’s not something… .”

“With family… Doing something like this… .”

“… … That’s it.”

Yerim pushed me away and went into her room.

“Ha… .”

This is better.

Because you can’t repeat the same mistake twice.

Now, it ended up hurting Yerim, but if I had made a different choice, I would have ruined Yerim’s life entirely.

okay… This is it.

♠

“I’m here… .”

“Yes. Are you here?”

“What happened?”

“No… Just.”

After waiting for a while, looking at the black screen of the TV, my sister came in.

He clearly said he was going on a trip with his brother-in-law, but his expression looked very unhappy.

“What about your brother-in-law?”

“I don’t know.”

“Didn’t we come together?”

“I came alone.”

“… … .”

My sister sighed and sat down next to me.

Did you fight with your brother-in-law?

I don’t think they’ve ever had a fight.

“What about Yerim?”

“In the room.”

“What happened to you two?”

“… Why?”

“Your expression is so dark right now.”

“Ah… My sister is like that too.”

“Okay… ?”

We continued to sigh and stare at the turned off TV for a few minutes.

My sister started fiddling with my hands.

“It’s so hard.”

“What.”

“Just. C.”

I’m not the usual angry older sister.

My older sister is the type of person who gets angry loudly when she gets angry, so the way she seems to have given up on everything now is closer to lamentation than anger.

It’s also a lament that I can’t tell anyone.

What on earth happened?

“Cheol.”

“Yes.”

“Am I that bad?”

“… … What?”

“It’s a bit much for me to say, but… I think I’m still on active duty.”

As I take off the cardigan my older sister wore, a tight dress comes into view.

A black bra was clearly visible on the beige background.

“How about it?

“What do you want to say… .”

“Isn’t this okay?”

“… … It’s okay.”

20 years ago and now.

My sister is as pretty as ever.

At least in my eyes, she is a perfect woman with no flaws.

“What… Has your brother-in-law withered?”

“… … Yes.”

“… … .”

It’s been a while since I hit a 29 gold drip. Fortunately, it worked for my sister.

I didn’t believe it, but it turned out to be so.

I wouldn’t have known it when I was younger, but now I’m not old enough to criticize my husband for not having sex, and even if I say it again, it won’t change.

There is no way I can tell others about these fatal concerns.

That’s why I don’t have much energy.

“Have you done that before?”

“Before that… I didn’t. Well, I was young back then… .”

“I don’t think it’s your sister’s problem… Maybe.”

“Thank goodness… .”

My older sister, who kept fiddling with my hand, leaned against me.

The smell of my older sister still hasn’t changed.

I’ve already made up my mind, but when I hear this story, for some reason I feel like I can take his place.

You were so strict with Yerim.

I’m really trash.

“When is the last time?”

“… … With you.”

“Ah… .”

Was it before I met Yena?

I think I was attacking my sister endlessly on this sofa back then too.

“No… Then you really didn’t do it with your brother-in-law?”

“You’re always busy. And he seems to have cooled off on me.”

“It’s cold… ?”

“I don’t know about you, but… As soon as I get home, I just sleep and watch TV on the weekend. No matter where I ask you to go, I tell you to go with Yerim.”

“That’s about it… ?”

Has your heart cooled down, not just sexually?

My brother-in-law didn’t see it that way.

There’s no proof, it’s just boredom.

“That’s why I asked you to go out and have fun yesterday. For some reason he wanted to go too. however… .”

“That’s right.”

The situation is worse than I thought.

It’s not just a complaint about the older sister’s needs; if something goes wrong, the entire family can fall into boredom.

‘So Yerim… .’

The reason why I, a stranger, longed for love.

The reason why he said it doesn’t matter no matter how forbidden the relationship may be.

Because my father’s love was not enough.

“I wish you well.”

“Why?”

“I’m still fine.”

“… … .”

My older sister is subtly stroking my thigh.

After seeing my expression, he smiled calmly and took his hand away.

“What happened with Yerim?”

“Nothing happens… .”

“Don’t lie. Every time I came, it stuck to me like a piece of gum, but there was no way it would fall off like that.”

“… … .”

“Tell me. As long as you don’t touch it while drunk or something like that, it’s okay.”

“… … Oh, no, of course.”

Was there CCTV in this house?

For a moment, goosebumps appeared and my body trembled.

“… … No, right?”

“… … .”

My sister’s eyes were very stinging.