episode_0026

Geonwoo spread his legs, exposing the object between his thighs. In front of Geonwoo, I was sitting like a young girl, bringing my face close to his thighs.

I saw Geonwoo’s penis, which I had seen several times before. It was slightly erect, but not fully stiff yet. Somehow, I didn’t find it repulsive. Perhaps because even when I was a man, there was something similar between my thighs.

However, this time, I felt different than usual. The thought that this penis had been inside me, wondering if it felt good to be penetrated, thoughts that I had never considered before suddenly flooded my mind like a burst dam.

“What are you doing? I told you to make me feel good.”

But such thoughts evaporated cleanly at Geonwoo’s words. It was not the time to think. No, I didn’t want to think at all. The more I thought, the more absurd thoughts came to mind.

So I decided to act on instinct. The reason for these strange thoughts was that my body was malfunctioning. I believed that if I had sex, felt good, satisfied myself, I could return to being myself.

Slurp-

So I licked Geonwoo’s glans. It tasted bitter and salty when I licked the tip. Normally, I would have disliked it. But strangely, I didn’t dislike it now. Instead, I felt excited. Especially every time I slurped, I felt a strange cuteness watching him squirm.

“You’re quite proactive today. Did something change suddenly in your mood?”

Even with Geonwoo’s teasing words, I focused silently on servicing him. Licking the glans, licking the shaft, then going down to the testicles. Next, I carefully caressed the shaft with my hand, then ran my hand back up. Geonwoo’s penis had become significantly erect in no time.

“Uh… You’re better than usual.”

Unpleasant praise. However, for some reason, that praise felt good. I positioned my mouth at the tip of his erect penis and cautiously took the glans into my mouth. As the fully erect penis entered my mouth, I felt its smell and warmth through my tongue. I licked and sucked on the glans as if licking a candy.

“Wait… Hey, be gentle.”

The dynamics had somewhat reversed from usual. Geonwoo, who usually teased me, seemed impatient. Glancing up at him, I felt a strange pleasure in the bitterness I tasted through my tongue. It was a feeling of triumph. So I started sucking harder.

Whirrrr-

“…!”

But Geonwoo wasn’t just sitting still. He had activated the vibrator that was still inside me to the maximum. Immediately, I reflexively removed my mouth from his penis due to the intense vibrations I felt through my vagina.

“Ha… You’re acting weird today.”

“…What do you mean?”

“You’re not yourself today.”

“What does that mean?”

“I don’t know, just asking?”

I don’t know. I don’t understand. What did it mean to be myself? Was being masculine being myself? Then why have I felt strange while being humiliated and used until now?

“I don’t know. Tell me. What does it mean to be myself?”

“You used to hate this kind of thing.”

“Yes. I hated it. Really hated it. But it feels good now. I want to do it. Let me do it.”

“…Really?”

“Why are you asking? Can’t you just use me as always?”

I said whatever came to mind. I’m not sure if it was sincere or just something I blurted out in that strange state. But Geonwoo’s expression was complex. Confusion, caution, pity, curiosity… It was an indescribable mix.

But his final expression showed clear consent.

“…Alright. If that’s what you want.”

That’s what it was. Geonwoo would take revenge on me, and I would let him use me. Nothing more, nothing less was necessary. At least at that moment, no other relationship was needed.

“Then suck.”

Geonwoo returned to his usual self. I started sucking Geonwoo’s erect penis, which was already bright red.

Sucking sounds-

“Mmm♥”

“Don’t stop, keep sucking.”

The vibrator that had been paused during the conversation started working again. Geonwoo’s rough hand grabbed my head and pushed it towards his penis. I swallowed his penis deeply without resistance. I repeated swallowing and spitting like piston movements.

“Slurp♥ Suck♥ Ahh♥”

His penis repeatedly penetrated my throat. Each time it happened, I moaned like a slut. Before I knew it, Geonwoo didn’t even need to push my head anymore. Instead, he just stroked my head gently. While sucking his penis, I looked up at Geonwoo. Our eyes met as he looked down at me. Despite Geonwoo’s cold gaze, I felt a strange affection in his eyes.

“I’m coming.”

“Splurt♥ Squirt♥”

With a brief word, Geonwoo ejaculated into my mouth without hesitation. The hot semen filled my mouth and throat. It felt like my breath was being cut off by the sticky substance.

“Don’t swallow. Hold it in your mouth.”

Even though I had no time to spare, Geonwoo commanded me without hesitation. I followed his command, holding as much semen in my mouth as possible.

“Show me.”

I opened my mouth to show him the semen inside. Geonwoo held my chin with one hand and peered into my mouth. Seeing his own semen completely filling my mouth seemed to satisfy him, as he gently stroked my head and said,

“Swallow.”

“Gulp♥”

I swallowed without hesitation and enjoyed Geonwoo stroking my head for a while.

“Good job.”

“♥”

I was pleased with the following praise, but I didn’t feel anything strange. Trained dogs wag their tails happily when praised by their owner, right? It wasn’t weird since it was just a physical response. That’s how I thought. That’s what I decided to think.

“Get me hard again.”

Geonwoo had no intention of stopping there. Fellatio alone was not enough. To re-erect Geonwoo’s slightly softened penis, I took it in my mouth and massaged the shaft. Luckily, it quickly became erect again.

“Get up.”

Instead of continuing to suck, Geonwoo commanded each movement as if training a dog. I obediently followed his commands like a dog.

“Undress.”

I removed my clothes, taking off my sweat-soaked crop top and cum-stained hot pants. I wasn’t wearing underwear. Naked, I stood there waiting for the next command. Seated on the couch like a king, Geonwoo gave me the next order.

“Get on top.”

There was no need to specify where to get on top. I straddled Geonwoo’s penis, which smoothly entered my wet vagina.

“Oh♥”

“What are you waiting for, move.”

After inserting his penis, Geonwoo ordered me to move quickly. I began moving my hips immediately, slowly at first, savoring the feeling of his penis inside me.

“Faster.”

Slap-

“Mmm♥”

Geonwoo slapped my buttocks with his palm, urging me to move faster. I moved faster, not forced but willingly, driven by my desire for deeper penetration.

“Oh♥ Ohh♥”

Pleasure and excitement surged. The more we continued, the deeper the pleasure became, yet my body craved even greater pleasure. It was strange. I thought sex would bring things back to normal, but instead, it felt even stranger. However, somehow that was okay. Feeling good was what mattered most.

*Ringing sound*

While this was happening, I heard the sound of my smartphone ringing. It was my phone. It was probably my parents. Even though it was a bit late, they must have called because I hadn’t come yet. But I didn’t feel like answering it. Right now, sex was more important.

“What are you doing, not picking up?”

But Geonwoo ordered me to answer that call. At that moment, I hesitated at this command. Answer it? Now? Really?

“Answer the phone right away.”

“Ugh♥”

Geonwoo said as if scolding me. Like a scolded puppy, I quickly answered the phone.

“Hello, Mom?”

-Is it Sihyun? Are you still out with your friends?

“Uh… I’m a little late today – Ugh♥”

-Sihyun? Is something wrong?

“Oh, no♥ It’s nothing. Just a hiccup♥”

Geonwoo, who told me to answer the phone, mischievously moved his hips. Every time I moved on my own, a greater pleasure rushed in, making it impossible for me to answer the phone properly. I desperately clenched my mouth to prevent any lewd moans from escaping.

-Sihyun… Your boyfriend is important, but your dad is worried too about you being out so late…

“Uh♥ Sorry, Mom… I have an important appointment today… Ugh♥”

-You’re not up to anything strange, are you?

“No♥ I’m not doing anything like that♥”

-Now that you’re not a child anymore, I won’t nag you, but… anyway, come home even if it’s late. You can take a taxi.

“Yes♥ Don’t worry, Mom. Heh♥ I’ll hang up♥”

As soon as the call ended, I felt weak in my hands and dropped the phone.

Immediately, Geonwoo increased his pace.

“You said you wouldn’t do anything weird to your mom, didn’t you?”

You should stop that.

I thought that, but those words didn’t come out.

“Oh♥ I don’t know♥ Do it more♥”

Instead, I indulged in pleasure, moaning softly.

Wrapping my arms around Geonwoo’s head, we both reached the peak of pleasure.

“There will be a lot inside. Don’t spill a drop and accept it all.”

“Ugh♥”

Fool… Are you trying to get pregnant? Why did you ask for condoms then?

Of course, I was already taking birth control pills. It was an encounter that couldn’t be avoided without ejaculation.

Squelch, squelch-

“Ohhh… haa…”

Geonwoo ejaculated. Intensely moving, we collapsed onto the sofa as if in slow motion. Collapsed next to Geonwoo, lost in the aftermath of pleasure, I couldn’t regain my senses. It felt better than any sex we had had until then.

“…Hey.”

“Yeah…”

“Let’s shower. I’ll take you home after.”

Geonwoo got up from the sofa first, undressing as he spoke. Until then, it was rare for me to see Geonwoo naked. I was always the one undressing. For some reason, I found it hard to look away from Geonwoo’s body.

“What are you doing? Get up quickly.”

“Uh… Oh. My leg has a cramp…”

I wanted to get up, but my leg didn’t have much strength. It was uncomfortable, perhaps due to the position during sex. Still, I tried to get up, but Geonwoo stopped me.

“Just stay still.”

Then he lifted me into his arms. I obediently stayed there like a pet in its owner’s arms.

“You’re damn heavy.”

“…You need more exercise.”

“Shut up.”

Geonwoo took me to the bathroom just like that. By the time we arrived, the cramp in my leg had eased, but I was standing there limply.

A year later, things would be different… Back then, it was because it was the first time showering together with Geonwoo.

“Come here.”

Even though it was his first time, Geonwoo skillfully gave me orders.

“Sit here. I’ll wash you.”

“……”

“Hurry up, okay?”

At first, I hesitated, but with a pounding heart, I approached Geonwoo.

By then, my heart was gradually corroding.