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“What… … ?”

I was shocked by Han Ji-hyun’s unexpected words.

“Feeding you… … ?”

“Yeah.”

“Why… … ?”

“Why… … ? Of course I like you? ”

“But, but feeding them is a different matter, right?”

“Why is that a different problem?”

Han Ji-hyun asked with a look of incomprehension.

“Why, why is it a different issue… … ! Of course it is a different issue… … ! You should just give me your money!”

“Then what?”

“What… … ?”

“I’m confident I’ll make a lot of money in the future. I’m already making a lot of money right now?”

Han Ji-hyun spoke to me with a confident expression.

“I haven’t done any CFs on TV, but I’ve already filmed a few CFs for YouTube and signed a model contract with a small business brand. I’m already getting quite a few offers.”

“Oh, yeah… … ?”

We were always busy kissing each other and playing a gender reversal game,

I waited for Han Ji-hyun to speak first when she wanted to speak.

Other than the big things she told me about herself, like filming a movie or filming a drama,

I didn’t know the details of what she did as a celebrity.

These are things I’m hearing for the first time today, since I never asked about them before.

Jihyun, you’re already more amazing than I thought.

“Oh, yeah… … ?”

Since I use YouTube Premium, I didn’t know that Han Ji-hyun was in the commercial.

Of course, even if you have set it to show ads,

Since advertisements are tailored to each person, it may not have appeared for me.

“Look.”

She played her own commercial on YouTube.

It was pretty. It was really pretty.

Right now, it’s hard to believe that I have a girlfriend who I can watch from the side like this.

She was truly a celebrity.

I couldn’t believe that I had just kissed this woman and touched her breasts.

There were quite a few comments on the commercial video saying that Han Ji-hyun was so pretty.

Since she has appeared in dramas with high viewer ratings, there have been frequent comments asking where she is from.

“I’m confident I’ll earn a lot in the future. So I’ll feed you, oppa.”

“That’s… …, it’s not that I don’t think you’ll make a lot of money. Of course you will. You’re so pretty and good at acting. You’ll be incredibly successful as a celebrity.”

I continued speaking, embarrassed.

“But no matter how much you earn, isn’t it a bit strange to say that you feed me? Feeding me means that I don’t have to do anything, so why feed a man who doesn’t do anything?”

“Because I like you… … ?”

“You wouldn’t like a man who doesn’t make any money and just takes your money and lives off of it, right?”

“Why? That’s good. You’re my brother.”

“No matter how much I am… … , wouldn’t I hate it?”

“No? My family already has a lot of money, and I didn’t meet my brother to ask him to make money… … .”

“But, still… … .”

“I’d be okay with it if my brother just kept playing with the gender reversal play like he does now… … , not really… … ?”

“Rice, not really… … .”

Not really, but if that were possible, that would be really great.

A life where your spouse earns you thousands of dollars a month, and you can just spend that money and have fun at home.

There aren’t many people, male or female, who would dislike it.

If only it could happen… … .

But there is a basic function for men in society,

It didn’t seem like it could happen.

Will Han Ji-hyun really continue to like me, who only plays and doesn’t work?

Even after marriage?

In the first place, would you marry someone like me?

Of course, among some female celebrities,

I’ve heard rumors that female celebrities feed their families by marrying men from the entertainment industry, such as hosts or karaoke bars.

The weapon these men have is not their social skills, but their sexual ability to satisfy women.

The relationship between me and Han Ji-hyun has somehow become similar.

Han Ji-hyun was a unique woman who only got excited when she was with a man who had a specific look, feel, and conditions, and when she played a specific game.

It was because I had all those things that I was able to date her.

If it weren’t for that, it wouldn’t have been possible…

Anyway, that’s why I had to see it as giving Han Ji-hyun a sexual attraction in some way.

But how long will that last?

Will Han Ji-hyun continue this gender reversal play even after she turns 30 or 40?

If the day comes when she gets tired of the gender reversal play,

So what is my value to her?

I have no looks, no body, no family, no wealth.

Even though I was an unemployed person with no work experience, I was only playing the role of a man and woman reversalist next to Han Ji-hyun.

What if you don’t enjoy playing gender reversal games anymore?

It seemed like we were going to get divorced right away.

But since I was a man, I thought I could be of some help with my abilities in order to be honest with her.

Of course, the problem is that it seems too difficult to acquire that ability now… … .

“I’ll do my best to find a job and settle down. But I’m still a man, so how can I rely on you?”

If I were a woman, I wouldn’t have mind becoming a full-time housewife and telling Han Ji-hyun that I would be a good support to her.

As a man, I felt a bit reluctant and anxious.

“Yeah… … .”

When I answered firmly, she agreed.

Han Ji-hyun said later that if I can’t find a job,

Then he’ll say he’ll feed me again.

I don’t want that to happen.

I, too, need to have at least one thing I can be confident about towards Han Ji-hyun… … .

* * * * *

Han Ji-hyun had a busy schedule due to filming a drama.

I didn’t know, but I heard that dramas are usually filmed in a flash within 3 or 4 months.

Han Ji-hyun said that she is crazy busy right now and that she will be free again once the drama ends.

Because of that, for a while we only saw each other briefly once every two weeks.

Even then, there were times when we would watch for two or three hours and then part ways.

“Isn’t it hard?”

I asked Han Ji-hyun with concern.

I heard you were filming without getting any sleep… … .

“It’s okay. I’ll have free time once it’s over.”

Han Ji-hyun said with a smile.

She looked a little tired.

“Yeah… … .”

“Will you cheer me up, oppa?”

“How? What should I do for you?”

What should I do to relieve my fatigue?

Massage? Cooking?

“I think you should play number 22.”

Han Ji-hyun said with a bashful smile.

Euig… … .

“Okay. I’ll do it. What’s number 22?”

I said this while giggling because she was a maniac who couldn’t stop herself from reversing gender.

“Dance to a girl group.”

“Uh… … ?”

“Girl group dance. This is… … .”

She searched for something on YouTube and showed it to me, saying:

“Ehh… … ?”

For a grown man about to graduate from college, girl group dancing… … .

I never thought of that… … .

“If you’re a boyfriend, you can wish for that from your girlfriend. How lovely it would be if your girlfriend could dance to a cute girl group dance.”

“Well, that’s true, but… … .”

“So, oppa, dance too. This dance isn’t that difficult either… … .”

Han Ji-hyun said with a bright expression.

“Ugh… … .”

The difficulty of the dance isn’t the issue…

The dance is so pure and feminine… … .

It’s so annoying… I can’t do it…

I can’t do it… … !!

“You’ll do it… … ?”

Han Ji-hyun asked with a pitiful cat-like expression.

Ugh… … !

“I’m having a hard time because of filming a drama… … , Oppa said he’d give me strength… … . He said he’d play 22 times… … .”

Han Ji-hyun continued speaking with a sighing expression.

“Ha, I’ll do it… … !”

“Thank you. Then, please practice and come back next time we meet.”

Han Ji-hyun smiled and said, seeming very satisfied.

Ugh… … , I’m screwed… … .

* * * * *

Now that my meetings with Han Ji-hyun have become less frequent.

I diligently met with friends and seniors from the same department and collected job information.

“Hmm… … . It seems difficult.”

A senior who was successful in getting a job told me.

“My friends who graduated with better qualifications than me all couldn’t get jobs. About 15 of them.”

“Ah… … , Really… … ?”

That can’t be… … .

I’ve been hearing a lot lately that it’s really serious, but

Now that I’m seriously preparing to get a job, I feel it much more directly.

This is the reality these days… … .

“Unfortunately, but realistically speaking, this means you have no choice but to go to a company with really bad conditions.”

The senior said with a pitiful expression.

Still, I thought I studied hard and got into a good university.

Even though these days even top universities are struggling to find employment, I thought this wouldn’t apply to me…

It was harder to get grades than I thought.

In addition to their grades, those who have succeeded in getting a job have a lot of awards, activities, and qualifications that can serve as bonus factors.

I just can’t keep up… … .

* * * * *

A few days have passed since I met my senior.

I still felt lost and frustrated, as I had not yet found the answer.

Even though it was the first time I saw Han Ji-hyun in a long time, I still felt bad.

I feel sorry for her, but I haven’t practiced girl group dancing yet because I don’t feel like it.

I spoke honestly to Han Ji-hyun.

She understood my situation.

“I have something to be upset about too… … .”

“What is it?”

“Ah… … , while filming, the director said, I think my acting was lacking in this scene… … .”

She brought the script, showed it to me, and said,

“Who can act as well as you?”

I comforted her.

“That’s because my brother likes me, so he looks like that… … , I also feel my shortcomings. But I don’t know what to do… … .”

“What part?”

I looked at the script carefully.

“Here… … .”

She said, pointing out the script.

“Before we start filming the next part, we show the next part to the director in advance, so if there’s anything that needs to be fixed, we can fix it in advance and then film it.”

She said in a sullen voice.

“But, this part keeps getting pointed out… … .”

“Um… …, wanna try it once… …?”

What do I know about acting,

She was so sad that I told her to just see what I was doing to get pointed out.

Then she acted out the scene in front of me.

“Um… … .”

There was something a little strange that felt natural.

“Jihyun-ah. You’re a professional actor, and I’m a beginner who doesn’t even know the basics of acting, so I’m not criticizing you, I’m just saying what I really, honestly feel. Do you want to hear it? ”

“Yeah yeah… … !”

“That, this is a scene where Kim Ji-seon feels both sadness and anger at the same time, right? So, wouldn’t it be better to raise the back of her eyebrows like this to make the expression more appropriate?”

I don’t know anything about professional acting,

Just 4 years of film club experience and

With over 10 years of experience as a movie and drama fanatic since the 4th grade of elementary school,

I spoke purely about the problems I felt as a viewer and fan.

“Is that so… … ?”

Han Ji-hyun listened to what I said, looked in the mirror, and practiced as I said.

“Oh… … ? I think so… … ?”

Han Ji-hyun seemed to feel something, even though she was hesitant.

“That… …, I’m meeting the director again tonight for a meeting, so I’ll try this and contact you again!”

After Han Ji-hyun said that to me,

We kissed deeply and caressed each other’s bodies once more,

We ended up having a short meeting after a long time.

* * * * *

The afternoon of the day I broke up with Han Ji-hyun, late at night, almost midnight.

『Oppa… … ! Because I acted just as you told me, the director liked it… … !! You did well… … !! Thank you… … !』

I got a text from her saying she was very happy.